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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Apr 08, 2018 07:17AM
I'm not lucky, I'm actually really mad because I really wanted to do her RP idea but I found out she's one of the people I ignored on Gmail BECAUSE her writing style was so poor. I can't believe she'd play me like this.
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Why would she do terrible On Gmail but great on Discord??]
I don't know! And that's not really something I can just ask her, you know? I'm just so annoyed at this right now. I legit thought she was a different person until she emailed me back.
School Laptop: *doesn't block Pintrest or Wikia like it normally does* *but still blocks fanfiction.net and storywrite*
Okay then
I'm so sad, I found out Polyvore got shut down!!!! I loved that site so much and now it's gone! Luckily there's already a petition with nine thousand signatures on it to bring it back...but petitions don't always work. That site was so useful....it was where I got my Halloween costume idea from last year from. And where I was going to get my costume idea for this year too....
It's been very cold and snowy here for the past few days(aside from Tuesday) and I told Mom God is punishing us for electing Donald Trump and she laughed so hard lol
I went to the local pantry giveaway and got a chocolate cookie as part of my meal and the lady there said "Oh, you know what you love, huh? It seems like you love a lot of chocolate!"
I can't believe Easter was just last Sunday, it literally feels like it was forever ago.
I'm really bored....I'm thinking about going to the library again but I'm worried by the time I get ready and everything it'll be too late for me to even go or do anything.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I can't believe Easter was just last Sunday, it literally feels like it was forever ago."I got hurt on EAster and the wound is still there.
Uh, that's terrible?????
Blech I wanna write but since the school won't let me get on GoodReads I guess I won't be finishing my fanfic tonight....and it was fairly close to being done too
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Uh, that's terrible?????"I know
Okay so I've played Dungeons and Dragons. Once. An old group of Internet friends decided we would all learn how to play over Skype. Our group was called 'Dungeons and Idiots' because nobody really knew how to play. Honestly I'm not even sure if we were playing the actual game but I do remember we had to roll dice to determine how successful an action was. I was the only girl in the group by the way. It took us a while but we all made our characters and our first quest was to get some treasure from a cave that nobody was able to properly explore because of a monster. And my character got into an argument with this other guy's character over who was more powerful and they decided to settle it by throwing a tree in my character's path and have her break it with her elemental magic. She failed and everyone ran away from the tree. We never actually finished the quest, barely got started on it because we all got busy with other stuff but I actually had fun doing it and would definitely like to do something like that again.
I think my character was a girl elf with elemental magic? Or maybe she was a fairy? She was some kind of woodland creature with magic.
Hunter (Totally NOT a communist ☭) wrote: "Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Uh, that's terrible?????"I know"
Like I don't know what you want me to say.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Okay so I've played Dungeons and Dragons. Once. An old group of Internet friends decided we would all learn how to play over Skype. Our group was called 'Dungeons and Idiots' because nobody really ..."If you find a D+D group I'd love to join in :P
Oh, I thought you had a group.
In high school, yes. But i rarely got to go
Pretty much the only reason why I posted that was because I thought you had a group. Never mind then.
This remix isn't very good. For a few seconds I actually thought the commercial that was before it was still playing.
Oh..I enjoyed the story though.
Maybe I can look around for D+D for Newbs DIscord servers? Would you want to do that?
Sure, as long as the people actually knew how to RP. And as long as they will be welcoming. Part of the fun was just the five of us cracking jokes with each other because we were all friends.
StoryWrite works now so I'm going to shower and then get off GoodReads for a bit so I can work on my fanfic and (hopefully) finish it tonight.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Sure, as long as the people actually knew how to RP. And as long as they will be welcoming. Part of the fun was just the five of us cracking jokes with each other because we were all friends."
Why do their RP skills matter?
I dunno.
My stomach is cramping up really badly....it feels like there's something moving around in my stomach and it's all growly and churning. It hurts really badly.....
I almost threw up last night but I surprisingly didn't. I felt extremely nauseous though. Mom and I watched the first episode of the new Tokyo Ghoul season. I was disappointed Suzuya wasn't in it though because I really wanted to see his new look haha.
Mom's sick. Nothing super serious, it's just a cold, but that means I'm going to end up getting sick and I'm going to be miserable. I got a cold last February and I was in so much pain I couldn't even move. It even hurt to blink. And it was a cold, mind you.
