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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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May 07, 2018 01:42PM
My mom was looking up where to buy stamps on the Internet before she went out and I asked her why she needed stamps and she said it wasn't anything bad and I didn't have to be scared, and I said I wasn't scared and I knew it wasn't anything bad, I was legitimately curious about her life and why she needed stamps and that I thought she would appreciate me asking her about her day since she always complains that I never do, and that seeing as how she doesn't care about me, the least I can do is care about her, but she just told me to stop concerning myself over things that weren't my business and left.
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Someone: "I feel like a man wrote this because childbirth is one of the most natural, if not the most natural things in existence. You don't have to be afraid or horrified of it," Me: "I mean, death is pretty natural too, but people are still afraid and horrified of it...."
I'd say wasps are natural yet terrifying but I always say they crawled out of the pits of hell, sooo...
PS my sister is horrified of it, so.much she'd rather adopt kids.
I'm not horrified by childbirth, actually, I'm just afraid of all of the pain because I think everyone knows how sensitive I am...
Lol my mom got cupcakes for my baby brother's birthday instead of a cake like he wanted and when he yelled at her she told him to go burn in Hell
I have chills....
I'm still actively hunting down that person who said all Froot Loops taste the same because that legit made me angry lol
I thought taking a shower would make me feel better but I feel extremely cold even though it was a hot shower....
EVen during the shower?
Yeah, a little bit.
My mom said since I'm an adult it's not her job to tell me what's wrong lol
My brothers are home from school today....ugh.
Mom: "It has everything you love in an anime in it!" Me: "Like what?"
Mom: "Like cute little girly girl bands who dance around and sing!"
Me: "What makes you think I like things like that?! Maybe that's the thing I hated the most in Angel Beats, you wouldn't know because you've never bothered to ask me what I liked and disliked about that anime!"
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Love questions (｡♥‿♥｡)1. What do you search for in a partner?
Someone kind, smart, understanding, generous, creative, fashionable, rich.
2. What do you hate about relationships?
Always worryi..."
hi elizabeth. im gonna steal this hope that's okay
edge wrote: "Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Love questions (｡♥‿♥｡)1. What do you search for in a partner?
Someone kind, smart, understanding, generous, creative, fashionable, rich.
2. Wha..."
Oh, that's fine! I found the original template on Tumblr anyway.
Our severe threat got updated from a Marginal to a Slight, but no tornadoes are expected, so that's good.
I'm so bored...I don't really feel like being on YouTube for once. Mom's not in a mood to watch anything right now, and nobody is really RPing with me right now....I don't know what to do.
Ill post if you want, since I have free time.
At the swimming pool?
soft emoji askssyngestreet:
💗 - if you could choose, which time period would you live in? why?
I'd love to live in the Russian Empire! It's my favourite time period and think of all the beautiful dresses and palaces! And imagine living on the coast if you lived in the Baltics, or being a nomad in a place like Kazakhstan! You could ride your horse and still look absolutely fabulous!
🌿 - what place do you wish you where right now? why?
My grandparents' house. For some reason I've had a strong urge to visit them again.
💫 - what’s the feeling of one emotion that you’ve never been able to label?
You understand something, but at the same time, you don't. Something resonates inside of you and you understand that, but the rest, you are confused over. It's like your subconscious understands something and you understand that, but your actual conscious and therefore your awake self can't understand anything, but since your subconscious is still a part of you, you understand it. You know?
🌷 - what are some physical traits you are attracted to?
Long hair, tan skin, slim features, green eyes
💐 - what are some personality traits you are attracted to?
Intelligent, funny, caring, genuine.
📺 - describe a picture you’ve had in your head and wanted to take.
I don't even have to imagine it because it happened; a while back we had the most gorgeous sunrise I had ever seen in my life. Picture the warmest, brightest sunrise ever, with yellow, orange, and pink shades. Then, right over the sunrise was a massive, perfectly-formed double rainbow that stretched for miles. And despite the little cloud cover, ice crystals were falling from the sky and they sparkled. If I wasn't so caught up in the sight, I would've taken that picture right then and there because it was beautiful. I don't use this word often, but I think it's appropriate here: otherworldly. It truly looked as if I had stepped into a fairytale world.
👼🏼 - what is your ideal friend like?
Kind, caring, understanding, knows that sometimes I just want to spew word vomit or talk about my feelings and then not talk for the remainder of the day, nerdy, funny, smart, doesn't mind someone clingy.
🌙 - are you more nostalgic or foward-looking? or are you neither?
I think nostalgic? I always want to live in the past and think about how much better things were. But at the same time, I also look to the future a lot because I want to believe that things can get better.
☁️ - what colour does one of your idols remind you of?
Grey, simply because she wears it a lot.
💞 - what does love feel like to you?
Pure bliss, you feel like you can do anything and everything if that person is by your side.
🍃 - what’s one thing that you regret never saying?
"Look, I understand you're busy. If you need to take some time off and not talk to me, then I understand that. Let me know when you're feeling better," To my ex-best friend.
🐰 - what’s one of your favourite childhood memories?
I remember once the homeschool/church I was a part of decided to take part in a living history exhibit. Basically, we dressed like pioneers and learned what they ate, how they passed the time, etc. It went off to a rocky start because I cried that the teenage girls all got to wear pink dresses and I had to wear an ugly blue dress because it was the only dress in my size and I hated the colour(the dress really wasn't that ugly though) and I also had to wear heavy work boots instead of fancy shoes like I wanted. But once Mom calmed me down and the workers put the dress on me I started to actually have a good time. Since I was about six at the time, I wasn't actually expected to do much and so I spent most of my time just running around and asking the teenagers and adults what they were doing. I was actually pretty bored and wanted to help with the farm animals but the teen girls said that wasn't my job. But I enjoyed learning about the pioneers and I learned how to make cornbread, candles, and then the second day was a special 'children's day' for all the kids twelve and under where we learned what pioneer children did. The boys learned how to make the special cup game where you try to toss a ball in and they spent the afternoon doing that while the girls all learned how to sew samplers. I loved making samplers so much that by the time I was nine I had finished about fifteen of them; Mom said I had discovered a new hobby. I don't even know why I love this memory so much because I think most people would find it boring, and I'm sure it wasn't ideal entertainment for a six-year-old(I was the youngest one there), but I've always loved history and maybe that's why I enjoy it. I got to pretend to be a little pioneer girl and even got to dress like one! I would definitely love to do something like this again.
