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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Jun 08, 2018 10:37AM
So my mom randomly decided last night that it is time for me to become an official woman and watch all of Lord of the Rings with her over the next few nights. I don't know how to react to the news to be honest lol
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I know I shouldn't say this, but I don't like this girl's OC for Diabolik Lovers. It doesn't really seem to fit into the universe. I know Diabolik Lovers has an extremely strange universe and it keeps breaking its own rules, but there is still a general idea of what happens and her character's species doesn't really fit in the world. I guess she's riffing on Cordelia who's the daughter of a vampire and the Demon King, which technically makes her own children half-demon and half-vampire, but they really don't go into what that entails and only mention it like once because Cordelia isn't really a major factor in the plot anyway. And even if that was the case, their character is a succubus and Cordelia definitely isn't a succubus, I think she's just a regular demon.
How does that make you a real woman?? :pI've watched the first many times but I never understand what's going on.
She was just joking lol She uses that term a lot whenever she wants me to do something she's into. I'm getting ready to read my first Stephan King book and you should've seen her face light up when I told her and she was like: "Wow Elizabeth, once you finish it you'll be a real woman!"
There's so much construction in town and I don't know why. I'm worried about how I'm going to get home since the sidewalk I usually take home is blocked off and I got here by walking another way. But that definitely explains why nobody was out today, like at all. I hope I can go back home the same way I got to the library.
I'm wondering about this sex scene in a fanfic I'm writing right now. I actually don't write them in my fanfics very much because I don't like reading/writing stuff like that, but I felt like it was needed for the plot. But I'm concerned about it because the last time I wrote a sex scene for something I ship, I came across some shippers on Tumblr talking about how they thought that couple would never have sex for canon reasons. And they were actually engaged! This couple is just some random ship I wanted to write about.Basically in canon the girl, the main character of my fanfic, is really selfish and manipulates people around her to get what she wants. One way she does this is sleeping with guys to get money or information or whatever. In the actual series she comes across some technology the guy I ship her with made before he died and she manipulates people with said technology. In my fanfic, since the two formed a 'friendship pact', she decides to manipulate him further and seduces him, having sex with him and making him spill all the information he has on his current technology project. I think he would go along with it because he's pretty hopeless about getting out of their situation alive and also believes she will die soon anyway and the information will die with her.
I guess my point is...I'm worried this will seem out-of-character for the two. I'm not making them have sex because I ship them, I'm making them do it since it seems like something the girl would do in canon. She only cares for people she can use, and she can use this boy in my fanfic. She thinks he has a crush on her and thus is exploiting it. I'm wondering if I should go on ahead and write the scene or if I should scrap it and make her get the information out of him another way.
I was trying to make breakfast this morning when I was super out of it and I ended up almost putting jelly on an empty plate accidentally because I forgot to put down the slices of bread lol
I wonder if I should go to Saturday Morning Cereal at the library today. They're eating snacks and watching Gravity Falls, Powerpuff Girls, and Scooby-Doo. The only problem is, I don't like how it's from noon to six since I also have something to do on the computer today. But I do really want to go...but if I go at noon I'll be there for the whole entire six hours and I'm not in the mood to have gothic preteens scoff at me for wearing pink all day.
I swear when I get home I am going to give my mom a stern talk because for the past month she has been trying to get me to read The Long Walk and I don't want to and she pressed particularly hard last night and I ended up having a dream inspired by the book and I haven't even read it yet so yeah when I get home she's in big trouble lol I already know what she's going to say in response too lol
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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
(last edited Jun 10, 2018 10:14AM)
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I went to the library yesterday and there was a small chance of storms but it ended up storming anyway. Now I walked home when it was ending so it wasn't very bad but apparently earlier that day it was storming really badly with wind and everything and the power went out due to a large lighting strike. But I literally had no idea it was even storming when I was at the library???? The power didn't even surge and I sit close to the doors. I can hear everything despite my headphones and so you'd think I'd hear something like that. Plus there's a ginormous skylight near my head so if it was storming you'd think I'd notice it, right? The whole event made me feel really unsettled....
Also it's going to storm today and it was really cloudy when I walked to the library. I hope it either storms when I'm already back home or is already ending when I walk home like yesterday. I don't like walking in thunderstorms and it's actually dangerous to do so.
Sometimes in life the only thing that you need is for someone to tell you that everything is okay, that you're strong, that you're going to make it through things.
