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~Look Down, You're Talking to Your Highness~[R]
Oh God.....I threw up....twice......It was orange and extremely chunky, it looked, tasted and smelled like chicken nuggets. And then chunky green bile/stomach acid came up and it burned my throat like crazy. The chicken nuggets didn't hurt coming back up much but the stomach acid definitely did.
I feel a lot better but my stomach feels all stretched out which it normally does after I vomit. I can't stop trembling.
My throat still really hurts even though I drank some water.
Mom said if I made a TV show I would find a way to film preteen boys throwing up and make it a plot of the current episode and also find a way to work in stuff like eating and I was like: 'okay you got me there but I'm pretty sure nobody's going to watch a boy throwing up and think to themselves "boy that's really creepy that director is messed up in the head" like they would for other fetishes' lol
When I went to drop off my baby brother's medicine Mom asked me if I saw any cute boys at the MIDDLE SCHOOL and I said no...and then I said 'you shouldn't be encouraging this Mom you should be concerned'
I still feel sick.....not like in my stomach area but just sick in general. I can't stop shivering/trembling, like crazy and I feel really out-of-it. Like I'm still coherent but at the same time I'm kinda not if that makes sense???? I don't know....
Do you feel really hot or cold?
Neither, actually. My body feels normal and I even asked my mom and she confirmed it.
My mom scolded me for putting my Sims in the wrong town when she specifically said she wanted them in her town and I told her the last time I put a bunch of my Sims in her town she yelled at me and told me she didn't want them there, so I put these in a different town too. She said she asked me to put these in her town and we just went back and forth for a while until I finally said I'll just put the other Sims I make in her town to make up for that one mistake and she was like 'so you're just going to play in two different towns then' and I told her I didn't have to do this for her and that I can just delete what I made if she's going to be all snippy
My stomach hurts really badly again.....Mom says I'm probably going to throw up again. I hope this isn't going to be like last March when I literally couldn't keep anything down and threw up food for an entire week. My stomach also hurt like crazy and so did my legs. It was a really scary time for me.
~Michiru's life remains mundane-schoolwork and playing at concerts to earn enough for her own apartment. Until she meets Haruka Tenoh and agrees to train her as a Sailor Senshi. The Senshi of Wind is nothing like her-stubborn, tomboyish, and has a tendency to run away from her problems. Certainly nothing like love is in the equation for the two, yet nobody is truly in control of their fate. ~After the events of SuperS, the Outers move back into town with a secret-Hotaru has been unsuccessful in awakening as Sailor Saturn, thus she believes herself to be a normal six-year-old girl. She can't even remember her friends, much to Chibiusa's distress, who takes it upon herself to try and awaken Hotaru manually. Things seem to go well, until an old villain returns with a score to settle against Sailor Moon-and she's going to use Chibiusa and Hotaru to do it!
~Neo-Queen Serenity tells her daughter a bedtime story of the Silver Millenium, about eight princesses who are given the chance of a lifetime: protect the infant Princess Serenity and help her grow up strong and healthy. Despite the girls all being very eccentric, they all accept and soon become the princess' closest friends as she grows up and eventually falls into a doomed romance. Well, nobody can say she wasn't warned.....
#Three years later the girls all live normal lives doing what they've all dreamed of. Usagi and Mamoru are married with a bouncing baby Chibiusa, and all of their friends have become part of their dream job. Their idyllic world is shattered, however, when a new villain arrives with her own henchman and a deadly agenda for the Sailor Senshi. The girls must become even more powerful to even stand a chance and Sailor Moon herself must unlock a new form of herself by discovering what truly matters to her.
~Alfred F. Jones is a loser at his high school, only having three actual friends who just hang around him because they're all losers too. Every day he's ignored by the student body, sometimes even by his girlfriend, but he's learned to enjoy it, as it allows him to keep secrets. Secrets like his girlfriend isn't actually a vegetarian. Secrets like Toris can actually speak perfect English. And perhaps his biggest secret of all, the fact he has binge-eating disorder.
