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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
So Hallie, what did you do the past two weeks?I went to my grandparents house.
Oh, so you had fun?
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Sara, you're right! I saw that one of my friends has 551 followers and I thought, "How on earth does she know so many people?" Then I went to another friend's profile to see 1,200+ f..."No one can resist your awesomeness!!!!
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) (Aelonian) (AA family) wrote: "I still need to tune my songs. Lilly is helping me with one of them"Wow! I'm sure it'll come out great! :)
Hallie wrote: "Crappy Song Writing Time Again!The most productive thing I'm doing is writing stupid songs. It's the one thing that keeps me sane here.
In Your Eyes
Long ago, all we had is each other
Long ago..."
What was I thinking when I wrote this? I don't understand. I had a childhood friend in my mind, but when I sing it, it's not about him.
Well I met some really amazing ppl on twitter and Insta and GR, and I became really close with some of them. Some of my friends on twitter are now like a family to me
I met a lot of amazing people on Goodreads, which is why I'm not afraid to try out other social media. I was planning to get Twitter when I'm 18, but well
*snorts* I'm not even someone anyone "used to know" or "used to love".
tbh I used to not be into social media that much, except for GR, Tumblr, and Wattpad, and my parents used to not let me to get Insta, but then this year and last year, I started getting into the bands that I love now, and those bands are just bands to me, but they are a family, and I made it my goal to meet at least one of my favorite bands before I die, I wanted to get up to date with them, so I can know when they are coming to Dallas or when their new albums are coming out cause I don't like being in the dark. And so this year I got Insta and twitter, and now I love it there, because of so many amazing ppl I met. And I'd also been noticed by some of my favorite celebrities and their loved ones, on both twitter and Insta. Andy's dad liked my tweets and replied to them, Andy is following me, his wife liked my comments more than once, Ben from my favorite band Asking Alexandria noticed me like more than 10 times, I lost count. CC from BVB liked my replies twice.
also Sam from Asking Alexandria dmed me back.
Should I leave this song in my phone when they inspect it?
How many songs have I written so far? Maybe I should have considered a career in music...
But I kind of like this song too much.
Can the bad dreams that Shine gets every night come to me instead of her? She doesn't deserve them.
Person: U have a nice journel (lie, of course!)Me (When I like the person): Thank you :) Although I think it looks messy.
Me (When I don't like the person): Uh thanks! I hope you enjoy reading my journal.
19.... It's a special number to my parents. My brother was born on February 19, the house number....
Instagram News
I finally managed to download the app and there are some strangers following me *clicks ignore* I can't make my profile private just yet. Anyway, this was the reaction I got from S:
Halllllllll
Yay..... You are here finally !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That's unexpected. I thought I'd get 'What the hell are you doing here?'
I'll make another account. I want to draw a line between my family (you guys) and friends.
That was really sweet of you to call us your family :)
According to H, I'm savage like Suga (?)
She even sent me this to prove her point....
Ouch, she hit me right where it hurts! She sent another one, but that doesn't apply and I deleted it.
I just shrug XD and then giggle a little XD
So relatives here: "Gosh you're so quiet blah blah blah (truth: I didn't understand anything in the middle so I just blinked) I keep forgetting you're here. Do you talk to your friends at school?"Me: *nods* "Mhmmmmm
In reality, at school,
"I walk this empty street
On the boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one, and I walk alone
I walk alone, I walk alone
I walk alone and I walk a
My shadow's the only one that walks beside me
My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Till then I walk alone"
~ Boulevard, Green Day
Hallie wrote: "*looks at what Alia did* You can't do that! But she already did, Hallie. Duh!Anyway, hey! :D
I suppose I'm homesick. I'm having it so that I can know whether my old friends are still alive (or r..."
Of course I can! XD Hi!
