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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Oct 22, 2019 07:24AM
"There are two types of people in this world; those who like Pink Floyd and those who haven't listened to Pink Floyd yet," -Mom
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I'm the latter
I don't really like them lol
But that's not one of the two groups!!
That's the joke lol
I really wish I could be more comfortable about what pronouns people refer to me with and introduce myself as such in certain circles because in reality I don't care but I have this deep-rooted fear that people will start making fun of me by purposefully referring to me as the wrong gender and thus I make sure my online presence is as girly as possible in terms of things like usernames because then there can be absolutely no confusion. When I cosplay I only want to do girls or really girly or crossdressing guys so I can still look girly, I'd never do a masculine guy even if I thought I could pull it off, yet I still want people to purposefully think I'm a really girly-looking guy. But I still have that deep fear of being made fun of and I really wish I could properly address it because in reality I really do not care how people refer to me; they can call me a boy or a girl or whatever else they wish
So you mean the pronouns don't matter to you but they still bother you a bit even though you feel it's not a big deal?
Yeah, as terrible as that sounds
I don't think that's bad. There are things I feel that way about. I don't see them as a big deal but they still bother me for whatever reasonWhy are you fine with being referred to as a boy though?
I don't know, I guess because at the end of the day it doesn't matter; I look androgynous and think it's funny and for a few years in my early childhood I was really desperate to be a boy for whatever reason, it 'felt better'
I wish I looked androgynousMaybe once my facial hair is permanently obliterated
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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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It's really not that much fun, when I was in intermediate school all of my classmates jokingly treated me like a boy and teased me mercilessly even though my clothes were as far from being boys' clothes as they could be. But they didn't let up and the girls would jokingly tell the boys to kiss me and hold my hand and they'd say 'ewww, i can't do that, they're a boy and that's gay!' and the girls would also tell me I wasn't allowed to use the girls' bathroom with them because I was obviously a boy and it made them feel uncomfortable. I started to put makeup on in the bathroom purely to show I wasn't and they still were like 'nobody cares if you want to wear makeup, you're still a boy and can't be in here with us,'
Sounds like they were just pricksBesides it's not like I see people anymore. outside work anyway
They were and I hated it. Looking back it's not even funny; like I can laugh now at some things they said and did to me but not that because it makes no sense
Why'd this one person bookmark my fanfic as a rec a month ago, then only now come back to give it Kudos? Did they just forget it existed or something? Lol
I’ve always had bullying issues
Not a day goes by that I don't think about the designs for the main characters in Appetite and get extremely annoyed by them lol
People: "Women weren't allowed to go to high-school in the olden days, they were purposefully kept illiterate! And even if they were allowed, it certainly wasn't encouraged and many dropped-out to help with their families or to get married!" Me: *points at a senior graduation photo from my town from around 1894 where the class is made up of seven students; four women and three men*
I feel America was a bit better with female education back then. I need to see how common female teachers were during the 18th and 19th century
More common than you’d think
The fact we haven't had wars, plagues and famine ravage us all the time helped. Our population could slowly rise over time
Mom put in her music just so she wouldn't hear me laughing while she's trying to play her game. Okay but you don't care when I can't sleep at night from your loud TV shows
I feel ya there. Quite infuriating.
She recently made a YouTube account and all she does is watch really distracting videos when I'm trying to sleep
Do you not have headphones-? I can't do ANYTHING without headphones or people will yell at me
Oh she watches YouTube on our TV
I told Mom I think I’m just going to stay home for Halloween this year and she seemed super excited by that idea and keeps planning stuff for us to do lol
Are you close with your mom
Yeah but she doesn’t really like hanging out with anyone
I really want to go out and do something. But I don't know of any events going on. I just hate sitting at home after a while. i do that literally every single night.
It’s really dark and chilly and windy and rainy and I hate it
What on Earth is wrong with YouTube today? It signed me out and I can’t sign back in even though Gmail and Google itself both work just fine
The problem is it's YouTube. SOMETHING is always broken :P
Well it’s really annoying since I can’t even look at my history :P
My YouTube is still broken. I’m really hoping that this is just a mobile problem and won’t transfer over to the computer because otherwise I’ll cry
Well at least my YouTube got fixed
I'm trying to tag something on AO3 but now I can't stop laughing because one of the tags that popped up for what I was searching was 'Dean Winchester's First Time with a Man'
According to Amber Heard's Twitter, she just started filming The Stand yesterday!!! I'm soooo excited!! The apocalyptic New York looks great! I hope I can see the actors in costume soon!
I follow a lot of those RP character accounts on Twitter because I have a few favourites I like to keep track of and usually they're extremely good at staying in-character and not breaking it at all even in parentheses or something but the funniest thing happened today when this one I follow had gotten hacked by a spam bot and they finally managed to get their account back. They then said they were going to report the spambot account in the most vulgar way possible and they're portraying a character who isn't even a human, let alone being able to talk and I was on the floor laughing over that
I wonder what's going to happen today. I just have a really good feeling for some reason
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I wonder what's going to happen today. I just have a really good feeling for some reason"That's a good thing Elizabeth
I feel like I should be concerned by how many ships of mine perfectly fit that one lyric from The Killers' Somebody Told Me
I am a thousand percent sure that last night the neighbors heard me scream: "THEY WERE SO PERFECT FOR EACH OTHER!!!! BOTH THE ANIME AND THE GAME DID THEM DIRTY!!! OKABE BELONGS WITH MAYURI AND THAT IS THE REAL TEA!!!! OKABE TIMES MAYURI FOREVER!!!!' Accented with several handclaps and now I wonder what they thought lol
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I wonder what to do for this year. I originally said I didn't feel like going Trick-or-Treating and just wanted to stay at home. But then my middle brother offered to take me with him if I changed my mind and then I started to consider it. I don't really want to go; I just wanna go because the neighborhood we go to always gives out really cool stuff that I want. But the weather is going to be awful. Super cold and windy and snowy. I don't know if I wanna go out walking in weather like that; my costume is really warm but still. A few years ago it was really cold and I survived but it wasn't windy or snowy. I don't even think I want to go to the library in this kinda weather like I originally planned to because they always do cool stuff for teens on Halloween. On the other hand I still just wanna stay home on this nasty-weather day, relish in my brothers not being home for once and watch a horror movie with my mom like she originally wanted for us to do. But then I won't get any of the super-cool stuff I got last year like hot chocolate and popcorn and fruit snacks and I highly doubt my brothers would give those up either.
What should I do? Stay in or go out?
Ooh that's tough..I think you should go while you have a chance. but maybe wait a while to see what the weather's like?
I think it’s going to get even colder by like ten degrees more and start snowing by the time it’s Trick-or-Treat time. I super wanna check out the library but it’s too cold for me
Good gosh! It's just supposed to be rainy and windy here
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