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i really am stupid

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idk why
i dont want it to be awkward

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i mean we've known each for like almost 5 years

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but yeah

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well im gonna log offffffff
and gooo eat

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we didnt eat yet lmao

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and maddies mom is the best so :))

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bye byee

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i feel so sick for some reason

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no i didnt eat anything on the plane

[Will]

blue wrote: "i feel so sick for some reason"

I can guess why

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jacqueline wrote: "a) thats stupid you mustve been starving
b) jetlag?
c) periods?"

neither

[blue]

Will wrote: "blue wrote: "i feel so sick for some reason"

I can guess why"

can you just stop will
okay i understand
so what im just supposed to ignore him
im not upset okay i just

[Will]

blue wrote: "Will wrote: "blue wrote: "i feel so sick for some reason"

I can guess why"

can you just stop will
okay i understand
so what im just supposed to ignore him
im not upset okay i just"

I know, I'm sorry

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i dont know if that makes me a bad person

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omg my mother

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she fricking cancelled my schedule to go to a meeting

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i really thought for once
she would make this about me;
not dance or my life

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i thought she really just cared enough to do something nice for me and my friends

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i guess it was just everything she wants me to be
the person my mom wants me to be
and the person i want to be

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how did i not see this coming
of course my mom booking a "vacation" to florida
while im at meetings

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im ditching these meetings
i dont care

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all my life
everywhere ive been
everyone
shes always only cared about who i met and who i was going to be

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i have enough people already
enough dance shows enough dance classes

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thats the thing
its not rebellious
my mom will hire another person
she has so people working for her she'll do it eventually

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i feel bad
i cant even look at kyle without feeling bad

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i cant look at him either
i cant even look at his eyes

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its all good tho

[Will]

Ava, that's not a reason

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it very much is will you dont even understand

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i really thought will for once
i could go to my mom and tell her and explain her how i feel
and i realize shes just planned a meeting

[Will]

blue wrote: "i really thought will for once
i could go to my mom and tell her and explain her how i feel
and i realize shes just planned a meeting"

I'm sorry

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i feel so bad will
he tried talking to me
he tried apologizing

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i should have listened to him

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we could just pretend its alright for the rest of the trip

[Will]

blue wrote: "i should have listened to him"

He told me something, he texted me. I'll forward it to you now

[blue]

Will wrote: "blue wrote: "i should have listened to him"

He told me something, he texted me. I'll forward it to you now"

what

[Will]

It's long but he wanted me to text it to you and I just did

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oh my god

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i cant believe it
i dont even know what to say

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i feel like i should just go back
home

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i dont know whats home anymore tho

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i just want to go somewhere

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jacqueline wrote: "come here"

come to canada y'all where lifes fine as hell

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hah funny
I cant

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part of me
Enjoyed it
I didn't refrain

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'im sorry ava can we please talk I really need to talk to you'

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what do you even reply

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i never noticed omg

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omg omg that's what it stood for