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[Hallie]

Who wants to kill me? I have 75 sums to finish before Tuesday.

[Hallie]

I'll start with Trigonometry because I like it.

How about I skip some sums? 😅😅😅

[Hallie]

74 sums!

[Hallie]

I like this sum :)

[Hallie]

You better sleep well.

[Hallie]

Wanna see how stupid I am?

Hallie working out a sum at the corner of the page so that she doesn't go in the main answer. She spends half an hour.



Hallie's main answer which takes her give minutes to do.



How stupid can I be?

[kavi ~he-him~]

Kazuto wrote: "Also you are already smarter than me cuz that whole page is in another language."

same

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

same!!

[Hallie]

My handwriting is hideous! It's barely legible to most people xD Oh that's not a blanket. It's my leg 😂😂😂😂

That's probably because my handwriting looks like a different language. Trigonometry is the only concept I understand a little, so I do that well.

[Hallie]

Lol the print is misleading xD

[Hallie]

I mean you thought it was a blanket.

[Hallie]

Okay S posted a picture of the farewell party on Instagram. *sighs* I look like I'm from a different world. No smile, no nothing.

[Hallie]

And I just commented, so when she wakes up, she will have my head. "Hallie! Why were you up at that time? You never sleep!" Hey I've heard that plenty of times, so cut me some slack.

[Hallie]

Kazuto wrote: "Wait a picture of you?"

Of all of us.

[Hallie]

It's on Instagram, and no, I won't do it. I said I'm not comfortable.

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "My handwriting is hideous! It's barely legible to most people xD Oh that's not a blanket. It's my leg 😂😂😂😂

That's probably because my handwriting looks like a different language. Trigonometry is ..."

Kazuto wrote: "Hallie wrote: "My handwriting is hideous! It's barely legible to most people xD Oh that's not a blanket. It's my leg 😂😂😂😂

That's probably because my handwriting looks like a different language. T..."

omfg XD

[Hallie]

😀

[Jingle ❀彡]

Hallie your handwriting is so pretty!!

[Hallie]

You guys are the only ones saying that! Everyone else says it's bad. But thanks! :D

[Hallie]

Why is everyone afraid that I'll kill them?

That's because I will if they displease me even a bit :)

[Hallie]

How jobless are my friends? I posted a picture of myself playing the guitar two minutes ago, and I already have three likes! xD

[Hallie]

Scratch that 4!

[Hallie]

Ughhhhh I hate Math!!!!!!

[Hallie]

"Somethin' 'bout you makes me feel like a dangerous woman
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout you
Makes me wanna do things that I shouldn't
Somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout, somethin' 'bout."

~ Dangerous Woman, Ariana Grande

[Hallie]

Roughly 46 more sums left. Well kind of. I left some of them incomplete ;P

[Hallie]

[May͛a]

*joins Hallie on her walk* helloooo

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

*joins Maya and Hallie* Hi :)
Ugh okay really, every time I think I'm too sick to do anything I end up regretting it :/ Come on body! Make up your mind! School or no? XD

Maybe it's good that I'm taking one day just to fully recover. Maybe...

[Hallie]

You have no idea how much that means to me! *hugs Alia and Mays and bursts into tears*

Aw Alia! I think you should take the day off! Even if you think you are well, too much stress could bring the illness right back, and school is always the haven of stress for me.

[May͛a]

Aw :) we'll always be here with you *hugs back and reaches for handkerchief*

Alia- I hope you feel better soon! I think taking a day off will do you good. If you're not fully recovered it just creates more stress, you know what I mean?

[Hallie]

And then I'm here, doing my stupid Math assignment, and this chapter looks more like Korean to me: I don't understand a thing. I am literally writing all the questions and leaving spaces for the answers :/ Yeah, I shouldn't have skipped this for the exam.... So I guess I need to copy all the answers from my friends tomorrow morning. Basically, I'm in trouble.

Secondly, my hand hurts again. I think one of these days I'm going to lose my ability to use my right hand thanks to the pressure I'm putting on it.

