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♥ Emily ♥
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May 11, 2017 04:59PM

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(life is simple, it's the people who are complicated)

(these r my nicknames for them, not their real names)
to ninja: i bet you've forgotten me by now and all the hilarious things we did, i mean after all, you never had the greatest memory then, even tho i could recite every detail of everything we've ever talked about or done. but anyways i miss u bud and i love you even if i might never see u again. thanks for always defending me when people insulted me, even tho it didn't bother me, i guess it was nice to kno someone cared
to penguin: i don't think you'll forget me like ninja will, but now i can't even contact u either and i forgot to remind you how much taller i am than u xD and i think u know i love u but in a platonic way. well love you ya crazy penguin have fun with ur soccer and being short xD
to flame: miss you and love you, and i guess there's not really much i need to say to you because you've already made more online friends and i'm not one of them
to mac: i don't think i ever told u how amazing you are, did i? well u are. and even if you were the calm to mine and ninja's evil storm, we still needed u, love you and miss you
to lucky: i still haven't decided if i hate u or not. ur a good person but u hurt my friends and i can never forgive them for that, and i kno how much u used to say i needed to stop holding so many grudges, idc, u hurt insignia and shadow and sdoob and dragon and blue and universe and flame and zeus and victor and calories and sick and faceless and playify and ben
to benny: i really really hope ur ok penguin told me u were gonna kill urself and he talked u out of it and i'm so glad he did. did u know when he was 12 he was gonna kill himself? bet u didn't kno that when he told u if u killed urself he would too. u prob didn't believe him. but i love u and just like the rest of them i'll probably never talk to u again
to strength: fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u fuck u. now u ik for sure that i hate. u threatened ninja and u hurt my friends and did so many other things. i hope u know i will never forgive u and ik that probably doesn't matter to u but fuck u

Strength
some people are strong
in the way that they have learned
to block out the insults,
have learned to not care
and some are stronger
because even as the world tries to break them
again and again,
they choose to still care so much,
to still cry when they're hurt
there's a better strength
in holding on to your heart,
and caring more than you should
versus letting the world turn it to stone
and turning into this cold thing that does not care
at all


"I don't want to just watch the world burn, I want to be the one to set it on fire." - Orabelle
"I am going to be the deadliest piece on the board." - Orabelle
"There's a little bit of wolf in me, too." - Ayslin

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