~Tatyana is used to life on the streets. It never changes. Sure, you have to fend for yourself, but she hardly minds. What she does mind is the Duchess of Moscow and her brothers literally picking her off the streets and turning her into a maid in her upscale mansion quite randomly one day. The Duchess herself, Anya, is infuriatingly mysterious and gorgeous all at once. But so is everyone else in this mansion, including Tatyana's boisterous roommate and Anya's icy-cold younger brother Nikolai. And if Tatyana doesn't watch her step, she might find herself cleaning up more than just a few dishes.
~Life in the Russian Empire is exciting for Toris. After all, what could be more exciting than rooming with your BFF, having your pick of a girlfriend, and secretly rebelling against the Empire? Oh yeah, and also secretly sleeping with Ivan to get him off your back. At least, that's how it went until Ivan innocently reveals some evidence that he knows Toris would kill to keep hidden. Now Toris finds himself having to feign innocence as he tries twice as hard to keep his rebellious side hidden while also buttering up Ivan to keep him from being suspicious. But there's only so much one can juggle before it all comes crashing down, even if they are a nation.
~In the dawn of World War 2, a mundane request to clean his adoptive father's attic sends Alfred on a secret quest around the world when he finds an old letter that claims his father used to be part of a magic guild that has since split. Furthering this proof is a magic stone that burns the hand of someone who has passionate emotions. His father shuts down any additional conversation about the guild, so Alfred takes matters into his own hands and travels around the world to find the other stone-holders in the hopes they can give him more information. Some of the guild members are sweet and just, while others are haunted by the trials of war. And some have deadly goals for the guild in mind, and don't care who they have to kill to get the rest of the stones-including Alfred himself.
~Four kingdoms rule four separate parts of the world, always silently waging wars with each other and never truly trusting their supposed allies. The kingdoms play out very much like chess. When one of the kingdoms discovers one of their Pawns dead, they instantly point fingers at their current foe, a kingdom that is notorious for being bloodthirsty. However, the mysterious kingdom of the north decides to take part in politics once more as they set their gentle Queen on the case, a Queen whose kingdom nor family has been seen for nearly sixteen years. Things will prove difficult for Queen Tino, but luckily, he's not one to give up easily, not even when the reason for his kingdom's secrecy is brought into the light.
~On a field trip to Belgium, Elizabeth's tour group is warned about a famously violent gambler who kidnaps girls he finds pretty and never releases them. Elizabeth blows them off as just stories until the gambler makes Elizabeth his next target and whisks her away easily in the middle of the day. Elizabeth finds herself a prisoner of the gambler, who has many secrets, the biggest being....he's really a she. The gambler treats Elizabeth like a literal princess and even considers her a member of the family, introducing her to her brothers. She even lets her keep in contact with her friends, albeit through feeding them lies. As time goes on, Elizabeth finds herself more and more anxious to escape her confinement, especially when she discovers what became of the other kidnapped girls....
~Cedric is a simple merchant in town who, by a stroke of luck, decides to partake in a fencing tournament against the famed master of the sport, Phantomhive. He gets bested, but instantly falls in love with the fencer, a woman named Claudia. As time passes, she finds herself starting to fall for Cedric too, mainly because of his good-humored nature and how genuine he is. They soon get married and start a family together, but tradegy is never far behind and strikes the family hard. Cedric finds himself unable to pick up the pieces and flees, leaving behind a young family, a choice that soon sets the stage for them and their future generations.
~Life for Joanne Harcourt is the same day-in and day-out; constant tourment by his peers at school, neglect and babying by his family at home, and not being taken seriously anywhere. He longs for a change, but is also fully accepting of the fact that won't happen. Until it does, in the form of a new student named Ciel Phantomhive and a new House Master. Suddenly, things seem to go Joanne's way, though whether through luck or something else he doesn't question. And things seem to be going well for his new friends as well too, until Ciel reveals the dark reason behind his enrollment in the school, a dark secret that returns from the grave to haunt the students.
~100 years ago, Hanataro's older brother randomly vanished from Soul Society and all traces of him were erased. He never gave up hope that he would see his brother again, even when everything else seemed to be against his wishes. The Vizards have returned to the Soul Society to take up new jobs, or in some cases, their old jobs. However, their numbers have severely declined since the last war and they get permission to travel back to Earth to search for new Vizards to hopefully recruit. Hanataro makes them promise to give him information on his older brother. On Earth, the Vizards do indeed find a new group of Vizards led by Hanataro's older brother. However, this group is hostile and unwilling to cooperate, as well as having a bizarre attachment to their leader. Shinji's group has to try their hardest to get these new Vizards on their good side so they'll join, no matter how creepy they get. And they can get pretty creepy....