Thirdly, I've got really, really poisonous thoughts in my head that won't go away and...... I feel lonely. I feel numb.

[May͛a]

Hals, how long have you been studying? Take a break for your hand and maybe just read the chapter for a while, or else your attention might unconsciously divert to the pain while trying to take in or write down the info. Sorry I can't think of anything funny or witty to say to make those thoughts go away, but if you ever feel lonely, know that we're here for you and just a comment away.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I second Maya *joins group hug*

Thanks guys. You're right, of course. And I already pushed myself last week so it's better to be kinder today.

And I'm so sorry about the math Hallie :( I know it's not the best of thoughts, but just remember that if someone like you is in that position, most others will be too. It's not just you who is having a hard time...

[Hallie]

I gave up. I can't answer even a single question out of thirty questions. Teacher, please be absent tomorrow! Don't come to school! Please! Pretty please with um, inclination of a slope (what am I talking?) on the top! The pain will go by tomorrow, and return some other day. That doesn't matter.

My school has an event on Friday and Saturday - an event that is supposed to be really grand. Different schools come to visit this. The classes might be cut short for us and we are allowed to have fun till around 7 in the evening (I'm not sure about the time, but it's way after school ends normally). Most people, including my friends have plans to have a blast by inviting some of their friends from other schools. And then there's me. I want to go home those two days. Perhaps not even come on Saturday. I can't tag along with my friends because I'd be the sixth seventh eighth ninth wheel, and I'll most likely have to go home on my own without my friends from the bus because they look like they have plans too. So I'm all alone. My close friends can't come, and even if a group of classmates from my old school visits, they still won't be there for me. They probably don't even know I go this school.

[Hallie]

And I'm talking to myself.....

[Hallie]

Why did I just say that? Why? Why?!

[Hallie]

Dang it, Hallie! Use your bloody brain!!!!

[Hallie]

I am so savage! Who says things like that to their best friend??????

[Hallie]

It's hard to answer that when nothing's right.

[kavi ~he-him~]

*hugs*

[Hallie]

Name Your Favourite…
Stolen from Tumblr

Place: London! :)
Person: V - a friend
Colour: Purple
Food: Ummmm
Smell: Roses
Book: To Kill a Mockingbird
Movie: The Shawshank Redemption
Music artist: Ariana Grande
Genre of music: Pop
Genre of literature: Classics
Magazine: None
Texture: Uhhhh
Time of day: Whatever time I'm on Goodreads
Day of the week: I hate all days
Tumblr: Too many to list
Thing to do when bored: Read, listen to music, Goodreads
Celebrity: Ariana Grande
Class in school: English
Website other than Tumblr: Goodreads
Drink: Tea
Precious stone: Diamond
Animal: Ummmm I'm afraid of animals!
Flower: Rose
Time in history: Hard to choose
Font: Gigi xD
Video game: None
TV show: 13 Reasons Why
Play: Pygmalion
Sound: The sound of the beach
Fruit: Strawberry
Vegetable: Carrot (?)
Store/shop: Bookstores!
Article of clothing you own: I don't know....
Fashion/style: None
Pattern: None
Workout: .....
Quote: Too many!
Historical figure: Hmmmm.... Alexander the Great
Boy’s name: Patrick
Girl’s name: Hallie
Potato chip flavor: That spicy thing
Meal of the day: Ummmm
Ice cream flavor: Vanilla
Soda: .....
Popcorn flavor: The chili thing
Season: Winter
Month of the year: August and December
Word: Insouciant
Disney princess: Belle
Insult: I can't choose!
Joke: I..... don't know.....
Cussword: Crap
Letter: H
YouTube channel: ArianaGrandeVevo I mean Superwoman
Eye color: Purple - Google Alexandria's genesis
Memory: Sadness touched them all
Dessert: None
Candy: Uhhhh
Restaurant: None
Lifehack: Ummmmm
Language: English!
Thing to learn about: English!
Thing about yourself: Nothing

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I'm sorry you're feeling this way :( We all support you! And I totally get the experience of being alone at events because folks have other plans. Just remember that we are here.

