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A Brief History of Me
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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Nov 12, 2017 05:54AM
My mom likes that show.
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I've never seen it; it's just everywhere i go it's stranger things, stranger things. That's my sister's new obsession. My parents binge watched it. I don't really want to watch it but since it's in right now I'm kinda an outsider, not knowing what the heck they're talking about.It's that way with other nerd stuff that's in right now. And I'm sure one day the trend will end and those of us who've been fans of fantasy/sci fi since before all this will be made fun of more when it's done.
I don't like calling people "fake fans" because for all i know they're genuinely into this stuff and they just happened to take an interest later, but it's still weird the stuff i was picked on for liking when I was younger is a driving factor of pop culture right now.
Eh, it's better than enjoying really popular stuff in your group but being insulted, shoved aside and accused just because of your appearance and personalty.
Your personality?
Just one day...one day I would like to not hurt someone. but no, I can't even do that.Something is wrong with me and I hate it. i hate myself. I'm not a good person...I don't get why people even bother talking to me...i just anger and upset everyone.
Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Your personality?"I've been told I'm too friendly and cheerful to like certain shows or musical artists.
Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Just one day...one day I would like to not hurt someone. but no, I can't even do that.Something is wrong with me and I hate it. i hate myself. I'm not a good person...I don't get why people even ..."
I don't think you're a bad person.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Your personality?"I've been told I'm too friendly and cheerful to like certain shows or musical artists."
that is literally one of the dumbest things i have ever heard in my life.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Just one day...one day I would like to not hurt someone. but no, I can't even do that.Something is wrong with me and I hate it. i hate myself. I'm not a..."
Then i guess you've bene lucky enough to not see my bad side. because it's there all right. And it does a lot of things and hurts a lot of people i care about and shows me I'm an abomination.
Yeah well Millennials are some of the dumbest people I have ever seen in my life.
I've seen older people who are dumber. like they think they can control who you can and can't marry and they get to decide what gender you are!
I have a headache, my eyes hurt AND I feel nauseous Today is going great! 😧
And now I'm getting hot and cold flashes and feeling terrible and useless.
Something I wish you would faint and have to be taken to the hospital or something. That'd show those people right.
What do you mean? This is the first time this has happened at work.
Then I hope it happens to you today.
You just always sound sick at work.
I'm sick OF my job and it causes mental issues, but usually I'm fine physically. Maybe tired but not sick.
I'm so tired.
My head is still pounding. It gets worse when I see sunlight or the computer screen and scanners. And bending over is horrible.
I sometimes seriously question if I will ever amount to anything in my life. I can't even close a box right. A freaking BOX! How the heck am I going to go to college and be successful and blah if I'm too stupid to be able to close A BOX?
Other Millennials seem to be doing a pretty good job.
Good for them. I'm not really smart. I can memorize facts. Unless I constantly play in Jeopardy/Who Wants to be a Millionare I doubt that will be of any use.
So? Most Millennials are like that too. They're either 'super smart and perfect in all fields of academics' or 'i can barely add up 2+2 but hey I got amazing breasts and that's all i need'
Well I don't have any breasts :\I just don't want to be shackled to unlivable-I mean, minimum wage. I dont even want to be famous or anything. Just live a life where I'm not struggling to afford the basics and have no hope of a better life.
Anyways, why do you keep bringing up millenials?
You remind me of a lot of them.
You just do.
Very helpful :p
I want to threaten to quit my job if dad doesn't treat me like an adult ((Spoiler: he still sin't)) but I'm worried he'll just get mad and kick me out, leaving me on the streets. I could of course be overthinking and exaggerating and he wouldn't REALLY do that but well...legally he *can* do that now.
My hands feel like they're burning or something D: and they're bleeding.
Infection?
*Shrugs* They've been cut up and bleeding for a while now.
It's usually a bad thing if they burn while they're bleeding.
It kinda goes between burning ((or at least feeling hot)) and stinging. When I get them wet my gosh do they sting. ANd i still have to do dishes >.<
Yeah, that sounds like something is really wrong.
My parents told me to put lotion on them and I did multiple times for many days in the past and not only did the lotion do nothing to help, it caused pain. So I suffered for absolutely no reason.
So I'm not heeding their advice this time.I DID notice that when I cut back on hand washing it naturally got better...but I need to wash my hands frequently with where I work and now cold and flu season is ahead.
I'm really scared that I'll be stuck doing this job indefinitely and be trapped living with my parents, always forced to obey them no matter how old I get...They care more about controlling me than they do saving some money. I mean, the money saved isn't a whole whole lot but money saved is money saved, right? I generously try to save them some money but no. They have to have their way with everything, no matter how rational my ideas are.
So last night in New Vegas I needed to head to the Nellis Air Force Baseoccupied by the Boomers. I met a guy on the way there who made a bet with me: I gave him 300 caps and if I came back alive, he would double my money. I accepted and he gave me a sort of guide to get to the base alive. I read over it and, walking to the base tried to figure out what it meant.Then the artillery fire started.
I quickly said "Screw the guide!" and Leroy Jenkinsed my way to the base. I was just as surprised to have survived as the gate guards.
Another shooting, this one in California. At least two children were murdered by gun violence in an elementary school.Once again the gunman is white and once again he was taken down by police.
I have never ever heard of a shooter being stopped by bystanders with guns. The murderer is always either killed by police, kills themselves or arrested.
It's probably because most Americans don't carry guns on them everywhere.
I jeed to look up shooting deaths in countries where guns are illegal and compare the number to American deaths directly caused by gunshots.
It's fairly low, but some still happen.
I imagine, but if it's much lower that just pushes me even further towards no guns at all desire.
My dad set up an illusion of "compromise" earlier, where he still gets to determine everything and I must obey like the robot I clearly am.
I have some interesting ideas for characters but A:I have others to work on and B: I'm not sure how I'd implement them.
You could tell me what they are.
Have I mentioned the gambler before?i also have an idea based on a game I play called Ghost Master. I'd have a ghost that's used to scaring the bajeezus out of everyone, either for fun or as revenge. I just thought of it not long ago :D
