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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Dude that's not even how I write though lol


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Mom wanted to know the Japanese creation myth so I happily started to reread it so I can tell it to her fresh when I get home. It's not my favourite Japanese myth but I do like it."

I can't remember how it all goes but I remember the gods stir the ocean with a stick, right?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Yeah, the first island is formed from the crystallized salt droplets on the 'heavenly spear' and then Izanagi and Izanami make that island their home


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Other people make headcanons for ships I don't ship but nobody ever makes headcanons for ships I do ship so you know what two can play this game

I already did some couple headcanons for CielxSieglinde from Black Butler and since I made a Pintrest board for them the other day I'm going to do CardiaxFinis so bleh

since Finis and Cardia are twins, they are blessed with identical twin girls. They have Finis' blonde hair and the twins' dark green eyes and much like their parents, are compared to dolls by pretty much everyone

their daughters would be named Alice and Joanna

Cardia would be a very doting mother. She would make sure her daughters never wanted for anything. Finis on the other hand would be extremely nervous about parenting in general since he didn't have a good upbringing, but he would help out here and there and everytime he did a god job Cardia would happily praise him

Finis still does his part though by cooking and cleaning...basically doing all of the housework since Cardia isn't able to eat properly nor does she know how to clean. He also warns his children to not touch their mother when she's not wearing her protective dress

everything in their house has been made special by Frankenstein to withstand Cardia's poison so she's able to sleep in a real bed and stuff

the two wouldn't be able to do very much out in public due to being in hiding but their countryhouse has a giant backyard and Cardia would sit outside and watch the twins play

they eloped and currently live in their old childhood house in Wales

Cardia's engagement ring is a simple gold one with an emerald in the center to bring out her eyes

the two have a science lab downstairs and their kids aren't allowed to go into it. down there they try to discover a cure for Cardia's poison as well as just general experiments

they got married in their backyard but they still went all-out. her dress was an extremely big one with faint gold and pink accents while her brother wore a matching suit. she invited her old friends but none seemed very keen on coming. Cardia was heartbroken by that response and seemed oblivious to their reasons why

Christmas is a huge celebration in their house because it reminds the twins of when they used to be one big happy family. they'd go all out for the holiday, decorating the house in red and green with a massive tree. of course they would put on the nicest clothes they own and spend the entire day with their daughters, crazily doting on them.

they drink strawberry lemonade with every meal. Cardia has to hide the sweets from both her children AND her husband because she can't deal with three sugar rushes at the same time

they wouldn't have much sex to be honest. the one time they did it resulted in their daughters being born. not only is Cardia's body toxic but Finis still feels immense guilt over raping her to comply with Isaac's wishes. Cardia says she has forgiven him but he still can't bring the question up with her. they both get their satisfaction through other means

the two design airships in their spare time and Finis even taught Cardia how to pilot them herself

she grows her hair out when she gets older so now it falls to the floor. Finis braids it for her and puts flowers or jewels in it depending on the occasion

despite the lack of sex, they're both very affectionate and careful with each other; there's lots of hand-holding, hugging, and running hands through hair

they both have frequent nightmares brought on by the abuse they both suffered at Isaac's hands

Cardia still sends letters to her old friends. she dislikes how they abandoned her after her elopement as she believes Finis isn't that bad of a guy

Joanna is assigned the colour pink and Alice is given blue so the two can be told apart, although it was also partially so the two could reuse their old baby stuff

Alice ended up being tomboyish and has her father's personality; she is childish and looks out for her younger sister but is also pretty manipulative and hot-headed

Joanna is very girly and has her mother's personality; she is kind and has a good heart, she wants what is best for everyone. however she is also naive and is clueless to when her older sister is abusing her

while Cardia spoils the children, Finis absolutely spoils her. he won't take no for an answer and often carries her everywhere even if it's not that far or she's perfectly capable of walking herself. he buys her jewelry, bouquets, candy, and dolls even when she has too much. she is his beloved sister and he won't take no for an answer

the two parents love chocolate cake and extremely sweet tea. Cardia cannot taste any of it for herself but takes Finis' word that it's delicious

whenever Finis feels like he's being ignored by Cardia he starts to take his protective suit off and tells her he's going to touch her. every single time this makes her drop whatever she is doing and fuss at him to 'put your suit back on, please!!! you will burn if you touch me!!'

their idea of a dream date is to go to the opera because Cardia always wanted to go to one ever since she was little. the two would wear very fancy clothes befitting their status for once and allow themselves to be addressed as 'mister and madam beckford' at the door. after the opera they would go out for cupcakes and walk along the river as they ate, holding each other's hands


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Yes I know it's a toxic/taboo ship don't yell at me


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Someone made Celestia's daughter from Danganronpa AND SHE IS LITERALLY EXACTLY HOW I PICTURED CELESTIA'S DAUGHTER TO LOOK AND ACT????? (aside from the fact she's secretly lonely she just doesn't know how to make friends) AND HER FATHER IS KEPT A SECRET BUT THE GIRL HAS BROWN HAIR AND YOU KNOW WHO ELSE HAS BROWN HAIR AND I'M SCREAMING


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments And this exists too? I'm just hitting multiple jackpots today aren't I??


https://8tracks.com/shsl-fangirl/i-ve...


