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Then let's start another RP. But I'm probably still going to spend time with Mom because it's something to do.
Fair enough. I won't be mad at you for doing stuff with your mom :PWho are you wanting to use?
I don't know, so you can pick somebody.
My mom found this old book about recipes for younger children and it had a section about food to make for kids who are sick like a lot of those books do and Mom asked if I wanted her to do stuff like making ice cream for a sore throat and a thermos of juice when I'm throwing up and I looked at her weirdly and asked her if she wanted to do stuff like that, why didn't she ever actually do it when we got sick instead of just leaving us to fend for ourselves? Like last July I got a really bad sore throat that even made it hard for me to swallow because of the pain and I asked her if she would give me something cold to ease the pain and she was just like 'nah' The only reason why she gives me Gatorade after stomach bugs is because it rehydrates me quicker and she doesn't want me to die obviously, and even then she only does it when I ask her for some, not out of her own free will.
So I don't know why she's trying to act like a good mother now because if that's what she wanted to do, she should've started doing that from day one. It's a bit too late now to act like you care about things like that, Mom.
constellation asksaquarius: how much water have you had today?
A lot. I have this pink plastic water bottle that's really big and I've had to refill it about four times now.
aquila: if you were a bird, what species would you be?
I'd love to be a peacock, it suits me, don't you think?
canis major: what do you think about hunting?
I don't really have much of an opnion on it...I've known some hunters personally and maybe it's just because where I live, deer are actually considered to be an invasive species, but I don't mind it. I can see why a lot of people would object to it and while I don't condone hunting or endangered animals, if you're doing it as a sport or for food, then it doesn't matter.
Also, deer jerky tastes absolutely amazing.
cassiopeia: post a selfie
Uhhhhh....
cygnus: if you could fly, how much of your time would you spend in the sky?
Probably a lot. I think I would like the sensation so I would likely spend a lot of time up there. But I would also be nervous about storms and things like that.
leo: are you easily brought down by others?
A little bit. I try not to be though because I realize that if people are bringing you down, it just means you're above them. I'm usually sad about it for like an hour and then I completely forget why I was even upset.
lyra: do you play an instrument?
Yes! I can play the trombone.
orion: how strong is your presence?
I don't think it's very strong, but all of my old teachers still remember me. And I don't mean in a 'oh yeah I know their name' way but in a 'let me tell you the funniest thing they have ever said in my class' kind of way. My brothers keep coming home from school with stories my old teachers want to tell me; they pass them along to my brothers to tell me. So I suppose it is strong...
scorpio: will you argue with someone even if you know they won't change their mind?
I think I would eventually give up once I realized they were dead-set on their opnion. I'd likely just ignore them for a while.
ursa major: have you ever encouraged someone to make a bad decision?
I've encouraged my friends to skip certain classes or just skip school altogether, but I'm not sure if this counts since they didn't actually listen to me.
ursa minor: do other people's troubles deeply affect you?
Yes! I'm a very sensitive person and I always get upset whenever any of my friends are in trouble. Even if I can't do anything about it, it still affects me.
school subject asksalgebra: can you empathize with others?
I sure hope so, but seeing as how many people dislike me, I actually most likely probably can't.
art: how do you feel most comfortable expressing yourself?
Cliche, but probably with my writing? I think if you read the things I wrote you would have a good idea of who I am.
calculus: if you don't understand something, are you more likely to give up or try harder?
I keep trying. I tell other people that I've given up when in reality I'll just keep trying. I don't want to give up and then realize how close I was to actually getting it.
chemistry: do you make it obvious when you dislike someone?
Yeah, I always insult them and making jabs about how I'd rather be anywhere else than with them. I also disrespect them and refuse to respect their opinion.
environmental science: is moral fulfillment important to you?
Of course. Why not be satisfied in your life?
geometry: list 3 of your favorite physical traits
Long hair, painted nails, slim figure
government: what's your political stance?
