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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Aug 28, 2020 04:20AM
Please rubber bands please....
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Should I watch Criminal Minds or Mindhunter or Breaking Bad or Lucifer next?
Could you watch Breaking Bad and then let us know whether it's worth watching?
Hallie wrote: "12 year old Hallie's 'I'll never use swear words like that aloud' resolution will soon be shattered."Hahahaha I can't believe I was actually worried about this.
Anyway, gonna spam this place up because I'm done with life and just need to talk.
Sooooo..... I have a substitute professor for Psychology and the guy is a fucking asshole. He was certainly very creepy during the classes he took offline, and he is no different online. Apparently the fifth semester students once told him to behave like a professor before they behave like students.Now, this guy keeps rambling on and on about who-knows-what. Yesterday, someone said, "Well, it's interesting that you said all this, but I kind of lost track of what you were saying. Could you please tell me what self-development is in short?" Prof lectured him on how he should pay attention to prevent this from happening and began to go off topic again, so the student posed him question once again. And Prof said, "What is this self-development you're talking about?" The PPT slide was on self-development. The topic for the day was self-development.
I'm always behaving so strange during his classes, and it tends to worry my brother. Like Hallie, why are you......?
Hallie wrote: "The headphones look pretty cool!"Hallie wrote: "I'd ask for one, but I doubt they'd get me."
Then the great extortion December 2019 happened and the cheapest headphones my brother could find now cover my ears.
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Alex, done previously on August 12, 2018
Redoing this to see how much has changed in two years.
1. What is today’s date?
September 1, 2020
2. When you’re at the grocery store do you use the self-check-out?
I rarely ever go, but when I do, yes.
3. Who do you text the most?
H, S, P, N (?) I don't know... I think P because she's always updated about uni stuff and I don't text for anything else.
4. How do you make your money?
I don't.
5. Are you wearing any jewelry right now?
Earrings.
6. Last outgoing call you made was to?
Mum.
7. Do you know anyone that’s pregnant right now?
Nope. My former professor was pregnant, but she was due a couple of weeks ago, and while I don't know anything about how that went, I doubt she hasn't given birth yet.
8. Are you proud of who you are?
Not one bit.
9. If you were told you were 8 weeks pregnant what would you say?
"What the fuck?!"
10. Who last borrowed something from you?
My brother borrowed some money.
11. Are there any words on your shirt?
It says 'Fashion'.
12. Do you smoke weed every day?
No.
13. Would you ever live with any of your best friends?
No. Well, depends on whether I consider N my "best friend", but it's too premature to determine that.
14. Who did you last text?
H and S.
15. Were you intoxicated the last time you threw up?
I don't remember, honestly, but I think yes. I don't remember throwing up after that.
16. Where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
I have no clue where, when, or how this got into my pile of clothes.
17. Does your head hurt when you cry?
Yes.
18. Have you ever watched a foreign film with English subtitles?
Yes!
19. Do you think that in the end, everything will fall into place?
Nope.
20. Are you legal to drink?
Yes.
21. Has anyone had a problem with your lifestyle?
Every damn person.
22. What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
Tea.
23. Do you think you’re a good friend?
Quite the contrary.
24. Where did you sleep last night?
In my room.
25. How do you feel about the last person you texted?
They're nice.
26. Do you know anyone who is bisexual?
Yes.
27. Have you ever smoked weed?
No.
28. Have you ever been really f*cked up to an ex?
No. What's an ex?
29. Have you ever told someone you hated them?
Absolutely.
30. What’s up for tomorrow?
Mostly uni, Netflix, and trying to think of ways to build a profile.
31. Do you know anyone named Chris?
Yes.
32. Do you wear big sunglasses?
No.
33. Have you ever showered with someone?
No.
34. Do you own anything from American Eagle?
No.
35. Have you ever drank alcohol?
Yes.
36. What is your favorite colour?
Purple.
37. Has anyone ever hung up on you?
Yes.
38. Did anyone see you kiss the last person you kissed?
Never kissed anyone.
