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[Hallie]

Interpretation of Dreams

My mum has the craziest dreams. They are between reality and fiction, and that's what makes them so intriguing. They could easily be the plot of a plausible movie. Earlier today, she told us the one she had last night and it made my brother cringe though I kept reminding him that it's just a dream and dreams often don't really have much logic. At least this one is realistic to an extent; he dreams of buses travelling through curtains!

In her dream, her brother, his wife, and two kids came over while we were staying in our other house. My brother was in a different place - probably US or Germany, but she isn't sure. My cousin had an exam so that's why they were all here. So apparently my mum went to pick them up from the airport and I drove to pick them in the blue car my dad is planning to buy, but hasn't bought yet. (In real life, Dad's car is really old - it's been with us years before I was even born, so technically it's older than me. Obviously, it tends to breakdown a lot even though it's a pretty nice car and I love it. He is going to buy a new one, so he has been asking me what I want since I can drive it, too. I don't really care as long as it has four wheels, but my parents are super insistent that I should be the one deciding. Why? I don't know. I had to those the colour of the car and I eventually said blue because I got fed up of explaining to them that I honestly don't care. Whatever they want. So that's the backstory of the car.)

Up until here, it's a very possible scenario. Of course, COVID, but it could be set after this is actually resolved in the whole world (yeah, we have a new strain here, though :/ ). Then she said that my brother had bought a mansion here while he lives abroad. Why? He rented it to someone else for quite a lot of money. Why aren't we living in it, though? That's where there were holes. My mum was showing the guests around that mansion while the occupants of it had absolutely no problem. How? xD

And apparently my dad called just to give context about my situation. I got my bachelor's degree and was at the end of Masters, and I already had a full-time job position as a reporter when I graduate. Basically, everything is ready - I just had to finish the last few months of Masters and start my job. I'm hoping this comes true, though!

My brother spent an hour trying to analyse this and it was so funny. My poor mother is just there like, "Please, it's cool. I'm dreaming that my children will reach great heights." It was fun xD

[Hallie]

Apparently my indifference towards most things and people is attractive, lol xD Darling, it's a fatal attraction that you will eventually come to hate.

[Deepthi]

Happieeeeeee New Year, Hallie!!!
Also, xD, Discord, please? Just check it, you'll recognize the account from the pfp :3

[Ami]

Happy new year lovey! 🧡

[Hallie]

Deepthi! Heyy! Happy New Year! Would it be okay if I checked it on Monday? My phone crashed for good last month and since then, everything has been so wonky that I was forced to uninstall Discord. I'm still trying to fix it, but I have one last final exam on Monday that I have to study for, so I want to finish that before I start fighting with my phone to get back Discord 😩

Hello Amaris! Happy New Year! 💜

[Deepthi]

Of course!!! There's no pressure or force, take your time and do what you must!!! ^^
Good luck!!!
I love you!! 💜

[Hallie]

Thanks!!!

[Hallie]

These flashbacks are getting worse everyday :/

[Hallie]

Candidly, I'm not sure.

[Hallie]

I keep saying that I am, but when it comes to actually evaluating myself, I freak out and break down.

[Hallie]

Thanks *hugs back*

[Hallie]

And it keeps getting worse :)

[Hallie]

I had a smoke after so long, and boy, I needed that!

[Hallie]

I was hoping to be able to live again, but baam - mutation leading to 'major incident' -_-

[Hallie]

I've been MIA for enough time for people at uni to start checking in to see if I'm alive.

Unfortunately, guys, I am.

[Hallie]

I get it, people with Instagram statuses on love and stuff - you have a girlfriend/boyfriend. Moving on!

[Hallie]

Just kidding. They seem happy.

[kavi ~he-him~]

hallieee

[Hallie]

Alexxxxx!!!!!

[Hallie]

Human beings have been pissing me off too much over the past few days. I just don't want to talk to people, and when I do, they annoy me.

[Hallie]

I have so much work to do, but I'm not doing anything.

[Hallie]

It's just, "Okay, so I've got this long list of stuff to do..... Yep, long list.... To be done..... List.... Do....."

[Hallie]

I applied for an internship last night and received instructions for the selection process today. I just went to start it (the time duration is 48 hours, and it has only been 5 hours since I received it), and it shows not selected. Candidly, I'm super upset and annoyed.

[Hallie]

I've really changed. I used to be such a huge fan of Ariana Grande, but her music lately, nope, just no.

[Hallie]

And, of course, my vices.

[Hallie]

My taste in books, too, I suppose.

[Hallie]

I don't even know who I am anymore.

[Hallie]

Looked through my senior's meme page to realize that I'm waaaayyyy too stupid for sex jokes.

And to exist in general, but sex jokes as well.

[Hallie]

P has a boyfriend now xD I spent the entire afternoon laughing at her.

[Hallie]

Hallie wrote: "P has a boyfriend now xD I spent the entire afternoon laughing at her."