I think liberal Democrat? I've never really bothered to label myself as anything.
history: if you make a mistake once, how likely are you to repeat it?
Not very likely, unless it was a really minor mistake that matters little in the long run. But for really big mistakes, I've never repeated.
literature: do you have a favorite quote?
"Haters gonna hate,"
physical education: post a selfie
Ummmmm....
reading: what's your favorite children's book?
I have no idea why, but The Very Hungry Caterpillar. When we had to read it as part of a project in child development, you should've seen how my face lit up.
science: are there any personality traits you can't stand?
Nativity. There's a little bit of it I can handle but it's an extremely thin line.
writing: write me a poem
trees green
grass grown
flowers blossom
fruit blooms
veggies ripen
sun shines brighter
clouds biggen
sky turns light blue
town turns louder
food tastes better
sweets taste even sweeter
drinks are colder
everything seems perfect
like a snapshot that is forever
every memory will be the best
no matter what you do
that is how you know
summer has come once again
Seventeen Types, Seventeen QuestionsNormal: Do you have any hidden talents?
Maybe my photographic memory?
Fire: Would you consider yourself hot-headed or more even-tempered?
I think I'm a hot-headed person, but not as much as I used to be.
Water: Can you swim? Do you like to swim?
I do know how to swim, and I love swimming!
Grass: Would you say you have a green thumb? What have you grown?
I think I have a green thumb. I've grown lots of things! I've grown blueberries, strawberries, raspberries, green beans, peppers, peas, potatoes, carrots, tulips, and my proudest achievement, a pumpkin.
Electric: What do you think of thunderstorms?
I hate thunderstorms! Well, okay, I don't hate them, per say, but I don't really like them. And severe thunderstorms are super scary!
Flying: How high have you ever been up?
However high an airplane can go, lol
Rock: What is your most precious treasure?
My trombone.
Ground: Are you down to Earth or would you say your head is more in the clouds?
People say I'm down to Earth but I think I'm in the clouds a lot. A lot of times I'm daydreaming and miss a lot of important things as a result.
Poison: What is the most disgusting thing you've eaten?
This chicken Alfredo made by someone at my youth group. It looked amazing but it was extremely salty and easily one of the worst things I've eaten.
Bug: What is your self-esteem like?
I hope it's high! I'm a very confident person.
Ice: Do you have to warm up to people you've just met?
Not really. Maybe if I'm feeling extremely overwhelmed but normally the second I meet someone I'm ready to consider them a friend.
Fighting: Do you prefer hand to hand combat or to fight with a weapon?
I'd much rather fight with a weapon.
Psychic: If you could choose telepathy, telekinesis, or precognition, which one would you choose?
Precognition. I'd always have an idea of what would happen before it actually did!
Ghost: What are you most afraid of?
Being abandoned by people I care about.
Steel: Are you brave or do you easily become nervous or scared?
I'm not brave at all.....I would be terrible in a siutation where I'm forced to be brave. I'm a very nervous person.
Dark: Are you street smart?
I'm not sure....I like to think so but I've never had a chance to really prove it.
Dragon: What is your favourite mythological creature?
Unicorns!
honey: what’s your favorite memory you made this year?When this one girl I wanted to be friends with on GoodReads sent me a friend request! I honestly thought she didn't really notice me or didn't consider me friend material but knowing that she honestly liked me made me feel really happy.
sunshine: 3 things you do to relax
Watch funny things, take a bubble bath, talk to one of my friends.
rain: put your music on shuffle and give a 5 song playlist
Humble by Kendrick Lamar(WELLS Remix)
Jaw Drop by Cash Cash
Flesh by Simon Curtis
Wonderland by Natalia Kills
Fashion by Lady Gaga
lace: what’s your favorite piece of clothing?
Skirts or dresses.
flowers: what’s your favorite outdoor activity?
Swimming or going on nature walks.
roses: what’s your favorite perfume or cologne?