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments My stomach still hurts...I thought I had diarrhea but I guess I don't...but it hurt so bad it was hard for me to walk.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I clicked on a video just because Kanato was in the thumbnail.

I HAVE NO REGRETS


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Someone here in the library smells like oatmeal cookies and now I'm really craving them


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Is there something going around town? The library staff are being extremely germ-conscious, they literally scrub everything in the library down when it's getting close to closing time. I have been going here for years and I have never seen this before, even when really bad things like that one horrendous stomach bug was going around. Hmmmm...


message 11712: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Jun 03, 2018 02:39PM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Here are my CelestiaxChihiro headcanons! I figured I'd get all of the dating simulators out of the way before I move onto actual animes. Yes I know these three games have animes but they aren't very good. I've only seen two of them but still lol

Celestia fulfilled her dream of living in a European castle. she fills her life with beautiful, aesthetical, fancy things and lives the life of a Victorian lady. she has thousands of servants and bodyguards at her disposal. she also sleeps around a lot and is the cause of many affairs but she doesn't really seem to care. she probably has a lot of children she doesn't remember the father of whom she just gives up for adoption

Chihiro became a famous A.I. expert who specializes in making lifelike A.I.s that can be talked to like a real person. all of his friends recognize his business' robots because they all carry the title of 'Fujisaki Tech'

they met again in Europe and Celestia informed Chihiro she bought one of his beautification robots. the two decide to have a night of fun just for the heck of it and never talk to each other again for several months

after finding out she's pregnant she orders Chihiro to take responsibility for it and without much of a choice he moves in with her and becomes her servant but he continues to work on his projects in a smaller lab

Chihiro wears male clothing as an adult, though he's still not very confident in them. a lot of times it's because Celestia makes him

the two got married in an extremely elaborate wedding because Celestia would not have it any other way. it was modeled after Queen Victoria's own wedding and Celestia even wore an identical dress to the former queen's, while Chihiro was dressed like Prince Albert. she didn't invite anyone to the wedding, but their old classmate Makoto showed up because he was nice. the two hid it, but they were really happy Makoto took time out of his schedule to see them get married

she is known as Celestia Ludenberg to strangers, Celestia Fujisaki to her friends and only to her husband is she known as Taeko Fujisaki

their daughter is known as Super Duper Highschool Level Robotist. she loves tinkering with robots and wants to make one specially designed for a persons' individual needs. she is also an amazing hacker and computer expert. oh and a great gambler too. basically don't try to bet anything related to games or computer with this girl because you will lose

she has a fake name too and dislikes being called by her Japanese name

she actually dislikes her father a lot. she admires his intelligence in technology, but she thinks that is all he is good for. she hates how he is weak and timid. she also believes men are supposed to be submissive to women from watching how her own mother treats her father

Chihiro is still Celestia's servant. he has to pamper her and make all of her meals for her and do everything perfectly the first time

she's surprisingly faithful to him but she expects him to also tend to all of her sexual needs which can get pretty extreme

Celestia makes all of her daughter's clothing. she hasn't made a business out of selling her clothes like she originally planned but she still sews in her free-time. Retta now has a strong dislike for anything that her mother hasn't made. she makes gothic suits for Chihiro too but he doesn't wear them very often

Chihiro actually really loves his daughter and spends all of his free-time with her and dislikes how she got her mother's personality. when he's busy at work she is taken care of by her mother's servants or her father's robots since her mother is rarely around as well

instead of celebrating Christmas they celebrate Yule because Celestia thinks it sounds fancier. they do an old-fashioned Christmas straight out of a Victorian story-book. of course the servants decorate the manor while everyone is asleep and Chihiro is the only one who thanks them afterwards. the two ladies of the house get spoiled with gifts and then an old-fashioned dinner is made complete with roast duck

the house they all live in is a massive old European castle that overlooks a forest; it is on top of a hill. it has been remodeled somewhat to fit modern accommodations, as well as have a garage attached for Chihiro and Retta to work in, but that's it

Chihiro is still in contact with his old friends, Celestia is not

Chihiro has actually developed a taste for fine dining due to his wife. he never thought he'd see the day when he scolded a maid for not making his caviar properly. of course he apologized afterwards