✨ - what normally happens in your dreams?
A lot of times they're seprated into parts and each night the dream continues where the last part left off, like a TV show or a book. I am always far more beautiful than in real life, often stunning. A lot of times I look nothing like myself, or sometimes I'm the opposite gender. Almost all of them involve me going on some kind of quest for something. Sometimes other people join me in my quest, sometimes I'm by myself. Oftentimes, I'm a princess or some other form of nobility. The setting is usually historical but can be whatever I thought of last, like the apocalypse or a modern-day high school. Magic is often involved. Unsurprisingly, I can sometimes dream about whatever I'm currently obsessed with, but that doesn't really happen to me. Overall, they make very little sense, or no sense, and I'm very confused when I wake up because I just have no idea what my mind comes up with. I am aware I am dreaming and that's opened up all sorts of new experiences for my dream-self, but things still don't make sense.
☕️ - who makes you feel warm and cozy?
Sarah, my personal RP partner. She helped me through some bad spots in my life and she just feels so genuine to me.
🌟 - who’s a character that you relate a lot to? why?
I already said Sailor Saturn for another ask, so this time I'm going to say Sailor Moon. When I first started watching the show, I instantly clicked with her. Not only did we look exactly the same(at the time) but we had very similar personalities. It was so uncanny how much we resembled each other. And honestly, seeing a character just like me be strong and brave and getting friends and falling in love made me feel so much better about myself. Nobody in the show judged her and she matured on her own time. Even now, I've yet to find a character who resonates with me as much as she did.
tender asksaijikuma:
altastrology:
Fresh milk - What is your age?
Twenty.
Teeth - What is your gender identity?
I am cis, though every once in a while I wonder if maybe I'm genderfluid.
Honey - Do you have a nickname?
I have several, but I really like Lizzy.
Breast - Do you get along with your mother?
Yes! We fight sometimes but I feel like most people my age aren't as close with their moms as I am with mine. I feel like I can tell her anything.
Angelhood - What is one of your favorite memories?
Graduating high school.
Tranquil - Who do you laugh the most with?
My mom, lol
Adieu - Who do you dread saying goodbye to the most?
My best friend.
Wax - Can you keep a secret?
I like to think so, but I'm not told enough secrets.
Tinderbox - What do you cherish most?
People who are genuine.
Paper - What is your favorite novel?
Probably The Crown's Game by Evelyn Skye.
Box office - What is your favorite film?
I don't watch films enough to answer this.
Stage - Do you have a talent?
My main talent is probably writing.
Tiger - What is your bravest moment?
I don't think I have one, lol. Maybe when I thought a tornado was going to touch down in our town so I ordered my brothers to hide in the bathtub under a bunch of blankets? But I defintly didn't feel brave in that moment. I was terrified and anxious and there was no room for me in that bathtub, imagine if that tornado really did hit?
Treasure - What is your brightest characteristic?
Probably my kindness? I want to make friends with everyone!
Morale - Is your castle made of glass or stone?
Glass because it's prettier. But a few spots have stones forced into them because I don't want those spots to keep breaking.
Wolf - Do you have an inner monster?
A really jealous, needy, possessive, clingy monster.
Seven - Lust, Gluttony, Greed, Sloth, Wrath, Envy, or Pride?
What? Me, prideful? Whoever said such a thing? What is wrong with thinking you're better than everyone else? It's true, isn't it? I'm better than everyone else. They say pride is the worst of the sins, but I disagree. There's nothing wrong with loving yourself and believing you're better. At the very least, it is the prettiest of the sins.
Trick - White lie or deceit?
A little white lie never hurt anybody.
Illusion - Do you have a secret?
If I did, what makes you think I'd spill it so easily?
Heart - Are you in love?
No.
Mary - Are you a virgin?
Yup.
Bedroom - How would you define your sexual orientation?
A biromantic lesbian. I'm romantically attracted to both boys and girls, but I'm only sexually attracted to girls.
Pink - Panties, bloomers, or lingerie?
Panties!
Rope - Do you have a fetish?
I have lots of fetishes!
Tobacco - Do you smoke?
No.
Wine - Do you drink?
Nope.
Whisky - Do you drink alone or socially?
I don't drink.
Poison - Do you have an addiction?
Maybe to chewing things? Like something has to be in my mouth at all times, being chewed on unless I'm sleeping. It may sound funny but it's really distracting and limiting to me.
Taboo - Do you have any tattoos?
Nope.
Metal - Do you have any piercings?
My ears are pierced.
Stitches - What kind of clothing do you wear?
Bohemian, girly, stylish.
Eau de toilette - What is you favorite scent?
Lilac.
Murmur - How do you deal with drama?
Try to keep myself calm and then get myself uninvolved with whatever is going on.
Hiccup - What makes you nervous?
Having to deal with a lot of stress in a short amount of time.
Gazelle - Do you participate in the arts?
Like the fine arts? Yes! I make jewelry, play music, and write.
Anomaly - What do you find unique about yourself?
Maybe my kindness? Or how honest I am. I think a lot of people aren't honest with themselves and even if I'm not honest to the people around me, I'm at least honest to myself.
Cedar - What is your favorite season?
Summer.
Balm - Who was the last person you kissed?
Maybe my grandparents?
All My Asks I Answered On My Blog Deleted, So I Decided To Make An Ask Meme Thingyy.(1) Do You Sleep With Your Closet Doors Open Or Closed?
When I had a closet, it depended on my mood. A lot of times I'd read with the closet light on and the doors open and then just sleep with them like that in middle school. But for most of my life, I slept with the doors closed.