39. When’s the last time you had fast food?
Sunday.
40. Do all bottled water brands taste the same?
No.
41. Do your headphones break frequently?
No. Earphones, though.....
42. Do you like touch-screens?
Yes.
43. Are you good at following advice?
Not one bit.
44. Is your closet messy or clean?
Too messy. Way too messy.
45. Have you ever had braces?
Yes. Right now.
46. Do you wear make up for yourself, or for others?
I don't wear make up.
(Home)
1. Where's your phone?
Holding it.
2. Where's your wallet?
In my bag, probably.
3. What colour are your bedroom walls?
Yellow-ish.
4. When did you last clean your room?
Sometime last year?
5. When did you last mop?
I don't remember.
6. Where's your hair brush/comb?
On my desk.
(School)
1. What grade are you in?
Second year at uni.
2. What's your worst subject?
Mathematics.
3. What's your best subject?
English.
4. When did you last get an A?
Finals.
5. When did you last get an F?
January 2019.
6. Ever gotten detention?
No.
(History)
1. Have you ever broken a bone?
No.
2. Have you ever been arrested?
Nope.
3. Have you ever been in a fist fight?
Nope.
4. Have you ever done acid?
No.
5. Have you ever written a book report?
Yes.
6. Have you ever seen a meteor shower?
No.
(You)
1. What colour is your hair?
Black.
2. Is it natural?
Yes.
3. What does the shirt you're currently wearing look like?
It's grey and weird and too loose for me, but most clothes are.
4. Are you wearing pants or shorts?
Pajamas.
5. Are you wearing shoes?
No.
6. Wearing any jewelry?
Earrings.
7. What's your favourite show?
House M.D.
8. What's your favourite movie?
The Shawshank Redemption.
9. What's your favourite song?
I have way too many to list.
10. What's your favourite food?
I don't have a favourite.
(P.S. Sorry I don't go on here too often..)
Oh, it's fine! Don't apologize! I could be a lot, lot better, but for some strange reason, I can't find the will to care. How about you?
Sorry to hear. :(Ugh, seeing as it's my birthday, I've gotten into 2 arguments with my mom over dumb reasons, and cried once. It could probably be better. Oh well 🤷🏼♀️
Oh no, that sucks :( I'm sorry. Happy birthday, though! I do hope things go better.
Still.... :( Hope it got better, though!
Thanks, and it was okay I guess. Wasn't in a very good mood, but I got two books! :)
Wires and Nerve by Marissa Meyer, and The Starless Sea by Erin Morgenstern.
Interesting! I recognize the authors, but didn't realize they had books like that. Hope you enjoy them!
So someone made a collage of everyone in my combined classes, and a picture of me which came from who-knows-where is in there. I wanna puke because that simply ruins the picture.
Like she asked us for feedback, and all I want to say is, "Ew what the fuck am I doing there?"But then my introverted ass can't hit send, so I'm going to crawl into a hole and die.
Aaaand got into an argument with P because she was the one who sent my photo without my consent.
I know I'm being an immature pain in the ass, but I really don't want to be in there, and not standing up for myself to please others is what fucked up my life on the first place.
Alexx!!!!!! Hey!!!! How've you been? How's Kat?
hi!! i've been great!! sorry i haven't been active lately. kat is amazing.
Yay! I'm happy to hear that! No problem, don't apologize. As long as you're doing good :)
Hallie wrote: "So someone made a collage of everyone in my combined classes, and a picture of me which came from who-knows-where is in there. I wanna puke because that simply ruins the picture."So update on this: P told the people in charge, and one of them texted me saying that it was late and they had to submit it soon. I stood firm that it made me uncomfortable, so they said they'd do something. I only said it one time, and she instantly said that it's fine and worked to get my picture out of it. They made a new one pretty fast and sent it. Later, the other girl in charge also texted apologising for making me uncomfortable with and explanation as to why she did it and assurance that she had learnt to check with me first. So it's cool, I guess. I still haven't talked to P, though, because I don't know how to not talk to her without things getting awkward. It's not like I fought with her, but it just doesn't sit right.
