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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Aug 21, 2018 10:29AM
My mom got annoyed earlier and told me that one of these days I'm going to have to admit to the fact that I actually hate people and that I'm just kidding myself with being outgoing and an extrovert because I spend all of my time complaining about people on the Internet instead of trying to find new friends either online or in real life and I never compliment other people and I got so mad. What does she know? Of course I'm an extrovert, I feel really happy and elated when I spend time with other people especially after a bad day. I love hanging out with people and making friends. I just find a lot of people too basic and annoying for me to deal with. I refuse to become a staple Millennial. I don't hate other people!
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Hey I just sneezed and noodles came out of my nose. I'm so grossed-out. And also worried, this has never happened to me before lol
My head and nose hurt a bunch now.
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I'm not sure what to do...I'm working on a fanfic(duh) and I wanted one of the canon characters to be childhood friends with the main character of the story who is also a canon character. I picked those two because they're shipped together in the fandom and I thought it'd be cute to have the main character be childhood friends with one of their future partners. But when I was reading the character's profile earlier, I suddenly remembered it's elaborated extremely clearly that she never had any friends growing up and that's one of the reasons why she's so messed up in canon. Which means if she's childhood friends with the main character of my fic, it would contradict her already-canon backstory. If she had even one friend back then, she likely wouldn't be the mess she is in canon. And she's an extremely popular character in the series, so it's likely something that's not going to be ignored.
What should I do? Keep the plot as it is, darn the canon? Or change the main character's childhood friend into someone else that has a past that gels better, or just not give her any childhood friend at all?
I just thought it would be a cute idea....
I guess at the end of the day, it doesn't really matter. I don't really feel like rewriting that specific part and I bet nobody who reads it will even really care very much. But I brought it up since I genuinely dislike messing around with things that are already set in stone in canon, believe it or not. I guess they'll just remain friends.
Me: "Oh I found some really cute fanart of this one girl in Steins;Gate! I haven't seen the anime yet, but you have, so I thought you'd like to see her!"Mom: "What does she look like?"
Me: *describes her to Mom*
Mom: :D
Me: "Mom?"
Mom: "Remember when I said there would be a character in that anime you would really love?"
Me: "...."
Me: "...."
Me: "OH GOD NO WHY"
Lol my mom isn't very happy that I accidentally woke her up by laughing earlier
I hope my baby brother's schedule is fixed by now. Basically before this year started, he signed up for a bunch of honors-level classes as well as a computer class. His first day of school, he got put in a tenth-grade-level geography class, and his schedule got messed-up big-time because literally only one class he actually signed up for was put on it. I hope by now he's gotten that fixed because it got really annoying to hear him complain about how much he hated taking regular-level classes as opposed to his honors classes. I'm also mad because I spent two and a half hours helping him sign up for classes because he didn't want to do it himself.
I have really bad chills....but what's the point of even posting that in here? I'm almost always sick and at this point nobody even cares. It's just a punchline.
Is your forehead burning?
I don't think so. I just have a headache and I feel cold as ice.
I literally just passed out earlier and only now came to. I still don't feel very good. I think I passed out due to how sick I felt. Not like it really matters though since I'm probably just overreacting. Mom checked earlier and said I didn't have a fever or anything.
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My mom deleted the pictures I accidentally saved to her picture folder of some characters wearing flower crowns and when I asked her why she said it's because she really hates that meme because the flower crowns are always really badly Photoshopped in and I told her that was kind of the point lol
I have to do a lot of reading about Catholic schools for something I'm writing and of course I've never been to a Catholic school before, so I just had my assumptions. I'm reading a lot about all of the Catholic schools in my own city and I can safely say...that a lot of the things I thought were true about Catholic schools actually are true, at least here in my city.
Like what?
They're really conservative, for one. And they also have confessions in the mornings, and they also have Mass in the mornings with the church they're affiliated with. They wear uniforms, obviously, and the uniforms look like how I'm imagined. They are expensive as heck. A lot of the websites seem really pompous, at least to me. All of the ones in my city are for younger kids, but that's not really something I needed to know for the story.
I stayed asleep for literally twenty-four hours the other day. Woke up and discovered my baby brother deleted all of my data on the iPod and I literally almost up and strangled him from anger. I'm pretty much over it now, but it was still extremely infuriating. I just HAD to fall asleep for such a long time. And of course I still don't feel very good but I'm not going to do something like that again. I'm just going to try to fight off whatever the heck this is another way.