(2) Do You Have Freckles?
I do not.
(3) Can You Whistle?
I wish!
(4) Last Song You Listened To.
Promise by Kid Ink, slowed down.
(5) What Is Your Favourite Colour?
Pink.
(6) Relationship Status.
Single Pringle and ready to Mingle.
(7) What Is The Temperature Right Now?
78 degrees.
(8) Did You Wake Up Cranky?
No, actually!
(9) How Many Followers?
On Tumblr? I think 127? Give or take a few.
(10) Zodiac Sign.
Sagittarius.
(11) What Is Your Eye Colour?
Teal.
(12) Take A Vitamin Daily?
Nope.
(13) Do You Sing In The Shower?
Sometimes.
(14) What Books Are You Reading?
I'm not reading anything at the moment.
(15) Grab The Book Nearest To You, Turn To Page 64, Give Me Line 14.
"This way," Says Vinnie, holding her bag on her arm and grabbing mine.
(16) Favourite Anime?
Sailor Moon.
(17) Last Person You Cried In Front Of?
Probably my mom? I don't even remember.
(18) Do You Collect Anything?
Dolls.
(19) What Did You Have For Lunch?
Funfetti cupcakes with vanilla icing and sprinkles.
(20) Do You Dance In The Car?
If the song is really bumping.
(21) Favourite Animal?
Platypus.
(22) Do You Watch The Olympics?
Just the opening ceremony and only because Mom makes me.
(23) What Time Do You Usually Go To Bed?
Eleven PM or Midnight.
(24) Are You Wearing Makeup Right Now?
Does nail polish count as makeup?
(25) Do You Prefer To Swim In A Pool Or The Ocean?
A pool because oceans kinda scare me with how unpredictable they are.
(26) Favourite Tumblr Blog?
sporkhands because it's run by one of my friends!
(27) Bottled Water Or Tap Water?
Tap water because most bottled water I've had tastes like minerals. But I think I'm going to hold off on drinking my town's water for a while because a few days ago.....I found a dead bug in my drink.....
(28) What Makes You Happy?
Being with someone I care about, having fun.
(29) Post A Gif Of What You’re Currently Feeling Right Now.
Because I was craving pizza and now I'm eating pizza!
(30) Do You Study Better With Or Without Music?
With music because it blocks out all other noise.
(31) Dogs Or Cats?
Dogs, if I have to choose.
(32) If You Were A Crayon What Colour Would You Be?
Princess Pink.
(33) PlayStation Or Xbox.
Playstation.
(34) Would You Swim In The Lake Or Ocean?
I like to swim in lakes. I mean, Lake Lemon is exactly that, even though we call it an ocean here.
(35) Do You Believe In Magic?
Yes!
(36) What Colour Shirt Are You Wearing?
White with black flowers on it.
(37) Can You Curl Your Tongue?
I think?
(38) Do You Save Money Or Spend It?
Spend it, but since I usually know what I want it's easy for me to save after I get what I want.
(39) Is There Anything Pink Within 10 Feet Of You?
Yeah, my blanket, my water-bottle, my jewelry boxes, my shoes, my carnival prize....etc etc etc.
(40) Do You Have Any Obsessions Right Now?
A lot of different anime.
(41) Have You Ever Caught A Butterfly?
Yes! But then Mom told me catching it ruins the scales on its wings and it would never be able to fly again, so I got upset and let it go.
(42) Are You Easily Influenced By Other People?
Yup.
(43) Do You Have Strange Dreams?
Every single night.
(44) Do You Like Going On Airplanes?
Maybe? I've only been on one once.
(45) Name One Movie That Made You Cry.
Sailor Moon R:The Promise of the Rose.
(46) Peanuts Or Sunflower Seeds?
Peanuts.
(47) If I Handed You A Concert Ticket Right Now, Who Would You Want The Performer To Be?
Demi Lovato!
(48) Are You A Picky Eater?
Yeah, but I wish I wasn't.
(49) Are You A Heavy Sleeper?
Yes, there are so many things I've slept through without meaning to. Really loud things.
(50) Do You Fear Thunder / Lightning?
Kinda? I'm not really afraid of thunderstorms in general, but I am afraid of severe thunderstorms because they can bring tornadoes, which is what I'm truly afraid of.
(51) Do You Like To Read / Write?
Yes!
(52) Do You Like Your Music Loud?
Yeah, but not like super loud. But loud enough it can drown out everything else.
(53) Would You Rather Carve Pumpkins Or Wrap Presents?
Carve pumpkins because I've actually done it before and you can get really creative and make your pumpkin look like whatever or whoever you want.
(54) Put Your Music On Shuffle, What Is The First Song That Came Up?
Wild Ones by Flo Rida ft. Sia.
(55) What Season Are You In Right Now? (Weather)
I want to say spring, but it doesn't really feel like spring.
(56)What Are You Craving Right Now?
Pizza because Mom's making some.
(57) Post A Screenshot Of Your Tumblr Feed.
I'll do it next time I'm on Tumblr...lol
(58) What Is Your Gender?
Cis female.
(59) Coffee Or Tea?
Neither.
(60) Do You Have Any Homework Right Now? If So, What Is It About?
I don't have any homework currently.
(61) What Is Your Sexuality?
Biromantic lesbian.
(62) Do You Make Your Bed In The Morning?
Only if company is coming.
(63) Favourite Pokemon?
Magik-Karp. I am not joking.
(64) Favourite Social Media?
Tumblr.
(65) What’s Your Opinion On Instagram Stories?
I'm not really on Instagram, but from my experience they seem to be perfectly fine. The timeline isn't in order and jumps around which is really annoying if you're looking for something in specific.
(66) Do You Get Homesick?
Maybe a little bit.
(67) Are You A Virgin?
Yes.
(68) What Shampoo And Conditioner Are You Using Right Now?
I think Suave?
(69) If You Were Far From Home And Needed To Sleep For The Night, Would You Choose To Rent A Crappy Motel Room For $60 Or Sleep In Your Car For Free?
