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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Apr 27, 2020 01:44AM
But I have two exams to write, so.... :/
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I actually don't have to write these. My grades from previous assessments allow me to skip them, but I'm so selfish that I want to get higher grades.
How does a person fuck up a take-at-home online exam when they can find the answers online? How Hallie, how? -_-
I'm done with this shit, and it's only day 1 :/
I got that perfect score in Psychology.
S now knows of my poetry page and gave me a shout-out. Two of her friends follow me, and it's weird. It's so weird.....
Also, could someone post something here? I just want a notification from this thread.
Reasons to Cut Hair
Even P agrees that short hair would suit me. Every single person except my family and relatives agree that short hair would be good on me. Sure, the long hair has its charms, but my hair is hard to tame, so it becomes messy.
I have a small theory as to why I prefer shorter hair. My face is long, so long hair would make it look even longer. Besides, it's hard to leave my hair open when it's long, and contrary to what my relatives say, open hair is better for me. Since I'm skinny, my face is rather thin, so it's looks weird when my hair is pulled back into a ponytail or braid. That's why open hair makes me look a little less "scrawny", even though I look like a messy ghost. Even with a ponytail, I look slightly less weird with some hair in front.
The second reason why I prefer shorter hair is because it's easier to manage. I could actually do more than just one style because it's easier to work with than long hair. Honestly, I'm sick of the ponytail I always wear. Ariana Grande can rock it, but unfortunately, I'm not Ariana Grande.
The third reason would be fringes. Candidly, I really want to try see-through bangs, but I'm afraid it wouldn't look good on me. I've always been a hairy person. When I was born, I had hair all over, and that freaked my parents so much that my dad legit ran back to the hospital from work just to ask why I was so hairy. So I always have baby hair. Always. Since the beginning of time. Fringes help make them look so out of place, and help with the long face.
So yeah, thank you for listening to my Ted Talk.Literally nobody is reading this.
I'm so glad this pandemic erupted when I managed to make a couple of decent friends. Had it been during the previous two school years, I would never have made it through.Of course, this whole thing sucks, but I now have people who make me feel less alone by sending memes and random shit just to say, "Hey Hallie! You haven't been forgotten, and when we see each other again, we've got to do this, this, this, and oh, look at this!"
I used to rely on Goodreads when I felt lonely, but now I can't do that either.
People are just busy, and I don't fit in with the ones who are always active.
Hallie wrote: "Also, could someone post something here? I just want a notification from this thread."Hello
BookWorm wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Also, could someone post something here? I just want a notification from this thread."Hello"
Thank you so much!
Hallie wrote: "BookWorm wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Also, could someone post something here? I just want a notification from this thread."Hello"
Thank you so much!"
Anytime! :)
Hallie wrote: "Hope you're doing good! :)"I'm doing ok. I just hate staying inside all of the time. What about you?
On the contrary, I love staying inside all the time :P I'm meh.
Series of Hallie making blunders and fucking up everything the entire week.
I signed up for music theory classes? Like I just went to a website and signed up for it. Without giving it a second thought?
Dad, if you want me to be healthy, shut up and stop fucking with my mental health -_-
I swear I have no idea how I haven't murdered him yet.
Yesterday, he kept yelling at his friend that it's not a big deal for students to write this year's exams next year (er, come to uni and say that, Dad. I guarantee the next place I will be your funeral) and that nothing's going to happen if a student fails one year (ahem, Father, my older hypocrite, can I talk to you outside? This instant!)
He was supposed to let me be in peace starting today, but he slipped and hurt his knee, so now we have to deal with that along with his other shit.
To-do List• Make video for theatre - due tomorrow
• Write article for the magazine - due May 10th
• Analyse The Mysteries of Udolpho
• Practice guitar
• Learn music theory
• Study for finals
• Work on poetry page
I spent last night watching people cut their hair in YouTube, and I wanna do that.
Things I wish to do/be
• Master the guitar
• Cut my hair short, and maybe bangs?