Me: "I'm not sure if I can even eat any more French fries. The last few times I ate them I got really sick and even threw up," Mom: "You have problems eating them because they're very oily. Your body is very sensitive to oils and fats,"
Me: "Because that stuff is controlled in the gallbladder!"
Mom: "Wow, you're smart,"
Me: "Which means if I get it taken out, I won't be able to eat junk food ever again, or fast food,"
Mom: "I can still eat things like that,"
Me: "Well you're stronger physically than I am,"
Oh God, my stomach....it feels so heavy like it's swimming in grease....it probably is....I literally ate about ten or eleven French fries and I still feel this sick....my mouth still tastes like the French fries.
I told Mom I'm going to get a job this summer. As long as I'll still have energy/time to do stuff like go swimming. She was getting really snippy about it earlier so I decided I might as well do so, plus it's not like I have anything else to do over the summer. My middle brother started making fun of me for it though.
What a weird time for m mom to go to bed. I don't even think she was tired and it's not the usual time she goes to bed.
It's so sad that eating plain buttered toast doesn't make me feel ill. What has my body done to me?
Happy Easter!
Bunnies!
I know that picture is so adorable!!!!! I love rabbits so much!!!!
My cousin has a bunny named Oreo and it's so fluffy and cute!
I kept telling Mom I was hungry and she finally said she'd make me French toast. I couldn't say this to her but...I really really really hate French toast. And I'm worried if I eat something as super sweet as that I'll get very sick again. But if I tell her this she won't make me anything and I'll be really hungry for the rest of the night so....suffer I shall.
There's a dating simulator where the boys are cursed to take the form of animals and one of them turns into a rabbit and he's my favourite because bunnies!
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "I kept telling Mom I was hungry and she finally said she'd make me French toast. I couldn't say this to her but...I really really really hate French toast. And I'm worried if I eat something as sup..."She doesn't know after 20 years you don't like it?
Oh she knows. She's making it for herself and that's why I have to either eat or don't because she's not making anything else.
So why'd you say you couldn't say it to her, and why would she offer to make it for you? MAkes no sense to me :\
1. I can't say it to her because then she won't make me any. 2. Basically Mom cooks for herself 80% of the time. We can either eat it or do our own thing. She's hungry for French toast right now, so she's going to make it and if I want some too, then I can get some. But she's not going to make me whatever I want because she doesn't want to.
Me: "This RP looks so good! I wanna do it!" RPer: "Perfect! Let's get started!"
*actually reads the prompt and sees abuse is a major part of the plot*
Me: "Fuck"
I told Mom I was inspired by Issei and I'm going to find a way to make my alarm clock wake me up every morning with a different little brother-type like how he has different types of girls waking him up and they'd all probably be voiced by Yuki Kaji lol
I'm really hungry....I can't wait to eat! The food is being cooked right now. We'll have ham, cheesy potatoes, green bean casserole, rolls, I think something else but I'm forgetting....and for dessert carrot cake.
Yummy! Well, the ham and rolls at least :P
I think I'm just going to eat the ham, casserole, and rolls. I didn't want a carrot cake but I need something sweet in my system so I'll eat that too I guess. I don't like carrot cake.
We had donuts and cinnamon rolls for breakfast and my mom told us to enjoy the sugar crash. Then my brother said he couldn't eat anymore sweets and he needed something else so he and my mom asked me what Perry the Platypus ate after his sugar crash.
I almost threw up the French toast I ate this morning-just like I thought I would-because it was far too sweet for me. But at least I ate something, right?
I don't think I'll be able to get all of the different types of alarm clocks Issei has because they're all different kinds of girls and there's pretty much only one little-brother type....because that's the type. There's a yandere little brother I could use but other than that they mainly act the same: love sweets, stuffed animals, and video games, are really hyper and excited but also bratty and throw tantrums when they don't get what they want, call the main character 'big sister' regardless of whether they're actually related or not.
I got everything to eat, even the cheesy potatoes. What can I say, they looked good. The carrot cake is for later.
