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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
So guess what I'm wearing for Halloween? My brother's t-shirt that has a skull on the front, his black company sweater and black jeans. The only thing that isn't black are my shoes. I look stupid! My brother's clothes are too big for both of us; the two of us could fit in together.
I have the feeling we'll get back our Physics papers today, and I'll fail miserably. I legit attempted the paper for the passing marks because I didn't know anything.
I'm so bored..... All this talk about Hydrogen's physical and chemical properties is being rejected by my almost non-existent brain.Speaking of stupid brains like mine, earlier my Botany teacher was reprimanding us for our "pathetically bad" performance, and in the middle she said that our brains would become vestigial organs. Even her scolding is filled with terms in biological :/
Hallie- Oh I'm so sorry to hear that 🙁I hope you will find another person that you can learn from, maybe not in math, but one who teaches you well and reminds you of all the wonderful things he did for you. That really stinks :(
Ooh... ouch. I remember that term from last year. Used it in an analogy and compared it to MySpace. XD Wow that's awful too. If people are doing that badly, she needs to take a look at herself and her teaching, not at you.
On another note I'm feeling so sad and can't decide whether I'm well enough to go to school or not because of how horrible I'm being to my poor character :(
I doubt I will, but at least I met one person who taught Math and didn't make me feel like I should throw a rock at him.Haha xD Well, in reality, we didn't study even though she told us a million times. During revision sessions, she quizzed us and in every single one of those sessions, 3-4 of us gave the right answer and sat down. So I guess it is our fault.
*hugs* I don't know the right words to comfort you right now, so I'll give out a hug. It's special because in real life, I seldom hug anyone.
I think you will, even if it's not now. Ah I see. Still though, she should express her disappointment maturely. People will just laugh or feel hurt by that.
*hugs back for a long time* Thank you Hals. I'm mostly just shocked at myself. And I feel like I've committed some sort of crime. I guess I just know my character too well... He wouldn't censor such extreme thoughts in such a huge situation.
Two years from now, I'm saying goodbye to it, so the chances as a little lesser.I agree with that. This attitude is the reason why I don't like her. Otherwise she is a good teacher.
My characters unfortunately never faced such serious scenarios with all that turmoil and mixture of emotions, but I can imagine your situation. Please don't blame yourself! Um, this is probably something stupid to say, but perhaps it's way for more experience and an even more intricate personality development?
Sooooo we did get our Physics marks, and I barely managed to pass. A little lesser and I'd have failed...... The teacher said that only around 10-12 of us had passed, but I think the count is more than that.
Whha-whaa-wait? What just happened in Shade's Office?! I'm too tired; I think I read it all wrong.
Hallie wrote: "No, it's fine, Alia! I had a really good Math tutor last year, but he passed away, so....I don't blame you, Jingle! It's my fault on the first place. Oh, and I'm worse than you.
Kavy, what?!?! ..."
Ikr XDD
Happy Halloween guys
Hallie wrote: "Whha-whaa-wait? What just happened in Shade's Office?! I'm too tired; I think I read it all wrong."I'm sorry, I might have made it too confusing. If you think it's sad, you're right. If you think it's horrible, you're right. And I can explain if you want. The next roleplay is in Corvus's office now
I'm officially late, but happy Halloween! Alia, don't be too hard on yourself! I'm stalking his office (I accidentally read that thread before reading the ending of the roleplay between Corvus and Shade, so initially I thought I'm so clueless about the group, but then it made sense) Hee is your character. One day or the other, considering how complex he has become since you first introduced him in the old group, he would have to let that emotions out. Perhaps not the exact same way, but that is how real life is. All you are doing is giving him more than a chance to just be a part of a roleplay; and by that, you're making him a more real person. Something will make it better for him. I can't predict what but something will. Maybe today (yesterday? The day before?) he took a dose too many, maybe tomorrow he will stop some other character from doing the same. Just help him learn how to fight without a wand.
5 out of 5 eesh xD Well I'll have to read it first but I believe any book you write will deserve a 5 from what I've seen before #truth
Are you sure? xD Nooo if you read it, you'll give it 1 star and a review with 10000000 angry Hermione GIFs!
14 days left. Just two weeks left, Hallie.
That was just heartbreaking! If my speculation is correct, I'm going to smack my friend right in the face if I ever see her again!
Hallie wrote: "Are you sure? xD Nooo if you read it, you'll give it 1 star and a review with 10000000 angry Hermione GIFs!"That is not true! If you write a book one day you gotta tell me; there's a 90% chance I will gush over it in my review
p.s. don't scare me with the countdown
What about the other 10%? I think that's more likely to happen.I'll end up forgetting otherwise!
