CP or beta for erotic horror

[Clare]

Hello everyone,

I posted this in the beta section but didn't get a response, so I thought I'd try my luck here.

Looking for a CP swap or beta for a 50k horror almost novel with erotica/strong content. First person narrative. Description is as follows:

Death is always out of reach for New Orleans artist and news stringer Sylvia Rayne. Depressed, lonely and broke, she’s always trying to find a way to kill herself, but nothing works. When she witnesses the crimes of a group of crow shapeshifters, they enlist her for her talent of evading the Grim Reaper--but Sylvia must choose between the final bittersweet release of death or face demons from her past.

Sylvia’s decision turns out to be more complex than she ever imagined. Her lust for the crows’ leader, Blaine, grows stronger by the day, but she can’t seem to figure out his sidekick, Angel. Does Angel want to help her commit suicide and be free of her sordid, abusive past? Or does he want to utilize Sylvia’s ability to communicate the the Grim Reaper to find out what happened to his missing twin?

As her confusion and depression mount, Sylvia must decide between right and wrong while coming to terms with a guilty conscious--and will soon discover the true reason a murder of crows appeared in her tumultuous life, and more importantly, what she truly is and why she cannot die.
Thanks for reading!

[Keith]

That's one freaky picture you got there, Clare! It certainly fits with the writing you describe.

I'm not sure I'm an ideal fit, as I generally don't care for horror, but I do like erotica. If you'd like me to take a look at the first few chapters, PM me and I'll send you my email.