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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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May 09, 2018 09:15PM
I was reading some older RPs of mine in this one group and I kept saying that to people lol This one girl kept telling me I didn't have to constantly apologize.
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I think it's storming. It was supposed to storm earlier, obviously, but it never did. But it looks like it might storm at least for a little bit these next few hours.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I think it's storming. It was supposed to storm earlier, obviously, but it never did. But it looks like it might storm at least for a little bit these next few hours."Got our rain here earlier
It stormed for half an hour before moving on. There was super heavy rain but no hail or anything like that, that I could see anyway. It made our lights flicker.
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I remember the first time I threw up in school. It was in third grade and before, I had seen other kids throw up in school and it had happened in shows and books I liked but it never seemed like something that would happen to me. I went to school normally, feeling fine. And then at breakfast, I was unable to eat what was one of my favourite things to eat for breakfast because I just felt....off. Like I couldn't figure out why, but I had no appetite and not a lot of energy. So I thought it'd be fine if I didn't eat breakfast and just went to class. I felt a little bit better in class but at about nine am we all lined up to use the bathroom and I felt the telltale sign I almost always feel when I'm about to throw up and grabbed my throat. There was a trash can a few feet away from me so I ran over to that and started to throw up orange chunky vomit into it. The class just stared at me and the teacher called the nurse. I was afraid of the kids making fun of me but some of them just asked me if I was okay. The teacher even asked me if I wanted someone to walk me to the nurse's office but I said I was fine. I carried the trash can with me and the nurse gave me another one so I just sat down with two different trash cans in front of me. Mom came to get me a while later and I was taken home, which I was annoyed at because I didn't throw up or feel sick for the remainder of the day, but I still had to be at home. The next day at school everyone had seemingly forgotten I had even thrown up at all.
Uh, I tried to play Lies of Asaroth and my server wasn't selectable like it normally is from the menu???? Which means I'll have to start a whole new game again if I click on a new server and I had already gotten so far and don't want to do that again. Please tell me they're just doing maintenance on my server and that's why it's not there.
Lol I found that handwritten note a librarian gave me a while back. Mom asked me why I kept it after I got it and I responded with 'why wouldn't I want to keep it?' Basically I was watching a really super funny video in the library and was trying to keep myself quiet but I failed and an older librarian slipped me a note she wrote that said super happily: "Hi!!!! Please keep your giggles down as it disturbs other people. :)"
I accidentally clicked the wrong button and clicked onto the Reddit forum my mom has been reading for the past month now and I decided to read a few topics out of curiosity and I learned it was about people who believe we're all secretly living in a Matrix-like world and that is how things like Deja Vu and coincidences happen, and that the more they try to think about it, the stranger things that happen to them, things that can't be explained normally. Like one poster was so throughly convienced that they had died, but they 'woke up' three years later perfectly fine, there wasn't even any evidence that they had died. And I was teasing my mom for believing such nonsense and after reading some of these posts, I'm not saying I fully believe it like she does, but at the same time, there have been some things in my life that seemed odd, like how sometimes I am the only person to remember an event that other people were so clearly at, like afterwards I would ask them what was the best part of the event, and they'd look at me blankly or say: "I don't know, I wasn't there," when they so clearly were. I don't really want to overthink something like this, but it's interesting, is it not? But it's bad to overthink something like this. I mean, I've seen all the movies.
There are countless things in the universe that can't be explained, both human and not. I don't know why things like that happen, but they do happen for one reason or another
Matrix? Lol that's what my mom would say. That or the parallel universes theory which she also read about on Reddit. That one I actually do believe.
I believe that every decision made creates parallel universes where different decisions are made for the same choice. So like, I had leftover pizza for lunch and alternate universes were created where I had meatballs, boneless chicken wings, hot dogs, etc instead.
The belief she read about stated that there are countless parallel universes, ones so far away from our current reality we can never access them, and ones close to our own reality, so eerily similar that we can unknowingly slip into them for a few seconds or even a few minutes, and then slip back into our own. That is why we often have memories of events that didn't actually happen, in our reality at least. And why some people have memories of certain objects is because others brought them into our universe from their own. The belief also said that time-travelers are slipping into their own parallel universes where history has been altered. That is why our own reality seemingly never changes. I actually do believe that theory.
I can give you the Reddit links to all of these if you're curious.
Freaky stuff like this interests me.Check this out: https://www.historicmysteries.com/gil...
I dunno if you've heard this story, but it's really weird. I've also heard stories of people from parallel universes coming here and then disappearing from existence.
That is literally the sort of thing the theory, and my mom, was referring to!
I guess you're talking about my very last comment and not the link :p
https://www.reddit.com/r/MandelaEffect/ -This Reddit discusses a phenomenon where a group of people remember something differently than everyone else. You remember Candle Cove? Exactly.https://www.reddit.com/r/Retconned/ -This Reddit discusses the Mandela Effect a little bit more, with a focus on more personal stories.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Glitch_in_th... This one is about 'glitches in the Matrix', which I think is pretty self-explanatory? If not I'm sure reading a few of the posts would clear it up for you.
https://www.reddit.com/r/lawofattract... -Not sure if you would be interested in this or not for personal beliefs, but it was in her history and even if you don't believe it, it might still end up be a fascinating read. This is about the 'law of attraction' which is the belief that everyone has 'neutral energy' and if you think positive thoughts and believe them, you will have positive life experiences; likewise if you think negative thoughts and believe them, you will have negative life experiences and thus you literally make your own life. I was actually unaware that Mom had been putting this in mine and my brothers' heads for the past few weeks until I read this. Whenever I said I wanted something, like a library book, she would say: "Close your eyes and picture that. Picture it sitting right there on the shelf. Do you see it, Elizabeth? You do? Now say to yourself: 'The book will be there when I go to the library.' Did you say it? Now, you have to believe it fully with your heart. Believe it fully and it will happen. But if you don't truly believe, then it won't work and the book won't be there."