So last night in another episode of Things That Happen in Elizabeth's Life That You Guys Don't Care About but I'm Going to Tell You Anyway: Remember how I said it was going to storm yesterday? When I actually started walking home it was so dark it was like night except it was five thirty PM. I thought I could make it home and then it started to rain. And then I got caught in a really bad downpour. Extremely heavy rain and super fast wind that made it so I couldn't see a single freaking thing. I couldn't even stand up in the wind, all I could do was hold on really tightly to the umbrella because I knew Mom would literally kill me if I lost it. I would compare it to being inside a washing machine-water being sprayed at you from all angles at a very fast speed. I tried to go inside the courthouse for shelter since it was near me but it was closed. Then I hid inside Tivoli's Fashion to wait out the storm. I didn't know what to do and decided I should just call Mom and ask her to pick me up.
Since it had calmed down somewhat I went back outside and started to walk back home, not very happy at all. I got the attention of a woman outside Crazy Horse and she felt bad for me and I asked if she had a phone I could borrow and she did. I tried to call my mom three times with it and then realized she wouldn't pick up a number with a caller I.D. she didn't recognize. The woman wished me luck and I told her I would be fine and continued to walk home; it was raining but it wasn't as bad as what I was in earlier.
When I got home I told Mom I was going to take a hot bath and she didn't even look up and asked if I forgot the umbrella, and I said I had it. She then asked really weirdly if I didn't want to use it and I snapped that I'm not stupid; I have NEVER not used the umbrella when I needed it. I told her I was the person who called her earlier and Mom said it was good I walked home since she didn't think she'd make it in time anyway and I grew annoyed, telling her what happened to me and asking her what if the storm continued to be that bad? Or what if it escalated? What if we had a tornado warning? I told her I would remember her response to that event the next time something bad happens to me.
I checked this morning and found out we had a severe thunderstorm warning at 5:30 yesterday, likely because of that wind gust. And I had to walk out in it.
Maybe I'm just being a spoiled brat and not wanting to walk. After all, I knew it was going to storm and I went outside anyway. It's supposed to storm again tonight and if I get caught out in it I'll only have myself to blame.
E3 was last night and my baby brother gave everyone a headache because he screamed throughout the whole entire thing. My head still hurts. On the bright side I got to play Lollipop Chainsaw again after like forever since we got a new PS3(it didn't work on the old one for some reason) so now Mom can't say I never play the games she buys me.
I wanna play that game :p I think my dad has it but I'm not allowed to play it
It is so much fun, I got it for Christmas back in 2015 I think
P.S. I'm not going to be on much today. I don't know why but I don't feel very good mentally; I'm probably still worn-out from everything that happened to me yesterday. Plus I'm going to go watch Black Panther at the library in a few hours so
I wonder how similar it is to the Dead Rising games
I hope ypu feel better
Never played them but I want to say not very similar? I mean it's extremely over-the-top and tongue-in-cheek. Never for a second does it take itself seriously. It parodies a lot of common tropes in zombie fighting games. But it is absolutely something I would make. I mean, pink sparkly hearts come out of the zombies instead of blood! The entire game is super girly, sparkly, and filled with rainbows, hearts, candy, and pretty fashion! You can dress Juliet up in really pretty outfits and even make her cosplay as famous anime girls from zombie animes!
Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "I hope ypu feel better"That sounds really condescending to me.
The Dead rising games are pretty goofy too.If you like I can wish you suffering instead. I dont see how "get well soon" is being smug.
Because I don't really want to be told 'get well soon' when I had a night as bad as last night...I guess I'm still upset with my mom for firstly assuming I was stupid and wouldn't use the umbrella and secondly seeming glad she wouldn't have to drive me home when the storm could've very easily gotten really bad.
I didnt know all that
....I wrote it above there.....in that huge paragraph....
I didnt see it
Yeah, I think I'm going to get off GoodReads for tonight before I do something I regret.
I wanted to say something in here...and then I totally forgot what it was when I went to write it down haha
You know Fanfiction.net is mad at you for writing super long fanfics when your newest fanfic which is only 11,000 words long gets rejected several times until you upload it manually lol
Speaking of which this is this month's fanfic: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12967272...Warning it does have a sexual scene in it. This is only the third fanfic I've put a scene like that in, I very rarely if ever go into sexual details in anything I write especially my fanfics
Oh my gosh that person who reeked really badly of Pepto-Bismol is back in the library again today and the smell is making me feel nauseous. Like seriously, did you drink literally an entire bottle to smell that way?????