Sleep in my car. I can get food and stuff from a gas station and I don't trust cheap motels. Been there, done that, probably have some kind of hidden parasite from it still.
(70) Are Both Of Your Blood Parents Still In Your Life?
My mom is. I don't really know what to classify my dad as.
(71) Whats The Next Movie You Want To See In Theaters?
Whatever Disney movie is playing.
(72) Do You Miss Your Ex?
Nope.
(73) What Is Your Favourite Quote Right Now?
"Who cares what the haters say, they hate on us because we do what they can't,"
(74) What Eye Colour Do You Find Sexiest?
Green.
(75) Did You Like Swinging As A Child? Do You Still Get Excited When You See A Swing Set?
I love swinging! Everytime I go to a playground the first thing I do is head straight for the swingset. I feel very bored if I go to a playground with no swingset, or swings too small for me.
(76) What Was The Last Thing You Ate?
I just put a bite of pizza in my mouth, does that count?
(77) What Games Do You Have On Your Phone?
I don't even have a phone.
(78) Would You Give A Homeless Person CPR If They Were Dying? Why Or Why Not?
If I was around to witness it, then yes. I'm not the best at CPR but I would at least try my best. I would want someone else to call an ambulance while I performed CPR. I wouldn't want such a thing on my conciousis.
(79) Been On The Computer For 5 Hours Straight?
Always, lol
(80) Stalked Someone On A Social Network?
My crush, lol
(81) Do You Like Meeting New People?
Of course! I'm always eager to meet someone new.
(82) Do You Wear Rings? If You Do, Take A Picture Of Them.
Like engagement/wedding rings? I sometimes just wear fashion rings if they match my outfit.
(83) Do You Sleep With Your Bedroom Door Open Or Closed?
Closed. Who sleeps with their bedroom door open?
(84) What Are Three Things You Did Today?
Ate, watched some Musicallys, took a shower.
(85) What Do You Wear To Bed?
Pajamas.
(86) List All Of Your Different Beauty Products You Have Right Now.
Oh geezh.....lots of nail polishes, five nail files, several lipsticks, all in different shades of red, pink and purple lipglosses, flavoured lipgloss, do accessories count?????
(87) Are You A Day Or Night Person?
A day person.
(88) List All Of Your Video Games On Your Phone, Console Etc.
All of them? On the PS4 alone??? Like, all I can really remember is Skyrim and Dragon Age, only because my mom plays them constantly.
(89) Tell Me About A Dream That You Had And When It Happened.
I think a month or so ago, I had a dream about Black Butler and they were on the Titanic, but there were different characters and different events than the actual arc where they were on the Titanic...lol
(90) Favourite Soda Drink?
Fanta.
(91) What Sounds Are Your Favourite?
Japanese instruments, sci-fi sounds, writing, whispering, water, children giggling
(92) Do You Wear Jeans Or Sweats More?
Definitly jeans.
(93) How Do You Look Right Now?
Probably really bad, I took a shower and I have pajamas on currently.
(94) Name Something That Relaxes You.
Watching something funny.
(95) What Tattoo Do You Want?
Maybe a small flower, like a rose.
(96) Favourite YouTuber?
I don't really have one....lol maybe TheNamelessDoll?
aesthetic themed ask liststarshoppjng:
flower crown: when did you last sing to yourself?
Yesterday.
fairy lights: if a crystal ball could tell you the truth about anything, what would you want to know?
Do I become rich and married in the future?
daisies: what is the greatest accomplishment of your life?
Graduating high school. I literally didn't think I could do it.
1975: what is the first happy memory that comes to mind, recent or otherwise?
Going to Holiday World with my family a few years ago.
matte: if you knew that in one year you would die suddenly, would you change anything about the way you are now living?
I would start taking more risks. I'd stop being so scared of everything and just do whatever I want and become a thrillseeker, just like when I was younger.
black nail polish: do you have a bucket list? if so, what are the top three things?
I do have a bucket list! The top three things are:
1. Visit Japan.
2. Lose my virginity.
3. Either start or witness a vomit-chain reaction.
pantone: describe a person close to your life in detail.
My best friend has very dark brown hair, but she almost always has it dyed red or black. She is a very short person, even shorter than me. I think she's 4'11. She has fairly pale skin and her eyes are blue I think? Or brown. They're pretty dark too. She likes to wear dark makeup like black lipstick and thick mascara. She also wears lots of black and red clothes. They're kinda fashionable but most of the time they're just things like sweatshirts. She normally wears her hair down. She's also a thin person, not like unhealthy thin but at the same time you can tell she probably doesn't eat much. I think she's a very cute chicken nugget and a very nice person on top of that.
moodboard: do you feel you had a happy childhood?
Somewhat. I mean, my early childhood was very happy, but then I developed an eating disorder and everything went downhill from there.
stars: when did you last cry in front of another person?
I don't remember....I don't like to do such things in front of other people.
plants: pick a person to stargaze with you and explain why you picked them.
I want to go with my dad. We used to stargaze all of the time when I was little with his telescope. I used to stay up a lot just to go stargazing with him. He is very knowlagable about stars and planets and stuff like that and stargazing with him again would make me feel like a child again.
converse: would you ever have a deep conversation with a stranger and open up to them?
I do that to most strangers, so yeah, I'd say so.
lace: when was your last 3am conversation with someone, and who were they to you?
It was a few weeks ago with my mom.
handwriting: if you were about to die, and you could only say one more sentence to one person, what would you say and to whom?
I'd say it to my best friend and I would tell her to keep going on without me, but at the same time, to not forget about me.
cactus: what is your opinion on brown eyes?
They're cool, I think they're a bit boring actually but on the right person they're pretty.
sunrise: pick a quote and describe what it means to you personally.
"The night's darkest just before the dawn" I think about this quote a lot because a lot of bad things happen in my life. But no matter how bad they get, I've always gotten through them even when it seemed like I wouldn't.
oil paints: what would you title the autobiography of your life so far?
'Don't Expect the Expected, and Unexpect the Unexpected'
overalls: what would you do with one billion dollars?
