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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Alia ~you are not your anxiety~
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Sep 09, 2017 10:45AM
Yeah I saw :/
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I'm not really sure whether I should move this or not.
Woah it's seven! Only seven! I'm up so early!
To-do List
• Roleplays
• Write a mundane character sheet for the Harry Potter group (I'm trying to make the mods hate me xP Sorry Alia! I love you, but sometimes I'm such a sadist)
• Prepare for first day of school (where's my summer?!)
• Try not to do any reckless things
• Try to erase toxic thoughts
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"You don't have an aim, no goal, no nothing. You're useless."Well, I did have an aim before all of you together made me lose it, but you're right, I'm useless. So what are you going to do? Dispose me in some trash bin?
The Silent Killer
The thing about me is I'm silently cunning. That doesn't make a lot of sense, right? I make no sense at all, but let me explain.
I'm what people call a "silent killer". Metaphorically and literally. I do things without others knowing. Here is one way I pretend I'm innocent and eventually blackmail people. This is a small, sometimes handy ability I got from nowhere: My skills at eavesdropping is good. My mum picks up a call and begins to talk, and by the time she keeps the phone down, I know who called and what exactly the conversation was about by just hearing one side of the conversation, and she has no clue I know my aunt told her that some relative has some family problems. Beware: Hallie knows what those problems are, but she doesn't know how that relative is related to her. It's actually just simply speculation and sharp ears. I'll pretend I didn't overhear they that egoistic girl in my class whisper ill about me when she sat behind me, or that my brother and mother are always backstabbing me when they think I'm asleep. I'll keep pretending, but don't worry, whether I die tomorrow or not, I'll complete my revenge for that. So basically, beware of what you say around me. I'll look like I'm in a different universe, but I'll be listening to all of it and I don't hesitate using that against you when I want :)
Why am I writing this? I've got a really, really evil plan in my head, and if I fail the last step again, you'll be needing this bit of information if I come back to tell what I did.
Story time!
I want to distract myself from these people who I don't know how are rehashed related to me, so here is a story that happened years ago.
I was around 8, my brother my present age. He and I were talking about something and the phone rang. Mum went and picked it up and said this: "Kitchen cloth? Oh! Small! Thank you! When will you come?" There end her side of the conversation, but my brother wanted to make a fool out of himself and tried to guess who it was. "Let me guess! That was Papa!" He told my Mum. She laughed and said, "Wrong answer!" And even before anyone could open their mouth, 8 year old me said, "It's the department store." Mum had to tell "Right answer!" My brother was so shocked! His expression was priceless! xD I still remember it. He went, "How did you know that?! How? Tell me!" The answer was simple. My dad never cooks unless Mum is it away. Why would be care what size the kitchen cloth is? Mum has been giving a list of things required every month at the department store for even longer than I have been alive. The store owner and half the workers know us pretty well. She must have given them a list that day and they got confused which size she wanted, and hence called. Then she wanted the items fast as usual (they usually deliver it the same day because we've been going there for years), and since it had been a few hours, she was urging them to send it as soon as possible. Here you go. The full story. Of course I can't recite the whole list, but I can guess at least ¼th of it. The kitchen cloth (duh!), matchboxes, oil, soap, blades, snacks, and a lot of other things I'm too lazy to type out. This was when I was 8; now I'm my brother's age then, and everyone conveniently don't know about it. That's how well they know me. I could go scream this in their ears, make them write it a hundred times, and they'd still forget it the very next second 😒😒😒 I admit I don't have any amazing talents, but it's not like they care for something else I can do.
People get out of the house!!!! And don't drag me along with you.
I'm actually in 20 groups, but my profile says I'm only in 10!
Why do people keep asking me whether I cut my hair? That was three months ago!However, I'd still like to cut my hair again, though. This time, actually short!
I'm trying to count my characters here:So it's 8 characters with 5 students and 3 adults. Since my characters from the old group do not count, my list should look like
Students
Laura Mustang
Aria Waltz
Isabella Delaney
1. Lucy Wayne
2. Yui
3. Calvin
4. Valisa
5. (I hope this slot is empty.)
Adults
Patrick Wilson
1. Ethan
2. (What do I do here?)
3. (Okay, I need to create more adults.)
Okay.....
Finish Ethan, Hallie!
Well, if you think his history is too complicated… You can do it if I can!!! XD
It's not complicated; it's preposterous and boring. I fell asleep writing it xDI read it! Well, a part of it. I read part 1, and just when I was about to read the rest, I was dragged off to buy things with my mum and brother :/
By the way, he's amazing! :)
You were probably just tired. I doubt it's preposterous. Oh cool! Thanks for being my audience (you and Erin)! Sorry that you were dragged off.