Celestia's engagement ring is made of real gold and has a real diamond on top. she also has a matching diamond necklace

the three of them can speak multiple languages. Celestia knows Japanese, English, French, Italian, Russian, and German, Chihiro knows Japanese, English, and French, and Retta knows all of her mother's languages aside from Russian and Italian

Retta played a lot outside with one of the servants or went to a lot of theme parks, zoos, waterparks, etc. her parents were hardly with her though so in the photo album it's mainly just her with whichever servant took her that day

when Celestia feels she is being ignored by Chihiro, she loudly breaks something to get his attention. if that fails, then she threatens to destroy one of his creations. that works every time

both Chihiro and Celestia are much taller than they were in school. Celestia wears larger heels to make herself look even taller. she has longer hair she wears up in an elaborate bun and her dress is even longer and she wears gloves. Chihiro on the other hand still has the same length of hair and the same style but he wears professional business-suits or gothic Victorian suits to match Celestia especially out in public

he has learned how to make her milk tea perfectly. now he can do it in his sleep-and often does. he drinks it every so often himself but both his wife and daughter drink it every chance they get

their idea of a perfect date is a rowboat ride out in the middle of a lake-being rowed by a servant, of course. Celestia has a fancy lacy parasol and the two would bring a picnic to eat after the boat ride. Chihiro would excitedly tell Celestia about every single fish he could recognize in the water while she leaned back and closed her eyes, enjoying the beautiful sounds of nature


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Wow I wrote a lot for that ship. I'm not obsessed with them, I swear lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Whoops I edited it to include a headcanon I forgot earlier~


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments My mom paid my large library fee and even though she's not mad, I can tell she's very disappointed in me. She told me she was going to use that money to buy me that game and a pizza and now I don't get either. She also said I shouldn't check out any more books.

And you know what? I'm disappointed in myself too. Everytime I think I'm fine, something happens and I'm either unable or unwilling to go to the library. And then the fines all pile up because of the large amount of books I have. I actually hate myself for getting to this point. If I just sucked it up and brought my stuff back, this summer I could've had books AND a game. I never would've been bored. And I'm not going to disobey my mom and get more books because that's not going to do anything. She'd get over her anger but I never would. No, I can clearly never learn from this. I have been given so many chances to learn my lesson and I've never learned it. So I'm not going to check out any more books until I go to college or get a job or whatever and I can pay for my own fines out of my own pocket. I don't care how miserable I am in the meantime. I dug my own grave. It's been dug for a long time now, it's about time I freaking lie in it.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Me: "I think he went to a Catholic school because his old school had the name 'Saint' in it and that usually means some kind of religious school,"

Mom: "Oooooh, do you think that's hot? They're not allowed to touch themselves in Catholic school, you know! They get a slap on the wrist with a ruler!"


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments That's really mature, Liz. I'm glad you're do8ng that. I hope I didnt sound shaming >.< I just think it's admirable you're wanting to take a responsibility like that and a burden off your mom


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments It's not really a responsibility. It's more like me punishing myself for refusing to learn a lesson.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments And in doing so, you are learning to be more responsible.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I still won't learn my lesson. I'll just go right back to ignoring my due dates.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Perhaps, perhaps not. Only time will tell. And at leaat you're WANTING to change. That's the first step.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments 'I didn't say you were blinded by Satan, one of my friends said that'

Yeah, well the fact that one of your friends said that says so much about you. Like I would never, EVER befriend someone who went around telling other people they disagreed with that they were 'blinded by Satan' I don't care how much I had in common with them


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Perhaps, perhaps not. Only time will tell. And at leaat you're WANTING to change. That's the first step."

I've been wanting to change for a while now. But I never cared enough. If I've wanted to be like this for nearly a year now, but have never done anything about it, what makes you think this time will be different?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Why do the Alderamin on the Sky AMVs have so many views??? I can assure you not that many people have seen that anime or read the books, let alone even heard of it. It's just so strange to me lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Time to work on some fanfics!

Time to work on any fanfic aside from the one my mom wants from me!!


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I feel bad since Mom genuinely seems to take this fanfic seriously. She even suggested that I use her USB cord so I can easily write it at the library and transport it home. She never lets anyone touch or use her USB cord.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Untitled: In 1940's Japan, MC does his job to help out the war effort by working in a factory. It is a dull existence but it is all he's ever known. One day, however, his life flips upside-down when he finds a ragged piece of cloth underneath a rock and plunges many years backward in time-ending up in Iran when it was owned by the Russian Empire. A princess who is just as confused by his arrival as he is decides to help him adjust to the language and culture, passing him off as a visiting Dutch-Japanese trader. The longer he stays in this era, however, the more he wonders: why was he brought there? How is his old time faring? And can he even go back home again? And after getting close to the princess and her family, he has to ask himself a new question: does he even want to go back home again?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments These headphones don't work very well....