Have a huge party! I could finally pay my mom's bills!
combat boots: are you a very forgiving person? do you like being this way?
I think I'm a forgiving person, and I don't mind it. I haven't forgiven anything heinous, after all.
winged eyeliner: write a hundred word letter to your twelve year old self.
"Dear Elizabeth,
For starters, hi! This is you when you're twenty! Yes, you don't kill yourself. I know, isn't that shocking? But you went to your consular and she called Mom and you two talked about it. You decide to not do it. You don't have an eating disorder anymore. And you know what else? You became popular!!! Teachers will be asking your brothers about you after you graduate. The kids at school, people in town will know who you are and want to spend time with you. That's what you wanted, right? But most of all, you have a friend. A real best friend. A genuine best friend who doesn't maliciously insult you, hang out with you because they're too nice to tell you no, or keeps backstabbing you. A real friend. Uh, have you moved to Mississippi yet? Yeah, enjoy that while it lasts. You're only going to be there for like three months. There's so much more I want to tell you, but I don't have a lot of space. Like, thinking back to everything I've done, that you are going to do....I'm not going to lie and say it's easy. I'm not going to spoil everything, but you have some pretty hard times coming up. You will discover new fears. You will lose people very close to you. Some days, you won't even want to go on. But you know what? You make it through. You are so much stronger, more confident, friendlier, smarter, funnier, and so much more beautiful now than you were back then. How do I know this? Silly, because I am you! So enjoy your life in middle school. Middle school is where it all began..."
pastel: would you describe yourself as more punk or pastel?
Pastel, for sure. Although sometimes my clothes are very punkish.
tattoos: how do you feel about tattoos and piercings? explain.
That's not my business. If people want to get them, then let them get them done. I like piercings, not too keen on tattoos but I'm not going to blacklist any of my friends if they got one.
piercings: do you wear a lot of makeup? why/why not?
I don't really look good with a lot of makeup on, so I hardly ever wear it. When I do, it's just lipstick or lipgloss and maybe some blush and mascara.
bands: talk about a song/band/lyric that has affected your life in some way.
The song Who Says really started to make me become more confident. It's ironic because I'm not a huge fan of the song now, but when I really thought about the lyrics, it does make a good point. Who says I can't do whatever I want? Who says I can't be whatever I want? So I started to do just that.
messy bun: the world is listening. pick one sentence you would tell them.
"One of these days, you're all going to be very sorry, and the worst part of it is, you don't even realize it yet."
cry baby: list the concerts you have been to and talk about how they make you feel.
I've never been to any concerts....lol
grunge: who in the world would you most like to receive a letter from and what would you want it to say?
I'd want it to be from my ex-best friend and I would like it to just tell me about her life. What was she doing her senior year, when I literally never saw her? Does she still think about me? Does she still remember everything we did together? Or was I thrown into a small trash bin in her brain, never to be touched again? Why was she not at graduation? Even if it's not positive, I just...I just really want to know.
space: do you have a desk/workspace and how is it organised/not organised?
I don't really have one, though I do have the top of my dresser and it's a mess. Necklaces are all tangled up and everything.
white bed sheets: what is your night time routine?
Brush my hair, check social media, brush my teeth, set my alarm if it needs it, go to bed
old books: what’s one thing you don’t want your parents to know?
How many times I've been threatened by strange men on the Internet because I refused to follow their advice.
beaches: if you had to dye your hair how would you dye/style it and why?
I'd like to dye it a bright pink because pink is my favourite colour!
eyes: pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?
I would take my best friend because...well she's my best friend. And then her boyfriend because those two pretty much go everywhere together. And then I'd pick Panda because he's knowledgeable about a lot of things and honestly pretty funny, so I would like to have him. And then....maybe Sam and his friend? I don't know much about them but they hang around that group a lot so I figure I might as well take them too, am I right? I think we should go to Lake Lemon together. I'd likely be the only one who really swam, but it wouldn't matter if they were all there with me.
11:11: name three wishes and why you wish for them.
1. A pantry that never empties and always knows what the person wants to eat; so Mom would never have to worry about getting food for us ever again.
2. A laptop that would never break, so I would never have to rely on my brother's laptop ever again.
3. Clean drinking water for my town because it's made people sick and I honestly think we should have a much better source; it's not like third-world-country bad or anything but they've found things in our water supply that should never be found in drinking water period.
painting: what is the best halloween costume you have ever put together? if none, make one up.
Maybe Juuzou Suzuya? I also liked the gypsy I went as in fifth grade I believe.
lightning: what’s the worst thing you’ve ever done while drunk or high?
When I got high I thought someone called the police on us because I misheard what someone said so I started screaming about how I didn't want to go to jail....lol
thunder: what’s one thing you would never do for one million dollars?
Be anywhere near a wasp.
storms: you on only listen to one song for the rest of your life, or only see one person for the rest of your life. which and why?
I'd like to only see my best friend for the rest of my life because I barely see her as it is. I want to spend time with her and I know she wouldn't mind the extra time either. Plus she would help me out with certain things.
love: have you ever fallen in love? describe what it feels like to realise you’re in love.
I don't think I've ever fallen in love before....probably to realize that is the person who is the most important in your life.
clouds: if you’re a boy, would you ever rock black nail polish? if you’re a girl, would you ever rock really really short hair?
I don't think I could rock super short hair, lol. It would just look weird on me, I think.
coffee: what’s your starbucks order, and who would you trust to order for you, if anyone?
I've never been to Starbucks.
marble: what is the most important thing to you in your life right now?
My best friend.
I actually like these questions wow ok~1: What do you like to wear to bed?
Pajamas lol. Almost all of my pajamas come from my best friend because she gave me all of her old clothes because I asked her to. I usually wear a matching top and pants like right now, but sometimes if I'm feeling sick or lazy I'll put on a nightgown. A few of my nightgowns are my mom's that I take from her and two are from my ex-best friend because I asked to borrow her pajamas and never had a chance to give them back to her...