I'm familiar with the Mandela effect. It's not "Luke, I am your Father" like so many believe. Curious George never had a tail. It's Looney Tunes, not Looney Toons ((I actually thought that one)), etc.At first I thought you meant due to religious beliefs but I see what you mean after reading what you wrote.
The repairman came super late today. I honestly didn't think he was going to come today despite being scheduled to purely because he was likely busy with something else. But he came about half an hour ago. I really hope he's not going to still be working when my brothers get home.
Dude....it's totally Luke I am your father. Watch that scene again lol And yeah, when I realized what Mom was doing to me I felt kinda brainwashed lol. But I actually did follow her advice and the books I wanted at the library were there, and this one snack I wanted at the store, which had been out of stock for weeks, was there when I went too.
Alright, I'll give you that one :P
This computer has literally no right to be as stupidly slow as it currently is.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Alright, I'll give you that one :P"I used to believe it was "Luke I am your father" too, but that's because that's how it's said in pop culture. I'd never actually seen Empire until like, middle school.
Mom: "Well, if it makes you feel better, they say nuclear annihilation is so fast, you don't even realize it's happened," Me: "MOM!"
Mom: "And if we somehow do survive and there's all kinds of RadRoaches and other mutated creatures in the wastelands, well....then you are allowed to say 'I told you so'."
Me: "Mom! What the heck?!"
What was this about?
I literally don't even remember what prompted that conversation. I feel like it came out of nowhere, like a lot of things that Mom says. I mean, she's not wrong, but still lol
Sounds like a conversation we'd have here :D
I slept for a long time last night and I woke up this morning feeling really awake and refreshed! I was so happy! I feel super confident today too!
awesome!WHen'd you go to bed?
I think eight pm? I literally do not remember even falling asleep though lol
A - Available?Yup.
B - Birthday?
November 25th.
C - Crushing on?
Nobody.
D - Drink you last had?
Regular tap water
E - Easiest person to talk to?
Sarah.
F - Favourite song?
How could I pick one? I guess Raise Your Glass by P!nk.
G - Grade I hated?
Seventh grade.
H - Hometown?
Right now I live in Bloomington.
I - Ice cream flavour?
Cookies and cream.
J - Jellybean flavour?
Strawberry.
K - Kissed someone?
Nope.
L- Longest friendship?
My best friend. We've known each other for five or six years now.
M - Milkshake flavour?
Chocolate! Or strawberry.
N - Number of siblings?
I have two younger brothers.
O - One wish?
To never have to worry about basic necessities ever again.
P - Person who called me last?
I think my grandparents did.
Q - Question you’re always asked?
"Why is it the way it is? Why not change it?"
R - Reason to smile?
Being alive every single day.
S - Song I sang last?
Dangerous Woman by Ariana Grande
T - Time you woke up?
Seven in the morning
U - Umbrella colour?
Pink! Or white striped with another colour, like red/white, blue/white, etc. Like those you see at the pool.
V - Very best friend?
I can't say her name for privacy reasons....but my very best friend in real life!
W - Which celebrity I’d marry?
Kesha maybe?
X - X rays I’ve had?
Two, both on my arms.
Y - Your last time you cried?
I don't remember....
Z - Zodiac sign?
Sagittarius
-Taken from one of my friend's journals
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I think eight pm? I literally do not remember even falling asleep though lol"Good grief :P
I went to bed at like 12:15
Like I did my bedtime routine, but after I turned off my light the next thing I knew I was waking up lol
I ended up showering at like 11:45. I'm pushing things back further and further...
I'm glad I went to bed when I did, I wanted to go to the library tomorrow and I wouldn't be able to do that if I woke up late. Or maybe go today, I don't know yet.
You know it's late spring/early summer in my area when you see this: 
Actually even that isn't a thousand percent accurate because no tornado threats are forecast. Just large hail and damaging winds. And that's if the storms even happen at all, the meteorologists are split on whether it'll actually storm or not just like they have been all week long.
What has been up with the weather this year?
*runs into UU and drops a new character*Muhahahahaaha
I'm done with my SIth; now I just need to make the bounty hunter working with her.
I'm still working on the character. I honestly don't know if they'll be done today. But I had an idea and at the very least I needed to write it down.
Hey, my character murdered both of her parents :p
No, I meant in the actual series, they die before they can even conceive a child, even though that was the point of the game :P Although there IS a bonus story in the game where your character saves everyone, so I'm just going to pretend my character was born after that story instead of the main one, if that makes sense.
Wait, how did they die before conceiving a child, yet had a kid?
They didn't have a child in their actual series, they die. But my OC is from an Au-ish type of scenario where they escape their situation and have a child.
My character is canon ((in the Legends continuity anyway)) but is given no backstory, so I have her kill her parents and train to be SIth to control her powers.
For my OC I'm going off the bonus story where the main character saves everyone. But despite being free they are still required to pass along their skills to a future generation, so two characters I like from the series get together and have my OC. Honestly, I think it'll be an interesting character since their mom is a compulsive liar with a bad temper and a princess complex and their dad is a quiet and timid hacker lol
Mom: "I just think a lot of people dislike them because they're snobby and egotistical," Me: "Perhaps, but people who call others egotistical or snobby, accusing them of such things just proves that they themselves are snobbish and egotistical. I mean, you'd never hear me call someone such things, right?"
Lol I'm looking up face-claims and I typed in 'anime boy with brown hair and brown eyes' and one of the first results was Haruhi from Ouran Highschool Host Club.
I was feeling so happy and confident earlier but then it was like something hit me and now I feel really unhappy for literally no reason.
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