• Get rid of all my acne
• Have my braces removed
• Get some really cool friends
• Get a part-time job and earn some cash
• Get tattoos and maybe highlights for my hair
• Be less boring, have some character
Wish me luck! I'm going to look back at the places that chided me because I'm a failure just to know if Coffee Boy got what I didn't.
And they're all crashing 😅 Don't have to look at it just yet, I guess.
What if I cut my baby hair to see if bangs will work for me?
Hi! I hope you're staying safe! Ya girl is about to be done with 11th grade in 2 days!!I had big time summer plans that got cancelled, but trying to make peace with the idea of a quarantine summer, and logging into all of my old websites is just the beginning :)
I'll be taking a class and doing college apps, but hopefully I'll also be pouring my heart into a Divergent fanfic plot that's been the only thing keeping me from breaking down about how hopeless my country is...
Hope your online classes are manageable!
Hey Alia!! Hope you're safe, too! It's been a while. Time sure has passed!Awww that sucks! Hope you can still have a decent quarantine summer reminiscing! :)
That's interesting! Good luck!
All my online classes for over, wohoo!!! xP Except for one, which is a soft core paper and the class barely lasts fifteen minutes because no one - not even the teacher - cares for it. She just wants to tell us how finals will be.
I'm going to cry. I told a friend at uni that I was not doing that great, and she instantly said, "How about I come over to your place?"
I have absolutely no confidence in myself. It's H's birthday today, and even though I know it's today (because both us were born on the 9th) and have been telling everyone at home that is her birthday today, when I took out my phone to wish her, I freaked and wondered if I was sure it's today.
Like, no, Hallie, it didn't change. It's definitely today.But am I sure? Did I get the date wrong? Is today the 9th? Sure?
Hallie...... You've been wishing her on this day for the past 8 years.
But I think I'm wrong.
I legitimately kept freaking till she replied! I'm good at birthdays. No, I'm great at birthdays! And yet I have absolutely no faith in myself.
Hallie wrote: "Hey Alia!! Hope you're safe, too! It's been a while. Time sure has passed!Awww that sucks! Hope you can still have a decent quarantine summer reminiscing! :)
That's interesting! Good luck!
I'm..."
Hope the end of that teacher's class went alright!
I was reading over some old RPs the night I came here and oh my gosh, they were sweet but also so darn cringy... 8th grade me did not know how to write, but I guess the practice made me better! It's also wild how my brain has thrown out a lot of what I used to know about Corvus, so I found myself frowning at my own words, trying to remember what the heck I was talking about. I'm getting old!
Anyways, thank you! I hope my fanfic ends up being better written than those roleplays LOL. Then again, in a few years, I'll probably look back on it as cringy too but hey... anything to avoid reading another story about how many deaths Mr. Orange could have possibly prevented.
Jon wrote: "That'd actually very relatable xD"Oh man!
Alia ~you are not your anxiety~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Hey Alia!! Hope you're safe, too! It's been a while. Time sure has passed!Awww that sucks! Hope you can still have a decent quarantine summer reminiscing! :)
That's interesting! G..."
It never happened xD Although we did have another class, but I spent that cutting off split ends because she was revising something that I had perfected back in year 8.
Hahahaha xD But I assure you that your writing skills weren't horrible. It was excellent even back then, and you probably think they were cringey because you've gotten even better! I admired your writing back then, and I still admire it :)
This is tempting me to read my own roleplays, but I will try not to, because those were simply pathetic and I cannot afford to fall into the abyss of embarrassment and depression for at least a month now xP Even if it looks bad in the future, at least you won't regret not putting out your ideas. I'm often stunned by how clever and confident I was with my lame ideas, so at least you can console yourself with that.
princess maggie wrote: "hi hallie i miss u "Maggie!!!!!!! I miss you too!!!
To-do List
• Take-at-home finals for English Literature and Irish - due 26th May
• Study for Psychology practicals - at 10:20 am on 15th May
• Study for finals for the other subjects - starting June 3rd
• Practice guitar
• Take music theory classes
• Write short story for online story contest - last date June 15th
• Work on writing page
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