2: What’s your favorite Disney movie?
Treasure Planet.
3: 3 random facts about yourself
1. All milk smells sour to me regardless of whether it is or not. Put any milk near my nose and I'll probably throw up.
2. I'm very flexible.
3. I still play on playgrounds.
4: Your go-to outfit?
A fancy blouse with jeans.
5: List 5 things you like about yourself, you studly wonderful person you.
1. My confidence
2. My friends
3. Where I live
4. My body
5. My writing skill
6: What’s your favorite thing to have another person do to you? Ie scratch your back, play with your hair
Style my hair. If it's long, then braid it and brush it, if it's short then brush it and put cute things in it. And talk to me while you're doing it!
7: What shoes do you usually wear?
Pink/black striped sneakers.
8: If you could change anything about your appearance would you? And what?
Yes I would, I would make my breasts bigger.
9: What is something you find really cute on a potential romantic/sexual partner? If both genders, say one for each or something that applies to both
Boys: Femininty
Girls: Big sister-like
10: If you could spend an hour with your favorite celebrity, who would you choose and what would you spend the time doing?
I'd like to spend an hour with Nicki Minaj and I would love to go clothes-shopping with her! We have similar tastes in fashion so I'd love to see what she'd pick for me. And of course I want to ride in her pink Ferrai! And at the end of the hour, I want to keep a Barbie necklace so I can remember the shopping trip.
11: If you could have any color/cut of hair and price/damage to your hair/others opinions weren’t an obstacle, would you change anything? What would you have?
I'd have floor-long curly hair that was bright bubblegum pink.
12: You won 1 million in the lottery! What are you gonna do?
Save it so my family can use it whenever they need to!
13: What’s something you want in your life?
More fashionable clothes.
14: What is an opinion more than one person has had about you that was incorrect?
That my mental disorder made me look a certain way.
15: You get 10 wishes! But! They can only apply to you or people you know. (In other words, No world peace.) what are they?
1. Long hair that's easy to manage.
2. A laptop that's hard to break.
3. Sarah will have more time to herself and not end up dead at the end of her days.
4. Hunter will be able to move here and go to college with me!
5. Sera will stop forgetting about RPs.
6. My family will have food that will never run out; like a pantry that is always full and reads our minds of what we're currently craving or what ingredient Mom needs.
7. Jobs will actually call me back for interviews.
8. An all-pink room.
9. My best friend and I will be able to hang out at least once a month.
10. Lake Monroe would become a much cleaner source of drinking water for the town. (I think this counts because everyone in town that I know, myself included drink from Lake Monroe)
16: You get 10 wishes! They can apply to anyone or anything! What are they?
1. People to stop electing fascists.
2. People should start giving money to the ex-Soviet countries and give them more tourism.
3. The oceans will be clean.
4. Buddhism will be more widespread in the west.
5. Tumblr will get a better-working website.
6. Tornadoes would be eradicated entirely.
7. It would be easier to find rainbows, both in nature and in everday life.
8. Guys would be girlier and less jerky.
9. Girls would be less judgemental.
10. Everything would somehow work itself out in the end.
17: Name a celebrity who you often wish you looked like
This is probably really weird, but Miranda Cosgrove. We had similar tastes in fashion when I was younger and I don't know why but I'd like to look like her.
18: What is the best compliment someone can give you/your favorite compliment to receive?
"You're such a nice person! And you're sweet! I wasn't told how nice you could be!"
19: Favorite type of weather?
A nice, sunny day.
20: Favorite book?
The Crown's Game by Evelyn Skye
Evil Asks. - These are pretty fucking interestingA. If you could get away with one murder in your lifetime without any legal, social, or emotional repercussions, would you kill someone?
Perhaps...but I would have to think about who to kill first.
B. What is your first thought when you receive a message on Tumblr, are you excited for the idea of someone from potentially the other side of the world wanting to talk to you or fearful that someone will criticize you?
I am terrified I somehow did something bad and I'm about to get called out for it. I always feel that way whenever I get any message on social media. I believe I'm in trouble and debate with myself whether I should actually read it or not. I feel that way even if one of my friends sent me it.
C. Have you ever looked down on someone because you thought your religious views were superior?
Yes, mainly because it is against my religion to preach or convert....and it seems that is not a rule in other religions, in fact, it is encouraged. And that leads to a bunch of other problems, whether intentional or not. Do you ever wonder why no wars are ever fought in the name of Buddhism? Because we don't bother other people about our religion, nor do we think it is the true one.
D. Would you rather know everything the universe has to offer but in exchange lose all emotions or remain the way you are now?
I think I'd much rather stay the way I currently am.
E. If you could live and be healthy without sleeping or eating/drinking, which would you cut out of your life?
Uh, sleeping? I hate sleeping so much. If I could give it up and never sleep again, I would give it up in a heartbeat. If I sleep during the day, I miss so much. But if I sleep at night, I miss a lot too. So it's best to never sleep and never miss anything!
F. If you could take on the exact body and form of anyone else on Earth, who would it be?
Maybe Nicki Minaj? I think she's pretty.
G. Would you rather burn or freeze to death?
Freeze to death...because you hallucinate and eventually 'fall asleep'. It would be long for me and I would probably be really afraid for most of it because of how it feels, but after a while, you don't feel anything at all.
H. If it meant it would solve all world hunger, war, disease and bigotry, would you spend the rest of eternity in Hell?
Yeah...although it would depend on the circle I suppose. Like I don't want to be frozen.
I. Was the first crush in your life something you had or something someone had on you?
My first crush was one that I had.
J. Could you live without having sex ever (again) in exchange for eternal youth?
I mean, I'm not even having sex, so I suppose so....there are other things you could do with eternal youth after all.
K. Have you ever watched a full length pornographic movie?
Yes.
L. The Beatles or The Rolling Stones?
The Beatles.
M. If you could have the ability to manipulate matter or energy, which would you choose?
I think matter because then you could technically make whatever you want. Everything is made out of matter, isn't it?
N. What was the worst nightmare you ever had?
I don't remember....