Apparently he said, "That Hallie girl is super savage, isn't she? Doesn't talk much, but savage."

Ouch, that did not hurt one bit.

[Hallie]

Love Is In The Air

I had my Psychology practical exam today, and while it was pretty easy, the external accused me of helping HR while I was trying to calm myself down. I didn't want to deal with it, so I just shrugged and said, "Alright, Prof. Suit yourself."

I didn't have a subject, so D convinced a friend of hers to help out. I didn't even know the guy, but he was nice and was trying to radiate his complacence towards me. Being a nervous wreck, I was a bit tensed, but he tried to subtly calm me down even though it was supposed to be my job to make him feel comfortable. Although the weird part was that I had to analyse his relationship with his girlfriend according to Sternberg's Triangular Love theory. I mean, he is literally a stranger and they want me to write about how his score in intimacy is somewhat above average? The poor guy didn't even know my name until we were done and he said, "Hey, so we haven't met properly. I'm R." It was weird.

The next weird thing was meeting P's boyfriend. I cannot stop laughing at this. It was extremely awkward because I don't talk, but maybe he's different in person? I don't know.

I couldn't get much sleep last night and having to wake up early for the exam screwed me up even more, so I'm too exhausted to function. I did want to put these down somewhere because I'm sure that with lockdown imposed again, I'll soon forget the little things that amused me.

[Hallie]

No motivation to live. Send poison. Send poison.

[Hallie]

Could somebody please kill me?

[Hallie]

I have a final tomorrow, and right when I was preparing my portfolio, the PC crashed -_-

[Hallie]

C is weird. The guy texted me asking for a favour that involved filling out a survey. The weird part is that he actually say down and elaborated on how his girlfriend is doing an internship and needs more than 40 to fill it up. Like dude, I have nothing else to do. Gimme random stuff and I'll do it as long as I don't have to talk to people.

[Hallie]

Someday, I'm going to be successful. Someday, I'm going to be so famous everybody is going to look up at me and envy me. Someday, everyone is going to respect me. And then I'm going to gas myself in my car just to fuck with all of your minds.

[Hallie]

Hallie wrote: "Someday, I'm going to be successful. Someday, I'm going to be so famous everybody is going to look up at me and envy me. Someday, everyone is going to respect me. And then I'm going to gas myself i..."

In reality, though, only the last sentence will actually take place.

[Hallie]

Lillian wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Someday, I'm going to be successful. Someday, I'm going to be so famous everybody is going to look up at me and envy me. Someday, everyone is going to respect me. And ..."

If only that was possible!

[Hallie]

I was happy that I finally finished a 4 week course in 3 days, but then I saw something that reminded me that I'm a stupid, worthless piece of failure.

[Hallie]

Lillian wrote: "It is"

Fortunately, no.

[Hallie]

Can COVID die already? I need a job.

[edge]

Hallie wrote: "Can COVID die already? I need a job."

viruses can't die i think. they sleep. so when you had it but the symptoms disappear and you think you dont have it anymore, you still have it. but idk abt covid maybe it operates differently (but still a virus) so maybe you can make it go away?

[edge]

you cant trust the vaccines tho, even the one from pfizer. what if they react to your body chemicals negatively and you die? maybeee just stick to the masks and washing your hands. also, you can get a job online

[Hallie]

edge wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Can COVID die already? I need a job."

viruses can't die i think. they sleep. so when you had it but the symptoms disappear and you think you dont have it anymore, you still have it...."

I was high as a kite while writing that and did not realize that someone would correct my ramblings.

Strictly speaking, you're right. Although I think I was talking theoretically about the entire situation, but I have no clue what I was trying to say. I don't even remember what I was on.

But sober me still hopes that this shit stops soon.

[Hallie]

edge wrote: "you cant trust the vaccines tho, even the one from pfizer. what if they react to your body chemicals negatively and you die? maybeee just stick to the masks and washing your hands. also, you can ge..."

I wouldn't mind the vaccine reacting negatively and leading to my death. I mean, hope that doesn't happen to others, though! I barely ever go out, so it isn't contracting the virus that bothers me, but rather the fact that I'm stuck at home with my family.

The number of online jobs that I've applied to and gotten rejected...

And investigative journalism is a bit tricky online. Not impossible, but without prior experience, pretty tricky.

[Hallie]

So HR's Instagram post of the day caption has a nice appreciation message directed at all her favourite people and ends with: "@Hallie, you bitch! Remove your fucking tagging restriction so that I can tag you in the pictures as well."

[Hallie]

I don't even remember disabling it, but knowing me, not surprised that it's there.

[Hallie]

Oh, I remember why I did it now. It was because someone was stalking me too much and found a picture of me even though I told them I was self-conscious about my appearance.

[Hallie]

My phone refuses to charge and crashes every other minute. The PC won't even turn on. I'm probably anaemic. Everything sucks :)

[Hallie]

Yikes, my English Lit professor from semester 1 joined Instagram. Please do not find me. Please do not find me.