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Derrick
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Jul 27, 2017 10:59AM
I plan on going out to the big tree today either way to meditate.
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Also the garden is really plentiful right now.
And we got another bb calf this past week.
Love all life as if it is your own! Everything is connected
Apparently it's going to be really hard to get into the Peace Corps after HS.
Going through old posts on my finsta gives me life
The little jar I put my GONJ in has the cutest hippie taste and I love it
Anyways, gonna go brew some green tea and sit outside with the perros while watching the house come together.
Honestly, I've been loving the big long sleeve tees my dad passed down to me. They are literally size large and I'm a small. But I love how comfy they are. I wore the one when I was in Denver and I felt like myself.
Probably not gonna hang out with any friends. Maybe a guy..
Really want to go somewhere tonight but where?
Honsetly, tea is pretty great. I'm not a huge fan if black but Green and Herbal are amazinggggg.
Might hang out with R and K tomorrow but. I just wanna be home dude
Fuck dude. If you haven't checked out veeoneeye on social media. I Recommend You Go Check Him Out!!!
Might go see her or meet up somewhere and hike or something
Honestly why do people even see acid as a bad thing. Like dude, open up your mind.
They are not okraaaa they are cucumbers😍😍😍👌👌👌
Fuck, I don't know how it got to that dude.
Probably not gonna be doing shit for a while. I need to start working on me. Like for real. I need to better myself, my situation, and my entire life before I worry about all that other shit. It is time to pick up the slack and take responsibility for my actions and what not. I do jot have to be like this, I can be 10 x better
I just need to distance myself from negativity.
Anyways, I am full of stress and anxiety. I do not know what is next for me. But it's time to start my day.
If you guys didn't already know, I am now living on my own in Denver☺ at 17😥 I'm just happy to be surrounded by like minded individuals. These are my friends☺ Anyhow, I'm super excited to be going to the mountains this weekend from Wednesday night to Sunday night. I'll be staying with a guy I know who lives up in the mountains. We're kind of not just friends. and he's so good to me.
I'm about to start packing for the mountains. I'm so excited to see him. To spend time with him. To get to know him. To have him hold me. To do those things adults do, like 4-wheeling, hiking, hot springing, and just relaxing while having fun, together.
He's on his way and will pick me up in a little less than an hour. Then he wants me to tag along while he runs errands. And then we will be headed up to his house in the mountains.☺ He makes me so happy☺☺☺
last night I got my very first mother fucking tattoo and I absolutely love it
really contemplating creating my own business
tomorrow I get fucking paid bitches ☺☺☺☺☺☺
I've also been communicating with people I know. legit gonna have my own place in a week.
tattoo is healing nicely, finally peeling
he is making breakfast and I can't fucking wait to taste these homemade tortillas 😍 on the menu: tortillas, potatoes, fresh eggs, and bacon.
the tomatoes from the garden are amazing
it was so fucking good, and the fucking siracha that I put on the shit made it 10x better
can't wait for my first party tonight ☺
I had a really fucking bad anxiety attack last night
But the party was chill and he's throwing a cookout now