I have this really nice one I think my best friend gave me that smells like berries. I don't know what it's called but I absolutely adore it.
sunsets: give 3 movie recommendations
Uh, Mean Girls, Titanic, and Heathers
blankets: what’s your night routine?
I brush my teeth and hair, check social media and then go to bed. Obviously I change my clothes too if I went out.
thunder: what’s your favorite instrument?
Does percussion count?
ink: favorite thing you’ve written?
This fanfic from Hetalia about Lithuania's life with America in the 1920's, modeled after one of my favourite strips in Hetalia. I don't just love the setting, ship and characters in it, but all of the positive reception I received on it. I feel really proud of it and feel like it is one of my best fanfics.
heartbeat: who’s your best friend?
I don't really want to share her name for security reasons....
sunrise: kisses or hugs?
Kisses.
fairy lights: who was the last person you talked to?
Hunter.
sugar: what’s your favorite snack?
Snack mixes.
wind: what’s your favorite season?
Summer.
trees: favorite thing about your hometown?
How unpredictable it can be.
smiles: who do you go to for comfort?
My best friend.
skyline: the sun, the moon, or the stars?
The stars.
lavender: what color do you find most calming?
Light peach.
Planets: LifeMercury: What’s your full name?
I don't feel comfortable putting this on here...
Venus: What’s your first language?
English.
Earth: Where’s your home?
Bloomington.
Mars: What’s your sexuality?
Biromantic lesbian.
Jupiter: Do you have any siblings?
Yes, two younger brothers.
Saturn: Any pets?
Nope.
Uranus: What’s your hobby?
Writing
Neptune: When’s your birthday?
November 25th.
Pluto: What time is it right now where you are?
11:19 PM
Moon: What are you currently studying/hope to study?
I honestly don't know. I know what I want to have as a job, but I feel so overwhelmed by college classes that I get the feeling I'll want to take as many as I can so I can learn a bunch.
Stars: Experiences
Sun: Have you ever had alcohol?
I've had a margarita before.
Sirius: Have you ever failed a class?
Yeah.
Rigel: Have you ever gone on a rollercoaster?
Yeah! I've ridden tons of rollercoasters before!
Deneb: Have you ever been out of your home country?
I wish.
Arcturus: Have you cried out of something other than sadness?
Yes, I've cried out of anger, happiness, disgust, and my biggest memory is when I cried from confusion once.
Betelgeuse: What’s something you can never forget about?
The worst thing I've probably done...
Aldebaran: What’s something you care desperately about?
My friends...
Canopus: Have you ever broken a bone?
Yup, lol
Bellatrix: Have you ever been forced to lie/keep a secret?
Yup.
Alphard: Have you ever lost a friend?
Yes....
Vega: What’s something you’ve done that you wish you hadn’t?
Insulted someone really harshly just because they kept hanging out with my ex-best friend, and I was feeling particularly bitter that day.
Constellations: Favourites
Centaurus: Favourite holiday?
Christmas.
Orion: Favourite month?
June.
Cassiopeia: Favourite book?
The Crown's Game.
Delphinus: Favourite study?
Metereology; the study of weather.
Hercules: Favourite instrument?
Can percussion as a whole count as one instrument?
Gemini: Favourite song?
We R Who We R by Ke$ha
Pegasus: Favourite place to be?
The library.
Libra: Favourite colour?
Pink.
Phoenix: Favourite thing to wear?
Skirts or dresses
Aries: Favourite movie?
Mean Girls
Cygnus: Favourite weather?
Sunshine.
Hydra: Favourite sound?
Sci-fi ambienance.
Galaxies: Love/Friends
Milky Way: Who’s your oldest friend?
I....don't know. I suppose Hunter-senpai because she's twenty-one/twenty-two at this point.
Andromeda: Do you consider yourself social?
Yes! I like to think I'm a very social person!
Black Eye Galaxy: Do you believe in love at first sight?
I do.
Cartwheel Galaxy: When was your first kiss?
I haven't had my first kiss yet.