I saw more people talking about triggers because a video game character gets flashbacks to her traumatic past whenever someone says a certain word and starts having a mental breakdown and I think to myself 'who am I kidding' my trigger doesn't exist. I don't get flashbacks to my abuse. I still support media that triggers me. I'm a fucking fake and my trigger is a fucking fake too. I should stop telling people I'm triggered by abuse.
My health went really downhill after I graduated from school. I got chronic pinkeye, I had a mental breakdown daily, and I got a lot of digestive problems where for several days a month I would be immobile and throw up anything I ate. I feel like if I go to college/get a job I'll become fit as a fiddle in like a week and not be upset or sick anymore.
How come?
Why am I sick so much? Probably just all of the stress of not doing anything. It's not healthy for me to sit around inside all day.
Well, you walk to the library all the time, right? That's pretty healthy.
The last time I went to the library was like March 8th or something, whichever day I threw up that Wendy's. I haven't gone anywhere since.
And besides, the way I function I NEED to do more than just go to the library, even if I go every day. I crave social interaction with real people, not ones behind a screen. I need to be kept busy doing something. I need homework or assignments or whatever to work on. The last time I truly felt stimulated was a few months ago when my best friend asked me to help her with her Japanese homework.
When my best friend took finals the year after I graduated I begged her to please make a final test for me to take too because I literally couldn't function without taking one. I still cry whenever I see my friends taking finals. I miss tests. I miss schoolwork. I always warned people I would become a basketcase without school in my life and nobody believed me. It turns out I was a thousand percent correct.
Mom's not making me anything else to eat tonight so I have to make more Bagel Bites....You know what that means....
I get to pump more grease into my body that's going to make me feel like literal dirt and possibly even make me throw up since I already feel kinda sick from dinner earlier!!!! Yay!!!!
KinakotoudouKinakotoudou
5 months ago
ExileRN That's because practically everyone in DR2 is bi XD Though in DR1 it goes the same, it's not so obvious...
wcthesecret
wcthesecret
2 weeks ago
He’s straight because he is a man. Stop forcing the lgbtqaidnjicrcniejiondwnidnidenhide19934747657892922837474765$/;;;)$;#:#-)$(;#;#;;(+((&/$/+((+*-*-/$;#;£[\<<£]]|]¥]¥>>¥]~[\~\_<¥]¥{]|<|<|[[[¥ people things group name onto this poor straight boy. LET HIM IDENTIFY AS A NORMAL FUCKING PERSON!!!!!!!!!!
wcthesecret
wcthesecret
2 weeks ago
ExileRN no it means it’s gayer. That makes it lamer. Because gay is lame :) :D ;o
Stevonnie Jenkins
Stevonnie Jenkins
1 week ago
i think he would not particularly care what gender someone is, he would just fall in love with their personality. so i guess pansexual?
wcthesecret
wcthesecret
1 week ago
dude, stop it. hes not a part of the lgbtqaiasdghwkeahklgsdyhklgtywh19389126306439101749509];]'.;',./,/\$%@$%#!%*(#(!%^%(&%(!&$(&$(!(^%}|{{"""><?<> people things community. just let the poor kid be straight and kind of a coward.
I just wanna embarrass this homophobe okay
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Annnnnd I found another homophobe in the YouTube comments. See, THIS is what I want negative downvotes for. There is nothing wrong with having a conservative opinion, but in my opinion, there's an obvious difference between being conservative and flat-out insulting people, whether you're homophobic, racist, sexist, hating on other religions, etc. And THAT is what I want to filter out and report. Because we don't need that kind of blatant hatred anywhere on the Internet and especially on stuff that has literally nothing to do with that topic.
Shutting down bigotry speech isn't violating free speech. The government can't come arrest you for it therefore it's protected. But it doesn't give people a right to be buttfaces. They cN still be thrown out of public areaa for being disruptive amd their free speech is protected since, ya know..the government isn't arresting them for it.
I feel like I was supposed to be doing something on here but literally the second I got on this computer there went my thought process
Maybe your action was cancelled by the player?
Haha. *sarcastic*
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No I didn't eat any French fries and I drank no soda, only water(in case the soda last night made me feel sick)
I feel so sick I can't really describe it!