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A series I want to write about a time-traveler originally started out as a dream I had, lol
It's funny because when you type in 'cholera mask' into Google, it gets automatically filled in for you like it's a popular search, but then it just redirects you to a bunch of plague doctor masks. When I told Mom she was really disappointed because she wanted a reference and I told her they just look like extremely-decorated and elaborate masquerade masks lol
I looked through Mom's notebook because I wanted to make sure she had remembered to write everything down for the grocery list and I accidentally came across her list of desires(she's a huge believer in the Law of Attraction and thus writes down all of her wishes to help them come true faster) and now I'm afraid her wishes won't come true now that I've read them and know what they are. I don't know what to do, she's really superstitious and I'm afraid if I tell her I'll get in trouble for accidentally peeking. But I don't want to keep this to myself either....should I tell her or not?
Is there a rule that says they won't if someone reads them?
No, not really. It seems people tell others about their desires all of the time if they put the law into practice, and they still get their wishes.
If that's the case maybe don't mention it. I don't see a point in doing so if that's what the law says.
But that's just me
Yeah, but I still feel bad about it. Like I saw something I wasn't supposed to see and now I feel really dirty or something. I get the feeling in reality Mom likely won't care very much, but it still wasn't right. She had even written stuff about me in there.
Then tell her if you feel guilt. it's not like you were looking for her secrets.
Okay.
My best friend is probably going to be so confused when she wakes up this morning, probably still feeling some sort of high or hangover, then checks her phone, sees I messaged her and all the message says is 'hey do you use tiktok?' Lol
I told my mom that I looked through her journal accidentally and she wasn't even mad and instead said: "Three of those have already come true for me!"
Oh neat!!
Most of the pages were just her writing different variations on her getting a husband that will take care of her, have a lot of money, and love and cherish her children and want to do fun things with them. To be honest I'm not exactly sure which one of her wishes came true lol
I think that's sweet that she wants that.
She also wants her original comic to be famous on DeviantART, to be satisfied with the way she draws, to get a good, affordable deal on our Internet(it currently consumes almost all of the money we have, if not all) , no more bedbugs in our apartment, for our neighbors to stop bothering her, for her kids to be respectful and quiet, for a new set of dining room chairs(we don't have any), a new bed for my baby brother, and a new couch, for her skin to be clear and healthy, for me to get the dating simulator I want, for her to get Doom 2016, and just for her life to be happy in general.
Lol Mom said she drove by my baby brother's bus stop this morning and since she saw him standing out there she started waving at him eagerly and called out to him and he kept ignoring her and the other kids were wondering whose mom that was
Hehmy bus stop was always my driveway, except when I was in 1st-4th grade.
My bus stop has always been a few blocks away from my house ever since fifth grade, which was when I first started riding a bus to school.
But when we lived in Mississippi, my bus stop was the driveway.
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I remember in intermediate school one of my classmates was a girl who went to the same elementary school as me and we instantly became best friends because we had the same teachers and everything. We were pretty close but then she realized it was a thing for the entire class to pick on me, so she befriended a group of really mean boys and started making fun of me alongside them. After a while, she came back to me and apologized, and I accepted, letting her be my friend again. However, she kept betraying me, only to come back and beg for forgiveness and I kept giving it to her simply because of how desperate I was for friends.One day, I was chosen as the lucky winner and got to sit in one of the booths for lunch instead of a regular cafeteria table. Obviously, everyone in my class was clamoring for my ticket, as I could bring three other classmates with me to the booth. This girl was one of the first people to approach me. She had never sat in the booth before and desperately wanted to, and so did her friends. She told me she would do anything, literally anything, if I picked her and her friends to sit with me.
But.....I didn't want to. I knew she was lying. Even if she did do whatever I wanted for that ticket, she would instantly take back whatever it was and start bullying me again. And I also didn't really want to spend an entire lunch period stuck at a table with her and her group of friends. So I told her I would think about it.
When the day finally came, the teacher asked me what students I would be taking with me to eat at the booth. I hesitated, then looked that girl right in the eye, and said the names of three other girls who were actually decent to me. Those three girls and I were literally the envy of the whole cafeteria as we ate our lunch in the booths, and they were surprised I picked them out of the blue like that, but still happy I gave them that chance. That one girl was extremely upset and gave me the cold shoulder for the remainder of the school year, treating me even worse than before.
But...I didn't care. In that moment, when I looked her dead in the eye and denied her the one thing she wanted, not a single part of me felt regret or remorse. Instead, I actually felt happy and even to this day, I don't regret what I did. I'm proud I picked those girls and I have pleasant memories of the lunch we shared. That girl never got a chance to eat at one of the booths because of how rare being selected was.