Hold on hold on but I have to read it first, see? :D But I have no doubts about your writing skillswhat are you planning
Well, I doubt it.Well, a lot of things.
Alright friend, hope you never meet me again because you're going to have it from me if we do. My speculation was correct -_-
What happened? So one of my classmates from my old school lives right around the corner. We are two minutes away from each other. Today, they had a party and called a dozen of my friends from there for a get-together. My friend, who had stated that she wanted to meet us when I posted a picture of our last meeting, even did a live video of the party, but no one bothered to call me when I'm two minutes away from there..... I don't care about the others, but I expected at least two of my friends to at least say, "Hallie! We are at *insert friend's name*'s house!" Even my childhood friend was there and he was in the other class!
I can see my apartment in the pictures!!!! Don't worry, though. I won't kill them for it. Maybe I'll just tease them a bit xP
I'm really sorry Hallie :( Did they think you were out or could they have forgotten unintentionally?
I was never the popular one, so I think it's the latter. Or at least I'm hoping that is the case.
I'm sorry Hallie :( if I had a party and you all lived close by to me, I would invite you all.
The Wrong Side of the Bed
Today started badly :/ I had this weird dream from which I woke up and then I went back to sleep. When I woke up for the second time to go to school, my head hurt and I felt dizzy. It was so hard to get ready :( Then I couldn't eat breakfast because I felt sick. I ate half of it, then went to the washroom and threw up everything I had just eaten. It barely stayed in me for five minutes..... And no one at home even realized that I was sick.
Thanks to that, I was late to the bus (the driver was not very happy....), and I was determined to just forget my existence in the back seat (on Halloween and today, I ran to the back seat even when the first seat which I otherwise occupy was empty). However, the girl we pick up right after me is a really cool person! I'll describe her better some other time, but she's awesome! She got in and walked to the back towards me saying, "Hallie! I have something to say! Could we go to the seats there?" The shifting was kind of funny because she the way she tried to go there was hilarious. She is a bookworm, so she talked about the books she bought yesterday. She even said, "You know, I'm so glad you exist. Who else would I be able to tell all this to?" It just made me feel a little better even though I was on a bus that took forever to reach and I get travel sick easily. But then she realized she left her ID card at home, and things are extremely good for people who forget it. All of us spent the rest of the ride telling her how to escape the eyes of the watchdogs.
Since I lost my breakfast, two hours of standing in the Chemistry lab was not good. The teacher was talking about preparing a sodium fusion extract and I understood nothing. Fortunately we never have to prepare it. I could manage the rest of it. I just followed what the others did xD
I'm on break right now and I feel tired. I'm eating my lunch so that I don't fall asleep during class. I want to eat the orange, but it looks so...... Disgusting-ish.
I feel sleepy. I want to go home and die....
Sleep! I mean sleep!Bah I can't edit right now!!!!!!
The biggest mistake I did this year was not do it that day.
"You've been runnin' round, runnin' round, runnin' round throwin' that dirt all on my name
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd call you up
You've been going round, going round, going round every party in L.A.
'Cause you knew that I, knew that I, knew that I'd be at one, oh."
~ Attention, Charlie Puth
Sorry people! You'll have to bear me for a while because I don't have any lunch to eat and I need to pass time.
My parents could bring home a dog and call it their daughter.
Or a dead body. Oh wait, they're getting that anyway due to negligence in parenting.
I could be battling cancer and all they can say is, "Study! You need to get a scholarship to Imperial like your brother."
Speaking of my brother, when we were in Wales, my mum said this phrase a lot of times: "If my son was here, he would..."You can keep your son forever. Why didn't you take him along? You can even rely on him to look after you when you're old and dying because I ain't doing that. Let's take a hypothetical situation where I don't die after I tell you all my grades. There could be two futures: The first and the more likely one, I'll be a out on the streets with no job - drinking, drugs and whatnot. The second and less likely one, I'll actually make decent money and live happily (I don't see this happening even in my wildest dreams). Either way, you better go to your son because of it's the former, I can't take care of you when I can't take care of myself, and if it's the second, then I'll tell you to go screw yourself and pack you off to successful Harry.
Oh she's discussing the Physics paper! I don't want to listen, so goodnight!
I got my pathetic marks from language class. I better kill myself before my parents kill me.
It's so easy. There's a train station right there, and even though I've never gone to this one, I'm pretty sure there's a spot where there aren't any guards.
Or just stand near the edge and lean on. The anxiety from my acrophobia will do the trick.
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I don't blame you, Jingle! It's my fault on the first place. Oh, and I'm worse than you.
Kavy, what?!?! That's a brilliant costume! xD