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[Kyle]

blue wrote: "i feel like she impacted me so much in life,
like i remember when i was little;
me and my sister always used to run
to her house and then she would make us food
and let us eat food our parents wont..."

please call me, avs.

[blue]

and the sad part is, she wasn't even that old
she was healthy
and .. idek

[blue]

i never realized it was already a year,
i remember it just like yesterday

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "blue wrote: "i feel like she impacted me so much in life,
like i remember when i was little;
me and my sister always used to run
to her house and then she would make us food
and let us eat food our..."

no i dont wanna.

[Kyle]

blue wrote: "Kyle wrote: "blue wrote: "i feel like she impacted me so much in life,
like i remember when i was little;
me and my sister always used to run
to her house and then she would make us food
and let us..."

please

[blue]

i feel like breaking down and crying,
i dont know how to take it.
am i supposed to cry,
be happy for her she's in a better place
or what.

[blue]

but she was so healthy
she was fit
she exercised
what was wrong with her
nothing nothing

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "blue wrote: "Kyle wrote: "blue wrote: "i feel like she impacted me so much in life,
like i remember when i was little;
me and my sister always used to run
to her house and then she would make us fo..."

no.

[blue]

i don't get it
why why why.

[Kyle]

blue wrote: "i don't get it
why why why."

go to sleep babe

[blue]

it was april 17, 2016. it was at like 6:20 or something in the morning, and then, i woke up. and then i was at my house and then my mom got a phone call. it was from grandpa. grandpa told mom that grandma was in bed, but not breathing.

[blue]

that's it. a little word. breath

[blue]

changed her life, mine, families.

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "blue wrote: "i don't get it
why why why."

go to sleep babe"

i will

[blue]

the terrible part, she didn't even know.
none of us knew

[blue]

knew that she had cancer, none.

[blue]

she seemed fine, perfectly fine.

[Kyle]

I'm talking to emma.

[blue]

i dont even know if she knew that she had cancer either
it was stage 4 when she ....

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "I'm talking to emma."

fine, i talked to her already

[blue]

i wish someone had knew. i wish

[blue]

but i wish many things so i guess i'm too late

[Kyle]

talk to emma.. please

[blue]

i can't even sleep, every time i try to close my eyes, tears fall down so..

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "talk to emma.. please"

stop. please, i know. i will later. i will, promise.

[Kyle]

blue wrote: "Kyle wrote: "talk to emma.. please"

stop. please, i know. i will later. i will, promise."

go to sleep. i will talk to you in the morning.

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "blue wrote: "Kyle wrote: "talk to emma.. please"

stop. please, i know. i will later. i will, promise."

go to sleep. i will talk to you in the morning."

yeah.

[blue]

jacqueline wrote: "blue wrote: "i can't even sleep, every time i try to close my eyes, tears fall down so.."

let them
sleep will come to you"

i can't..

[blue]

i don't wanna do anything

[Kyle]

avs, we all know you miss her. i talked to emma too, emma misses her too. emma is coming tomorrow too. we cancelled your studio for tomorrow so you and emma, and fam are gonna spend the time together. like it was with grandma. please go to sleep, babe. we all know how you felt and mr.smith wants to talk to you as well. please switch on your phone. everyone wants to be there tomorrow.

[blue]

why does everything have to be so complicated?

[blue]

jacqueline wrote: "blue wrote: "jacqueline wrote: "blue wrote: "i can't even sleep, every time i try to close my eyes, tears fall down so.."

let them
sleep will come to you"

i can't.."

put some classical
if you ha..."

okay

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "avs, we all know you miss her. i talked to emma too, emma misses her too. emma is coming tomorrow too. we cancelled your studio for tomorrow so you and emma, and fam are gonna spend the time togeth..."

i'll talk to them later. i will, and they don't have to come. it's fine, i can handle myself. tell emma it's fine.

[Kyle]

no you can't avs. you can't handle yourself in this type of situations. we all know that. it's fine, i believe you though. just talk to mr. and mrs. smith and emma anytime.

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "no you can't avs. you can't handle yourself in this type of situations. we all know that. it's fine, i believe you though. just talk to mr. and mrs. smith and emma anytime."

i'm fine just go to sleep. i'll sleep.

[blue]

omg http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/art...

why is life so unfair. this is hell.

[Kyle]

blue wrote: "omg http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/art...

why is life so unfair. this is hell."

ava...

[blue]

blue wrote: "omg http://www.dailymail.co.uk/health/art...

why is life so unfair. this is hell."

what did the children do? god she didn't even get to say goodbye.

[blue]

they are only 6 and 2.. oh god

[blue]

i miss her so much.

[blue]

oh my god i miss her. so fricking much......

[Kyle]

Ava, okay, listen to me.
Log off
Go to sleep.
Please

[blue]

she was like a mom to me. she took care of me so much.

[blue]

why did she have to go.

[blue]

Kyle wrote: "Ava, okay, listen to me.
Log off
Go to sleep.
Please"

i will. go to sleep, kyle. you have football in the morning. please go

[blue]

i probably won't sleep all night but i guess that's fine

[blue]

i remember when me and emma were little and we build tree houses in our grandparents hosue, god those were the best times

[blue]

i wish it would be like that again. me and emma going over. grandma cooking. grandpa making his jokes about how we always grew taller every time we went there

[blue]

even if we didnt

[blue]

it was his way of saying, i love u both so much