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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Feb 23, 2018 07:28PM
This is what the girl in Mystic Messenger looks like: 
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And I think it's fun to make OCs for dating simulators because a lot of them have really unique settings or characters and it's fun to make your character be a part of that.
She's not ugly though. Whatsherface from Utapri is weird looking.
Haruka lol
And I never said she was ugly, I just hate how they have the nerve to give her such a plain design and then not give her a face.
I actually find Haruka very pretty. She has a really unique design. Her, Talia from Beast and the Prince Tamers, Princess from Snow Bride, Heroine from Amnesia, and Cardia from Code;Realize are the prettiest girls in dating simulators in my opinion. Most of them look the same.
Sure her design is unique and interesting, but it's also really strange compared to all the people she's around. Like if anyone else had bright colors like that, it wouldn't be so strange.
I've only seen two episodes of that show but it seemed to have lots of bright colours.
I feel really sick.....my stomach hurts really bad and I drank the last of the Pepto-Bismol(there wasn't much left) but it didn't seem to work. It's just that time of year again....
Someone asked if people getting stuck in glue and other sticky stuff was a fetish and I was like 'yes. yes it is. I actually had to perform something like that for someone once'
The video brought back flashbacks of me doing that and I was annoyed. It wasn't a very fun thing to do and extremely messy and I could've sprained my ankle from it if I wasn't careful.
Mom informed me that was the weirdest fetish she had ever heard of and I said it's not that weird lol
Why does my mom think I hate yaoi ships so much? Like everytime we watch an anime together she always says 'don't you worry, the main ship in this show is a het ship. And there's also lots of side het ships you can have! you don't have to ship the yaoi ship if you don't want to' she says it like I'll eat her if there's no het ships lol
Toris pouted. "Fine, but she probably won't listen to me either," he crossed his arms in front of his chest and glared at Elena. "You need to stop with this nasty attitude right now, Elena. Everyone is sick of it," he glared at her. "No! Make me!!!" Elena ran from the room and Toris ran after her.
"Elena Anya Laurintainis!"
((Fuck his last name))
"Maybe if you sit down and talk to her, it'll work," Natalya explained and finished putting Augustas to sleep before taking Mykol from Toris, watching him chase after Elena as she sighed heavily.
[[ mE TOO. ]]
Lol
Sarah was on FaceBook the other day! Although she didn't respond to our RP, she still came online and I'm excited that she's still alive and remembers me! Hopefully we can RP some more soon!
Mom: "Yato, the 1980's called. They want their tracksuit back," Me: "The 80's don't want that shit back, Mom!"
Almost every video in this playlist is blocked, so like what's even the point of trying to watch all of these?
Fascinating read. Makes you wonder how many people you know have conditions like autism or medical problems. Dad is the only one in our house I'm not sure has any sort of condition or disorder.
Top Five Prettiest Dating Simulator Girls: 5. Julia from Beast and Princess
4. Heroine from Amnesia
3. Tiana from Beast Master and Prince
2. Haruka from Uta no Prince-sama
1. Cardia from Code;Realize
Me: "Ooooooh, this boy is so cute!!!! I hope he's not like sixteen or seventeen or something like that," Mom: "Why? Because then he'll be too old for you?"
Me: *Googles his age* "Ooooooh he's only fourteen! So cute!"
Mom: "Oh, he's your dream boy then,"
Me: "For your information, I only date guys whose balls have dropped," Mom: "Could've fooled me seeing your list of favourite characters,"
I was really badly bloated earlier. I had never been bloated before so that's why I assume I was since I hadn't experienced it before. My stomach felt really full and distended, and apparently those are the signs of bloating. Mom thinks I'm bloated because I might get my period soon, but I think I got it from something I ate, as strange as that sounds. I mean, my digestive system is not the smoothest ride in the park. I'm still kinda feeling bloated but it's not as bad as it was earlier.
I wonder how I'm going to make friends in college? Everyone will be busy with their classes. And do we get breaks? Like can I talk to people in the hallways during passing periods? Do we even have passing periods? Do we get a lunch break? Can I talk to people then? IU has a cafeteria, and I think Ivy Tech does too. Or is there only time to eat and not to talk? I'll have to take a bus to Ivy Tech, can I talk to people on the bus? A while ago Mom told me she was at the bus station and told me she saw a group of kids waiting to go on the Ivy Tech bus and were all talking about it together and they all had backpacks on. She said that to make me feel better because I was worried I'd be the only kid who had to ride the bus there. It actually did make me feel better, just a little bit.
Join clubs. I know colleges have them.
I don't know if Ivy Tech has any, it's a smaller community college. If they do it's probably just for sports and stuff like that.
I've had people tell me they like hanging out with me because I feel really genuine, and I don't know why but I'm really proud of that fact. Apparently it's a bad thing in society to be seen as fake, so it's really nice to know that I'm genuine with the way I act.
