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~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Hello"Hi and thank you for inaugurating my journal
Hell, it's 03:23 am and I'm not sleepy at all. If I don't go to bed soon enough I'll end up waisting the entire day, tomorrow. I really wish it'd be easier to fall asleep.
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Hello"Hi and thank you for inaugurating my journal"
Lol, no probs xD xD
I don't know why and what, but something is disturbing me and keeping my thoughts spinning.
Lucía wrote: "Hell, it's 03:23 am and I'm not sleepy at all. If I don't go to bed soon enough I'll end up waisting the entire day, tomorrow. I really wish it'd be easier to fall asleep."Nah, I totes understand that struggle love, it's difficult for me to sleep a lot lately...Do you have anywhere important to be or do tomorrow, i.e., work/school? If not, does it really matter if you waste the day, lol. I dunno, sometimes when I'm really trying to fall asleep and its the struggle, walking around or doing something that bores me helps, lol, like hw xD xD xD
What's the inspiration for your journal title? You literally want someone to save you?
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Hell, it's 03:23 am and I'm not sleepy at all. If I don't go to bed soon enough I'll end up waisting the entire day, tomorrow. I really wish it'd be easier to fall asleep."Nah, I to..."
Not really, but I really should spend, like, the whole day studying. I've got my physics final coming up next week and it's really stressing me out.
Hahaha you've got some good tactics, I see. I used to take like herb-based sleeping pills before, but I'm out of them and haven't had them in I while so idk.
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Hell, it's 03:23 am and I'm not sleepy at all. If I don't go to bed soon enough I'..."I've never used sleeping pills, do they work? and lol xD xD, the struggles of being a student. Are you stressed out because you think it's going to be hard or you're procrastinating, or...I dunno. I've got a bunch of hw to do too, that I prolly will not due if I don't get my act together either lol
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "What's the inspiration for your journal title? You literally want someone to save you?"I was thinking through some names/quotes that would reflect what I will use my journal for. I thought about this song, which has the same name (obviously), and I felt like it was right. I think I'll get a lot of use of my journal for pouring my heart out and ranting. Lately, I've got a lot of stuff on my mind and I don't have anyone to talk about it with so, you know, it'd be the perfect place. (I really feel like I'm babbling but I guess you see my point)
Lucía wrote: "I don't know why and what, but something is disturbing me and keeping my thoughts spinning."Yeah, I get that....are you a writer? Sometimes writing about anything random can help me express whatever' lurking under the surface that's bringing me down...though again, sometimes that doesn't work, lol
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Lol i thought it was from Drown by BMTH
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Hell, it's 03:23 am and I'm not sleepy at all. If I don't go to bed ..."They worked at the begining but after a while they only made me be a bit more relaxed for a bit and that was about it. I'd like to think they did, you know. Yeah, being a student just purely sucks at some points. Let me tell you; physics are HARD. Like really. I've failed all my tests except for two and it's not like I got A's on those tests either. I have a lot of pressure to get a good grade on my final. The thing is, I've read almost every chapter that's going to come on the examn, and I do understand it too. I just feel like nothing will make sense when I'm sitting there trying to calculate whatever they want me to. And since I stress quite easily about studies and such things it will only make it worse. In one of my last finals I had such anxiety that my mind seriously went all blank and I failed the test. It's just a lot right now.
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "I don't know why and what, but something is disturbing me and keeping my thoughts spinning."Yeah, I get that....are you a writer? Sometimes writing about anything random can help me..."
Not really. I wish I was more of a writer but I feel really silly every time I'm trying to write something down.
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "What's the inspiration for your journal title? You literally want someone to save you?"I was t..."
There's nothing wrong with babbling love, this is your space, feel free to do what you want.
jay wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "What's the inspiration for your journal title? You literally want someone to save ..."So, like, I'ma be honest here and say I have no idea who they are/that is, lol
jay wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "What's the inspiration for your journal title? You literally want someone to save ..."I'm sorry to disappoint you lmao
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand Th..."Yeah, you prolly built up a tolerance to it or something....and I've never taken physics, I'm going to next year, but I can understand test anxiety....I don't know what else to say other than that I'll pray for you love
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You..."I hope it goes way better for you than for me then. It's okay, really, it's just nice to have someone "listen" to you sometimes.
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "I don't know why and what, but something is disturbing me and keeping my thoughts ..."First of all, let me let you in on a secret: most writers do. Or, at least at first. You feel like it's a piece of trash (and it might be, lol), or it's awkward, and you prolly don't want anybody else to see it (which is okay). It's not for anybody else, but for you. But legit, over time, it becomes second nature...writing (whether it's poetry or in my journal/diary, or whatever) is what I do when I'm my most upset and my most depressed and even my most happy. I'm a girl with a lot of mood swings, lol, and it helps to mediate them. That's just me though. I spent three years saying, "I wish I was a better writer", but I never did anything to improve it...then one day I did, and I can say that it has helped me (lol, sorry for ranting/babbling on your thread now, I'll back off lol xD xD) But i mean, it's ultimately up to you, ignore me, I'm crazy xD xD
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "I don't know why and what, but something is disturbing me and keepin..."I'll try and do my best. After all, I have this thread so I can use it for practice. Girl, you're not the only one with crazy mood swing so I can totally relate.