Cigar Galaxy: How’s your flirting skills?
How about you come and see? ;)
Comet Galaxy: Have you ever had to leave a relationship because someone changed too much?
No.
Pinwheel Galaxy: Would you date the last person you talked to?
Probably. If they wanted to date me, that is.
Sombrero Galaxy: Do you have a crush right now?
Nope.
Bode’s Galaxy: Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Yes.
Sunflower Galaxy: Would you date/make friends with someone out of pity?
I actually would...not like I've ever pitied someone.
Tadpole Galaxy: Would you deny a relationship/friendship?
If I believed people would get hurt as a result of it, then yes I would.
Whirlpool Galaxy: Have you ever cried over a breakup?
I don't think I cried when I broke up with my ex-boyfriend.
Other stuff: Wishes
Comet: What’s your big dream?
Becoming famous.
Asteroid: What does your dream life look like?
A pink mansion by the beach with a hot pink Ferrai with pink leather seats inside. Lots of pink, purple, peach, and gold furniture in my house. I would have servants taking care of my every need and I'd make them all cosplay as my favourite anime characters. Even I would cosplay a bunch because I could afford it, or wear really fashionable designer clothes, or old-fashioned Victorian dresses. I'd also have a trophy husband/wife who was super attractive and wore a lot of pink faux fur. Even though I would live by myself, I would send massive amounts of money every month to my best friend and her boyfriend so they too could carefree, and I'd also send a bunch of money to my mom and brothers too so they'd never have to worry about food ever again.
Meteor: What’s something you wish you could tell, but can’t?
The worst thing I've ever done, or one of the worst. I can't tell it because I'm afraid of all the social stigma I'll likely receive for it. I've also doomed my next life to be something horrible as a result.
Nebula: If you could undo one thing in your life, what would it be?
My parents getting divorced.
Shooting Star: If you could bring back one thing, what would it be?
Guys wearing pink. It's not as much of a thing as I wish it was.
Pulsar: What do you hope to do in the next 10 years?
Write a bestselling book.
Supernova: What’s one thing you want to do before you die?
Visit another country. Doesn't even really matter what country it was.
Quasar: If you could spend the rest of your life with only one person, who would it be?
I'd like it to be my best friend.
Wormhole: What’s something you wish would happen, but know won’t?
My ex-best friend wanting to spend time with me again.
Black Hole: What’s the last thing you want to see?
The last thing I want to see before I die? A beautiful sunrise.
meme asksdickbutt: do you avoid topics that might make others uncomfortable?
It depends. If I don't respect the person, then I don't care at all if I'm making them feel uncomfortable. But if they're my friend, then I try to avoid those topics. But I don't normally talk about super controversial things anyway, so.
doge: what pets do you want?
Maybe another hamster?
get out me car: can you drive?
No, lol
luigi death stare: if you dislike someone, how can they tell?
I refuse to respect their opnion or anything they say, I constantly insult them and put them down, making really low jabs and mention how much I want to leave their sight.
madden gifs: do people around you take you seriously?
I hope so! I know I joke around a lot, but I would really hate it if my friends thought everything I said was a joke, you know?
minerals: what can't you live without?
Music, I've learned. I'm totally okay with not being able to use the computer much, but I need a source of music or I will explode.
noot noot: if you don't know what to say, are there any filler words or noises you overuse?
I say a lot of 'ummmm's and 'like's and as for noises, I tend to tap my fingers or make sucking noises with my mouth.
not all men: when people are ignorant, do you try to educate them?
It depends. If they're already really firm in their opnion, then educating them won't help, but if they're just clueless, then I'll try to educate them in the area they're slow in.
nyoom: do you enjoy going fast?
Yes! As long as I'm expecting it and I can be in control of the speed.
skeleton war: what do you expect to happen when you die?
I will be judged to see if I have more good karma or bad karma, and then I will be reincarnated into my new life accordingly. I do not think I have reached Enlighment yet.
slime man: have you ever played a prank on someone?