And if it's mean or petty for me to say all of this, well I don't care. That was one of the only moments in that part of my life when I actually felt good about something. I felt like I made the right choice. And if I ever got the chance to go back and relive that part of my life, that would be one of the only things I wouldn't change.
She sounds petty AF if she got mad at you over somehting like that
I think it's more the fact that I snubbed her in front of everyone and it was pretty obvious that I was too.
Me: "OMG we should totally talk more! We barely talk and it sucks!" Best Friend: "I know right? So let's talk more."
Me: "Yeah!"
Me: "...."
Best Friend: "...."
Me: "...."
Best Friend: "...."
Me: "...."
Best Friend: "...."
I know exactly how that feels >.<
Well to be fair, she's not very talkative at all and really dislikes people. I am literally one of the only people she actually likes lol
AhI just suck at the whole "talky talk"
She used to be a lot more talkative when she first moved here, but I guess she grew out of that phase or something lol
I finished my fanfic for September. Now I can finally finish that one request I've had for a few weeks now. I've gotten a lot done on it, actually, it's just not finished yet.
I want to know why Mom keeps suggesting that I draw things. She never means anything bad by it and I know she doesn't and therefore I'm not actually offended or anything, but at the same time, it does get pretty annoying to have to keep reminding her I can't draw at all. Just the other day she jokingly suggested I draw my Ultimate OT3 in cholera masks and I know she was just joking around, but once again I had to tell her I can't draw worth anything. She kept messing around and said nobody really cares if they're stick figures or not, and I said I was nowhere near advanced enough to draw a cholera mask of all things and she just kind of laughed and left it alone.
But at the same time, she genuinely seems interested in the idea of drawing them in cholera masks because she loves the designs I came up for the masks and she normally dislikes hearing about those characters, but everytime I bring up the idea of her drawing it, even jokingly, she always playfully shrugs it off and says things like 'how about you draw them after all they're your ship' 'oh the world isn't ready for something like that' etc. And I'm getting a bit annoyed with all of these mixed-signals. Does she want to draw the picture or not?
I finally decided what I'm going to do for my fiftieth fanfic! Basically, I'm going to do two things and appeal to both sides of the coin, so to speak. The first thing I'm going to do is rewrite my very first fanfic on that site. I have been wanting to do so for quite a while now and I think this would be a perfect opportunity to do so. I don't hate the fanfic, I really like it, in fact. I chose to rewrite it because it's an Ever After High fanfic and:
A. My writing style has improved so much from when I first posted that back in very late 2013. It would be interesting to keep both the rewritten and original ones up to have them around if you want to compare and contrast.
B. I wrote that fanfic back when the fandom was still extremely new because the actual product was still very new. It had only been out for a few months prior to me writing that fic. As a result, a lot of the stuff I wrote was speculation and a lot of important plot points I didn't put in my fic at the time, for obvious reasons. People have approached me in the past and have pointed out these things politely, and I don't correct them because they're right. However, back when I wrote the fic, we literally didn't know things like that, plain and simple. It would be fun to rewrite the fic with all of the new information we have now.
C. For some reason, it's still popular, it was put on someone's favourite list just a few months ago. I wonder how well a rewritten one will do?
So that is the first thing I'll do.
The second thing I'll do is....
It has become a meme, of sorts, in the Danganronpa fandom where one of the male characters, any male character, is told by Monokuma that he'll give them a deal: Either they can watch their friends die and try to solve the murders just like in their actual game, or they can do the same exact thing except with an added bonus of being extremely attractive and alluring to women to the point they will do whatever you ask of them; the men will trust you as long as they don't suspect anything is going on between you and the female classmates. The guy, of course, always picks the second option and thus has sex with all sorts of girls, incorporating all kinds of fetishes as well. For some reason they are all named after that movie Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure but with the character's name in place of the other two.
I think it started with Makoto's Excellent Adventure and just escalated from there.
I bring this up because I thought it would be fun to do a parody, of sorts, with the one male character I actually like from the series having the same thing happen to him...not saying who that character is....but you know. I want to name it after Bill and Ted's Bogus Journey because it's a parody, haha
And it would feature that character being given that power and having kinky encounters with his female classmates; I would likely have to rewrite a lot of the main story due to the fact that in the original game, he dies really early on and isn't considered to be a main character, he's merely just a love interest for your character to pursue. But I don't mind that at all! And it'll be fun to put a lot of my own, personal fetishes in there.
Knowing how the Danganronpa fandom is, it'll likely become very popular fairly quickly and I'm excited to see if anyone requests any specific girls and kinks for the guy to explore.
So, that is what I'm going to do for my fiftieth fanfic. Two things that are widely and vastly different from each other, lol
What do you guys think? They're good ideas, right?
