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"Steam will download this game when all files in front of it have finished downloading,"But there's nothing currently downloading? Did Steam just 'sorry wrong number' me?
Video: "Well my child has just graduated from intermediate school," Me; having gone to an intermediate school: "What the heck is that?"
My mom braided my hair for the first time in forever so I guess that means it's almost time to cut it again lol
I remember the guy who made that review of Handshakers promoted this one card-battle game and it sounded like the game I've been looking for. I decided to look into it because I'd never know if I didn't try, right? I'm hooked on it. It pretty much is the game I have been searching in vain for. A good story, easily-learnable gameplay, interesting characters, great art, beautifully-animated cutscenes, bilingual settings, and all of my favourite voice actors as well as a few surprises. The only reason I haven't played it more is because I have to share the computer. It's a lot like Hero Warz and yet so different. I'm literally in love with it
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "My mom braided my hair for the first time in forever so I guess that means it's almost time to cut it again lol"I wanna see it braided!
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I remember the guy who made that review of Handshakers promoted this one card-battle game and it sounded like the game I've been looking for. I decided to look into it because I'd never know if I d..."Wbat is it?
Shadowverse
It doesn't look that impressive, right now it's a teeny-tiny little thing
I managed to find a list of all the Japanese voice-actors earlier and I'm so glad I did. Now I know why so many voices sounded familiar to me. But I already predicted a lot of them correctly. Like when I saw Rie Kugimiya in it I bet my mom anything that Jun Fukuyama was in it since those two work together on a lot of games and I was correct And then I said if those two are in it Yuki Kaji is likely in it too and I was right again
My mom posted a comic to one of her FaceBook groups and then she told me that she barely got any attention from anyone and that she understood what I go through on practically a daily basis and I don't know why she thought that'd make me feel better lol
Anybody who knows me knows how much I despise the new anime The Promised Neverland simply because of how much it is shoved into my face. Well last night I had a dream about watching it and I actually liked it. This may not seem like much, but sometimes I have dreams about stuff I despise and in my dream I give them a chance and love them. Then in the real world I do that same thing and end up liking them.
.....Which means I'm going to have to watch The Promised Neverland. According to my dreams I'll really like it and find some unexpected surprises in it.
....But I don't really want to...but I have to to make my literal dream come true
......I mean, they've never been wrong before but I don't really want to watch The Promised Neverland and I have to watch it to make the dream come true
Ugh
Dream that you hated it so the two cancel each other out?
It doesn't really work that way lol
My baby brother took the iPod from me knowing darn well it isn't his time to have it and started watching a three-hour long movie just to further spite me Joke's on him, Mom's thinking of giving me the family computer back
I still can't believe I found one other person who shares the same headcanon as me. That is so unbelievably rare for me. Usually in my fandoms my headcanons are ignored at best or laughed off and I'm insulted at the worst. It's only been a few days yet that blog post is never far from my mind
There's only one HajimexSonia fanchild design in existence and even though she's cute I don't like how her appearance mainly favours her father's. She looks too...plain. I feel like even if their child ended up looking like Hajime they would still try to look more regal and everything. I know Sonia herself isn't that typical of a princess but she still looks regal. Therefore her child should look as such too
Is this an art or just a written character?
It's a drawing 
I'm the only one who writes descriptions of my various fanchildren that's why nobody cares lol
Yeah I doubt Sonia would accept that style of clothing. hajime probably wouldn't care either wau
Like on Valentine's Day I did a thing where I posted all the fanchildren I've made for Chihiro because nobody else in the fandom has ever imagined children for him!!!
Maybe because most people ship him with Mondo?
Other people make fanchildren for same-sex couples so I don't think it's that
Common Cognitive DistortionsA partial list from Robert L. Leahy, Stephen J. F. Holland, and Lata K. McGinn’s Treatment Plans and Interventions for Depression and Anxiety Disorders (2012).
1. Mind reading. You assume that you know what people think without having sufficient evidence of their thoughts. “He thinks I’m a loser.”
2. Fortune-telling. You predict the future negatively: things will get worse, or there is danger ahead. “I’ll fail that exam,” or “I won’t get the job.”