I've played lots of pranks on people. It was more of something I did when I was younger though. Adults aren't very receptive to pranks.
spoopy: what words do you frequently misspell or misuse?
I always mispell pregnancy. Not sure if it counts because it seems a lot of people have problems with that word though.
starter pack: describe your typical outfit
Jeans, sneakers, a fancy blouse, jewelry
sure jan: in what situations do you lie?
If I'm asked a question that has an embarrassing answer, or if I was out doing something I shouldn't have been doing.
cryptozoology asksbigfoot: do you believe in yourself?
I do! At least, I think I do....
chupacabra: what's your favorite drink?
Fruit punch
hellhound: what do you expect to happen to you when you die?
I'll be judged to see if I had more good karma or bad karma based on choices I made in my previous life, AKA this one. If I have more good karma, then I'll be reincarnated into a really good existance, such as a teacher or a cow. If I have more bad karma, then I will be reincarnated into a bad existance, such as a snake. I will have to get a large amount of good karma to get a better existance next life. I haven't reached Enlightment yet.
jackalope: do you have any conflicting characteristics? what?
Most likely the fact I consider myself to be better than literally everybody else, yet I'm also a compassionate/sensitve person and can't deal with people being mean to others.
jersey devil: what are your least favorite sounds?
Alarm clocks, TV static/frequency problems, loud eating
kappa: do you have strong morals?
Yup. What I believe, I stick firmly to, mainly because for a lot of things in life, I don't feel very strongly for either way.
kelpie: are you nurturing?
I like to think so, since I want to be a mother one day.
kraken: is your personality more twisted or innocent?
A little bit of both? I'm a really twisted person but I have an innocent way of seeing the world and going about things, like I tend to refer to boy parts and girl parts as 'strawberries' and 'hot-dogs' in normal conversation and then become really vulgur in an RP or something. A lot of people think my innocent way of describing things is really off-putting.
loch ness monster: have you ever faked anything for attention?
Yeah, I've faked injuries and illnesses to make people comfort me and pay attention to me, or I've lied about an existing condition and tried to make out to be way worse than it actually was.
Spoiler alert: it has never worked for me.
mermaid: how do you define beauty?
It makes you stop in your tracks and take another look. Not just a quick glance, but a deeper look, a look that will take time. And even if you look for the rest of your life, you could never truly be satisifed, for true beauty is always changing, always challenging you in new ways.
mongolian death worm: what would be the worst form of torture to you?
Having my limbs tied down, rendering me immobile, and then having my mouth forced open and liquids being poured into it or solids being forced into it. I would be horrified because of the choking risk, and also the sheer helplessness of it. I've had numerous nightmares about this very thing.
mothman: do you prefer being high up or close to the ground?
I like being close to the ground purely because I'm not really given a lot of chances to be up in the air.
wendigo: would you rather eat human flesh or starve to death?
If it got to that point....I'd probably end up eating human flesh. Anything to survive, am I right?
yeti: if you were a cryptid, where would you live?
The ocean! My favourite cryptid lives in a lake, not an ocean, but hey, it still counts.
Make me admit stuff?snorillaz:
calm-reef:
1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?
Maybe.
2. You talked to an ex today, correct?
No.
3. Have you taken someones virginity?
Nope.
4. Is trust a big issue for you?
Yes. Unless I approach someone, I don't believe one's friendship is genuine.
5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?
I don't 'like' anyone.
6. What are you excited for?
My grandparents coming tomorrow.
7. What happened tonight?
Mom made plans for all the meals she's going to make once we have money, and she asked for my input on some of them.
8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?
Not really? Like they can do whatever they want. Hell, I'm probably going to be one of those girls when I start drinking.
9. Is confidence cute?
Hell yeah.
10. What is the last beverage you had?
Water.
11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?
Just one.
12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?
Yes! I own lots of pairs, actually.
13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?