O. Would you rather spend one year with your one true love just to never see them again or the rest of your life with second best?
The rest of my life with the second best, obviously.
P. All the sequels/remakes/adaptations/rip-offs in movies nowadays, good or bad?
I think they're good! It's always fun to see another person's perspective on the same story.
Q. Would you rather be dirt poor and emotionally fulfilled in life or be rich beyond imagination and emotionally dissatisfied for life?
I think I'd rathe be poor but fulfilled in life. After all, that's how most poor people are portrayed as being anyway, right?
R. Do you have any (secret) feelings of bigotry to any group of people?
Yeah....
S. Would you rather be the only person in the world that can read minds or have everyone else in the world be able to read minds except for your own?
I think I'd rather have everyone else being able to read minds, aside from my own...purely because I believe that's how my life is anyway. Nobody really notices me.
T. If everyone in the world would automatically only know one language, which language would you choose?
I think English? Or maybe Japanese just because I'm being selfish and want Japanese to be used more.
U. If you were old enough and not in a situation where it would be inappropriate, would you sleep with one of your (past) school teachers/professors?
Of course! I've had some attractive teachers.
V. A world without religion, good, bad, neutral?
I think it'd be neutral? Maybe a little bit better because then we wouldn't have holy wars and stuff like that, but aside from that I think most things on Earth would be roughly the same. Most problems aren't from religion, after all.
W. The men's rights movement, legitimate cause or laughable, and why?
I don't really think it's legit, but I'm also not going to mock it. I don't condone how women think it's okay to go up to men and harrass them, whether verbally, physically, or sexually. If the guy was a terrible person and did it to you first, then okay whatever, but if the woman goes up and starts bothering a man for no good reason, then guess what? She is a scumbag and the man has every right to fight back. I didn't mean for that to get off-topic but I really hate how women think the answer to their problems is to start abusing men. It is not. It's okay to tease them, poke some fun at them, but it is never okay to straight up abuse them. So no, I don't think men have a legit reason to ask for rights, but at the same time, they should be protected from women who want to hurt them or take advandage of them.
X. You can eliminate one of your five senses to substantially strengthen the others, which one and would you do it?
I think I would eliminate touch, I've always felt like it was a useless sense anyway.
Y. Do looks mean anything to you? Don't lie, could you fall in love with someone you thought was ugly?
Honestly....I don't really think I could. I hate that fact about myself and while I could fall for someone plain-looking, I don't think I truly could fall in love with someone I found ugly.
Z. Can you understand the mindset and logic used by the opposite spiritual opinion? An atheist understanding the belief in a higher power and vice versa.
What would be the opposite for me? I'm a Buddhist lol I'm also agnostic, so maybe someone who is absolutely sure their belief is correct? Well, I would understand that. They believe what they believe and they truly think that their religion is the right one. They think all of their miracles and consquences are being delivered from that divine being, or divine beings. Honestly, I'm a bit jealous of that. I can't fully decide which religion is correct, which one I want to pledge my life to fully, so I admire people who, often from an early age, can be so confident in their religious beliefs.
Get to Know Me Uncomfortably Well1. What is you middle name?
Faye Ruth.
2. How old are you?
Twenty.
3. What is your birthday?
November 25th.
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Sagittarius.
5. What is your favorite color?
Pink.
6. What's your lucky number?
Thirteen, believe it or not.
7. Do you have any pets?
Nope.
8. Where are you from?
Right now I live in Indiana.
9. How tall are you?
5'2 maybe? Or 5'0?
10. What shoe size are you?
Size eight in womens' but I purposefully wear shoes too small for me.
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
Twelve or thirteen, I think.
12. What was your last dream about?
Something about a princess.
13. What talents do you have?
Writing and reading.
14. Are you psychic in any way?
Sometimes I dream about things or get a certain feeling in my gut when waking up. My gut often makes me feel extremely happy or extremely scared. And something super amazing or super bad will happen that day depending on how I feel.
15. Favorite song?
Raise Your Glass by P!nk
16. Favorite movie?
I don't watch enough to pick one, lol
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
Probably one of my friends because I already know a lot about them.
18. Do you want children?
Of course!
19. Do you want a church wedding?
Maybe? I'd prefer an outside wedding but if my partner wanted a church wedding I wouldn't be opposed.
20. Are you religious?
Does Buddhism count as a religion?
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
Several times for my mom, I went twice when I broke my arms.
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
No.
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
Does Neal Shusterman count?
24. Baths or showers?
Baths.
25. What color socks are you wearing?
I'm barefoot right now.
26. Have you ever been famous?
I've been on the front page of the town's newspaper a few times, does that count? Oh, and my dad used to own a resturant and when we officially opened it, we were on the front page of that newspaper too and some kids in school knew me from Dad's restaurant.
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
Of course! I would love to be famous. I already act like a famous person.
28. What type of music do you like?
Pop music, but I'll listen to pretty much anything that I think sounds good.
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
No.
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two, sometimes three.
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
On my right side with my arms underneath the pillows.
32. How big is your house?
Not very big....we have two stories but the bedrooms are the size of closets. The bathroom is even smaller.
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
Cereal or bagels.
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
No.
35. Have you ever tried archery?
No, but I actually want to.
36. Favorite clean word?
Sulk.
37. Favorite swear word?
I guess fuck?
38. What's the longest you've ever gone without sleep?
I think thirty-six hours.
39. Do you have any scars?
Nope.
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Yeah, although they weren't very secret after a while.
41. Are you a good liar?
Yeah.
42. Are you a good judge of character?
It depends on the first impression they give off.
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
Does a valley-girl accent count, 'cuz, like, I do it soooooo well you would not believe I've never actually been there! Like, seriously.
44. Do you have a strong accent?
Maybe a strong American accent.
45. What is your favorite accent?
Probably anything from the ex-Soviet nations. Like of course there's the typical Russian accent but I also like Lithuanian, Kazakh, etc.
46. What is your personality type?
I think maybe ENJF? I don't even remember anymore.