She said she did it because she cared about me and wanted me to be a part of the class even though she knew I wasn't going to be okay with it. She sent me the conversation between her and one of the girls (the second girl in the above comment) with hopes to make me appreciate the gesture, but all I saw was a violation of my privacy. It was legit, "She won't send it. I know she won't. I'll send it instead." I don't quite understand how she expected me to appreciate that. I have my reasons for not wanting to be part of it (I wasn't even following the dress code, so I shouldn't have been in there on the first place), so I'm not sure why she thought that I'd be fine with it if she was the one who gave her my photo.
Something is wrong with the Mac so now I have to attend classes through my phone -_- I can't hear shit on my phone, though...
And I have a video to shoot but since I couldn't hear anything, I don't quite understand what to do.
Also, I didn't send in an assignment that was due yesterday because it makes absolutely no sense. Many haven't sent it, so I have company.
Aaaand P wrote this poem blatantly aimed at me and posted it on Instagram, so now I have a poem dedicated to me.
I alternate between cringe and burst into hysterical fits of laughter.
I cut bangs two days ago. Well, sort of. Still not to straighten my hair to see what it will look like and cut a tad bit shorter because my eyeballs will appreciate that, but I'm able to hide them under a side parting.
The laptop is at the store and my fucking phone is broken again -_- Fuck my life....
I have a billion assignments and a whole lot of studying to do, but of course everything's falling apart.
I fought with my brother on Saturday and haven't talked to him since then. It's quite awkward since we share the room, and Mum has been telling to get us to talk to each other, but I'm not going to do it unless he issues the apology he owes me.
That sucks! My brother and I barely talk to each other because he basically lives in our garage, idk why he doesn't use his room, but, anyway, hope y'all make up soon!
Thanks! He's slowly starting to talk to me. Aw, I don't know about you, but I'd feel a little lonely and sad if my brother was like yours. Barely talking with siblings, in my opinion, seems terrible because who else do you gang up with against your siblings.
Update
This day last week, my dad called me a moron because I unfortunately exist on this fucking planet, so that was fun. I can no longer listen to the word 'moron' without having flashbacks and my usual panic attacks. Moving on, online uni - no.
We have absolutely no clue what's going on and we have exams next week. Even the teachers don't know how they are going to be conducted, and it's all over big, chaotic question mark. I'm definitely going to fail.
So, my dad yelled at the receptionist at the dentist's clinic because they hadn't gotten back to my mum's no-teeth situation for a month. Now it's awkward for both my mum and me.... Although Mum's going in today, so I hope it won't be so awkward when I go in for my appointment, which brings me to the next thing I want to talk about - my appointment.
It was supposed to be on Wednesday, which was the day my exams would get over, but it got pre-poned - to this Saturday. And I'm supposed to get elastics, so now I'm going to be in pain during my exams :/
Literally nothing is in my favour....
I don't remember who, but someone asked me to tell them whether Breaking Bad is. If you're around, I'm halfway done with season 3, and I personally find it rather interesting - the character dynamics and development of the plot, but I suppose it could vary from person to person. The people I know who've watched it consider it their favourite and I can definitely see why, but had I watched it a couple of years ago, I certainly would have enjoyed it.That's probably not helpful at all, but that's all I can say.
Hallie, sorry I didn't see you reply to my message for awhile. Hope you and your brother are on good terms now!And it's fine not seeing him much, because we don't have much to talk about anyway since he's always on his computer haha. But, you get used to it and we've never been close at all anyway. (I find that everyone who only has one sibling tends to fight with them a lot, idk why.)
Oh, it's fine! Don't apologize :) Yup, we are.My brother and I are different yet similar, so I guess that's why I don't understand how things are with you and your brother. Haha I have only one sibling and we rarely fight, so we're one of a kind. Although I think the age gap also plays a role because I commonly see what you described with siblings who are only a few years apart.
So apparently now I owe my family money :/
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