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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
Hallie wrote: "Ahana~ wrote: "ALEX!!!!YOU ARE AMAZING HALS"
Nah!
Alex is amazing, though. So are you."
BOTH OF YOU ARE AMAZING
I'm very confused with this conversation here, but all I have to say is I hope you figure that out.And no, I ain't amazing. I'm pathetic.
Ooooh and I wanna hear about that stupid thing you did, Ahana xD I doubt it's absolutely stupid because you're one of the smartest people I know, who isn't capable of being stupid, but I have a feeling it's going to be an interesting story :D
Anyway, it's S's birthday!!!!!! She's back home for a week :) :) :)
So...the stories starts with last year October, I found myself crushing over a guy who is in my class. Let's call him Guy A. Guy A liked another girl though, let's call her Girl B. Now GirlB liked this casanovaish guy, let's say Guy C but Guy C.....ended up liking me XD
It was crazy! XD i asked him out as I thought he liked me too but turns out he considered me his competition in class so he started to compete with me XD
Haha xD That must have been awkward!
It was! He ended up getting 90% and people are like he got that because of you XD
I'm supposed to be studying literature, but here I am instead because I'm just tired of life.
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hey Hallie, been a while
What's wrong??? :( I'm stressed out, but whatever.
To-do List
• Analyse Macbeth
• Analyse Doctor Faustus
• Analyse the letter by Oliver Goldsmith
• Bring an Agatha Christie book for A
• Ask H is her mum agreed to let her meet-up with us
• Exfoliate because boy, I look even uglier these days
• Insult mum because she's leaving for Grandma's tomorrow
• Do absolutely nothing productive after exams tomorrow
a lot, my mental health has been up and down all week
Alright I'm screwed. Accepting bullets in my head, daggers in my heart, strangling ropes around my neck - basically, kill me instantly.
I couldn't complete my literature paper, so hi - I'm on self-destructive mode.
you shouldn't kill yourself just because of pure pressure, try relaxing and being free, and having you-time whenever you can.
Who said it's just because of pressure?
None of my teachers are taking class today.....
I have great teachers! One of them told me she would lend me a book! :)And two others have been happily using me as an example for the rest of the class because I was reading.
My mum went to Grandma's yesterday and won't be back till Thursday or Friday, so I was hoping I could hang out with Coffee Boy, or perhaps H and S.But apparently H has exams, S will be going back soon, and Coffee Boy went to Wales.
And..... Crappy mental health is back.
I'd like to drop dead please.Apparently my teacher is grading our answers, and I am so disappointed with myself :(
You bet I'll be up at this hour trying not to cry.
"Even if we both break down tonight
And you say you hate me, and we go to bed angry
I know everything will be alright
I'll be here waiting, I promise I'm changing
I just need
A little time to show you I'm worth it."
~ Time, NF
I'm feeling really, really low, my earphones don't work properly, and my archwire is bent but I can't go to the clinic because they're closed today. And since my mum's out of town, my dad's been making me more anxious.
Ugh I have to wait till tomorrow to go :( And I'll probably have to skip class or go to class with this messed up thing, and I doubt the orthodontist will even be there.
Hallie wrote: "Ugh I have to wait till tomorrow to go :( And I'll probably have to skip class or go to class with this messed up thing, and I doubt the orthodontist will even be there."Hallie you’re in uni now????? Time actually flew
And also how are you - I haven’t talked to you in so long. Can you believe I deleted all my social media? Everyone’s so surprised, even Snapchat which I had since forever. Also I was reading through and whose Coffee Boy? :p
Sara!!!! Yep, this girl somehow managed to get into uni! *heaves a huge sigh*Right now, crappy. How have you been? It indeed has been long. Wait a minute - you did what?!?!?!?!?! Well, maybe a break from social media is a good thing. And oh shit! xD Coffee Boy is basically my source feeding all my vices.
I have 50 million scenarios of what could happen tomorrow, and none of them look good. Could I drop dead instead please?
Hallie wrote: "Sara!!!! Yep, this girl somehow managed to get into uni! *heaves a huge sigh*Right now, crappy. How have you been? It indeed has been long. Wait a minute - you did what?!?!?!?!?! Well, maybe a br..."
I’m proud of you!! Do you remember the Y10 days? Complaining about GSCES was compulsory to us :p. YES IKKKK, I’m taking a well deserved break because I literally CBA. And ooo... please spill all the tea and uni tea as well
Phoenix!Sara - Haha yes xD I still stand by that, though ;P Good! That way you can get rid of the phonies. Uhhh.... *laughs nervously* There isn't really enough tea to spill.
Ooh yeah, why am I still up? Too much pain and anxiety to sleep with.
I did not expect this to hurt so much.
I could manage if my mum was around, but she left and my dad doesn't even know, so all he does it's try to overfeed me when I can't really eat.
Ugh they just cut the wire, so I'll have to go back in on Friday.
sara wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Ugh I have to wait till tomorrow to go :( And I'll probably have to skip class or go to class with this messed up thing, and I doubt the orthodontist will even be there."Hallie you..."
SARA HI!!!
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I only did stupid stuff in 2018 October lol lol it's a funny story! You guys wanna hear?