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Oct 14, 2014 09:46AM
"Its me I wanted to talk to you." She whispered
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"Well can I come?" She asked
She opened the door. "Allison your going to be a big sister to twins." She said.
"Yeah really your going to have to help me out if you want to." She said. "You might even get to name them."
Dana smiled okay. "Well I'll leave you alone now." She said and walked out she went to her room and sat down
Allison smiled and continued to paintJack walked into the room and looked at her
She was shaking some. Everything was going the way it did the first time.
Everything was going to go wrong. She was going to lose him.
Tears running down her face. "I feel really dpressed." She whispered.
He sat down next to her. "Is there anything I can help you with?"
"I don't know I think thats one of the major reasons why I left you I was hurt like I am now." She whispered. "Maybe Buddy knows something that would help."
"Are you going to go to him? Or am I going to call for him?"
"Are you mad at me for always turning to him?" She whispered.
"Are you sure your not mad? Do you feel like your not good enough?" She whispered.
"You never answered my other question." She whispered.
"Everytime you leave me I do. I then thinks and ask myself what I've done wrong."
"Everytime you leave me I do. I then thinks and ask myself what I've done wrong."
"what you do wrong? You drive into this form of depression. You didn't want my baby the first time around well it died happy? Then you said you wanted a kid well you lied about that one too. You didn't even want to hold her. I should of taken her with me. And then now I'm going to have twins and your acting the same way you did with Allison. Why do you hate kids so much?" She asked angrily
"First. If we didn't take care of that first baby you would die. Plus this whole hate baby thing is different now." He said. He wasn't scared of raise his voice
"It's not being different. You are acting the same you did with Allison and there is no excuse for that. I need my boyfriend to be with me no matter what happens." She said.
"You leave me and then just randomly comeback. I have been trying to convince you to stay. But that don't seem to be enough."
Tears rolled down her cheeks now. "I left you once and thats it. I left because you were never there and you hurt me." She said. She got up. "When do you have to learn all I want is you to be there for me." She said.
"I was there for you as much as I could."
"You weren't even alpha. You were always gone. You didn't even want to hold your own daughter." She whispered. "I'm probably a fool to think that you would ever want me."
"But after that no and then you left her alone to chase after me. The only times you told me you loved me was when I was leaving."
"Well I thought you knew it without me telling you."
She looked at him and walked away. "Your still suppose to say it like I do everyday of my life I spend with you I tell you Allison that I love you." She whispered.
He looked at her. "So you just get randomly mad at me for stuff that happened ten years ago?"
"Go ahead and think that all you want." She said. She was shaking some. She wanted the pain to go away. She walked outside. She walked to Buddies. "Buddy I need to know if you think I have some type of mental illiness or depression."
Buddy looked at her. "Does your body hurt again?" He asked
"No I need to know if I have some type of mental problem because the same thing is happening all over again with Jack."
"He does not want the twins and he doesn't want anything to do with them like Allison. Its happening all over again." She said.
"yes he did in so many words he did say that. I need something that blocks out the pain." She said. "I need to know if something is wrong with me."
"Thanks for nothing." She muttered and got up and walked out. She ran and sat down by a river.
She had so much pain inside. He didn't want her anymore. She knew that maybe she should leave.
"He is going to leave me. He doesn't want kids or me." She whispered to herself."
