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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Mom kinda likes to tease me by shipping abusive ships in stuff like Bleach, but personally I don't think she's being very funny. But I don't really blame her either, since she doesn't know I used to be in a situation like that. I kept stuff like my abusive relationship and my eating disorder secret since I figured nobody wanted to help me with them or cared, and I figured I could handle them myself.

That's what he always did to me.


Evelin ☪️ Queen of Witches  (evelinwitchleader) | 3290 comments I hate it when there are abusive relationships, and everyone just says it's so cute because it's a "Bad Boy" kind of thing. >_<. There is a huge difference between bad boy relationship and a bad relationship.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I wish i had known you then. I would have tried to help.

That's disgusting that he'd do that to you.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Yeah right. If I knew you back then I wouldn't have told you.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments He also gave into my feeding disorder instead of trying to help me. He would purposely buy more food than I would normally eat, and constantly rewarded me with various desserts.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Elizabeth♛ Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Yeah right. If I knew you back then I wouldn't have told you."

Maybe you would have. But i meant if i DID know I would have tried to help.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Elizabeth♛ Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "He also gave into my feeding disorder instead of trying to help me. He would purposely buy more food than I would normally eat, and constantly rewarded me with various desserts."

How did that affect your disorder?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Because I had binge-eating disorder and ate too much food. And I always felt horrible after I ate so much, but instead of trying to get me help, he continued to let me eat a bunch and then wallow in self-pity.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments OH

I thought you had a different disorder >.< now i feel bad...


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Help my mom is sleeping yet I can't stop laughing at all of these comments on the Stronghold OST lol


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments *Turns it off* DId i win?!


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Don't turn off my music dude :P


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Hey YOU asked for help and i gave it to you :p


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Whenever Mom and I watch a commercial on TV for the restaurant Chipotle, they say their motto which is 'as real as it gets' and I always chime in at the end 'including the food poisoning' and my mom cracks up every single time lol.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I woke up this morning feeling absolutely awful. I went to bed feeling awful. I feel slightly better now. I wonder if I'm getting sick? 'Tis the season, after all.

Last night I was freezing cold and couldn't stop shivering from chills, and Mom eventually asked me if something was wrong since the house was super hot, and I told her in disbelief it couldn't be.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Fever? I'm no doctor so IDK *Shrugs*


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Yeah, Mom said if I'm shivering randomly I'm developing a fever.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Not always necessarily, but if you feel really cold when it's not cold you could have a fever. Your body makes you feel cold so you'll do everything you can to warm yourself up, thus raising your body temperature. It does this to kill harmful microorganisms in your body.




Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I was so worried i wouldn't work because most of the links to stuff on giphy result in image errors and I was worried I'd have to hunt down a NEW gif and by the time I found one it;d be irrelevant.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Giphy's such a weird website.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments What do you mean?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments The way it links and everything.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Yeah. It's annoying.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments On Tuesday, my library is having an all-day anime fest for teenagers, where in the afternoon we basically sit around and talk about anime and make crafts, then we eat lunch, and watch an anime movie in the evening.

But I must ask...which one of my anime shirts do I wear for this event?! My Sailor Moon shirt or my Hetalia shirt?!


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments B O T H

In seriousness, IDK. Whichever one you like more i guess?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments But I love them BOTH! :P

I wear my Sailor Moon shirt constantly so probably not that one. But if I wear my Hetalia shirt I'll have to wear these leggings my mom's best friend bought me for Easter that I've only worn twice since because the leggings are extremely itchy and are a hideous color of burnt orange.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments But at least the Millennials there will think my lazy fashion is attractive


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Why would you have to wear those leggings?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Because my Hetalia shirt is really big and baggy on me since I got a really large size of it at the time I bought it, and I've lost so much weight since then.

It's too long for me to wear shorts underneath.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I guess I could wear jeans, but I feel like it's too hot for that.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments So if I wear that, I'll also wear my leggings, my black Ugg boots, my rainbow zipper bracelet, and...if I can find it my black rubber headband.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Sounds pretty


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments It sounds pretty, but it doesn't look very good, in my opinion.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I don't know why, but I feel really...strange today. I feel a sense of dread and I can't place why.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Those feelings are awful


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I found out my cousins aren't coming over to visit this year because Anastasia was placed into the hospital because of a suicide attempt, and Aunt Hilary doesn't want to put any unnecessary strain on her body or mind, so they're going back home.

Which means I won't see them again for like...five more years, probably.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments That's horrible!! :(

I hope everything becomes fine with your cousin.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I'm more upset that she gets all this mental help, while meanwhile I don't get any mental help for my various breakdowns, even though I overheard Mom on the phone saying a child's mental health always comes first.

I asked her why I wasn't put into the hospital when I went through that phase of my life when I was having a bad mental breakdown and I couldn't even eat from how terrified I was of everything and I couldn't even stand to be in my own house for more than a few hours, and Mom simply said I recovered from that phase on my own, which means I have stronger mental health than Anastasia does, and I told her that I might relapse, and she simply said we'd talk if I do relapse.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments That doesn't mean you shouldn't be allowed help. You take medicine for nonlethal illnesses after all.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Tell her that. I also reminded her of when I had suicidal thoughts and she said I also got over those by myself, so I don't need to be hospitalized for anything.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments She sounds lovely *Sarcasm*


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I remember when I first heard the song Jar of Hearts and I thought it was about being bullied because when it came out I was being bullied and I related to the lyrics that way, but then when I got older I realized it was about an abusive relationship...


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I can see how itd be either.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I told Mom I wanted to tell my bullies that they'd catch a cold from the ice inside their souls.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments What'd she say?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments She didn't say anything.


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