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments So walking to the library I saw a giant opened box of ramen and it was filled with ramen packets and I was so confused because it was just sitting next to a tree and I wasn't sure whether I was allowed to take one or not??? So I just left it alone but it was still strange to me.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I think there's a new season of Code;Realize??? I'm not surprised since there's multiple games but I think there is because FUNimation announced there were thirteen episodes the other day instead of the twelve it had already had. And I'm looking at GIF sets and I'm seeing scenes I've never seen before? I'm going to look into this.

Honestly I think it's strange they made a new season, if that is what this is, seeing as how they killed off their two villains previously. I wish they hadn't done that. Yes, I know you're not supposed to ship Finis and Cardia but even if they weren't going to redeem him, killing him off and then making a new season seems really cheap. And Isaac is dead now too, so are they just going to make a new villain? I sure hope not since nobody was as good of a villain as Isaac or Finis since they were extremely personal to Cardia. Nobody they could create could even come close to them.


message 11732: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Jun 05, 2018 04:46PM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments gemstone asks

amethyst: do you think age is needed for maturity?
I don't think so. I think a young child could be just as mature as an older person. It all depends on their life experiences.

aquamarine: do you believe the future is predetermined?
Not really. The future is always changing based on what choices we make.

bloodstone: what words are most comforting to you?
"Are you finished? Are you okay?" I don't know why though lol

diamond: how important is money to you?
Very important. I don't like how I have to go hungry so often. It's not right.

emerald: is there anything you want to last forever?
My friendships

garnet: list three of your passions
History, writing, Japanese culture

jasper: if you could revive a spirit, who would it be?
My late great-grandmother.

moonstone: what family do you want in the future?
A loving family. With a spouse and three or four children.

opal: do you keep secrets forever?
If I have to.

pearl: are you stereotypically feminine?
Oh heck yes.

peridot: how old do you want to live to?
At least eighty-five.

ruby: what kind of love do you value the most?
Familial/friendship

sapphire: if you could control one element, what would it be?
Water

topaz: are your current relationships with others healthy?
I hope so....

tourmaline: do you like the idea of having a guardian angel?
I actually do! I'm not a Christian yet I still feel like I have a guardian angel watching over me.

turquoise: how often do you lie?
I lie all of the time. I lie even when I don't have to lie. I lie so much it's actually hard for me to tell the truth.


message 11733: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Jun 05, 2018 05:23PM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Ask me these 〜( ̄▽ ̄〜)

1. List 5 things you want to do before the year ends.
Get enrolled in college, beat the first two Danganronpa games, fulfill my goal of posting one fanfic a month, try alcohol, visit my best friend again

2. What color are your pants?
Right now they're black yoga pants with a pink waistband

3. Favorite motivational quote.
"Haters gonna hate"

4. When was the last time you drank coffee?
I've never drunken it before.

5. What was the last thing you ate?
A peanut-butter sandwich.

6. Favorite animal.
Platypus

7. Favorite song.
Raise Your Glass by P!nk

8. Last movie you watched?
Does Penny Dreadful count? The season finale I watched last night was literally an hour and forty minutes long.

9. Any turn ons?
Girliness, politeness, open mouths

10. Any turn offs?
Bad manners, ignorance or being rude

11. List 4 big words off of the top of your head.
Hippopotamus, distinguished, grotesque, macabre

12. What are some meaningful movies?
I don't know....

13. 2 most important people in your life right now?
My best friend and my mom

14. What are 3 things you want to do before the month ends?
Eat at Subway, get Danganronpa, maybe enroll in college?

15. When was the last time you read a good book?
Last year

16. How long do you study for usually, if you study?
Not for very long unless I am literally being forced to. I can only handle studying for ten or fifteen minutes.

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Liz, Lizzy, Beth, and I used to be called Mahou when I was younger

18. Favorite kind of perfume? (fruity, alluring, etc.)
Fruity perfumes, ones that smell like berries. Or ones that smell like champagne.

19. Do you have any international friends / friends who live out of state?
Yeah, this old Skype group I used to hang out in had a bunch of foreigners in it. I remember I was from Indiana, this Filipino girl was from New York I think, there was a girl from England, and a boy from Brittany. We're still in contact through Tumblr

20. What is something unique that you do every single day?
Make notes of everything I see in downtown that I like

21. If there was a movie based on your life, what would it be called?
'Questions You Never Asked but Don't Regret Being Answered'

22. When was the last time you bought a gift for someone?
I don't remember...I don't really buy gifts for people.

23. Are you a shopaholic?
Yes.

24. What are some songs that always make you feel better?
I'll have to think about it. Almost every song I listen to cheers me up.

