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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Sep 11, 2017 06:57AM
Oh right it's my nephew's birthday today! I'm such a crappy aunt.
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❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie I found a Harry Potter rp site and it's really fun"WHERE?!?! GIVE ME THE LINK!"
https://worldofpotter.eu"
I'll check it soon.
Hallie wrote: "I'll repeat: I don't care. I love you guys and it hurts me to leave you, but I just don't care anymore. Not for anyone, not for anything."Hallie pls don't do it....
I have tests the week after the week they want to go. They both think I don't study on those days anyway. Well, they're right. I won't. In fact, I'll never pick up a book ever. Sell or burn the rest of my books; let my brother use my voucher.
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Jon's birthday is today"Happy birthday, Jon!!!!!!! :D
Don't go publicizing my test date, Mum. I don't be writing it, unless you plan to make my dead body write.
Now don't give me that you matter/the world needs you/you have so much potential crap. There's no chance I'm going to become the Prime Minister of the UK, or The Duchess of Wales (bleh!), or kick Trump and become the next idiotic president. One thing I'll assure you: the world has no need for me.
"Remembering that you are going to die is the best way I know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to lose."
~ Steve Jobs
Oh, that way works like a charm!
I have written and erased so much right now. But honestly nothing I say will change your mind on anything and I don't want to make any of this worse for you. Fact is I don't know you well, and I can understand your emotions and thoughts on the matter based on what you wrote (even if I have my own thoughts on the matter). That said, I do have one final thought. As you wondered yourself: What if this is all just a chemical imbalance in your head? It's pretty common in teens. Could you at least get that looked at before risking the rest of your existence?
And I'll get that checked from where and how exactly?
Idk your town. *shrugs* but fact is you probably need some kind of professional help for even the chance to get through this. I have a friend who has attempted suicide a few times (she's bipolar and on medication, so the desire hits randomly and suddenly) and she has begun committing herself whenever she starts to think she will go through with anything. She actually gets the help she needs and she gets through the difficult times. I know your cases are different, but honestly you may want to look into your options.
I have no clue how to get professional help. I don't know where or how I can manage to pay for it. (They hid the counsellor's cell in the basement of my school, and I am not going down there! Not after that creature I encountered today :/)
Oh, I got sorted into Ravenclaw! How ironic!
Hallie wrote: "I have no clue how to get professional help. I don't know where or how I can manage to pay for it. (They hid the counsellor's cell in the basement of my school, and I am not going down there! Not a..."Do you have a specific doctor you go to? He would be a good first step because he could either help himself or refer you to someone else. If you don't, you can go to the local hospital/ER and they can help you on the short term then direct you towards who to go see next for help.
Or is there a friend who you could have go down to the basement with you? This would be the free option and your school counsellor would have a better idea of who to go to in your area and what resources you have available.
Nope. Uh the closest hospital near me is rather expensive. Besides, I can't just walk in there. It's too close to my house.I just made friends, and they don't like the idea of going down there, either. Apparently, the worst things are down there and I'm pretty much satisfied with one.
Besides, I don't want to get help.
Hallie, I'm so sorry that you're experiencing so much pain and merlin knows what else and I'm sorry that I haven't spoken to you sooner. You might not think so, I don't know what you're going through of course, but you're so valuable to so many... I've read your writings before and they're amazing Hallie, that's a true talent, even if you don't feel like doing the things you're talented at at the moment or even if they don't bring you joy right now, you still have that brilliant skill and they're so very beautiful and one day the will to partake in them will come back to you, i'm sure. if you don't want to go down to the counselor's office in the basement or can't pay for hospital care, maybe have you tried an online thing? i know there's hotlines and things that are free and not as awful to get to as your school counselor's room
Hallie wrote: "Nope. Uh the closest hospital near me is rather expensive. Besides, I can't just walk in there. It's too close to my house.I just made friends, and they don't like the idea of going down there, e..."
I was going to ask if it mattered the price so long as it helped you, but your last sentence there pushed that from my mind. *sighs* I hope you find a way to be happy. Ideally not through suicide, but just... *shrugs* I don't know. I'm not good at this kind of thing. *hugs* May the odds be ever in your favor
Hallie wrote: "Oh, I got sorted into Ravenclaw! How ironic!"I got sorted into Gryffindor
I can't stop thinking about what they said. It's their fault if I start crying now.
To-do List
• Study Biology: Pretend it's Care For Magical Creatures and Herbology to push through it
• Finish Ethan's character sheet
• Check through all roleplays
• Remember to take lab coat and other things tomorrow
• Try to recall what you're forgetting
Yay finally! Class is over! Now can someone apparate me to my house so that I can save two hours of my day? It's not like I want to go home; I'll have to go there eventually, and I don't want to stay here.
Crap!!!!!! I have a Biology test tomorrow, and I have no mood to study :(The whole day, the only class I attempted to pay attention to was Physics.
I am resisting this urge to run to the train station and jump in front of a train.......
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Oh, I got sorted into Ravenclaw! How ironic!"I got sorted into Gryffindor"
How do I do homework?????
Guess who's flunking their test tomorrow? I suppose it doesn't matter anymore. A perfect score or a zero, neither will do me any good.
If I knew much Biology I would help. :/ Unfortunately Geology is my forte so I'm useless with Bio
It's just memorising some facts. I'll try to do something in the morning, but I don't know....
Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Oh, I got sorted into Ravenclaw! How ironic!"I got sorted into Gryffindor"
How do I do homework?????"
go to the drop down menu and go to Hogwarts and go to one of the courses like defense against the dark arts or transfiguration or charms
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Oh, I got sorted into Ravenclaw! How ironic!"I got sorted into Gryffindor"
How do I do homework?????"
go to the drop do..."
Got it! I just finished Transfiguration, and I'm pretty sure whoever's grading it will want to throw their device away xP.
Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Oh, I got sorted into Ravenclaw! How ironic!"I got sorted into Gryffindor"
H..."
Nah you should see my answers
I need help with unscrambling a word
I wanna help!!!! And I'm trying to get into journalism there.
I am opening an account too! Are we supposed to make up a name or add our own? :D
I got something that doesn't make sense.
Ahana~ wrote: "I am opening an account too! Are we supposed to make up a name or add our own? :D"I used Laura Mustang. You can guess the rest :D
Hallie wrote: "Where did you find it?"go to the drop down menu and go to Hogwarts and go to Fred's and George's, there you can solve some anagrams tho you can only do one per day and you can also go to Peeve's corner and you can solve some riddles but again you can only do one per day
I solved the riddle in Peeve's corner, but I didn't explore the rest.
it said I didn't answer the anagram correctly :(
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