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Nov 17, 2017 09:10PM
That sounds absolutely terrible.
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It was absolutely horrifying, and Mom thinks I'm making that story up to this day, but there is no way I could lie about such a thing.
I don't believe that's something you would make up. Oh btw: I'm working on your birthday and it super sucks >.<
I already anticipated that. I'm surprised more people aren't working on my birthday. I think our library is open on my birthday too.
There was another one where he's upset that nobody loves him on Valentine's Day and spends the day crying and stuffing his face lol It was from a Brandon Rogers video
Apparently yesterday was the four-year anniversary of the second worst tornado outbreak in Indiana history and the worst to happen to the state in November. That day was a High Risk day according to the SPC. We didn't get any tornadoes, but I remember getting eighty-ninety MPH wind gusts, and the sky was this super sickly green color, like bile. I thought we would never survive.
What? Every time I mention bad weather events from my state, you always chime in with that same exact story again. I have it memorized at this point. I know not a lot of bad weather happens in Virginia, not to the level of my city, but maybe, just maybe, you could not tell the same story every single time? Especially when half the time it's irrelevant.
Not every timeI KNOW I have told you before my memory isn't very good, and I know I've told you that I know I've told multiple times before.
I don't know if you were trying to make a joke or dreading the possibility of me talking, but either way i think I won't share stories anymore, don't worry. You're not the only one who's sick of it. Lots of people are-friends, family, online friends...don't take it personal. I irritate everyone I talk to consistently.
It's just part of who I am, and part of why I hate myself :\
Dude....I was making a joke....I'm sorry if I'm crabby today, it's just not been a good few days for me. Mom's been extremely sick and she couldn't even get out of bed yesterday, like literally. She had to call my grandparents so they could take her to the ER, and I'm worried about her because she hasn't been sick like this for a really long time.
OhWell had i known that I wouldn't have taken it so hard...I'm sorry for your mom. i'll pray for her if you want.
You can if you want. I haven't eaten for a while and I think I'm getting sick too. And there's going to be bad weather today.
My grandparents arrived and were going to take my mom to the hospital themselves, but she passed out and they had to call an ambulance. My brothers and I got fully dressed in case something happened. Once the paramedics arrived, Mom was awake and coherent enough to answer their questions, but she still looked absolutely awful. My grandparents went with her to the ER and left me in charge of my brothers. Grandpa said he'll call if something happens or when they're leaving. The whole time I was trying to remain calm and not cry; I had to get Mom's purse and clean up her vomit and everything. I'm still so scared right now, and not in a general anxious way, in a genuinely terrified way. I just....I just feel so scared I can't even describe it.
It was horrible. She says it's just a sinus infection, but I don't know...she's been sick ever since last week, but it was just a clogged-nose and a headache last week! She felt fine!!!
But yesterday morning she practically passed out and slept for literally twenty-four hours, she was literally a zombie.
I know that I should try to relax, that everything will be fine, but it seems....bad to relax when I know Mom is probably in a lot of pain right now.
I'm still worried about Mom....what if she's not strong enough to fight it off? Or what if she just gives up on trying to fight it at all?
I hope she's thinking of all the good times we've had together. I know I drive her crazy and I act like a brat and we fight a lot, but we have good moments too, like when we watch anime together or her weird YouTube series. If she makes it through this, I promise I will watch whatever she asks me to, no matter what it is! I think she deserves it.
No, you SHOULD say it. If it sucks, then you should say that instead of pretending like everything's fine. Because it's not. It sucks and you have every right to talk about what's going on and how scared you are.
Mom has a really bad inner-ear infection. She's going to survive, but she's going to be weak when she gets back from the hospital, and Grandpa doesn't know if she's going to be kept overnight or sent home. He then gave me a speech about how when he was my age, he was in South Vietnam and had already gotten his first wife pregnant, and how I should take more responsibility since my grandparents and even Mom won't be around forever and that I need to learn how to do things on my own and get a job.
He got us food but I don't have much of an appetite, and that's how you know something is wrong with me. I think this is only the fifth time I've lost my appetite in my entire life.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Mom has a really bad inner-ear infection. She's going to survive, but she's going to be weak when she gets back from the hospital, and Grandpa doesn't know if she's going to be kept overnight or se..."I'm glad she'll be okay.
I don't like what your granddad said, or the timing of such a thing.
He's right though. Mom has been telling me the same thing since I turned eighteen, and I kept pushing it off because I never think ahead, I never think that I'll actually need to do anything, that everything has been fine. I've tried in the past to get a job, but after a few failures I just gave up. But I'm sick of wasting my life doing absolutely nothing when people my age are already out working and going to college and even owning their own businesses. Both you and Sera work already, and you guys are younger than me! I'm going to try again and mean it this time; I'm going to actually try to get a job and learn to take better care of myself.
That is what I've learned today, I need to actually start acting like an adult for once and stop making excuses.
I think it's good you're taking initiative.My dad forced me to start working though :\ I had wanted to go to college but before i could register he told me that i'd be working. SO i decided i wouldn't be going.
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