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rae
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Apr 13, 2017 08:08PM
ok so the kid i babysit didnt really want to sleep even after i told him some stories so i was like whats some soothing music and my dumbass brain decided moonlight sonata 1 and literally it was going fine until like halfway through when i started crying but at least the kid was asleep so it was good timing
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oh yeah and that day i ditched class blaming it on the math contest, this other guy who took the math contest kind of just stayed with me cause he was like lmao why go to class and then we talked about music for a solid 2 hours and my friend came in halfway and witnessed most of it and she like thought we were dating or something cause she was like 'it sounded like you were professing your love to each other' and i was like I WAS PROFESSING MY LOVE TO RACHMANINOFF PIANO CONCERTO NO 2
this sound is amazing
obviously more technique than emotion but what do you expect from gr9
(view spoiler)
it makes me wonder what was going through his mindhis music can shatter a million hearts its so emotional its obvious that he had a difficult life
but
what was he thinking
in that exact moment
when he couldnt even hear
and the music he composed
wasnt sound anymore
it was pure emotion
i feel like i shouldnt be playing his pieces i dont deserve it. his pieces are meant for greatness and i dont even know how people play them. like just. be amazed by them. admire them. but how do muster up the courage to fucking play beethoven. i think i can play it though because im fucked up and thats some kind of weak connection ive made with him
im gonna go eat some chocolate, have a mental breakdown over music and netflix
i need an instagram caption thats deep but funny/sarcastic at the same time
but also original
but also aesthetic
i feel like jac is the only person who can find things like this
that's true. only jac can do it. i searched it up. this is the first thing that shows up - when your downie, eat a brownie
lmao lmao
blue wrote: "that's true. only jac can do it. i searched it up. this is the first thing that shows up - when your downie, eat a brownie
lmao lmao"
so aesthetic XD
blue wrote: "that's true. only jac can do it. i searched it up. this is the first thing that shows up - when your downie, eat a brownie
lmao lmao"
hahahahah >.<
jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "i need an instagram caption thats deep but funny/sarcastic at the same time
but also original
but also aesthetic
i feel like jac is the only person who can find things like this"
oo ..."
my instagram? i can pm ya haha
jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "i need an instagram caption thats deep but funny/sarcastic at the same time
but also original
but also aesthetic
i feel like jac is the only person who ..."
eh i dont even know if im gonna post that pic on insta
i want a really salty/depressed/passive aggressive/kind of ironic and also sarcastic/screw the government/grunge/aesthetic caption is that too much to ask
im so happy because im starting something new which i will not specify currentlybut also
its something quite very longterm
so im getting a bit stressed out
im sure itll be good once i start
its just the planning for it and stuff that stresses me out
rae wrote: "let me busy myself with some stuff"kind of made a list of pens to buy
nice nice
jacqueline wrote: "i dont like this vagueness"i dont like you
blue wrote: "lol i should be sleeping but im not"life motto
Good night tho I'll actually go to sleep now😂
jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "rae wrote: "let me busy myself with some stuff"kind of made a list of pens to buy
nice nice"
did you make the list with a pen though"
no i made it on my other journal idiot
jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "rae wrote: "let me busy myself with some stuff"kind of made a list of pens to buy
nice nice"
did you make the list with a pen though"
no i made it on..."
my fingers because i typed
i dont get you
told my crush that this one pic i took was pastel grunge because i was fucking kiddingbut now he just
hes lowkey saying everything is pastel grunge
hes all
'my floor is so pastel grunge today'
such a dumbass
rae wrote: "in other newsi am so proud of my desktop right now just take a look at this
"
Cant see it
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "rae wrote: "in other newsi am so proud of my desktop right now just take a look at this
"
Cant see it"
i fixed it ^-^
rae wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "rae wrote: "in other newsi am so proud of my desktop right now just take a look at this
"
Cant see it"
i fixed it ^-^"
PRETTY
jacqueline wrote: "rae wrote: "told my crush that this one pic i took was pastel grunge because i was fucking kiddingbut now he just
hes lowkey saying everything is pastel grunge
hes all
'my floor is so pastel grung..."
he wrote me 'pastel grunge poetry'
im going to kill him when i see him
i am
NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "rae wrote: "NerdyJediGymnast wrote: "rae wrote: "in other newsi am so proud of my desktop right now just take a look at this
"
Cant see it"
i fixed it ^-^"
PRETTY"
I KNOW RIGHT ITS FINALLY NEAT
blue wrote: "It's Rae sunshine. Happy Easter weirdo"im not about to celebrate the resurrection of jesus he can go die again for all i care
no offence
ok that was kind of offensive so
yes offence
rae wrote: "blue wrote: "It's Rae sunshine. Happy Easter weirdo"im not about to celebrate the resurrection of jesus he can go die again for all i care
no offence
ok that was kind of offensive so
yes offence"
OK THIS WAS IN MY NOTE TO SELF I NEED TO STOP
well happy easter then to you if you do celebrate
ah well we would but Kyle is taking me out for lunch😉
i'm so scared that one day someone's going to listen to my music and understand what im feelingthats why i dont like playing for others
honestly theres a recital coming up and i hate it
rae wrote: "i'm so scared that one day someone's going to listen to my music and understand what im feelingthats why i dont like playing for others"
frick i thought i was the only one who does that, shit
the biggest problem is that i almost cried at my piano lesson because we were talking about beethoven and i was like holy shit he was a sad dude and my teacher was like you cant classify him as sad and i was like i know but but but his music is just