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

Oh and Hallie I almost put "how in Hailey's comet" in my latest post on my journal but decided against it XD That was when Corvus in self chat said "Oh btw this is all Patrick's fault" and you made him say "how on Hailey's comet is that my fault?" XD

Sorry I'm so random but I just realized that I'm going to have to put my whole spring onto 4 pages and ugh it's going to be bad :/

[Hallie]

It's still different. Having to rely on you guys for company. I like it, but I wish I wasn't a loner otherwise.

Hailey's comet is my favourite comet!!! Sorry this astronomy freak even has favourite comets xD Lol that was in the old group, wasn't it? I don't know where I got that from!

Random is welcome here! Gosh that sucks! I hate it when that happens. How can you fit anything in 4 pages? :/

[Alia ~you are not your anxiety~]

I understand. :( I hate that you feel so lonely otherwise. And I hope that soon, it won't feel that way.

Lol it's totally cool!!! And yeah, old group XD That was awesome though! I re read it the other day and laughed so hard! I love that role play in his office. Corvus sounds like a child until he says "good day, sir," at the end. Omg that was so bad XDDDD Not you though! You were great!

Thanks! And I know right?! To make matters worse, it's 4 pages double spaced as the maximum. Why did we get 5 bullet points for rising action alone on the outline, then? And I feel like I don't want to include any conversations because they'd take up way too much space. I want to write like 8 pages!!! XD Okay maybe not 8 but at least 5 or 6. I mean come on. I'm telling the story of my whole spring that led up to an event in the summer, and I'm even leaving stuff out! It's going to seem so choppy :/ I wish I had picked something else! And I'm not including the half of it, because I am not even mentioning my online life! Yeah I know! I'm sorry for the rant, and I don't hate anything about this assignment, I'm just mad and now really, really stressed. Exactly!

[kavi ~he-him~]

Hallie wrote: "Name Your Favourite…
Stolen from Tumblr

Place: London! :)
Person: V - a friend
Colour: Purple
Food: Ummmm
Smell: Roses
Book: To Kill a Mockingbird
Movie: The Shawshank Redemption
Music..."

Stealing this

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Name Your Favourite…
Stolen from Tumblr

Place: London! :)
Person: V - a friend
Colour: Purple
Food: Ummmm
Smell: Roses
Book: To Kill a Mockingbird
Movie: The Shawshank Redemption
Music..."

BORROWING THIS FOR MY GR JOURNAL AND MY TUMBLR!

[Hallie]

Alia [permanent semi-hiatus] wrote: "I understand. :( I hate that you feel so lonely otherwise. And I hope that soon, it won't feel that way.

Lol it's totally cool!!! And yeah, old group XD That was awesome though! I re read it the ..."

I supposed in destined to be alone.

Now I should read it! I loved that one! xD Poor Sky. It's funny that Patrick resented Corvus back then, but if he was him now, he would actually sympathize and relate to him. Noooo you were good! Better than good. I cringe when I remember Patrick's part.

I can totally relate. Once you get writing, it's so hard to stop because so much is building up in your head and you just want to put it down :/ I had an essay to write in 3 pages two years ago, and even though it wasn't a very interesting topic, I still couldn't fit in what I wanted to write. It was about the scene from an airplane (I was told you can't see anything from the airplane....), and since I had never been on one, I used my imagination to write some crap. However, even though it was all imagined, I still had so much in my mind and wasn't satisfied even when it had come up to three pages. In contrast, a lot of people in my class struggled to write even one and a half! They said it was too much, but I complained that it was too less. But the teacher gave me a perfect score in spite of all that trash, so I'm not allowed to rant in front of them. I don't even know any advice to give because I can fit more than others since I have a tiny handwriting which I make microscopic at times like this.

[Hallie]

Hey!

[Hallie]

Glad to know :)