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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Dec 08, 2019 08:30PM
Everything about me is screwed up, and now it's affecting my routine.
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hallie <3 i hope everything gets fixed!! you're amazing :))))
Maggie!!!!! Thanks! I'm not really amazing, though.
Hallie wrote: "Alexxxxxxx!!!!!!!!You're back!!!!!!
How have you been??!??
I've missed you!!!"
i've been great wbu!!!
Hallie wrote: "Not one bit."
Hmm?
Hmm?
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase and Alex Fierro are the best~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alexxxxxxx!!!!!!!!You're back!!!!!!
How have you been??!??
I've missed you!!!"
i've been great wbu!!!"
Nice! Uh bad timing :(
Anyway, back to my late night cursing - Fuck! Fuck! Fuck my life!
I literally want to hang myself right now.
I shall leave you too it then.
Fuck why does this always happen to me?
Please tell me this isn't happening!
Your internet suddenly stopped working? The penguin are attacking your house?? You finally figured out the meaning of life??? What????
Fuck I'm not in the headspace to deal with this right now :/
But I have to because uni starts in two weeks, and...
Okay, uni is going to suck for a while.
But then, I did have pretty low expectations, so it's back to "I'll just going to get my degree and get the fuck out of here."
This is so fucking annoying and chaotic.
Or, "I'll just try to off myself again and let's hope I succeed this time."
I need a drink right now.
Hallie wrote: "Yup."
No!!
Neopreno
No!!
Neopreno
My cousin is supposed to come over with her wife, so I'm going to be stuck explaining who the fuck I am this evening.
"Hello! I'm Hallie, your husband's youngest cousin - the only one below 20, but don't worry, I'm legal. Shut up, cousin! Okay, so.... Yep, uni. Oh uh, Journalism, English lit and psychology. I'm sorry? Yeah. Nah, I don't want to become a teacher. Probably journalism. Oh yeah, first year. Blah blah blah blah blah."
Oh that’s why you have to be dead soon. Okay we will make your grave ASAP!
There are plenty of reasons for me to be dead, but that is one of them.I already have the grave dug out. Just put me in it.
Okay.
*covers mouth*
*drops dead,(you)*
Me:*carries dead body to grave dug by you and put her in nicely*
We covered her up on this rainy day as we wept tears and sand songs of her memories.
*covers mouth*
*drops dead,(you)*
Me:*carries dead body to grave dug by you and put her in nicely*
We covered her up on this rainy day as we wept tears and sand songs of her memories.
Literally nobody is going cry and sing sad songs.
If anybody cares, they'd be out celebrating my death.
I just realized that it's much cooler to die in December than August. I should switch to December for my yearly suicide attempt.
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