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
My punk schoolgirl outfit. All together it cost about $150.
48. Can you curl your tongue?
I don't think so.
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
An innie lol
50. Left or right handed?
Left-handed, officially.
51. Are you scared of spiders?
A little bit.
52. Favorite food?
Macaroni and cheese
53. Favorite foreign food?
Zarusoba
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
I like to think I'm clean, but other people think I'm messy.
55. Most used phrased?
"I don't know, but..."
56. Most used word?
Anime
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
It depends, but I'm often ready to go in five minutes on a normal day.
58. Do you have much of an ego?
Yes....I have a huge ego and a lot of people dislike me for it...not like I care. They're just jealous that I'm far better than they are.
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
I suck them until I get bored, then I start biting them. When I was really little I had a weird thing where I literally couldn't lick or suck anything, so I'd always bite things like lollipops and hard candy.
60. Do you talk to yourself?
Sometimes when I'm by myself on the B-line I quote Vines to myself.
61. Do you sing to yourself?
All of the time, lol
62. Are you a good singer?
No lol
63. Biggest Fear?
Losing the people I care about.
64. Are you a gossip?
Probably?
65. Best dramatic movie you've seen?
Does Titanic count?
66. Do you like long or short hair?
I love long hair! I have to keep mine short to manage it easier, but if I could I would have Rapunzel-long hair!
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
Uhhhhh...Alabama, Alaska, Arizona, Arkansas, California, Colorado, Connecticut! Hawaii, Iowa, Idaho, Kansas, Oklahoma, Texas, Tennesse, Kentucky, Illinois, Indiana, Montana, Massachuests, North Dakota, South Dakota, Minnesota, Wisconsin, Michigan, Virginia, West Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, New York, Maine, Pennslyvania, Mississppi, Georgia, Florida, New Jersey, Washington, Washington D.C., New Mexico, Nevada, Oregan, Lousiana, Missouri, Nebraska, Utah, Wyoming, Vermont, New Hampshire, Maryland, Delaware....did I get them all?
68. Favorite school subject?
History.
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
Extrovert
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
No, but I really want to go!
71. What makes you nervous?
Moments of high stress.
72. Are you scared of the dark?
Not really.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
Yes, mainly because it's funny if it's a small mistake that ultimately means nothing.
74. Are you ticklish?
Yes....I'm ticklish on my neck, my belly a little bit, my chest a little bit, and especially my feet. My brothers used to tickle my feet when we were little to bother me.
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
Does it count if I started a rumor about myself?
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
Does being an office aide count? Or a library aide? Actually I think I had more power as a library aide because most of the time the librarian wasn't really in.
77. Have you ever drank underage?
I've had a margarita at Christmas a few years ago, does that count?
78. Have you ever done drugs?
I've smoked weed.
79. Who was your first real crush?
This boy in my class in fifth/sixth grade. I think his name was Jonathan Green or something. He was really super cute.
80. How many piercings do you have?
I have pierced ears, one in each ear.
81. Can you roll your Rs?"
Yeah.
82. How fast can you type?
Super fast. I've never actually measured but I think I can type several words a second or something?
83. How fast can you run?
I think half a mile in ten minutes?
84. What color is your hair?
Brown.
85. What color is your eyes?
Teal.
86. What are you allergic to?
Milk and pollen.
87. Do you keep a journal?
I keep a virtual journal.
88. What do your parents do?
My mom stays at home, I have no clue about my dad. He never tells us.
89. Do you like your age?
It's alright. I have no feelings towards it, honestly.
90. What makes you angry?
Know-it-alls, ignorant people.
91. Do you like your own name?
No.
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
Victoria, Emily, Natalie, Andrew, Max.
93. Do you want a boy a girl for a child?
I want a girl! I would want nothing but daughters. Maybe one son.
94. What are you strengths?
Optimism, kindness, honesty
95. What are your weaknesses?
Clingy, flies off the handle, can't take a hint sometimes
96. How did you get your name?
I got my name because Mom thinks Elizabeth is a very beautiful name.
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
I don't think so...I wish though
98. Do you have any scars?
Nope.
99. Color of your bedspread?
Blue sheets, white undersheet and pink blanket and pillowcases
100. Color of your room?
Off-white walls and periwinkle tiles
Someone on my homepage said something that made my brain break and I wanted to post it here but I also don't want them to come across my journal and think I'm making fun of them lol
'The Super Outbreak of 1974 was the worst tornado outbreak in United States history, being simultaneously the costliest and one of the deadliest' Uhhhhh when was this poster made? Clearly it was not made in 2011....
The magnitude of this tornado event has not been
replicated across the Ohio Valley in over 30
years.
^Yup, this was DEFINITELY made before 2011. That and the fact they're still using the Fujita Scale, although to be fair, this was a historic event and those sorts of events tend to use the Fujita Scale so I'll give that one a pass.
Guys, Mom is going to get my I.D....which should I do, get a job or enroll in college? I want to do both obviously but get my feet wet with something first. This would be over the summer, so if I enroll in college I would go the following fall, as for a job I would get that ASAP. Which one should I do?
Is there one you want more?
I want them both equally, hence why I'm asking. Mom said she doesn't care which one I do, so she's no help lol
Maybe get a summer job and apply for school, if you get in focus on that if not keep working?
I'm already accepted. If I get my I.D. my next step would be to go to the college and fill out my schedule and everything.
Okay, then do a summer job and stop when school starts, or get reduced hours to fit your schedule
So basically do both?
Yes and no. Eventually do both, but focus on one unless you absolutely think you can do both.
Ya!!!! I second that!!
I think I want to get a job first....but if I start going to college I'll have to quit.
Get a job you could work evenings? I might look into working in a movie theater.
I meant more like I'd have to quit so I didn't get too stressed-out or overwhelmed, not that the two would conflict.
Me when I first started RPing on GoodReads: *is a few hours late with a response* "OMG I am sooooo sorry for not responding! I was really busy but I'm yours now!" Me now: *is several weeks late with a response* "What's up?"
it's personal
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