3. Catastrophizing.You believe that what has happened or will happen will be so awful and unbearable that you won’t be able to stand it. “It would be terrible if I failed.”
4. Labeling. You assign global negative traits to yourself and others. “I’m undesirable,” or “He’s a rotten person.”
5. Discounting positives. You claim that the positive things you or others do are trivial. “That’s what wives are supposed to do—so it doesn’t count when she’s nice to me,” or “Those successes were easy, so they don’t matter.”
6. Negative filtering. You focus almost exclusively on the negatives and seldom notice the positives. “Look at all of the people who don’t like me.”
7. Overgeneralizing. You perceive a global pattern of negatives on the basis of a single incident. “This generally happens to me. I seem to fail at a lot of things.”
8. Dichotomous thinking. You view events or people in all-or-nothing terms. “I get rejected by everyone,” or “It was a complete waste of time.”
9. Blaming. You focus on the other person as the source of your negative feelings, and you refuse to take responsibility for changing yourself. “She’s to blame for the way I feel now,” or “My parents caused all my problems.”
10. What if? You keep asking a series of questions about “what if” something happens, and you fail to be satisfied with any of the answers. “Yeah, but what if I get anxious?,” or “What if I can’t catch my breath?”
11. Emotional reasoning. You let your feelings guide your interpretation of reality. “I feel depressed; therefore, my marriage is not working out.”
12. Inability to disconfirm. You reject any evidence or arguments that might contradict your negative thoughts. For example, when you have the thought I’m unlovable, you reject as irrelevant any evidence that people like you. Consequently, your thought cannot be refuted. “That’s not the real issue. There are deeper problems. There are other factors.”
Mom says that since I love Shadowverse so much I should play the original version of Heroes of Might and Magic lol
I wonder if I should just write a fanfic with my Code;Realize OC just to use her and get her out there and expose her to the world. The only problem is that I’m worried others won’t like her since she doesn’t fit in at all with the other OCs for the fandom. She’s not a snarky, hot-headed, noble teenage girl who has witty banter with her crush. She is an older woman who is very damaged to the point she can’t even process what it’s like to be a human anymore, or what it means to be loved. She is on drugs and even has two children of her own. She only knows etiquette and manners from her life as a noble. She is far from witty and snarky, nor does she even wish to be. A story based on her would likely be very heavy and adult as she struggles to relearn love and kindness through interaction with her crush. Eventually she would grow to be more open. She’s not some firey teenage girl. She is a woman who has seen hardship and experienced disdain and backlash and shunning.
I’m afraid that might not sit well with the other fans who are expecting more of the same. Yet I still want to use her somewhere since I put so much work into her; she’s a modified version of the main character from one of my favourite novels for crying out loud! I want to use her and show her off to more people. She deserves it. Yet I’m not so sure...
Do an AU fic?
I fail to see how an AU would fix my problem lol Like an AU where she’s a firey teenage girl? Even in the actual book she was never described as being that way as a teenager. An AU where she was happily loved and treated well? Maybe...that would involve her marrying the guy she was having an affair with probably...or loving her husband and not having an affair at all...but it seems weird to do an AU for a character you haven’t met yet lol
You said she wouldn't fit in because of the setting and characters right? Make a setting and characters where she would
It’s not that she doesn’t really fit the characters or setting, it’s that she is an OC that is very different from all the other OCs in the fandom who are firey and free-spirited teenage girls. I’m worried she’ll be received poorly because of how different she is, like how she already has two children. The fans haven’t really indicated they want a different type of OC yet
Video: “Are there any CANON romantic relationships in Hetalia?”Me: LietBel LietBel LietBel LietBel LietBel LietBel LietBel LietBel
Speaking of which I wrote a fanfic about five years ago now that even to this day still receives a bit of attention due to the characters and subject matter portrayed, mainly my feedback comes from people living in those nations. I received a comment on it earlier that was actually....constructive criticism! I don’t think I’ve ever received that before unless I specifically asked for it and this was even from an anonymous user! It was super long but to sum it up, they were from one of the nations that I wrote about obviously and they were talking about how my portrayal of the whole situation was too one-sided, demonizing Russia and making it seem as though the ex-Soviet nations were hapless victims that had everything go perfectly for them after the Soviet Union fell. When in reality Russia was pretty helpful to them during the time and a lot of the issues they have currently are due to themselves and how many people are nostalgic for the way things were done under Soviet rule to the point nations like Poland and Hungary and Bulgaria and Romania are adapting a more Soviet-style of government. And how by that logic England and America would still be really bitter towards each other when they’re not; the Soviet Union is in the past and thus it stays that way. And how the Soviet countries still care a lot about Russia and want to remain close friends with it and how the fall of the Soviet Union brought them a huge slew of economic and cultural problems.
