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~Nightingale~
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Jun 16, 2018 10:01PM
I haven’t. I have been debating starting it lately.
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I might look for anime to watch there since there's no commercials in the middle of a sentence -_-
I'm already in season four. The episodes are only half an hour, so I like that part too.
I like short episodes. Haven and Doctor Who are the only shows I watched online that are 40 minutes or so lol.
Most dramatic or sci-fi shows are that long haha Sherlock is an hour and a half each, roughly.
i'm about to cut open my Daria DVD which has been in its plastic wrap since JANUARY and watch it by myself. Mom promises over and over to watch it and breaks that promise every time.It's a good show and I don't want to keep waiting for no reason.
☣ ᕮɱƿՐ૯ςς S૯Րค ☣ wrote: "Most dramatic or sci-fi shows are that long haha Sherlock is an hour and a half each, roughly."An HOUR AND A HALF!? 0-0 I didn't think TV shows could even be that long.
Almost all of Mom's favourite shows are that long.
It's amazing how frustrated my father can get at a video game designed for young children.
What game?
Oh wowI yell at my games all the time too, even ones for kids like Pokemon or Wizard101 :\ usually accusing the game of cheating either by empowering my opponent or sabotaging me.
I don’t yell, but I do swear a lot when thing s don’t go my way
Today I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. Like maybe the reason I only have like, three people that I'm sure like me is because I make a lot of mistakes. I know I often enough hate myself for them, so why shouldn't everyone else? Nothing bad happened today, believe it or not, I just feel....poorly. Probably exhaustion again which means I really oughtn't complain so much, but it's true. And really now isn't the only time I feel this way. It's just overwhelming today.
Do you want to talk about it a little more?
And I guess another part of it is that I don't get a whole lot of attention. At least, not positive attention. At work, I understand it because people just take their issues out on those they don't care about (meaning, it's not my coworkers but the patrons). But in my life otherwise, I have no friends to go hang out with, hence why I'm constantly stuck in this house. I mean, I have more good acquaintances than I used to, but friends are pretty much non-existent. I have one, but I only see her every once in a while, and it's at work when we can't really talk or anything. I know my social interaction issues are partly my fault in that I find trouble approaching people and just talking to them unless they initiate in some way. Then I feel as if I ramble on and they grow annoyed with me. Perhaps in that regard it's stupid to still believe that somebody is going to make me feel different while I'm talking to them, but who knows.
Plus I feel so stupid sometimes. And really so insignificant. Like, If I died tomorrow of some freak accident or a stroke or something, I know people would mourn me and maybe miss me for a while, but would it really make a difference to them at all? Would the lack of my existence mean a thing? But I suppose that's partly a different issue as well.
Honestly I think that the overall problem is that today I have 0 self-esteem. So yeah.
Evelin⛧ Wayward Daughter⛧ wrote: "Do you want to talk about it a little more?"You have good timing haha
And what does it say about myself that the only thing I can think of to say to simply describe my mood is that I'm an unhappy muffin?
Maybe a bit of good timing haha. I don't know if this will help...But I'd miss you. A lot, eh?
I would feel sad...but I don't know if me saying it means anything to you.
^-^And try remembering that regardless of how many might make you feel, there are many out there who love and appreciate you.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I would feel sad...but I don't know if me saying it means anything to you."I know you'd be sad, but that's kind of the whole point. You can feel sad for dropping your book in the pool. But it's fleeting. There's no real impression.
Evelin⛧ Wayward Daughter⛧ wrote: "^-^And try remembering that regardless of how many might make you feel, there are many out there who love and appreciate you."
Thank you. Sometimes it's just...really hard to remember that :/
I would absolutely miss you if something happened to you. I wish I knew more to say or anything to say to help or make you feel better, but I know in situations like this there aren’t really words. I adore you though and wish I lived close to actually meet you some how!
You're one of the first best friends I made on this site and I would be devastated if something happened to you. I feel like there would be a hole in my heart that would never be filled.
I'll remind you anytime you'd like me to, Sera ^-^
~Nightingale~ wrote: "I would absolutely miss you if something happened to you. I wish I knew more to say or anything to say to help or make you feel better, but I know in situations like this there aren’t really words...."Aww thank you :) That means a lot. Maybe one day haha
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "You're one of the first best friends I made on this site and I would be devastated if something happened to you. I feel like there would be a hole in my heart that would never be filled."Thank you :)
Evelin⛧ Wayward Daughter⛧ wrote: "I'll remind you anytime you'd like me to, Sera ^-^"Aww thank you :)
But talking about feelings is hard man >.<
☣ ᕮɱƿՐ૯ςς S૯Րค ☣ wrote: "~Nightingale~ wrote: "I would absolutely miss you if something happened to you. I wish I knew more to say or anything to say to help or make you feel better, but I know in situations like this ther..."Maybe! Never know right? ^-^
Canada though. That's where I want to live haha.
☣ ᕮɱƿՐ૯ςς S૯Րค ☣ wrote: "And I guess another part of it is that I don't get a whole lot of attention. At least, not positive attention. At work, I understand it because people just take their issues out on those they don't..."I feel the same way a lot of the time...but know this: if something happened to you, I would be DEVASTATED. I'd think of a metaphor but it'd probably just sound weird. But it's true. You're not just one of my best friends on this site, but one of my best friends...ever. Anywhere.
Okay so is it possible to sweat butter?Because I'm like hot and sweaty and I smell like the popcorn you buy in boxes and pop in your microwave???
Did someone have that recently and the smell is just stuck in your nose?
No. And this isn't the first time either??
I was told Greer dies and she's the only one who lives and sticks around??
????? Mary insults Lola and kicks her out, then says "Don't leave! Stop feeling guilty!" ????? Woman??
Evelin⛧ Wayward Daughter⛧ wrote: "who?"The blonde one that didn't die in the first season lol
Ugh, I hate Mary. I can rant for hours about her. Ooh...Yeah, she does.
I'm starting to really hate her more than I did originally lol You're the one that told me she died and she doesn't!
Why do I watch this show again?
It gets much, much worse. I never told you that!!
UGH Maybe we had a communication error lol
If I could just rewrite everything and kill everyone off but have the rest of the series develop the relationship between Lola and Bash, you bet I would lol
I really can't come up with a not-tragic backstory >.<
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