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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Guy: "I pretty much clicked on this video because my penis told me to,"

Me: "Yeah, don't you just hate it when your penis tells you to click on hot things? I hate it so much,"

Guy: "Wait, what?!"


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments My throat is really scratchy and itchy.

But I will continue fighting the feeling of being sick for longer still! Because if I don't feel sick, then I can't actually be sick, right?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I don't know why but I feel....off. Like I have this nagging feeling in the back of my head but I can't figure out why.


message 10455: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Apr 12, 2018 06:29AM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Our neighbor came by and asked if I could help him out with his Netflix account. We weren't able to figure out what was wrong with it but we talked for a bit because he hangs out with my mom a lot and wanted to get to know me. He said he sees me in downtown a lot near IU because he works at a restaurant near the campus and he said if I'm ever in that part of town again I should hit him up because he thinks I'm really pretty and wants to get a burger with me.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments What was your reaction?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I told him sure. Not exactly sure if we'll actually be able to do it but I still appreciate the thought.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Oooh. I hope you'll get to


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Honestly I thought you were going to tell me that's inappropriate.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments You're both adults and you agreed to it so...nah.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Yeah, but at the same time, it's a man in his 30's-40's hanging out with a barely-legal girl(who looks even younger) and telling her she's pretty and offering to give her money and food?(He offered me money to fix his Netflix) He's likely married. I can see someone who doesn't know much about the situation telling me I'm about to either get abducted or dateraped.

But on the other hand, he actually does hang out with my mom, and just because he asked to hang out with me doesn't mean anything. If girls can do things like hug each other and not be seen as anything but friends, why can't a guy and a girl just get food together casually?

Besides if I AM going to be a mistress....well it's something I've always wanted to do so I can't say I'd be mad if I find out that's what I am


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I didnt know he was that old. Still, you're am adult and can make your own choices. As long as they aren't harning anyone, you do you.

I dunno if that's his goal, but I dunno if it isn't either. Family friends can e bad too, but also really good.

At first i was confused since you're a sub, then I remembered "mistress" has more than one definition


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments A sub?????? Like sexually submissive? When did I ever say I was a sub like that???? In both BDSM AND sex I'm versatile.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I thought you told me you were more of a sub and domming didnt interest you that much?

So then what DID you mean by mistress?


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I don't remember?????? I likely meant being dominate to boys doesn't interest me much because of personal reasons but that doesn't mean I'm not going to be dom if they ask me to. I'm versatile; I switch between the roles and do whatever is needed or what I'm feeling like.

The mistress I meant is a woman a married man has who he basically keeps around for sex and he gives her all kinds of presents and often gives her a nice bedroom, etc. Geezh


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Mom teased me yesterday by saying I even walked my baby brother home from school the other day because in a lot of dating simulators like Brothers Conflict you have to walk your younger brother home from school and I was like: "Don't start Mom," Lol


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments That's the kind I thought you were referring to, yes


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I don't even know what you're talking about anymore.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I thought the kind of mistress you were referring to was the same kind you WERE referring to


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments It's supposed to storm tomorrow and Saturday.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Mom said I need to stop singing Dangerous Woman by Ariana Grande so much. My response was to just keep singing it even more lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Why don't more people in the fandom ship YoichixShinoa because at first I jokingly shipped it but now I love it so much

Like I'm pretty sure he has a crush on Shinoa or is at least sexually attracted to her in canon because he's always really blushy but looks eager whenever she takes off her clothes or changes or whatever, it's implied they take showers together, he hugs her just to grope her, he eagerly tried to show her how to use a urinal, etc. She was one of the first friends he made at school and in the series when Yuu isn't around Yoichi goes to her for advice or comfort. He likely sees her as being beautiful, nice, and the foundation of their group. He's become more mischievous and perverted as the series goes on to be more like her. I think they'd be good together, honestly.

Like just imagine them taking bubble baths together and snuggling together when he has nightmares at night. Imagine them doing each other's hair and having girl talk. Imagine them training together and saving each other from vampires. Imagine them eating ice cream together and dancing at military parties together. Imagine them actually dating and constantly sneaking off during training to kiss or get a quick session in. Imagine them actually having a little daughter together and Yoichi would spoil her so much.

They're just so cute together, okay? Lol


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Writing Prompt:

Your character is lost in the deep woods. They have food, water and medicine but they're running low. They also have emergency supplies like flares and rope.