I’m not really going to go into this right now and deconstruct it if at all but I still greatly appreciated the thought especially since it was constrictive like I said and not at all rude or pointless like so many of my other reviews. It was definitely a huge breath of fresh air
Constructive criticism is always nice
Yeah, especially since a majority of my comments tend to be stupid questions like ‘why’d you make these two marry?’ ‘why are they not named what they are in the book?’ ‘why’d you make them Christian?’ ‘omg smut of another ship inspired you to write this??? where is that smut??? <3’ or just the plain ‘fuck you’ I get from anonymous reviewers sometimes
I had someone who would spam the Spongebob theme on every chapter of every story I had anf since you cant delete reviews for some stupid reason they're stuck forever.They also told me to kill myself and burn in hell. With lots of f bombs
I know that popular and well-liked fanfic writers get a lot of backlash too, but they get a lot of support too. I think I'd be able to handle stupid things like those questions if I got a lot of supportive and sweet comments too. Like I'm very self-conscious about stuff like characterization and I never know if everyone is in-character or not. I usually assume they're not in the majority of my stories since I want them to do whatever I want
This is most likely violating my resolution, but I'm going to force myself to finish a series today so it evens out. I have nothing else to do today anyway So....*sighs heavily for a million years* Here we go
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Why are you makimg yourself watch it?
I think I'm going to watch five or six episodes of this since there's only eleven out currently and I think watching literally half of the show is a fair way to judge it. Already I'm seeing some problems with it. ....But I'm also seeing some things that....dare I even say it....that I really like about it
What are skme of the problems and things you like?
Well I've only watched the first episode, so I kinda wanna hold off on that until I've seen more, because the issues I have could very possibly be resolved in the next episode and I wouldn't know it. Besides I think it's unfair to judge something on the first episode alone since a lot of things don't have great first episodes
Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Why are you makimg yourself watch it?"You don't remember? Lol I had a dream where I watched it and loved it and I've had dreams before whenever I've been incredibly against something about me liking the thing. Like my dreams convinced me to read a book series I was against and I ended up really liking them!!!
So I decided to give it a chance since my dreams haven't steered me wrong once
I mean it's your time and choice but if something didnt sound good to me I wouldnt bother :p
I'm sure it's fine, I just hated how it was literally shoved down my throat at every single moment
Not a hipster because that's likinf stuff before it's mainstream ((at least to some)) but...I dunno what word I'm looking for
And again, it literally is just about them trying to escape the orphanage. I looked at some of the episode descriptions and it was stuff like 'they gather supplies!' or 'they help train the younger children to survive!' Which is what I didn't want to watch because I don't see how an entire show about children trying to escape from an orphanage can be exciting. Like I said, it's Seraph of the End if they never left the orphanage. And the ages of the children are very distracting. They do kinda explain why they're so young yet act the way they do, but....I don't wanna watch an anime where the oldest character is only eleven lol
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Oh yes I do in fact because I had a rat living in my bedroom at our old house. It lived there because my mom used to let my brothers hang out in my bedroom and they'd drop pieces of food and wrappers underneath my bed without my knowledge. I'd often hear weird noises at night in my closet. Then when we were moving and my bed was moved back I saw evidence a rat had been living in my room and I literally started to hyperventilate and told every single adult I could find and my mom just laughed at me and told me I was making that up to be dramatic. To this day I'm terrified of rats and Mom still thinks I was lying about that and laughs at me for being so afraid since she thinks I'm making a big deal out of nothing