6 Marauders 7 Kyuushos
5 Xanadus
9 Nijis
I found out both Future Diary and Code;Realize were on Crunchyroll in Japanese and I said to my mom '#toptenanimebetrayals' and she laughed so hard lol
My community college I think has a choir and drama club among others.Also I like people who don't act fake. If you're genuinely interested in something new, awesome. But for the love of Talos don't fake it! That's deception
I wasn't acting interested in something new......I just meant in general that's what people have told me.
That you was a general you, not Elizabeth you.
I was surprised my mom didn't try to convince me otherwise when I told her about that article and how I try to disguise my mental disorder. I guess she understands why I do it even if she doesn't do it herself. It feels like something I have to do. I hate people finding out I have that mental disorder. It marks you. Suddenly people stop seeing you as person but as a person with that mental disorder. They look at the stuff you're into and say you're only so obsessed because of your mental disorder. They say you're only friendly and funny because of your mental disorder. They say 'oh, it's all makes perfect sense as to why you're so weird.' They just see you in such a different life than they did before you told them. I think the worst though is when I tell people and they look shocked and exclaim 'but you're too pretty to be autistic!!!' as if autistic people look a certain way? as if they don't look like normal people? as if they can't be pretty? I know some autistic people look a certain way but not all of them do!
Mom says I can educate people who say things like that about my mental disorder, but I said that stuff makes me want to deny it even more. Because those people don't want to be educated, nor do they even care. They just want things to fit into their own view of the world.
And I don't have the time nor patience to educate people like that. So I'm done telling people about my mental disorder. If people figure it out for themselves by spending time with me, then fine, there's nothing I can do about that. But I'm done telling people even if I really really trust that person. I wouldn't tell even my best friend, and I haven't.
Half the time I forget you have a disorder. I just know you are who you are and I dont see you as a disorder or anything I'm sure that wasnt directed at me.
It's harder to tell over the Internet. If you saw how I acted at home you'd see. not out in public though because I hide it. The only indication something is wrong is that I speak really loudly, though that is probably partially because of my home environment too.
Oh, my stomach hurts really bad again. It actually feels like something is scratching it from the inside with long nails. It's a horrible feeling and apparently a lot of people feel this way before they vomit.
My mom found me in my room listening to Marina and the Diamonds while being super upset and she asked me what was wrong and I told her I was upset because her songs fit all of my favourite characters and that all of my favourite characters are crazy as hell lol
We still have four different flood warnings in effect until Friday and Saturday. I wonder if there's still lots of water downtown? I have to go there over the weekend. It's supposed to storm on Thursday and snow too. Will we get thundersnow? I kinda hope so. I've never seen it before.
I want to play Doki Doki Literature Club, but I have a dilemma. I want to watch Let's Play videos of it to see if it's something I'll actually enjoy and spend time on since it does cost money and I don't want to get something I'll never play. I mean, that's how I wanted to play Diabolik Lovers and Code;Realize. However, Doki Doki Literature Club is a game that's very spoiler-heavy pretty much right from the getgo, and this is one of those games where if you get spoiled even minorly, the whole experience will be ruined. The only spoiler I know is the twist about the game's tone, but that's not even a spoiler because it says so in the Steam description I think.
So what should I do? Mom says she'll get it for me since it sounds intriguing, but I need to make sure it's something I'll actually like. But I can't spoil myself because otherwise the game will be ruined for me....
Rent it if you can?
I can't.
Me: "I have a vomit fetish!" Hentai: "So cool! Hey, check this out!"
Me: "NEVER MIND I DON'T FIND VOMIT HOT ANYMORE LIKE OH MY GOSH WHAT EVEN IS THIS?!"
I want to know what happened but at tje same time I DONT
I just hate emetophillia hentai. Like hentai in general is either super vanilla and boring or the most disturbing thing you will ever see, at least in my personal experience. Vomit always falls in the latter category and I have to see things like (view spoiler)
And so much other disturbing things.....like why can't I just see a picture of someone vomiting on themselves or on the ground? Is that really so much to ask? I don't want to see all that other weird gross stuff. I guess it is so much to ask though, seeing as how that is non-existent in even normal anime and all this gross over-the-top stuff is EVERYWHERE in hentai.
I took the descriptions out of a spoiler just for you, but I'm going to put it back when you're done reading so other people who read this journal won't have to see that.
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I would love to read more of this, because this was good:) Lithuania over in the Soviet Union, and how his friendship with Feliks would improve, and still how his time with America effected anything..
You can spoiler it. I'll read it later. Save the others!
It's probably too late for them now, lol
So apparently Doki Doki Literature Club is a free game? This whole time I thought you had to buy it....I'm stupid.
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