As i gets dark, they see they're nearing a forest ranger station. So they can choose to venture there in the dark, wait till morning or use a flare and sit tight.

To add to the drama, give them a fear that WILL happen out.there. Be it being alone, darkness, dangerous animals, not having technology, etc ((use any amount you like)), they have to try to overcome their fears if they wish to survive.

Feel free to add a group and explain what they were doing before becoming lost.

~From Hunter


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I would like to add, good readers, that the spelling mistakes are mine and she just copy pasted it, word for word :p


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I'm sure they know I don't really sound like that :P


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Hey you never know :p


message 10478: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Apr 12, 2018 10:41AM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I'm working on the prompt but soon I might have to post what I already have done in a spoiler because I don't think I'll have enough time to finish everything in time before my brothers come home. But after they're home I'll continue working on it and finish it this evening.


message 10480: by Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ (last edited Apr 12, 2018 10:47AM) (new)

Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I modified the plot slightly and modeled it after an anime I like. It's the same basic idea of a group getting stuck in the forest but it's a group of friends in the army in the Russian Empire.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Hey, as long as you follow the guidlines, modify it however you like.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments It's just....I don't know, I don't usually do stuff like this. I'm not even sure of how to end it or anything.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments End it with them being rescued. Either they find some sort of outpost or a search party finds *them*


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments This is harder than I thought. Like I'm not sure how to make them go low on supplies so quickly? I mean they're irresponsible in the story but at the same time they're still soldiers and they wouldn't pointlessly blow through all their supplies even if they have a 'party' like they do in this story. And I haven't even described what they look like yet....goodness.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments You don't have to make it right when they get lost. They could just have been lost for a long time and they naturally use up their resources as needed. Like I said, you can just briefly explain what happened to get them into this situation.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments Honestly I have no idea what I'm even writing right now.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments So don't write it :\


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments No, I was bored and wanted a prompt. I'm not going to waste all of the time you spent thinking of a prompt for me to do. You're the only person who would even give me a prompt so I have to respect that.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments You don't have to do it if you don't want to. I won't be mad.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments But I wanted to do a writing prompt.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I'll think of another one. It sounds like you don't want to do this one.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments (view spoiler)

That's all I've gotten done so far.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments My stupid brothers are being loud and annoying again. I can already tell this ruined Mom's day so there went talking to her.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments I'm bored. I need to finish my prompt and I have so many RPs to catch up on.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments My mom doesn't want to talk to me. God only knows where my friends all went. My stomach hurts and I'm just angry and annoyed and bored and God I just want to throw things and start crying like I just want to cry so much right now. I have a bad headache both from my brothers and from staring at a computer all day. I can't work on RP responses while I'm like this so I'm just going to end up getting even more behind. I want a new writing prompt but I have no ideas.

Like God I don't even know what I want to do or what emotion I'm even feeling. God this is why I hate emotions. And I'll probably delete this shortly after I post it because it's all just meaningless word vomit and I hate feeling like this. And I don't want any of my friends to see this either....not like they'd even see it. And if they did it's not like they'd even care, or they'd just give me empty words of comfort that mean nothing to me.

And whatever I do I must not fucking cry. I won't cry over something stupid like this....


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments I care. It kind of hurts to see you always say that my words are empty and mean nothing to you when I always try to show sympathy, but I still come back. Because I care.

It's okay to cry if you're feeling upset. I cried over a song and you told me it was okay, remember? I felt better for crying after you said that. It improved things, your words.

And I may not be able to do anything to help, but I still want to look out for you.


Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛  (pinkhairedwannabe) | 16707 comments They're empty to me. Do you have any idea how many people have turned words like that against me to make me feel even worse? I can't trust things like that anymore. I want people to show me they care instead of telling me, because any fool can say 'I care about you' especially on the Internet.

And I don't want to cry. I'm probably being selfish or something stupid like that and I don't deserve to cry. Right now I just feel really angry and want to like scream or punch something but I'm not going to do either of those.


Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) (codenameagentmcmuffin) | 8243 comments Well if they're empty, then maybe I should stop wasting my time writing that I care. Because if you don't believe it, why should I even bother?

*How* can I prove it? Tell me, please. We're hundreds of miles away so it's not like I can swing by your house.

If you don't want to cry, then don't. But you shouldn't think you don't deserve to. That's not healthy.


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