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand Th..."Thanks, lol xD Is physics a requirement for you? And I totes understand, it's hard when it feels like nobody cares/is willing to/has time to listen to you...I'm a child with no life lol, I'll listen
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand Th..."That's cool. Don't feel pressure or anything. and lol, maybe it's a female thing xD xD
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You..."Yeah sadly, it is. I wish it weren't tho. Since I'm studying science it comes into the package even if I'd replace it with something else. In reality, I really like physics. Well, I like the theory part, but then when it comes to counting and using formulas it becomes a pain in the ass.
Exactly. You'll have my ear too if anythings up!
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You..."Of course not, haha. I wouldn't be surprised tbh
Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand Th..."Yeah, I can understand. It's like English teachers who love writing but can't spell or are bad at grammar....I'm much more of a theoretical/abstract kind of person. Big picture, not details. Maybe that's why physics is a challenge for you. I wish you the best though.
Lol yeah, we femmes are the most contradictory characters on earth, I swear xD
Thanks...as you can prolly tell by skimming through my journal, I have a lot of ish, lol
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "Lucía wrote: "~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You..."I feel like physics is a subject where you have to think with logic, and I suck at that. Like I'll complicate things even if they're really easy.
MAN, those logic puzzles back in elementary school used to be messing with my mind...so did Encyclopedia Brown....I know what you mean, overthinking is the end of m life sometimes, lol
~Nadia~♥When You're Happy, You Enjoy the Music; When You're Sad, You Understand The Lyrics♥~ wrote: "MAN, those logic puzzles back in elementary school used to be messing with my mind...so did Encyclopedia Brown....I know what you mean, overthinking is the end of m life sometimes, lol"Exactly, I overthink it way too much until I become blinded by the things that are simple
I think I'll try and get some sleep now. It's 04:35 am and I feel like I'm starting to overthink and that ain't good
I accidentally slept for an an hour too much but whatever, I'm just really tired. I'll go to the library today, I think. I have some studying to do and also two books to pick up.
You should sleep love, it's good for you mental health :) Happy Studying, lol xD
I've been thinking a lot today. I'm not exactly sad but I'm not happy either. I feel numb, but at the same time I don't. It's disturbing, and I'm tired. I'm kind of tired of everything. I want to disappear for a bit, but then again, I don't. I just want to feel alive again.
Today's the last day of the break and I'm not that excited about it. I hardly wanna go back to school. I would rather spend my time reading books and watching tv series than go to school and having to study.
OMGI'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a couple of laughs and it felt good. Kind of worth it only getting a couple of hours sleep tbh.
Lucía wrote: "OMG
I'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a couple of laughs and it felt good. Kind of..."
Its 3 a.m. for you right now? Wow, its 6 P.M. for me. And thats great your feeling happy.
I'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a couple of laughs and it felt good. Kind of..."
Its 3 a.m. for you right now? Wow, its 6 P.M. for me. And thats great your feeling happy.
Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "OMGI'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a couple of laughs and it felt..."
Hahaha yeah, it is since I live in Sweden. I get easliy carried away when it's late and I should be sleeping instead.
Lucía wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "OMG
I'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a couple of lau..."
Oh, wow, Sweden, I had no idea there was such a large time difference (I really did, just saying so)
I'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a couple of lau..."
Oh, wow, Sweden, I had no idea there was such a large time difference (I really did, just saying so)
Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "OMGI'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. Like I've had a..."
When you say it like that, I didn't really realize it either. Quite some time, for sure. Kind of fascinating how the world is so different yet so similar in different places at the same time.
Lucía wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "OMG
I'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. ..."
It does make you think about the world and how it works and functions.
I'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel happy right now. ..."
It does make you think about the world and how it works and functions.
Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "OMGI'm up chatting with a friend and it's past 3 am and I have school tomorrow. I'm just babbling now but I kind of feel hap..."
Preciesly! I thought that was only me and the physics I've studied trying to hunt me, glad it wasn't just that. I guess we live in an extremely complex place.
I really should sleep but I can't help myself. I should really try and be more disciplined to that I can push myself to sleep at a decent hour and not like 3 hours before needing to wake up.
The worst thing is that I've got school until 6 pm tomorrow. Ughh WHY
A good question is if I should go to my last class... like it's from 4:30 pm to 6 pm. I just feel like my whole afternoon will be gone and I should try and study these last days before my physics final. Hm... what to do...
Lucía wrote: "I really should sleep but I can't help myself. I should really try and be more disciplined to that I can push myself to sleep at a decent hour and not like 3 hours before needing to wake up."
If u don't feel like sleeping, u don't feel like sleeping. But it is bad to have sleep deprivation, plus, and trust me, it wasn't just that.
If u don't feel like sleeping, u don't feel like sleeping. But it is bad to have sleep deprivation, plus, and trust me, it wasn't just that.
Trelas wrote: "Lucía wrote: "I really should sleep but I can't help myself. I should really try and be more disciplined to that I can push myself to sleep at a decent hour and not like 3 hours before needing to w..."I feel like sleeping, but just not enough? If that makes any sense? And I will also utterly regret my poor choices of tonight when I have to wake up.
Alright, I'll really try and get some sleep now before I don't sleep at all. I've got a long day ahead of me and I don't want to fall asleep mid-through. Specially, not in class. It will be a helluva tossing and turning now, for like ages, but whatever. I'll just have to cope someway.
Alright, let's get this started then.