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Tomorow is a new day, and I will make it worth it.
I will use my time to get things done.
To read
To study
To express emotion
To express art.
I would like to hike to my happy place and meditate tomorrow.
I would like to have an amazing workout tomorow.
I would like to fill my body with nutritious food.
I would like to finish the book I am reading.
And I would like to study for my upcoming test.
Tomorrow I will wakeep up early and use this beautifully abundant time to manifest good things.

For dinner I made this amazing vegetable curry.
The recipe sounds weird but it is so good. I cooked some rice to put the curry on top of. Then I boiled potatoes, cucumber, carrots, and celery. I put the veggies on top of the rice and then added some thai coconut curry hummus and it was soon good.

I am so excited

I have a couple things I want to do today
They are in no specific order really
First off im gonna smoke in a little bit
I want to finish my study guide
Work with the horse
Clean my room
Finish a book I am reading
Meditate
Do some yoga
And take a relaxing bath
I might ride the horse but that would be later this afternoon

I don't plan on smoking for a while and I start bulking again tomorrow.
Also going to work on what I need to, to move out in a year :)


I didn't realize my eating disorder from fresham/sophomore year was still consuming my life. POSSIBLE TRIGGER WARNING: DO NOT READ THIS IF IT MAY TRIGGER YOU AN ANY TYPE OF WAY, PLEASE! I was not necessarily purging by throwing up anymore but in a different more unknowingly fashion. I would go jump on the trampoline right after a meal or I would go for a run and do a bit of cardio. I also would binge and I wasn't even aware of it.

For breakfast I had 2 pieces of toast with spicy avocado hummus and 2 cups of grapes, I was just eating the rest so they wouldn't go bad before we get back on Monday

I have to finish packing.
Take a shower.
My brother has a game but I don't think I'll go.
I might have more things to do but they aren't as important atm.


Well actually like a week but that was indoors at the pool
But like, do I really want it.