Aww :( I understand missing friends. Glad you can keep up with them. I'm sorry about the one meme, that's not too nice. And I so feel you about school lol. My friends are awesome people but too often I sit there trying to plaster a smile on my face and listen when almost every part of me is freaking out about some test or other. I basically need to check the study box before socializing well. Tbh I feel bad for them. And don't listen to those relatives, they're just poking needlessly. I know and have relatives like that, despite them bring good people. Quiet is just fine.
Oh yeah I can see why you'd want it then. But wow that's a weird way for them to communicate assignments. I'm used to having a separate district-run webpage for each class.
Good luck with it! I'm glad you're able to explore a bit!
And aww Hallie :( I'm sorry you're feeling so lonely in Wales. *gives digital hug* We're still here as much as you need us. I'm sorry that I didn't reply soon enough. It annoys me when I forget... :/
When I was there, I used to get annoyed a lot because of some things my friends said/did, and I probably ended up hurting them a lot because I couldn't keep my temper under control, but my social anxiety is worse at my new school. It was a few years back, but I did happen to be the head of a small clique and eventually just made a group of best friends with no leaders as such. Even then, albeit I think it's because I intimidate them a bit, my friends still worked weighed my opinions. When it comes to working as a team for any contest, the three of us would sit and discuss it through. If I wasn't taking part in something they think I should, they would force me into it - or at least try to. Here, my new friends don't care. They wouldn't realize if I died sitting right beside them because they are just preoccupied with something else. I miss the morning announcements and they don't bother telling me; some important notice was passed around, they get it but don't let me know. I'm like the fourth wheel. I understood the importance of my old friends only when I met my new ones. The former were better for me in a lot of ways, and I ill-treated them and took them for granted. They might have insulted me more, but I miss them. I miss them more than I think I would. And sorry for that! I don't know what I'm talking anymore.
What's more annoying than my relatives is my mother's antics. She just stands there to humiliate me. She destroyed my last ray of hope. And what does she do now? Sleep most of the time, complain about how pathetic the house looks/how she didn't get any sleep for the rest. Who wanted to go in the first place? Not me, not my brother, not my dad. She wanted to go. She knows how it will be when she gets back (it's happened so many times I've got each rant on the count of three, two, one - ah there it is!) Sorry for ranting again! I'm sick of this, and I have enough on my plate without this.
My school is big on social media... It's actually WhatsApp, but Instagram is the second most popular one, and I'm not allowed the first.
It's fine! You have your own life, too. I didn't really leave this room much, so my mum just walks around saying how addicted I am to the phone and how I didn't even go to my cousin's house next door. Yeah, am I supposed to go there and stare at the house because my cousins are at school? Of course. I get to be the loner and the damned victim of words coming from adults mouths. May I mention that I don't understand 3/4th of what anyone says? May I mention that all the kids are in school but me? May I mention that I don't know any gossip to go over to my aunt's place and chat? May I mention that no one freaking cares what I do at home or how I do it? My family doesn't care; why would they?
Sorry I'm ranting so much! I'm really, really frustrated and sad. I'm fighting back tears here because I've been boiling it up for so long.
Good morning! I'm up way too early.....
A. I'm hungry.B. I can't sleep.
C. I don't know....
That's late-ish (?) I don't know. I sleep at odd times.
I understand. I'm sorry I don't know anything that could help.
Who's the new person stalking this boring journal?
Haha xD Candidly, I didn't expect a response, but hi!!!! :) Welcome to this journal of stupid maintained by an idiot named Hallie!!
Elias wrote: "You’re not an idiot. I find you to be intelligent and interesting."I nominate that as the joke of the year!
Another new person! Sorry sometimes I'm too observant.
Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Elias wrote: "You’re not an idiot. I find you to be intelligent and interesting."I nominate that as the joke of the year!"
Motion rejected."
Objection! Please provide legitimate reasons for rejection!
Elias wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Elias wrote: "You’re not an idiot. I find you to be intelligent and interesting."I nominate that as the joke of the year!"
Why are you so harsh about compliments towards yourself?..."
Nope, I don't deserve those compliments.
it's personal
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no, Hallie pls.