It's Saturday night right now, lol. I was hoping to watch anime with my mom, but I think those plans busted.
14. What are you going to spend money on next?
Ooooh, maybe a sandwich from Subway? I hope?
15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?
Nope.
16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?
Yes. I hope to become more responsible.
17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?
My mom.
18. The last time you felt broken?
When my ex-best friend partnered up with someone she absolutely despised just so she wouldn't have to work with me.
19. Have you had sex today?
I wish.
20. Are you starting to realize anything?
I have done so little in my life, and being an adult is just making me more paranoid about that fact.
21. Are you in a good mood?
I am a little bit.
22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?
It depends if I was sure the sharks were harmless.
23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?
Nope, I have Grandma Lorraine's eyes.....for some reason.
24. What do you want right this second?
A big, salty pretzel with a size of cheese to dip it in.
25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?
I would be surprised, but I would eventually get over it if it seemed they truly loved that person.
26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?
Yeah.
27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?
If they had other amazing qualities, then sure! After all, not everyone can be as funny as me.
28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?
A joke about Italy's role in the two world wars.
29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?
I miss my best friend, does that count?
30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?
Yes.
31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?
Of course not! He can get really annoying sometimes, but I don't hate him.
32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?
I don't have feelings for anyone right now.
33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?
I drink it very rarely, and even then I don't like Coke or Pesi at all.
34. Listening to?
Flesh by Simon Curtis.
35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?
I do when I take notes.
36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?
At her house, I imagine.
37. Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yes.
38. Who did you last call?
My best friend I believe.
39. Who was the last person you danced with?
I don't remember...
40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?
To see if I could get away with it.
41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?
A week or so ago when Mom made them for my baby brother's birthday.
42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?
No.
43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?
I don't think so.
44. Do you tan in the nude?
No, but I do tan in a bathing suit, does that count? I've also tanned in my underwear before.
45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?
No.
46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?
Nope.
47. Who was the last person to call you?
I think my grandparents?
48. Do you sing in the shower?
Sometimes. I also recite Vines or other funny videos to myself in the shower.
49. Do you dance in the car?
If the song is really good.
50. Ever used a bow and arrow?
No.
51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?
For my senior band portrait.
52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?
I love musicals! So no.
53. Is Christmas stressful?
Not really. I mean, it is a little bit because we travel and have to spend the night in a hotel room, but the fact we're all together makes up for it.
54. Ever eat a pierogi?
No, but my mom makes them a lot for dinner.
55. Favorite type of fruit pie?
Apple.
56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?
A princess, a ghost hunter, a singer, a meteorologist, a storm chaser, a nurse
57. Do you believe in ghosts?
Yes.
58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
I get those almost weekly!
59. Take a vitamin daily?
No, my mom won't buy them for me.
60. Wear slippers?
Sometimes. I have about four pairs of slippers so when I do decide to wear them, I have a small variety to choose from.
61. Wear a bath robe?
Nope.
62. What do you wear to bed?
Pajamas.
63. First concert?
Never went to one before.
64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?
Target.
65. Nike or Adidas?
Nike.
66. Cheetos Or Fritos?
Fritos.
67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?
Peanuts.
68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?
Our Song!
69. Ever take dance lessons?
Nope.
70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?
I have no idea why, but I see them as either being a teacher like me or some sort of social service.
71. Can you curl your tongue?
I think so?
72. Ever won a spelling bee?
Nope.
73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
Yes! The very first Valentine's Day card my ex-boyfriend made for me, I started to cry from how overjoyed I was. He surprised me with it and it was the first time someone had put in a lot of effort for me.
74. What is your favorite book?
The Crown's Game by Evelyn Skye.
75. Do you study better with or without music?
I'd say with, although sometimes I can get distracted if I love the song.
76. Regularly burn incense?
No.
77. Ever been in love?
I thought I was.
78. Who would you like to see in concert?
Demi Lovato.
79. What was the last concert you saw?
I've never been to a concert before.