Omg thank you! :) I hope it'll be fun to roleplay him. I'm actually starting my first plot with him in class this week…
(And I think I'll learn a lot about Mexican culture and leukemia in the process, because right now, I know next to nothing about both of them.)
I'm pretty sure my writing bored me to death.Haha it's one of the threads I stalk with all interest xD Well, I got a pair of new shoes, so I'll try to suck it up.
:D Yay!!!!
(That's one of the best things about roleplay. You get to learn about things you don't have a lot of knowledge about. Have fun! :) )
I… don't believe that. XD Aww! You're too sweet! XD Well, the next one you'll see is Athena, character Kim's mum… not sure who will come next after that. Oh cool! I hope you like them :)
:D Yes!!!
(Exactly! Thanks, I will!)
It's the truth!xD I saw that on one of your self-talks. I actually thought it would Athena's character sheet when I waited for your thread to open, but what came was just as interesting :)
Forgive Bell, she'll be a little late (Corvus won't like that, will be?) xD
No it's not!Haha! Yeah, she'll be next. I feel bad for delaying, but the people involved in her plot are busy, whereas we need to get the Eduardo one done because those people are available now but will be busy later. Thanks! :)
No problem! Um, Corvus is too depressed to care or notice :(
Yes, it is! I'm tempted to build a time machine to go to the future and see her xD Haha! All this talk reminds me that I haven't thought of some large plot for Laura yet!
That's
No, it's not!!!!!Lol! XD Can I ride with you? I want to see if Shade and Corvus ever reconcile. XD Oh yeah! I'd love to see that!
Both are true XD
Yes, it is! Sure! xP I'd like to see that, too!
Lol! xD
I'm sitting here thinking of going up to the roof and jumping off, and these people.....
Alright, his history sucks! This is asinine!
Yikes! The limit of characters in the post got over, and I still haven't completed the history! Looks like this will take more than one post....
No, it's not. Cool! *hops in* Um, goodbye present Corvus. I hope your future will be better…
It is the real truth! *fingers crossed* So let's go!
I'll do the rest tomorrow. I'll really fall asleep now if I continue.
My truth is the real truth! XDYay! *pulls lever and holds onto Hallie*
Hallie I found a Harry Potter rp site and it's really fun
One day in school, and I want to run away.
Alia, no, mine is! xP*press buttons*
❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie I found a Harry Potter rp site and it's really fun"WHERE?!?! GIVE ME THE LINK!
Wait this thread had been in the 150+ views?!?! It's so weird to see that!
Oh screw it! I'm going to do it and I don't care who gets hurt.
I don't care if my family will be burdened, or whether it will sadden my friends. I'm sick of living.
Now I wish I had born deaf and mute! I wouldn't have to hear all this rubbish. And I'd probably not be sitting here and thinking of nothing but killing myself then.
I wish I had the words to say to make you feel better. *hugs*
I'm sure they do somewhere, but seeing as I'm just some random chick online they wouldn't really carry much weight to you. So I take it you won't be talking to anyone at your school to try and get a little help?
Crap I'm crying! I tried so hard to not cry.
I'm sorry we can't be there to give you a hug :(
Dad: So let's go to Wales!Mum: Hal, shall I go?
Dad: DON'T ASK THE KIDS! THEY'RE GROWN UP! LET THEM STAY ON THEIR OWN blah blah blah (you still call me, "Little One", Dad, and when it comes to annoying me, I'm a six year old. Now I'm all "grown up". In three seconds, you'll contradict that.)
Later,
Mum: I'd stay back if you studied well, but you're not studying at all, so I'm going. I love children who study and support only them (then why don't you adopt the topper of the school? Or wait, why didn't you give birth to her?)
But my answer:
Me: Fine, go.
My mind: Go to Wales, go to Scotland, go to the Artic, go wherever you want. I won't be here when you come back.
This time, for sure. I know what went wrong last time, but this time, I've got more than one backup plan.
Hallie wrote: "❄️Ƙανу тнє Ƒαℓℓєη Aηgєℓ❄️ (Ɓνвαяму) wrote: "Hallie I found a Harry Potter rp site and it's really fun"WHERE?!?! GIVE ME THE LINK!"
https://worldofpotter.eu
I'll repeat: I don't care. I love you guys and it hurts me to leave you, but I just don't care anymore. Not for anyone, not for anything.
Hallie wrote: "Dad: So let's go to Wales!Mum: Hal, shall I go?
Dad: DON'T ASK THE KIDS! THEY'RE GROWN UP! LET THEM STAY ON THEIR OWN blah blah blah (you still call me, "Little One", Dad, and when it comes to ann..."
Wth! *hugs*
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