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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Dec 10, 2019 08:22PM
Okay fine. I did all that hard work of killing some one and I won’t cry.
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Just remembered that I need to clean my table, but half the books on it are not even mine.
Just throw it under your bed and say I’m done.
My next first world problem is where I should put the ones that belong to my idiot brother, but that's for when I get out of bed in hours.
Melody wrote: "Just throw it under your bed and say I’m done."Useless idea for my case.
Somebody please give me their playlist of depressing songs because I'm too lazy to make my own.
Friend, on Instagram: Ask me a question.Me, the one who rarely ever interacts with people: How are you so pretty????
Friend: *looks through gallery and puts up picture of me holding a roll* Tell me why so cute and savage.
I swear I will murder my parents if they don't shut up -_-
Why didn't either of my parents come with a mute button?
My cousin and his wife got me this dress thingy, which I certainly will not wear, but well, they got me something. I haven't really been talking to them, so she just came in awkwardly and handed it to me without a word, and all I could say was, "Thank you???"
Things On My Mind
Absolutely no one cares, but this is like my space to get thoughts out of my head.
• I haven't talked to Coffee Boy in month. I'm the crappiest person in the universe, and now that's clear to him.
• Ugh I'm too ugly to be alive.
• Why am I so dumb?
• Results day is coming, and I'm terrified.
• Learner's permit test coming up soon.
• There was this group on Goodreads that I really liked, but I had a problem with one of its rules. I really want to be in a group like that, but I can't stay in that, so the only alternative is to start my own - which is a bad idea.
• Meanwhile, my bookclub is dying.
• I am really broken.
You do realize that you don't have to respond to every single thing I say here, don't you?
Oh wait, it's Friday the 13th!
Not sure why, but my brother and I are weirdos who just point that out for no reason and annoy our parents xP
My teacher, who left my uni and broke my heart, just sent me a personal text telling me to do higher studies in a good place.
Just makes me feel like she has faith in me or something.
"Steering clear of any headaches to start
And if we're being honest
I'd rather your body than half of your heart
Or jealous-ridden comments
That come when you let in them feelings that I don't want
I never let 'em know too much
Hate gettin' too emotional, oh, yeah."
~ Better Off, Ariana Grande
I'm so bored I actually want some drama.
Fun. I can’t believe I have to say this but school was really fun for the 1st time.
That's nice :) Hold on, you have school on Saturday?
Yesterday was Friday the 13th, I had school then.
Oh okay! Got confused there for a minute.
Hallie wrote: "Oh okay! Got confused there for a minute."
Yeah sorry about that. I’m not always clear with words.
Yeah sorry about that. I’m not always clear with words.
It's fine! To be honest, I'm even worse when it comes to expressing myself. I rarely make any sense, so you're all good :)
Hallie wrote: "I got my headphones :)"
Yay!!!
Yay!!!
Although everything else has shattered around me, at least I can wear these are block out the noise.
Hallie wrote: "I'm bored..."
Same.
Same.
Hallie wrote: "Guess it's boredom season now."
Yeah. But I mean I get bored pretty easily so I don’t know.
Yeah. But I mean I get bored pretty easily so I don’t know.
Same. I get bored very easily, too.
Hallie wrote: "Same. I get bored very easily, too."
Buddy!
*high five?*
Buddy!
*high five?*
I have my driver's license test tomorrow. Why am I fidgeting with my headphones instead of studying?
Plausible Dream
The dream I had last night was the most realistic one I've had in ages. I want to record it because it just got me smiling in spite of the brief details I remember.
Of course, as usual in every dream, I don't remember how I got there, but I was in the university library. I kept getting lost, which, trust me, happens a lot because not only do I have an extremely poor sense of direction, but also the campus is huge. I finished an entire semester, and I still get lost every other minute. I ended up seeing into someone I knew, but I don't remember his face or name; I just have this vague idea using which I'm speculating who it is. To be honest, I don't think we have any classes together, but he knows P and other people in some of my classes, and has talked to me once or twice. So this guy wanted to study with me along with other people who are in classes with me, and I said okay. I realized that I had forgotten to bring along my headphones and notebook, so I told him I'd be back with them. As I was leaving, I heard him tell another friend, "Hallie is so cute! I mean, look at her. She's just so cute!" I pretended not to hear him and proceeded down the stairs to my backpack, but ended up getting lost. The reason this is so realistic is because I always get lost when I go downstairs to the place we leave our bags. It just made so much sense to me.
I don't know why, but for some strange reason, two people I know have this weird penchant for calling my hideous face "cute" and "adorable". I'm not sure why, because I am too ugly to be alive. So being called "cute" reminded me of those two, and surprised me a lot, because I had inadvertently listened to a subliminal along those lines the night before. I had only listened once before realising what happened, but that's a strange coincidence.
Aaaand gotta get back to studying traffic signals!
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