25. List 3 activities that you can only enjoy by yourself.
Singing, writing fanfics, and doing makeup

26. If you could live in any biome (and survive) which biome would you live in?
I think I'd like to live in the desert. I don't know why, but something about the desert just appeals to me.

27. How do you like being roused in the morning?
By my alarm clock early in the morning.

28. How was your day? What did you do?
It was okay, I suppose. It was neutral. I went to the library and worked on some fanfics.

29. What did your last text message say?
"Okay!"

30. Do you respond to texts quickly?
It depends on my mood, but normally I'm really fast and reply within a minute.

31. Who was the last person you called?
I think my grandparents

32. List 5 things that are on your wish list.
1. Danganronpa: Reloaded
2. More books
3. Uhhhh...more nail polish?
4. More dolls for me to collect
5. I...don't really want very much to be honest...

33. If you were famous, what do you think you would be famous for?
Being an author

34. Winter or summer?
Summer.

35. What is a quality that all people should have?
Kindness.

36. If you could have a large collection of one item, what would that item be?
Well I already have a large collection of dolls, so can that be my answer?

37. What have you been thinking about lately?
Going to college

38. What is the secret to a happy life?
Don't take it too seriously. Just do whatever you want because nothing matters in the end, including the fact that nothing matters.

39. What are some phrases you say often?
"You know.." "I'm just saying," "Doesn't that make so much sense though?!"

40. Favorite food?
Macaroni and cheese

41. List 3 wishes.
1. More books
2. More money
3. My friends to pay attention to me

42. What are some of your greatest fears?
Being left behind by everyone I care about...

43. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?
A picture of a girl from Danganronpa

44. Most beautiful thing you've ever seen (in real life)?
One morning I opened up the door and saw the most gorgeous, beautiful sunrise I had ever seen. Light pink and orange and yellow. Above the sunrise was a massive and vibrant rainbow that stretched for quite a long time. And it was raining literal ice crystals from the sky that caught the sun/rainbow reflection. It was so beautiful and otherworldly. I told Mom that if fairies lived anywhere, they would live in a world with a sky that looked exactly like that.

45. Spicy food: Like or dislike?
Dislike.

46. Scary movies: Like or dislike?
I like them.

47. Do you like to travel?
A little bit.

48. Any regrets?
Losing my ex-best friend.

49. Do you like rain?
I don't dislike it.

50. What do you spend most of your money on?
Food....

51. Would you rather visit the past or the future?
The past

52. Favorite clothing store?
Hot Topic

53. What is the best advice you can give to those who are feeling down?
"It gets better. You have to believe that. It always does even when it seems like it's far away,"

54. How often do you think about your future? Does it scare you?
I think about my future quite a lot, and at first it actually did used to scare me, but now, it doesn't anymore. I think I'm finally ready to take the next step forward in becoming an adult.

55. What angers you the most?
Really ignorant or naive people

56. When was the last time you got majorly angry?
When my dad said he wanted to see the three of us for the summer and then the very next week went back on his word with some stupid excuse.

57. When was the last time you got really sad?
When I realized I couldn't go to my youth group anymore and how I wasted my time complaining about it before when I should've just sucked it up and gone for the memories.

58. Are you good at lying?
I think so? I used to be really bad when I was younger but I've gotten less obvious, at least.

59. What foreign language would you like to learn?
Hawaiian.

60. How many languages can you speak and what are they?
I can speak two, English and Japanese.

61. How often do you go to parties? If you don't, what do you do instead?
I don't really go to parties simply because I'm never invited. Instead I spend time alone, usually reading or whatever.

62. What books do you plan to read this year?
I'm probably not going to be reading anything this year.

63. Do you have breakfast every morning?
Yes I do!

64. Tell us a secret.
I pretty much originally joined GoodReads just to leave a super snarky and possibly rude comment on someone's negative review of a book that even I disliked but they just didn't understand the main point of the book.

65. How many concerts have you been to?
None.

66. Last hug?
My grandparents

67. Who knows you better than anyone else?
My best friend

68. Baths or showers?
Baths

69. Do you think you're ambitious?
I think so.

70. What song is stuck in your head?
Super Bass by Nicki Minaj

71. Countries you've visited?
None

72. What do you most value in your friends?
Their genuine nature

73. What helps you to sleep better?
Thinking of something relaxing as I'm trying to fall asleep. And my eyes have to be closed during the thoughts.

