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~Look Down, You're Talking to Your Highness~[R]
I hate it when there are abusive relationships, and everyone just says it's so cute because it's a "Bad Boy" kind of thing. >_<. There is a huge difference between bad boy relationship and a bad relationship.
I wish i had known you then. I would have tried to help.That's disgusting that he'd do that to you.
Yeah right. If I knew you back then I wouldn't have told you.
He also gave into my feeding disorder instead of trying to help me. He would purposely buy more food than I would normally eat, and constantly rewarded me with various desserts.
Elizabeth♛ Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Yeah right. If I knew you back then I wouldn't have told you."Maybe you would have. But i meant if i DID know I would have tried to help.
Elizabeth♛ Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "He also gave into my feeding disorder instead of trying to help me. He would purposely buy more food than I would normally eat, and constantly rewarded me with various desserts."How did that affect your disorder?
Because I had binge-eating disorder and ate too much food. And I always felt horrible after I ate so much, but instead of trying to get me help, he continued to let me eat a bunch and then wallow in self-pity.
OHI thought you had a different disorder >.< now i feel bad...
Help my mom is sleeping yet I can't stop laughing at all of these comments on the Stronghold OST lol
*Turns it off* DId i win?!
Don't turn off my music dude :P
Hey YOU asked for help and i gave it to you :p
Whenever Mom and I watch a commercial on TV for the restaurant Chipotle, they say their motto which is 'as real as it gets' and I always chime in at the end 'including the food poisoning' and my mom cracks up every single time lol.
I woke up this morning feeling absolutely awful. I went to bed feeling awful. I feel slightly better now. I wonder if I'm getting sick? 'Tis the season, after all. Last night I was freezing cold and couldn't stop shivering from chills, and Mom eventually asked me if something was wrong since the house was super hot, and I told her in disbelief it couldn't be.
Fever? I'm no doctor so IDK *Shrugs*
Yeah, Mom said if I'm shivering randomly I'm developing a fever.
Not always necessarily, but if you feel really cold when it's not cold you could have a fever. Your body makes you feel cold so you'll do everything you can to warm yourself up, thus raising your body temperature. It does this to kill harmful microorganisms in your body.
Lol at that GIF
I was so worried i wouldn't work because most of the links to stuff on giphy result in image errors and I was worried I'd have to hunt down a NEW gif and by the time I found one it;d be irrelevant.
Giphy's such a weird website.
What do you mean?
The way it links and everything.
Yeah. It's annoying.
On Tuesday, my library is having an all-day anime fest for teenagers, where in the afternoon we basically sit around and talk about anime and make crafts, then we eat lunch, and watch an anime movie in the evening.But I must ask...which one of my anime shirts do I wear for this event?! My Sailor Moon shirt or my Hetalia shirt?!
B O T HIn seriousness, IDK. Whichever one you like more i guess?
But I love them BOTH! :P I wear my Sailor Moon shirt constantly so probably not that one. But if I wear my Hetalia shirt I'll have to wear these leggings my mom's best friend bought me for Easter that I've only worn twice since because the leggings are extremely itchy and are a hideous color of burnt orange.
Why would you have to wear those leggings?
Because my Hetalia shirt is really big and baggy on me since I got a really large size of it at the time I bought it, and I've lost so much weight since then. It's too long for me to wear shorts underneath.
I guess I could wear jeans, but I feel like it's too hot for that.
So if I wear that, I'll also wear my leggings, my black Ugg boots, my rainbow zipper bracelet, and...if I can find it my black rubber headband.
Sounds pretty
It sounds pretty, but it doesn't look very good, in my opinion.
*Shrugs*
I don't know why, but I feel really...strange today. I feel a sense of dread and I can't place why.
Those feelings are awful
I found out my cousins aren't coming over to visit this year because Anastasia was placed into the hospital because of a suicide attempt, and Aunt Hilary doesn't want to put any unnecessary strain on her body or mind, so they're going back home. Which means I won't see them again for like...five more years, probably.
That's horrible!! :(I hope everything becomes fine with your cousin.
I'm more upset that she gets all this mental help, while meanwhile I don't get any mental help for my various breakdowns, even though I overheard Mom on the phone saying a child's mental health always comes first.I asked her why I wasn't put into the hospital when I went through that phase of my life when I was having a bad mental breakdown and I couldn't even eat from how terrified I was of everything and I couldn't even stand to be in my own house for more than a few hours, and Mom simply said I recovered from that phase on my own, which means I have stronger mental health than Anastasia does, and I told her that I might relapse, and she simply said we'd talk if I do relapse.
That doesn't mean you shouldn't be allowed help. You take medicine for nonlethal illnesses after all.
Tell her that. I also reminded her of when I had suicidal thoughts and she said I also got over those by myself, so I don't need to be hospitalized for anything.
She sounds lovely *Sarcasm*
Lol
I remember when I first heard the song Jar of Hearts and I thought it was about being bullied because when it came out I was being bullied and I related to the lyrics that way, but then when I got older I realized it was about an abusive relationship...
I can see how itd be either.
I told Mom I wanted to tell my bullies that they'd catch a cold from the ice inside their souls.
What'd she say?
She didn't say anything.
it's personal
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That's what he always did to me.