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Artsy
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Jun 12, 2017 07:20AM
Pretty good. Going to a test in 4 hours. I think i'll be fine but i still have nerves. I need to get out of my head. But other than that, i'm good. Rested. Energized. Ready for a new day(well, ready to get ready for a new day).
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When you take it I'll be right there with you, sending warm thoughts ^.^ Whatever happens, it's all gonna be ok <3Yay! Rest is good ^.^ it's all good^.^ You're so good!
All the luck to you <3 Bless you!
You can do that Artsy! Go go go! (dam that sounded so lame, i had no other motivational... stuff to say)
Thanks Edge.I have a science test tomorrow, then social studies the next day. Then all i have to do is wait for the results and order my diploma.(that is, unless i have to retake one of the tests).
You're smart Artsy. I bet you'll get high marks.
in·som·ni·ainˈsämnēə
noun
habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep.
I am naturally nocturnal. It doesn't really work out when everything happens during the day.
Staying up, my thoughts can wander. I can come up with a bunch of ideas, but never write them down. Not that theyre good anyway.
ohhh cmon. whatcha thinking? whatre those ideas?? tellmetellmetellme
Just dumb ideas. Story ideas. Song ideas. Movie ideas, etc. As well as just thinking about the future(a totally unrealistic hypothetical future) where i make music and write stories and have friends and meet people. And thinking of those possibilities gives me more ideas. I don't know. Its stupid.
this is my laptop wallpaper. off-topic, right? but i made this my wallpaper to remind me each day that i dont know and im not sure what happens tomorrow, next week, or next year so that means ANYTHING could possibly happen. I could possibly be an engineer someday (i wish, but i think its impossible) but who knows? Same to you too. Maybe one day you could be a movie star
or a famous writer or a famous actress, but who knows?
Lol probably not. Its a nice thought, though. I mean technically anything is possible.
yep. For all I know I could be world-famous professional terrorist. lol.
NO I WAS JUST KIDDING im not gonna bomb the planet dont worry
say anything that comes on top of your head
My brain doesnt work like that. Or atleast not right now. I wish it did.
Tell me something I don't know.
My mind is literally blank. Its so frustrating.
I think this would help, i think.
Here:
What do you think first when I say 'chocolate'?
Here:
What do you think first when I say 'chocolate'?
(oh yeah i see the connection)
Okay, i could say you're just bored.
Okay, i could say you're just bored.
Yeah, probably. I think i'm going to try to sleep.
yeah you should. I'm just making you bored-er. (-_- yay me) Good night.
Youre not boring me. I just need sleep. Goodnight.
Whatever you say. Good night :)
I passed my math test! Now to wait for the results of the science test i took today, and try my best in social studies tomorrow.
Personal Survey Time (plagiarized from le trouble aka edge)1. How tall are you?
5'5. Maybe a little taller.
2. What color and style is your hair?
Super dark brown. Long and wavy. Full straight across bangs.
3. What color are your eyes?
Blue. Can look greyish or greenish.
4. Do you wear glasses?
No. I probably should, though.
5. Do you wear braces?
No. I definitely should.
6. What’s your clothing style?
I don't think i really have a style.
7. Any freckles/moles/ beauty marks?
Yes.
8. When were you born?
August 4th.
9. Where do you live?
United Sates
10. Do you have siblings?
Yes.
11. Do you go to school?
Kinda. I guess.
12. What kind of student are you?
a terrible one.
13. What are your favorite tv shows?
LOST, The Walking Dead, Sherlock, Jane the Virgin, and others
14. Favorite pass time?
Reading, listening to music, watching youtube, eating, looking up random stuff on the internet
15. What is your dream job?
Famous something-or-other, or something important, like a doctor. I'm hoping to start EMT classes this fall.
16. Would you like to get married one day?
Maybe.
17. Would you like to have kids one day?
Maybe.
18. Girly girl or tomboy?
I don't know. I don't like to label myself.
19. Do you like shopping?
When i have money, yeah. When i don't have money, no.
20. What countries have you visited?
None.
21. What is the scariest nightmare you’ve had?
The scariest nightnares i've had are the ones where someone's chasing me/trying to find me, trying to kidnap or kill me.
22. Do you have enemies?
I mean, define "enemy." idk. No?
23. Do you have a significant other?
No
24. If not do you want one?
Don't care really.
25. Are you open about your feelings?
Depends.
26. What’s your family like?
Crazy. Literally.
27. Would you date someone your parents didn’t approve of?
I don't know.
28. Favorite color?
Red, like, scarlet red.
29. Any pet peeves?
Scraping sounds. People not listening. Or interrupting.
30. Do you believe in astrology?
No. Total BS.
Artsy wrote: "Oh god my head is spinning."
me too.
me too.
- ̗̀ le trouble ̖́- wrote: "Artsy wrote: "Oh god my head is spinning."me too."
I hope you don't mind that i copied the survey thing you did.
Small rant:I don't know if me having nothing to say is me just being really boring, or if I'm holding back. I think i must be the least interesting person to talk to, honestly. And when i do speak, no one has any idea of what i'm talking about, or they disagree with me/are offended. I feel like, in my life, the people around me are so used to walking all over me. They know i'll listen to them ramble on and on, but they won't return the favor. I'm not worth listening to. What everyone else has to say is so much more important i'm sure. Gossip. Whats the point? I want to have a conversation. Not an argument. Not practically talking to a wall. Just because you're not talking, doesn't mean youre listening. People can be so frustrating sometimes. Or maybe its my fault.
Currently awaiting results on last portion of GED test, so i can finally order my diploma.My sister got a car. Used obviously. If i get my license i can borrow it sometimes. I'm kinda jealous. She's younger than me but she got a car first. I guess she deserves it though. She got a job first as well.
I just hope i can catch up with where everyone else is in life, because i think i've fallen behind.
One step at a time.
I hope when i have friends, they know the true me, and they like me for it. But who is the "true me?" That's something i should know, right? Everyone likes to think that theyre nice and interesting enough. Honestly, maybe the "true me" is a total bitch or something. Maybe thats why i don't have friends. Or maybe because i'm too whiny(at least i'm somewhat self aware). I need to change who i am. Theres something wrong with me.
I've struggled with this too <3 If people are worth your time, they'll be interested in what you have to say. And you have plenty to say. Every thought you've written here has pulled me in. You're clear with your words and seem to have an understanding of those around you. You're empathetic.
From how much it's happened in the past, it might seem like new people you meet might not understand you but certain communities a lot of times breed similar minds, and even though you may have been misunderstood in the past, that says nothing about how you'll be taken in the future.
You're thoughts are very human and very compelling. I know you've been hurt and discouraged in the past and I'm really deeply sorry. I wish I could reach back and pull you out and be there for you. But there are people who want to know you and hear your voice. You deserve attentive, caring and supportive people in your life and I want you to have that.
Delphinia (Dhamma ✿) wrote: "I've struggled with this too <3 If people are worth your time, they'll be interested in what you have to say. And you have plenty to say. Every thought you've written here has pulled me in. You're..."
You are incredibly kind and you articulate your words very beautifully. Thank you. I hope youre right about me.
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