74. What is the most money you have ever held in your hand?
$85

75. What makes you nervous?
Everything lol

76. What is the best advice you've ever been given?
"You're still young. You don't have to do everything right away."

77. Is it easier to forgive or forget?
It's easier to forgive.

78. First mobile phone?
I haven't had one yet.

79. Strangest dream?
All of my dreams fit into this category lol

80. Best dream?
Most of my fandom dreams

81. Who is the smartest person you know?
I dunno...

82. Who is the prettiest person on tumblr?
I don't know...

83. Do you miss anyone right now?
My best friend

84. Who do you love? Why?
I love my best friend because she has always been there for me.

85. Do you like sharing?
Yes! Sharing is caring!

86. What was the last picture you took with your phone?
I took a Selfie on my mom's iPod the other day.

87. Is there a reason behind everything that happens?
Karma, always spinning and always judging people.

88. Favorite genre of music?
Pop

89. If you had one word to describe yourself, what would it be?
Eccentric

90. Describe your life in 5 words.
Unhinged, annoying, lonely, beautiful, wonderful

91. Describe the world in 4 words.
Crazy, unpredictable, ever-changing, eternal

92. Craziest thing you've ever done?
Maybe gone down a waterslide with my clothes on? Or masturbated in class?

93. First three songs in your favorite playlist?
I don't have a favourite playlist.

94. Are you more creative or logical?
Creative

95. Would you rather lie or hurt someone with the truth?
I think I would much rather lie.

96. What are you most proud of?
How far I've come in life

97. What personality trait do you admire in other people?
Bravery

98. When you imagine yourself as really, really relaxed and happy, what are you doing?
RPing with one of my friends

99. How do you usually start a conversation?
"Hi there! Are you into *mentions whatever they're currently doing* like I am?"

100. What is the best news you could hear right now?
"Elizabeth, look what came in the mail for you!!! I know what you're going to be doing tonight!"


message 11734: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Jun 05, 2018 05:38PM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Fanfic Trope Meme

ficmemes:

Put a number in my askbox and I’ll tell you my thoughts on the trope you’ve asked me about and if I’ve written it myself, or if I ever would

Genderswap
I really like this idea! It can be done very poorly though, and believe me, I have seen some bad takes on this idea, but done right, it can be funny, sexy, shippy, and intriguing. I would definitely like to write something like this in the future.

Bodyswap
Easily one of my most favourite tropes. I have written this before and I am writing several more fanfics with this plot. Again, much like genderswap it can be done very poorly, but done right it can be super hilarious and lead to character development even.

Drunk!fic
Never written it before, but I might if I come up with a really good idea.

Huddling together for warmth
Never written it but it sounds funny.

Shag or die
Same answer as above.

Undercover in a gay bar
Same as above lol

Pretending to be married
And the same answer as above.

First time together
I actually don't think I've written this, as much as I love this trope in other fanfics. If I have written it it was just a small part of the fanfic and not the entire plot. However I do want to explore it more.

Amnesia
I don't think I've written this before. It's an interesting idea and can be really sad and dramatic especially if a ship is involved. I would write it if I got a really good idea.

Crossdressing
Yes!!! I've written this before and will continue to write more of it because I really love it!

Forced to share a bed/fake relationship
I really like this trope. I especially like it when they're characters who normally hate each other in canon. I don't think I've ever written it before but I'd like to.

Mind control
Interesting idea. I haven't written it myself but if I get a good idea I wouldn't be opposed to it.

Handcuffed
YES OMG YES I LOVE THIS TROPE SO MUCH ESPECIALLY WHEN ONE OF THEM HAS GO TO WORK OR A PARTY OR SOMETHING OR EVEN IF THEY JUST HAVE TO PEE IT'S FUNNY AND SEXY AND SHIPPY

Wingfic
There's an entire community in the Hetalia fandom dedicated to this idea, lol. Anyway, I myself haven't written it and I don't think I ever will, actually. Nothing about it really appeals to me.

Mpreg
Ewww, no. I mean, I don't really find it gross as I do more...weird. I don't read it nor do I write it, and I will never write it. However, if other people like it, and I know it has its fans, then good for them.

Mistakenly assumed to be gay
Ooooh this could be really interesting for drama! I've never written it before but I am always open to ideas for it!

Let’s play truth or dare
Interesting idea, never done it myself.

Mary Sue fic
I don't think I've read or written this before. I could see myself writing one of these as a joke or parody, but not because I was being serious.

Aphrodisiacs
I've written a few scenes of this in my previous works, but nothing that focused on it as a plot. I'm not sure if I would dedicate an entire story to this plot either since to me, it seems like there's not much to work with.

Curtain fic
I don't know what this is...I'll have to look it up later when I have more time.

Hurt/Comfort
I really like this one...almost all of my fics have some sort of this aspect in them...enough said.

Apocalypse fic
An interesting AU idea. The only things I've written for this are because the actual series takes place in the apocalypse, but I like it enough to search up AUs for it.

Someone has a baby
It's cute if it's for something I ship. I think I might've written something like this? I forgot. But I've read a few fics like this before.

Telepathic soulbonding
I've never written nor read this before. Sounds like it has potential.