I know I shouldn't laugh at this because it's bad but literally the entire state is under a Flash Flood Watch
That person who requested that smut fanfic from me messaged me the other day and my first thought was that '*chuckles* i'm in danger' meme since I know they're likely asking me where their fic is
Were you right?
It seems like Mom is jealous of how much work and effort I'm putting into this person's request when I haven't even started her own request and I feel like she doesn't understand how hard of a challenge her request will be for me. And she keeps trying to make excuses about how I constantly write about similar characters, but again, I think she literally doesn't understand the differences between those characters and the one I have to write about for her no matter how many times I explain them to her.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I finally decided what I'm going to do for my fiftieth fanfic! Basically, I'm going to do two things and appeal to both sides of the coin, so to speak. The first thing I'm going to do is rewrite ..."
I think both sound really good. Do the rewrite first so you can look at the two and see how much you've changed since then.
Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Were you right?"I was half-right lol They asked me how I was doing and then they asked me how their fanfic was doing.
I'm still at my wit's end concerning my mom's fanfic. She keeps telling me I can do whatever I want in terms of the plot as long as the characters she requested were in it and I realllllly don't feel comfortable with that much creative freedom in regards to her. The last time I wrote something for her, I asked her for an idea and she said the same exact thing, and while I'll admit that I complained, I did eventually write the fanfic for her. I was actually really happy and proud of what I had written; I had genuine fun while doing so because I even learned something. But when I presented to her the finished work, she just shrugged it off and didn't even read it, saying things like 'but that's not what I wanted, the next time I request something from you, I'll be sure to be way more specific than I was since you didn't give me what I wanted at ALL!!!!'
Even though she literally told me to do whatever I wanted....I would've been happy to write her the plot she wanted, but she didn't give me anything and so I wrote what I wanted, which she told me to do.
And that was for an actual established pair of characters! Now she's making me write about a character who doesn't even have a personality. And she keeps telling me that I can write this because I've written about a bunch of minor characters before, but she won't listen to me explain to her that I can write about characters like that because even though they're minor, at the very least, they have established personalities, relationships, and sometimes even backstories. How am I supposed to make something out of literally nothing?
And I'm also worried about writing it in general because I feel like she's just going to do the same exact thing she did last time. I'll actually write this, pour my heart and soul into it, maybe even have fun writing about such a minor character, and then she'll get angry and never read it because it's 'not what she wanted'. Even though she never actually told me what she wanted. And it's not like last time, where the characters were really popular and part of a popular series. This is a fairly obscure series with a literal one-shot character.
I just....I just don't know what I'm supposed to do anymore. She keeps trying to convince me she won't get angry, that she'll read it and like it, but I'm sorry, I just can't buy it. Maybe this makes me petty or a horrible person or whatever, but I don't care. It's gotten to the point where I'm literally physically dreading having to write this fanfic, but I still want to do it since I owe it to her. I don't know what I'm supposed to do at this point....
It rained so much here on Saturday and the entire town shut down as a result of it. It would be kinda funny if I didn't have to cancel my plans as a result of that, and if it wasn't...you know, life-threatening
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I wonder what happened to my jumper dresses. I had two of them but suddenly after I started eleventh grade I couldn't find either of them. I don't think Mom threw them away, but I can't think of any other scenario. I guess I lost them, but I don't lose clothes especially ones I really like like those dresses. It's a shame....jumpers are one of my most favourite pieces of fashion and I wore those dresses so much throughout middle school and part of high school. I'd often put my hair up in pigtails or braids to complete the look and I would look so good. Even if Mom kept making me wear shorts or bloomers underneath the dresses. I still enjoyed wearing them. I would get more, but I don't really think jumpers are fashionable anymore for my size. I'm a really small size, but so far all the jumpers I've been able to find are for like, seven and eight year olds.
Jumper dress? Not sure what that is. But pigtails and braids sound very cute ^^
Mine looked like this, except not as lowcut 
I had two; one that was dark purple with a bluebird pattern on i, and a grey one with a green vine/ivy pattern on it. I always wore a T-shirt underneath them and a lot of times Mom would make me wear shorts or bloomers underneath them.
That's cute!I could understand wearing something under. In case it gets windy 0-0
Oh, I don't care about that. Mom was just afraid I would bend down or get caught in a bad position that would show off my underwear. Even to this day she sometimes makes me wear shorts under skirts. I had to debate with her to let me wear my cosplay without shorts under the skirt.
Kinda odd she'd still do it, but she's looking out for you. I'd be a little worried too
I don't really see what the big deal is. Maybe when I was still in middle school, yeah, but I'm almost literally old enough to drink. I don't need to hide my panties from the world anymore.
My baby brother randomly announced at the top of his lungs last night that he had diarrhea and I had no idea whether I should've been concerned or not because I couldn't tell if he was being serious or just commenting on something that just happened in his game
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