80. Hot tea or cold tea?
Neither, but since I've actually drank both, I'd say cold tea.
81. Tea or coffee?
Neither.
82. Favorite type of cookie?
Chocolate-chip.
83. Can you swim well?
Yeah.
84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
Yup!
85. Are you patient?
Somewhat, but if I'm really excited for something, I have a hard time actually waiting for it.
86. DJ or band, at a wedding?
A DJ! I've always dreamed of having an event with a DJ!
87. Ever won a contest?
Not entirely alone.
88. Ever have plastic surgery?
No, but I've been thinking about getting a boobjob.
89. Which are better black or green olives?
Black olives, green olives are literal Satan spawn.
90. Opinions on sex before marriage?
It's their business....I'm pretty neutral towards it. If they truly believe they love each other, then what's stopping them? As long as they're safe about it and everything of course.
91. Best room for a fireplace?
The living room.
92. Do you want to get married?
Absolutely! It has been a dream of mine ever since I was little, and I've had my own wedding planned ever since I was like five.
My grandparents said they're too tired to come today too! I don't want to say this because it's bad, but....they're being really selfish. They're probably just lying so they won't have to give us the money because they're those people who think people should take care of themselves and not rely on others. But we're in desperate need of food. I hate how my brothers are off school next week. They're just going to shove anything edible into their mouths like always. Once they eat all the actual food that's left they're just going to eat stuff like sugar and things like that. I've seen them do it. I want them to go to their youth group this week and next week at least so they can actually have food but they'll just throw a fit over it. I get the feeling if we lived in the olden days I would've starved to death long ago. I often hide food from them but sometimes they find it and eat it and Mom doesn't even care! Like last summer I hid the last packet of Cheez-Its because it was literally the only thing left for me to eat. My baby brother, despite having already had dinner, stole it and ate it. And my mom didn't even care!!!!! I told her to punish him and she just shrugged and said whatever.
And what am I supposed to do about this? It's not like I can just make a GoFundMe account for groceries. There's lots of stupid things on that website but I feel like that would literally get me laughed right off the website. Nobody wants to pay for the groceries of a poor person. I can just see it now. They'd tell me to get a job. Or they'd tell my mom to get a job, even though it's none of their business. And even when I do get a job, it's still not going to be enough to buy food for everyone.
I'm just really angry right now. Maybe I'm the selfish one because I keep demanding food and not actually trying to work for it. Then fine, let me starve to death. But I don't like how my grandparents know how desperate we are for money and food and keep putting it off under the excuse of being 'too tired'. I feel like if they genuinely wanted to help us, they would come here regardless. I mean, they're literally just dropping off money. Nobody's asking them to hang out for several hours.
I have to wait for Mom to wake up so she can make the only food we have left; lemon pasta. It's pasta that tastes like lemon and garlic. It doesn't sound very good but I'm pretty much ready to eat literal garbage at this point. I won't get anything else to eat tonight if I don't eat it so I'll eat it. It'll likely be the only thing I eat tonight. And God only knows what we're eating tomorrow...literally. Or for the whole rest of the week, and the week after that. I don't want to go to the library hungry.....I just don't.....at the very least you need energy to walk......
I think I'm going to get off GoodReads for now...I feel really dizzy from my hunger. I have some RPs to respond to but I literally can't think straight right now. After I eat dinner I might come back and respond but currently I feel like I'm going to snap at everybody and nobody deserves that.
That's a good idea.I think I deserve it...I'm terrible to people, I realize now.
It literally has nothing to do with you. Please stop putting yourself down constantly.
Seriously dude.
Well we had an argument then you said you were getting off because you might snap at everyone. How was I supposed to know that wasn't because of me? *Shrugs*
Maybe some common sense? Maybe if you actually were worried about that you'd ask me if it was specifically because of you or not instead of just assuming?
I don't have much,if any common sense :\
I found a can of corn! I started to eat that. I feel a little bit better, even though the corn is really hard to chew for some reason....