Circus AU
This is another one of my favourites! It wasn't an AU because the characters actually were in a circus, but I have written a fanfic in this vein before for Black Butler. I would love to see more fanfics written with this topic.

Language barrier
Ooooh this could be interesting. I did write a fanfic like this for Hetalia where one of the main plot points was this. I think it's hard to do in some fandoms but I still find it interesting because the characters have to find different ways of interacting with each other.

Historical AU
YES YES YES A THOUSAND TIMES YES ALMOST EVERYTHING I WRITE IS THIS OR HAS VEINS OF THIS I LOVE THIS TROPE SO MUCH GIVE ME SOME MORE I WILL NEVER NOT WRITE THIS


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Oh yeah, Happy Pride Month to everyone!!! My friends and my mom get way more into the month than I do but I want to change that...usually I suggest Sailor Moon for anime fans to watch for Pride Month but I want to suggest something different this year but I can't think of anything....I might do my sexuality headcanons for my favourite characters in one big post on here but I don't know...most of them are just me headcanoning them as bi or pan...though I do have a headcanon for a trans anime character...so maybe I will. It depends on my mood


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Whoa why are Cardia's eyes such a dark blue in the new episode???? Her eyes are an unmistakable colour of green, not blue!! And they were even green in the previous episodes!! Is it supposed to represent that her body isn't poisonous anymore? Because her eye colour had nothing to do with that, she had her mother's eye colour. What the heck Code;Realize


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Oooooh the new designs from Diabolik Lovers Zero finally were revealed and oh my gosh I am in love with the way the Sakamakis look!!! They look pretty much how I was picturing them to be honest

http://cannonette.tumblr.com/post/174...

I'm just so excited since nothing new related to Diabolik Lovers has come out so yeah I'm excited!!!!(the PS4 pack doesn't count since it was just two of the old games in one, it wasn't a new game)

And even the Mukamis look really amazing too!!!

http://cannonette.tumblr.com/post/174...

I don't really like the Tsukinamis at all, even their outfits seem to be really bland. But Kino looks really good even though I'm annoyed that Kino is in this new series? I thought they killed him off in Lost Eden

http://cannonette.tumblr.com/post/174...

But I'm loving the new looks! Now all I need is what Yui looks like and my life will be complete!


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Potential RP Partner: "I don't really want incest in our RPs. No matter how they're related, I want it to be off the table entirely,"

Me: "Awesome," *throws away my Diabolik Lovers OC who is cousin to the Sakamakis*


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I usually don't agree with people who complain about how people are easily triggered by stuff because I don't think we should just go around being racist or homophobic or whatnot just to prove a point. However, I saw a review on here where people were complaining about a historical fiction book saying they needed trigger warnings because the book detailed an extremely upsetting part of WW2.

And you know what? If you can't handle history in its rawest form, then perhaps you should just stay far away from it. History in of itself is triggering. It is disturbing, horrible, harsh, disgusting, and upsetting. Terrible things have happened in history that we deserve to know about and recount so we don't forget about it and repeat it. You don't need freaking 'trigger warnings' on a historical book, fiction or not. And believe it or not, but I agree with simplifying historical events for a younger audience, however, this was an adult book written for an adult audience. There is no freaking excuse for this to happen. And in case you think I'm just being rude, I have a trigger. A major trigger. One that happens quite often in history.

But do I whine about it and demand historians label their books when I come across it? I do not. Why? Because I realize that is a major part of many historical events. History is fascinating but it is also terrible. But we need it in its raw, uncensored form so we can understand it better and learn from it.

And if you can't handle that, then get the fuck out of the kitchen


message 11740: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Jun 06, 2018 04:22PM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Here are my YuixKanato headcanons! Seems like a perfect time to do these with Diabolik Lovers Zero being announced. And then that'll be the last of the dating simulators and I can move onto actual animes!

Kanato ended up being the new Vampire King and being extremely powerful while Yui is his Vampire Queen

I like to imagine that instead of killing his other brothers like in canon, they're allowed to live in the manor but in their own separate wings and they all have their own children and a few even got married or engaged

they themselves have six children which I have talked about on this journal before and therefore I won't go into further detail about them

all of their children are named after desserts. every single one of them

Yui is like the Mukamis, she has been turned into a vampire by Kanato. therefore she still needs food and sunlight but due to her bloodline she still remains somewhat powerful with speed and strength and flying and whatnot. she drinks blood too

their sex is extremely kinky. sometimes it even becomes downright sacrificial which freaks Yui out. and they have sex pretty much every chance they get where-ever they are. they have so many kids because of this

they still look the same as they do in the game despite being in their forties at this point