I asked Mom why I felt sick last night when I didn't even eat anything fatty or oily and she said when her gallbladder got super bad anything she ate she would throw up, even if it was just a banana and I pretty much screamed in horror.
You migjt have to get it checked...
That's already happened to me before though. Last March for an entire week I threw up literally anything I ate. But I would keep eating because obviously I didn't feel sick because I wasn't. My stomach hurt so badly I could barely get out of bed and my legs hurt too. It was one of the scariest experiences of my life because I didn't know what was wrong with me and worst of all Mom thought I was faking it.
I actually remember when Mom had to get her gallbladder taken out. I don't remember her throwing up but I do remember she was in so much pain she had to lay in bed or on the couch just moaning and crying in pain. She kept refusing to go to the doctor because she didn't think it was anything bad. Dad and I were convinced she had an ulcer because she had strong abdomen pain and vomiting which are signs of an ulcer and Dad eventually got her to go by saying he would call an ambulance on her if she didn't agree to go. I was afraid she really did have an ulcer, but it turned out it wasn't an ulcer at all, it was her gallbladder and she got it removed.
But my problem is(well one of many problems) is the fact that what if I do go to the doctor and it is my gallbladder, a lot of sources say that I'm too young to actually get it removed yet. So why even waste my time if I have to wait another decade to get this stupid thing out if my body? I mean, I've been having these problems since 2015 and look how much trouble it's caused me already. I can't possibly imagine ten more years of being in extreme pain and throwing up everything I eat.
You wont known what it is till you go. At least then there's a chance of at least easing it, if not fixing it soon
I told Mom there's a scene in the fourth Danganronpa game where the inventor girl has to give this robot a tune-up and clean him up and that's literally all she's doing but the game makes it look and sound like they're having sex and Mom put her foot down and was like: "That's it, we're buying Danganronpa!" Lol
I will not be satisfied with college until I am allowed to write an essay about how Tokyo Ghoul is an allegory for hate crime
Okay, I think I found the right number for our health insurance. It looks like all I have to do is call them and ask for information about my doctor.
Oh no.....Oh God......I think I'm going to throw up.....
The diarrhea from cholera victims is called rice water because a lot of times flecks of mucus are visible that look like rice grains. They are pieces of your intestine because your intestines are literally being ripped apart by the bacteria. Isn't cholera literally so beautiful?
I should have, at least for now, stopped myself at "diarrhea" because I'm going to be eating soon ;p that was all My fault for going ahead with the reading.Uh, I mean, bad Elizabeth for talking about things in her own journal she is interested in! :p
Nobody asked you to read it :P
Also I have pictures of it :P
I am literally so sick of my friends trying to tell me who I can and can't befriend or hang out with just because they themselves have beef with somebody. Like fine, have beef with that person, but don't you dare drag me, an innocent third-party, into your fight. Don't insult that person with me, don't tell me bad things about that person to me, don't put that person down around me, and please don't tell me to say bad things back to them and make them feel bad. Don't judge me, or insult me, or put me down for wanting to hang out with them. I am very easily manipulated and I end up making things way worse because every single time, the person turns out to be very sweet and caring towards me and they get hurt by me insulting them for seemingly no reason. Some of my closest friends in the past were people my friends specifically told me not to hang around because they themselves disliked them. But I'm so sick of being dragged into stupid stuff like this and being told who I can and can't make friends with. Like if you were truly my friend, you would stay out of my business.
P.S. cholera diarrhea smells like fish
I must be more tired than I thought, I misread a topic as 'books for a thirteen-year-old baby' instead of 'books for a thirteen-year-old boy' and I was so confused
I'm about to go to bed. Maybe. I'm dizzy and nauseous and feel like I'm about to throw up. I ended up having to throw out an entire sandwich because just the thought of finishing it made my stomach flip.
Oh yeah my stomach hurt all night long. At least it hurt until I actually fell asleep. It feels better now but I get the feeling it'll start hurting again once I eat something.
New fanfic done: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/12898892...
I told myself I would release at least one fanfic per month this year to make up for my lack of activity for almost an entire year. I don't know if I'll be able to keep that promise, but I think I've been doing good so far. I've released a fanfic every month this year.
I had to pick my baby brother up from school earlier and all he did on his way to the office to sign out was ask random kids in the hallway if I looked like a middle-schooler all because I said his school smelled good lol
Someone: "Your nation invented Apple, why don't you have a cell phone lol" Me: "Your nation invented cholera vaccines, why do you still get sick with cholera lol"
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