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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Apr 15, 2020 08:45AM
Today just keeps getting worse :/
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Hallie wrote: "That's good, but since the pain still persists, I wonder what is causing it :/ Hope you feel better soon, though! Hey, you've been through a lot in your life, and you've bravely fought against all ..."my boyfriend ended up waking up last night (i was having a breakdown and needed him) and we called last night, so that made me feel better.
i had an ultrasound today just to check if there were any issues, and there was nothing abnormal besides the fact that when she pushed on the left side, i started crying from the pain. they have no idea what's causing me this pain.
That's nice.Oh dang! :( I really hope you get better soon. How long has this been going on? And is there anything else accompanying it? Like nausea or anything?
Oh no :( I'll miss you! Wish you good luck and hope you have a great life ahead!
Online classes are a pain without stable internet...
This time last year, I was having the worst months of my life.
Everyone who reads my poems: Did you have a heartbreak?Me, who had accepted long back that I'm dying alone as a failure without knowing what love is: No.... Why do you ask?
Everyone: Your poems seem like you did.
Me, who has never dated: Huh?
People are weird.
I want to cut my hair!! And get see through bangs or something.
good morning hallie! people are weird, indeed. oooh, you should cut your hair ^^ seems like fun haha
Hey! I'd love to, but my parents won't let me :/
aw, well that sucks... i've cut my own hair many a time before and so my parents don't really care lol
My parents are assholes, so yeah.ALEX!!!!
I swear some parents are the worst -_- P's parents are killing her peace, too.
Random stranger: So you've never dated? How? What will be your decision if someone asks you out?Me on the other end: Hm, let me stalk Coffee Boy.
*sees he is online*
Fuck, time to get out of here!
Only my deranged literature professor can keep class on a Saturday.
To-do List
• Journalism assignment on visual elements - due 22nd
• English Literature assignment on the passage - due 24th
• Irish assignment on I do not not a damn - due 24th
• Attempt to straighten hair naturally
• Theatre assignment: 2 minute video on anything - due 28th
This quarantine has got me learning how to code on my phone, but since I started with HTML, which I already, I'm slightly bored.
I swear sometimes my writings worry me.My thoughts worry me.
My actions worry me.
Me trying to convince Coffee Boy to not join my uni has to be the highlight of yesterday.While simultaneously bitching about our Irish teacher in school with S and H.
Aaaand I'm just so bored. Wish I was still roleplaying these days.
Elysian Darkness was good.... It worsened my depression but it was good.
It's been 5 and a half hours. Think of something new, Hallie!
This time, last year, I was a motherfucking train wreck.
Still am, but the main reason then has become one of the reasons why I can still console myself when I'm upset.
I'm legit testing Instagram filters even though I don't take selfies.
While I'm sad that Lady Gaga pushed back the release of Chromatica (fuck you, Coronavirus!), I'm super excited for it because it has queens! Oh, and Elton John!
I spend most of my time crying invisible tears that no one can wipe away.
I should put that up on my page, even though no one really looks at them.
Dad: How many times can you breathe per minute? Cause mine is less and I want to take an average.Me: 18.
Dad: That's too much. The average is 12-15. Wanna know how many times I can?
Me: Go ahead.
Dad: 3.
Me: HOW ARE YOU HUMAN?!
Somehow, I'm only worth being dead.
I feel like a manipulative, sycophantic bitch.
Coffee Boy was right. I am afraid of commitments.
Can we talk? One last time? Before it's too late to save me?
Aaaand I forgot to do what I was supposed to do :/
I recognise I come mad say hi and talk for a day on goodreads and then just disappear.
but how are you doing honestly like sometimes your post are quite dark
Heyy I know we never talk but like.. how are you? If you wanna talk I'm free.
Hey Aisha! Haven't seen you in forever! Thanks for asking - both of you. Honestly, it's been shitty. It's been some very rough weeks, and I can see more turbulence coming my way, and I've already begun to break, so not sure if I'll be able to deal with this anymore.
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