Kanato makes all of Yui's outfits by hand. as a result she dresses in extremely old-fashioned lolita outifts that look like doll dresses

nobody was invited to their wedding but they still went all-out. they had it in the vampire realm and they were both dressed in dark purple and black. Yui had an extremely-elaborate wedding gown that Kanato made all by himself for her

Yui still loves celebrating holidays but Kanato doesn't understand all of the fuss for stuff like Halloween and Christmas

Yui is also the only one who actually pays attention to the children. Kanato dotes on her but finds their children annoying and is always ignoring them

despite having servants Yui wants to cook a lot of the meals for her family

her engagement ring is a large purple diamond set in gold

her personality has been manipulated due to Kanato's influence. she still has a kind heart but is brattier and has a bigger sweet tooth. she also dislikes humans and laughed when Kanato killed her father in front of her

they still live in the old Sakamaki mansion but a lot of the rooms have been remodeled to fit their children and of course Yui and Kanato merged their old rooms into one

they eat a lot of sweets. Yui dislikes how her children and husband have major sweet cravings and is always trying to hide sweets from them or making them go on diets

Yui takes her children out everywhere. they can only be out at night but she often takes them to the vampire realm and lets them attend fairs, waterparks, etc.

they both have frequent nightmares; Kanato of his family's abuse and Yui of everything she has experienced and also just generic ones of Cordelia

Yui loves hearing Kanato's singing voice and often falls asleep to it because it relaxes her

Yui still loves cooking and shopping and is always dragging Kanato on her various shopping sprees

Kanato seems to actually care for Yui in his own weird way. he dotes on her

the two love apple pie. Kanato has always loved it and he got Yui addicted to it too. Yui has long forgotten her faith, so she doesn't really remember what apples represent, otherwise she'd probably be more concerned

Yui is now known as Yui Sakamaki, Queen of the Vampires

Yui is still in contact with the other Sakamakis and even the Mukamis. however due to Kanato's influence, she easily finds herself with a foggy mind or an overwhelming desire to go find Kanato if she spends too much time with them

also obviously due to the spell, she is absolutely devoted to Kanato and wants to make him happy

both her and Kanato can speak English and a little bit of French and Yui has discovered an interest in Spanish due to living in New Orleans. she can also speak Japanese from her old upbringing

when Kanato feels like he is being ignored by Yui, he throws a childish tantrum to get her attention. even if she scolds him for it, which she does, he still considers it to be a victory

their idea of a perfect date is to spend the day playing with each other. Kanato has a dollhouse he wants to play with with Yui and after the two got bored she would make him a bunch of desserts and watch him eat them. they then would have sex. obviously, it is more of Kanato's idea than Yui's, but she is willing to go along with it because she loves him


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments And I just realized both Finis and Kanato have the same voice actor and they have similar personalities why am I like this lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments For my own reference later:




Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Someone was wearing a shirt that said 'Eat and Get Out' and I know what it actually means but at the same time that sounds vaguely threatening lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I talked with Mom last night about my idea of putting my sexuality headcanons for anime characters in one big post here for Pride Month and she seemed to really like the idea and encouraged me to do it and we talked a little bit about said headcanons because she's interested in stuff like that, especially bisexual representation in anime. So I think I will put that post here after all


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments We also got into a disagreement about demisexuality because I don't believe it's a real thing and she does and she scolded me for having that mindset and I can't believe my mom, who despite being liberal often criticizes a lot of liberal mindsets and thinks a lot of people nowadays are too easily offended, would defend something like that. I even asked her if she knew anyone in real life who was demisexual and when she said she didn't and I tried to say that proved my point she just got annoyed lol. I guess you could say it was a big surprise for me to learn my mom actually thought things like that.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments This one author on GoodReads who started out a huge member of the community and has a bunch of friends has her debut novel coming out today and everyone is praising her and cheering for her and they're all so happy and it made me feel really happy and excited too and I hope that in a year or two when my own debut novel is finally published that my friends will be really happy and cheer for me and keep supporting me on my author journey!


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Do you guys remember that one chick I raved about for like ever ever since I met her last summer, that girl who dressed as Ciel Phantomhive?

Well I got to meet her a few weeks ago because she usually hangs in the library's teen room constantly and uh...she is so not hot when she's cosplaying. Like she's not ugly but her as Ciel Phantomhive is like a hundred and then her as herself is like a six and I kinda feel disappointed by that fact lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments This person keeps spamming the character creation topic in this one group with his characters and for some reason it's really bugging me? Maybe I'm just being weird but I'm getting sick of getting notifications every five/ten minutes of just that.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Dear Wikia: Can you PLEASE decide whether you want to use a character's anime design or game design and use that continuously instead of constantly switching between the two especially when there's an obvious difference between the two designs? And especially when you use the game or anime sprites for other characters and seeing them all mixed together is really jarring?


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