When's the best by date?
Oh, I didn't even look at that. But I'm sure they're not spoiled.....
Mom said I could try fasting for the next few days instead of forcing myself to eat food I don't like. She meant it in a nice way and said lots of people fast and that it usually makes them feel good afterwards. As long as I drank water during it, I wouldn't die from not eating food for a few days. I told her I wasn't sure I was even able to do that because I wouldn't be able to deal with feeling hungry and lightheaded all of the time. The longest I've managed to go without food is a day...I don't think I could handle any more.
My mom showed me a BDSM comic and I blame her for my sexual awakening from it where I realized I'm totally and absolutely and unapologetically into people stepping on each other Now all I want is for my favourite characters to just step on me
Why am I like this
Stepping on each other like...with their feet or figuratively?
With their feet. Like someone lies on the ground and then someone else steps on them.
You could totally do that to me, just not on my stomach.
I don't want to step on other people. I just want people to step on me, sorry.
Lol 
I can't shake the feeling that something really great is going to happen soon!!! The last time I felt this good, my cousins visited us totally out of the blue!!! Who knows what this good feeling is predicting this time?!
My mom and I were talking about how there's barely been any tornadoes this year anywhere in the nation. There's been some, yes, but May is one of the most active months for tornadoes and it's been dead when compared to other Mays. May last year was an extremely active tornado month. April is often an active month too. In my area, we've barely had storms this year. The few thunderstorms we have had have been very weak and short-lived. And when severe threats are planned for our area, or really anywhere in the U.S., there's either a very low tornado threat or none at all. And it's not like the weather isn't cooperating. The weather is perfect for creating tornadoes. I randomly mentioned when I was doing Tumblr questions, one of the questions was 'write down some wishes you have for the world as a whole' and one of the wishes I had was 'fewer or no tornadoes' or something like that because I don't want tornadoes to affect anyone in the U.S. because nobody likes them. And then all of a sudden tornado activity decreases majorly? Mom said I did that and while I don't really believe that, I also don't really want to call it a coincidence since it's not really. Science can't explain what's happened.
So maybe I did cause a decrease in tornadic activity all because of some silly thing I wrote on the Internet. Regardless of whether I caused it or not though, I'm sure as heck not going to question it too deeply. I like not having severe weather.
Mother nature is.too busy with her volcanos probably
Volcanoes aren't weather events dude lol they're geographical which is a totally different area of science
I'm kidding :p but they're part of the Earth, which is controlled by Mother Earth, no? :p
I was joking too, you know :P
There's so many animes coming out lately that take place in the 1920's but hey it's not like I'm complaining at all. The Roaring Twenties are my second favourite fashion decade I can't even begin to describe how many characters I've made that wear 1920's clothing and how much 1920's accessories Mom has made for me
Okay, hardly anyone in my family has the same last name. You will not believe how confused I was for the majority of my life when people made jokes about how when cousins marry, they keep the same last name that you have. Because if I married one of my cousins on Aunt Hilary's side than my last name would become Williams. And then I realized that is only if your cousins' father is your uncle, not your aunt....
My grandparents want to make up for not visiting the past two weeks, so on Saturday they're taking us out for a picnic in the park. They're going to get KFC and everything.
I hate those people who seem proud of the fact they've given up on humanity or take pride in the fact they hate people. I want to say they're horrible, bitter people but it's not like they care. And I'm not exactly the most cheerful person around either but I genuinely care about humans and I can't imagine how little of a heart you must have to genuinely say 'fuck the human race' and mean it. Clearly, you don't have a heart at all, as having even a tiny bit of a heart would imply sympathy and compassion which you don't have.
It's storming right now.
My GoodReads is busted.
What happened?
It just displays a broken HTML version of the site that makes it hard to reply to things.
My mom is making me look up hot fanart of Danganronpa characters.This is my legacy lol
it's personal
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Where were you trying to talk to me? You've been gone most of the day...and I thought our RP was finished?