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You know who I feel like right now

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I feel like spencer on pretty little liars
When she's at radley and is crazy

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It would make sense

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what is my life

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im gonna go sleep or try to

[KingJohnny]

damn
that was great
and mama iz rite

[sara]

listen ava. life can be shit, we all know. most of life is shit, but it's the rare memories that u have to look up too, the memories of happiness, and laughter, and smiles and tears of joys. crinkled eyes and never-dying smiles. ava u are worth more than a stupid boy, i understand you, and i love you, and i am so happy that u were born otherwise i would never of had the greatest and best and amazing friend i have now and im so glad u exist, and us being friends was aligned by stars and constellations! i can trust you with my life and you would never ever betray me. i trust you more than my friends in real, and i love u sooooooooooo much X 1,000,000 ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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for a moment, i forgot this was my journal for some reason
wow me

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sara wrote: "listen ava. life can be shit, we all know. most of life is shit, but it's the rare memories that u have to look up too, the memories of happiness, and laughter, and smiles and tears of joys. crinkl..."

omg thank you so much i love you more x infinity
♥ ♥ ♥

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guys literally what did i ever do to deserve you guys awh

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perfect far from it

[KingJohnny]

lies u r a star

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a dark star

[KingJohnny]

dark iz beautiful and ful of mystery ;)

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true

[KingJohnny]

;)

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guys i need to find a guy to date now that im single
suggestions??

[KingJohnny]

whoa shit wat?
srry i didnt kno

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#hitmeup

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KingJohnny wrote: "whoa shit wat?
srry i didnt kno"

ah no problems

[aisha]

what the fuck hapened while i was haitus your single A V A

[aisha]

whoa in so confused

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yeah single :)

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Aisha { semi-hiatus } wrote: "whoa in so confused"

nothing really me and kyle broke up

[kavi ~he-him~]

You're awesome blue!!

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oh thank you <33

[kavi ~he-him~]

I love you Blue <33333333333333

[kavi ~he-him~]

Blue have you been to Cairns?

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oh fuck in australia??
of coursee

[kavi ~he-him~]

blue wrote: "oh fuck in australia??
of coursee"

I'm in Cairns rn!! We just got here today but it's so beautiful!!

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omg lucky duck
i love it there its my lifeeee
aww my grandpa lives thereeee

[kavi ~he-him~]

I like it in Australia, it's nice.

[kavi ~he-him~]

It's expensive tho

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haha true
it is expensive
its like the beautiful place ever

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i feel like its worth living there haha

[kavi ~he-him~]

True


I can't live here tho cause of college I might just come here for visits

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ahh

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sometimes i feel like i have everything ill need
to have this perfect happy future
and i throw it all away

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like i have a college
i have a place to live in

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i have everything

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and im throwing it away

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i feel like its so hard to even understand
cause i feel like everytime my mom reminds me
i feel like im dying so i push it off
and i mean i have all a's

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and everything perfect
i could be a valedictorian
and its all going

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its like one true fact leads to another

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Note: Im okay dont ask me that again

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I feel like this bitchy person
And like I have so much for me
My parents have built every single thing for me
I can't let them down even tho they annoy me
They have given me everything

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And the last thing I wanna be is an idiot

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*

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im so actually excited for something guys
but like idk

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its like