My mom randomly said this morning that she thinks it's such a shame Chihiro Fujisaki is a boy because in her opinion, he makes a really cute girl but an ugly boy and I'm still laughing really hard about it lol
All I know about this new We Happy Few game is that it's diselpunk and you can make your character graphically vomit onscreen and that is literally all I need to know. I could end up really disliking the game and I would still play it just for those two factors
This is, so far, the only NWS Indianapolis historical weather event I've remembered in vivid detail: NWS Indianapolis
Verified account @NWSIndianapolis
On this date in 2016: seven tornadoes impact north central Indiana during the afternoon and early evening, including an EF3 that tracks across the south side of Kokomo and injures 20. 5 of the 7 tornadoes track across portions of Howard County.
(My thoughts) It's considered to be one of the worst tornado outbreaks in this state (?) and was extremely notable because of how late in the season it occurred; we don't usually have tornadoes or much severe weather around this time of year. There was also very little warning for these storms, the weather forecast never said there was any chance for severe weather at all. I remember even when tornado sirens were going off in my town, the sky was a perfect blue colour with not a single cloud in sight.
I talked to some other people who wrote incest ship fanfics about whether I should put a content warning on my own incest fanfic and they all said I definitely should since I portray the ship as being romantic. A few also suggested that I rate the fanfic as being M because of how highly taboo incest is.
I dont know if it'd warrant M But absolutely put an incest warning in
I think my final rating will depend on when I've finished writing it. Right now I can't decide whether I want it to be T or M, but that was something I was debating even before I decided to make it about incest.
Oh no, my diarrhea is back. I had some a few weeks ago but thought it was just a fluke. But now it's back and my stomach....actually more like my intestines hurt really badly...
I'm not really in the best mood because on Saturday night my mom and I were having a conversation about this post I read on Amino Apps about what a person considered to be their four underrated ships in a particular fandom. I said that I liked and shipped and agreed with their second and first ships, but the third one on their list I took issue with. Basically in this fandom I strongly dislike the most popular ships because almost all of them are murdererxmurder victim and....yeah, I don't think I have to tell you why that's bad. Not only are they pretty overrated anyway, but this person had the audacity to put one of the three that I absolutely despise, that I hate with every fiber of my being, that I actually feel kind of sick when I look at as their third underrated ship.
I hate those three murderxmurder victim ships, and the one from the second game in particular, because unlike some of the other ships, they specifically seeked to eliminate people they disliked. They saw their chance to get rid of them and did so. Now, that wouldn't be that bad except for the fact that in the second game, the girl kills her BULLIES. Two characters who harassed her, abused her, pushed her around, did every single type of bullying method in the book. And in the first game she manipulates and kills this guy who was in love with her whom she abused and treated as being lower than dirt.
Mom knows I hate those ships and after I finished my whole spiel, she went off on one of her own about how my OTP could be considered really abusive because she also treats the guy like he's lower than dirt and I tried to defend my ship but Mom had a counter-defense, so I eventually just gave up.
She then continued on by saying that it shouldn't matter what people do or what they ship because it's fictional. She said I'm not bothered by the murdererxmurder victim ship in the first game because it's abusive, I'm just bothered by it because it's not a ship I like. She said fiction is good and healthy because it helps people get out certain feelings and experience things that normally they'd never be able to do in real life because they could hurt themselves or others. I tried to explain that I don't like things like the second murderxmurder victim ship because she's literally being shipped with her bullies and since what happens to her is so similar to what I went through, it literally makes me physically ill to see people who ship that and try to make it really cute and sweet, to which Mom responded with: "You were in an abusive relationship? So what. You were bullied? So was your baby brother, so was I, so was my best friend. So what? What's your point?"
She said that she said all of this to not make me feel bad, but to actually make me feel better about my ships and to understand that other people like different things than me and that I shouldn't get to uppity about fiction. She said just because I was bullied and abused in real life doesn't mean I have to cut myself off from it in the fictional world because it's just fiction. She also said that the first step to acceptance is just admitting I'm a hypocrite, letting people ship what they want and leaving it at that. People see things that I don't in those ships and that's all there is to it.
But what she said just made me feel even more invalid and made me want to never ship anything in that fandom ever again because I'd rather not out myself as a hypocrite. Not to mention, I literally never even saw my own OTP as being abusive until Mom pointed it out to me. I knew she was mean to him, yeah, but I also felt like there were signs in the game that she secretly liked or at least found him fascinating, and I never saw any major problem with it unlike the one guy she killed. And I ship a murdererxmurder victim ship!! Simply because he asks her to kill him so I didn't think it counted as being bad!!
But even in spite of all of that, I literally cannot handle those other ships, ESPECIALLY the girl in the second game who gets shipped with her bullies. It literally makes me sick to my freaking stomach and every time I see fanart of one of them together, I literally almost vomit because it reminds me of my own bullies and how disgusted I would be if I found out people shipped me with the very same kids who nearly drove me to literal suicide. And I fail to see how anybody can look at their relationship in the game as something healthy or cute when they made her life such a living hell that she eventually decides that her only option is to kill them.
