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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛
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Nov 05, 2017 11:18AM
Some places are scheduled to get lime-sized hail.
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Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Now we just have a flash flood watch and a tornado watch."That's good-er.
Elizabeth ♛Smart Girls Love Trashy Books♛ wrote: "Some places are scheduled to get lime-sized hail."What are some other expected hail sizes?
Others have gotten pea-size and quarter-size and nickel-size, so fairly small. I sure hope we don't get lime-sized hail.
So many reports in my region of wind damage and hail already. One was even from a storm chaser! I didn't know my state had those.
I think it's cool you have a storm chaser, but scary that there's storms 0-0
They were reporting hail they found.
I'm hungry, I wish Mom would wake up and make the pizza already.
I looked up pink aesthetic and I literally feel like I'm staring into my soul.
And a lot of it is about emotions and just feeling things and I dislike seeing stuff about feeling down and depressed because for the longest time, I've tried ignoring those feelings. Even now I still do. Everyone thought I was the popular bitchy girl from the movies who felt no pain or sadness, and after a while that is pretty much who I became. I never let people know I felt angry or sad or scared or just lost. I never let people see anything other than my cheerfulness and my sass. But I do feel down sometimes. Sometimes for no reason. Sometimes I just want to talk to people when I feel like this, even if what comes out is just word vomit. But I never do tell anybody, because all the other times I've tried, I've been ignored or laughed at or simply told 'you don't really feel this way'.
But I do have negative emotions. I do feel like any human being does. I just don't want to face it and admit it, because nobody else wants to admit it either. But I want to try better.
I want to be more open about my emotions with my friends and let them cheer me up and get me whatever I need to feel better, even if it's not much.
Because I'm not perfect and I know it. I look like it, I act like it, sometimes I may even feel like it, but I'm not. I'm messy and emotional and anxious and a human being.
And it's time that I start to be more open about those things.
I'm happy to see you acknowledge what's going on and want to make things better. I may not be able to do much to help you, but I want to help. I want to make you feel welcome to share how you really feel ^^
It's not going to be an overnight change.
I don't expect it to.
I think it's going to start storming again. It's really dark out because the sun set and I hate storms at night. I wish Mom would wake up. I know she can't literally do anything, but having her around would make me feel a lot better. I'm scared.
Maybe ask if you can be in her room? IDK. But storms in thr dark are freaky.
She's awake now, but I can tell she's irritable.
i wonder why.
Was that sarcasm or a legit question?
More of a rhetorical question because i dunno if you know, but it WASN'T sarcasm.
She's irritable because people kept waking her up.
It's raining really hard.
That's weird, our tornado watch cancelled by itself twenty minutes before it was scheduled to expire. All we have is a flash flood watch.
StranGE. But good.
It's still storming though.
We have a flood warning now.
Yeah we also had a tornado warning for our city at like seven hence why I vanished.
Lol that's a really calm reaction
Well what else do you want me to say? :p
I just want it to stop storming. My stomach and head hurt.
You ever come across a video on YouTube that you swear makes you feel like your soul is being sucked out as you watch it? And that you will forever be haunted because you dared to click on the video? I feel like that happens to me a lot lol
I'm not sure what you mean by the first part, but I've seen videos that give me nightmares. I'm not kidding;. I've had night terrors from some videos before.
Just something that makes you feel really uncomfortable and that you shouldn't be watching it. Not like racist or offensive stuff, just like....I don't know it's hard to explain.
My brothers don't go to school tomorrow, which means more laptop time for me. Which is irrelevant because it's not like anybody will actually be on tomorrow.
So n9t horror movie scary?I'll likely do a half day tomorrow but no promises
I don't think horror movie scary. More like.....it makes you feel subconsciously uncomfortable
My baby brother went to get his diagnosis from the doctor and it came back to reveal he has the same mental disorder as my middle brother and I, but nobody was really surprised. My grandma wanted to get a genetic test done since she wanted to know why all three of us had it, as well as my youngest two cousins. She felt like Mom and Dad had a mental disorder too, but she couldn't figure out why Mom got it when nobody else in her immediate family had problems. At first she thought it stemmed back to her own grandparents getting married when they were first cousins, but none of their children seemed out-of-the-ordinary.
The whole conversation fascinated me and I want to get genetic work done too. I never thought about how many people in my family had mental problems until today.
Some genetic disorders will skip generations or be recessive. So while they don't have the thing themselves, they CAN pass it down to their offspring. I speculate thats how I have lighter hair. My grandma does but no one else in my family does.
I feel like mental disorders don't work that way though. They're different from physical disorders, which often are recessive and skip. Like my ex-best friend had an uncle who was schizophrenic, and the mental disorder was passed onto her.
I don't feel very good....
*Shrugs* That's just what I've learned. Don't feel good how?
I feel nauseous. I probably ate something bad.
Bleeech that sucks. I had pizza for lunch >.<
I had Mc'Donald's.
Well there's your problem right there :p
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