I was at a block party yesterday hence why I wasn't on. I might post the full details later but I do want to say I won a T-shirt from the raffle!!! And my baby brother threw his own ticket away and left because he didn't think he'd win and an hour after he left his ticket won a prize but they gave it to someone else because he wasn't there and you better believe I rubbed that in his face when I got home lol
I'm so glad it's not going to storm at all this weekend. Or the rest of this week. It's just going to be really hot but I'm not worried about that at all. In fact I'm wearing an outfit that would probably make most people call me crazy since it's 95 degrees outside right now.
WHat outfit?
I have a dark purple sweater-thingy on that buttons all the way up to my throat and I have it buttoned up to my chest and it's really heavy and despite having short sleeves feels more like a sweater and even has a hood. You're supposed to wear it in the fall. ...I literally didn't feel hot when I walked to the library in it.
I want to use Tumblr at some point this month because I want to see what my fandoms are doing for Pride Month! I know my own headcanons get disrespected constantly and get me laughed right out of my fandom, but I love seeing what other people's headcanons are! And a lot of good fanart comes out for this month too!
My stomach hurts really badly...and I feel dizzy...it's probably just nothing but it's still concerning to me...all I ate this morning was cheese and crackers which I've eaten plenty of times before with no problems, and last night I ate stuff that makes my stomach hurt but never gives me nausea or anything....this genuinely feels like I'm really sick....
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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
(last edited Jun 14, 2018 01:09PM)
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I found that review where someone was talking about how for a child to be happy and healthy they need to be raised by a married mother and father instead of a same-sex couple or a single parent and that honestly hurts me because people can say stuff like that about gay couples because I honestly don't have experience in that area(I don't believe it though) but saying someone who is raised by a single parent won't be a happy and healthy person is extremely hurtful to me for obvious reasons. I absolutely hate how much hatred my mom has gotten for daring to be a single mother, mainly because she hates being a single mother. But I see her working really hard to keep everything stable despite being by herself and having to raise three really hard-to-raise children and it really makes me upset that someone could look at such a strong woman and say I'm going to end up miserable because I only have her. For my entire life, I was close to her because even when Dad did live with us he was hardly around because of work. I gravitate towards stories about single-parent families or families with no parents because of my own situation. I constantly write them myself.
And to say such a thing, regardless of religious or personal beliefs, is really hurtful and honestly a bit selfish. So what if your parents are happily married and are of the opposite gender? Some of us aren't so lucky. Some of us didn't get a say in having happily-married parents. And some of us wouldn't change our situation for the world. And I'm honestly one of those people. I'm not going to leave a comment on her review because I find it pointless, but seeing that review again made me feel really bad so of course I'm going to post about it in my journal.
I hope something happens to that girl to make her see the error of her ways, since it is unfair and hurtful for her to call strong, hardworking single parents with children 'an unhealthy family situation'
I forgot how simultaneously annoying and addicting this game is
I understand how you feel that way, but at risk of making some kind of controversial statement, I think it's rude of you to wish something bad to happen to her just because she said something that upsets you. Because what if you were the one that had said something offensive to her and she wished something bad on you? How would that make you feel? Even if she'll never see this, it's the principle of the thing.
True....I mainly said that because I was upset. And to be honest that was my second time seeing that review, but I had forgotten about it and I actually didn't even mean to come across it again. Now I feel bad for saying something like that since that's one of the only things she's said that I've actively disagreed with and I only even said that out of anger and hurt feelings.
Someone please tell me why Pintrest looks like a virus site when you're logged out
I know I'm not actually dying but it feels like I am. I...have an upset stomach just like I did yesterday with nausea and diarrhea. I feel like I'm going to throw up....I probably shouldn't have come to the library today.
So I was being really loud last night and Mom said as a punishment she'll make me watch something with her and I was terrified she would make me watch more of this one anime she's been making me watch for the past few days that I despise with every fiber of my being so I quickly went to bed thinking I dodged a bullet but then I realized she binge-watched all of an anime I really wanted to watch with her and started to rub in my face how good it was when she finished it and started telling me tonight I can watch it with her if I also watch more of that anime I hate and I'm really upset with her right now so
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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
(last edited Jun 15, 2018 09:05AM)
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The heat index for this weekend will be a hundred. Is it bad that I'm not concerned? This morning it was ninety-nine and I didn't feel hot at all. I don't even think I was sweating.
As long as you're staying hydrated it's not bad. Some people are just more resistant to heat or cold than others.i can and have gone outside in shorts when it was snowing.
I have to wear a heavy coat and gloves when it's fifty degrees outside. Heck sometimes I wear a jacket in the summer because the wind makes me feel really cold.
Bodies are weird like that.
I am so sorry but at first I misread that as 'boobies'
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