I don't know....I don't really want to stop shipping my ships, but at the same time, I don't want to be considered a hypocrite for shipping something abusive when I call out other people for doing the same exact thing. But like I said, I never, ever felt the amount of nausea and uncomfortableness with my OTP as I do some of the other ships that I vehemently dislike.
I tried to prevent myself from shipping anything in the fandom, but it's really hard to because I do genuinely love my OTP and I also like my murdererxmurder victim ship....
What do you guys think? Was my mom right and I should just face the music, or am I right in my decision to be triggered by certain things?
I ate KFC yesterday and I didn't throw it up like I did the last time I ate it. I just felt extremely nauseous and dizzy! I call that progress! Maybe this means my body is finally getting used to eating fast food again.
Me: "But you still owe me my video game!" Baby Brother: "Ooooooh, what kind of game is it?! I bet it's some kind of really girly dating simulator where the characters ask 'do you want to have sex with me?' and you answer 'yes'!"
Me: "Yes, it is." *dead-serious tone*
Baby Brother: "...."
Baby Brother: *leaves the room*
Lol I'm crying at this actual person who hates this generation with a huge burning passion yet they love Marina and the Diamonds who is like, the embodiment of this generation lol I hope someone shoves glitter so far up your ass that everytime you try to speak it looks like a Unicorn Frappchuino exploded just go enjoy your music and leave the LGBT people out of it, you're probably just mad your girlfriend left you for a lesbian and is getting better sex now
Someone on YouTube mashed up a Marina and the Diamonds song with a Katy Perry song and someone got extremely triggered and started talking about how that was proof Millennials were taking over the world because they thought mixing a total garbage artist(Katy Perry) with an amazing one was a good idea and how they couldn't wait for global warming to finally kill off all of the college students....they also made fun of the LGBT community and how 'they all want to identify as a million genders and we have to deal with it' It was pretty ugly yet also really funny because of how pretentious and freaking deluded they were.
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Welp. im in the LGBT community
My dad is convinced that the video game shooting is because of a "triggered millennial snowflake" that didnt get a trophyPeople like then will blame anything on us
I mean, I DID agree with a few of their points(shoot me) but they didn't have to be such a freaking jerk about it, you know?
I mean you dont have to agree with things to accept them right? Or to use pronouns others use
I meant I agreed with their point that a lot of Millennials can be pretty annoying and pretentious and easily-triggered. Like I don't even agree with half of the stuff my generation tells me I'm supposed to agree with.
I dunno, Baby Boomers i know get triggered by people's skin color and reproductive organs. They throw tantruns when women have lead roles in movies.Preeety think skinned
Guys, I'm a member of the LGBT community and I don't even think demisexuality is a real sexuality. Even my mom, who believes Millennials are some of the stupidest people she's ever encountered on the Internet, thinks it's a real sexuality and keeps scolding me whenever I tell her it's not.
Different people believe in different things. Like ghosts, aliens or gods :p
Guys I won a GoodReads contest again but don't tell my mom. I love the look on her face when she finds packages in the mail that I didn't tell her about that are addressed to me lol
I woke up this morning to the sound of Backstreet Boys' I Want it That Way blasting extremely loudly on the TV
Got it. Find your mom whose name I dont even know and tell her :p
My mom says she can't wait for the day when it becomes fashionable to draw anime characters in cholera masks like they do with plague doctor masks and gas masks and I told her that day will never come lol
I was not aware those things were fashionable: p
They're seen as being really attractive or hot, plague doctor masks and gas masks, so people draw them on characters they find hot. Mom said she finds cholera masks interesting and attractive and wants to see fanart of characters wearing them. I suggested she could draw some and maybe start the trend but she became really defensive and dropped the subject lol
Ywah i knew what you meant. I'm just surprised is all :p
Aside from the fact that nobody really knows about their existence, cholera masks seem to be a bit...underwhelming? Like things like plague doctor masks, I can understand the appeal. But cholera masks literally just look like masquerade or carnival masks with jewels and feathers on them and such. Really the only thing you can play with is the fact that if you were vomiting, the bottom half of the mask was removed for you to do so, and if you weren't vomiting, then your mouth was covered up. Like draw characters where some have their mouths covered and others don't, but I can't see any normal person really having fun with that idea.
Maybe people would get them mixed up?
Probably. And I can see a lot of discord about who would wear them, doctors or patients and it would be a huge mess. Only patients ever wore them, and they were mainly made just for nobility or rich people. They were made so people wouldn't look at your face while you were sick and become horrified, which I will admit is a good idea because people sick with cholera do look really creepy.
Even the simplest design covered up the eyes, which were considered to be the 'worst' part of a cholera patient.
At first I thought you wete talking about plague masks and I was real confused :p
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