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Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul, I have very limited resources. And uh, like Sarah said, humans suffer more than animals. The former get killed more than the latter.
Deepthi, yep! Can't beli..."
You comes across as too intellectual to allow your base desires to overtake you, you also come across as too caring to considering killing objectively, perhaps you are a bit emotional and insular, but what teen isn't, although you have demonstrated a maturity perhaps not found among your peers...in conclusion, you talk a good fight...lol...
So jokes aside, I can tell you about darkness, I worked in a job for 2 years where I had to deal with the medical paperwork of people involved in traumatic experiences, I dealt with death a few times a week, it was one particular nasty case (which I do not wish to discuss the details of in this public forum) which made leave the job...
Deepthi, yep! Can't beli..."
You comes across as too intellectual to allow your base desires to overtake you, you also come across as too caring to considering killing objectively, perhaps you are a bit emotional and insular, but what teen isn't, although you have demonstrated a maturity perhaps not found among your peers...in conclusion, you talk a good fight...lol...
So jokes aside, I can tell you about darkness, I worked in a job for 2 years where I had to deal with the medical paperwork of people involved in traumatic experiences, I dealt with death a few times a week, it was one particular nasty case (which I do not wish to discuss the details of in this public forum) which made leave the job...
Oh parents? they love you dude, maybe things come out the wrong way, and maybe it becomes to difficult to say sorry or to stop bad habits, but you have come out quite good, so they have obviously done something right...
but you know this already...these writings are just some of your thoughts...some of your best days involve your family...i bet...
but you know this already...these writings are just some of your thoughts...some of your best days involve your family...i bet...
I will mention a few more things about you Hallie Brown (Brown - cos there use be a Welsh girl at my work place whose surname was Brown)...
You aren't overly obsessed about your looks, or boys, you care more about your friends, your intellect, your educational future and you want to make a difference in the world (but in a quite reserved way)...and perhaps you have a thing about death...but you aren't quite Dexter...and I believe the Hamster died of natural causes...the body is probably inside a shoebox in a patch ground on the school somewhere...
You aren't overly obsessed about your looks, or boys, you care more about your friends, your intellect, your educational future and you want to make a difference in the world (but in a quite reserved way)...and perhaps you have a thing about death...but you aren't quite Dexter...and I believe the Hamster died of natural causes...the body is probably inside a shoebox in a patch ground on the school somewhere...
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul, I have very limited resources. And uh, like Sarah said, humans suffer more than animals. The former get killed more than the latter.Deepthi, ..."
Still yep.
That aside, how you doing?
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul, I have very limited resources. And uh, like Sarah said, humans suffer more than animals. The former get killed more than the latter.
Deepthi, ..."
I can assure you that I'm far from intellectual. Quite the contrary. To be honest, I don't care. I'll hurt anybody's feelings without any regrets if they aren't useful to me. Trust me, I've done that - plenty of times online and plenty of times on this particular site. So right now, you just have the wrong idea, but one day, I'm sure you'll be the one thinking everything that I say. You just don't know me, and hence, you have the wrong idea.
Bodrul wrote: "Oh parents? they love you dude, maybe things come out the wrong way, and maybe it becomes to difficult to say sorry or to stop bad habits, but you have come out quite good, so they have obviously d..."
Don't make me laugh! I was naive back then and believed that my family loved me unconditionally and whatnot. Everything that people just blindly tell me as if they know when they really don't. I refused to believe that my family had flaws, albeit they were so obvious. And that was the biggest mistake I ever made.
But if you think I came out quite good, tell me how a girl who will torture the heck out of her parents and abandon them in their times of need is a good person? Tell me how, in your own words, a bimbo into smoking/drinking/whatnot and causes harm to others is a good person? I know I'm not the only one to say they certainly didn't do anything "right" because they didn't and it's so obvious that they didn't.
Bodrul wrote: "I will mention a few more things about you Hallie Brown (Brown - cos there use be a Welsh girl at my work place whose surname was Brown)...You aren't overly obsessed about your looks, or boys, yo..."
Let's stop associating me with Welsh stuff/people because it's kind of insulting. Not to me, but to Welsh people.
So firstly, you're only assuming all of this because you don't really know me. You haven't seen the way I treat my friends, have you? No. That's the first fallacy - that I care about my friends. What you know is the half baked truth and sugar coated version of me being friend of the year. I wasn't kidding when I said that I've chased my friends with knives - I really have, and they really are afraid of me due to the same reason. My intellect? My non-existent intellect. My educational future? Lol, what on earth is that? I forgot what that is long back. It was a long war and I lost even though I won. To make a difference in the world? This is the most ridiculous statement I've heard this past hour! The world can burn to ashes for all I care. I'm sure I mentioned before, but I've never seen a hamster in my life. Oh, and a perfect murder means no evidence that can be traced back.
Lol, Coffee Boy just texted asking if I was free so that he could call.
And apparently our vacuum cleaner is coming on Monday instead of today :( I hope the refrigerator is delivered on the day it's supposed to be.
"I'm a wandress
I'm a one night stand
Don't belong to no city
Don't belong to no man
I'm the violence in the pouring rain
I'm a hurricane
I'm a hurricane
I'm a hurricane."
~ Hurricane, Halsey
Busy? Well, CB seems keen, bless him...
So H, why do you always try to make yourself soun like a knife welding thug?
So H, why do you always try to make yourself soun like a knife welding thug?
But we're atheists xDI am a knife wielding thug.
Lol...joker...
You should write a poem about knifes...maybe I will believe you... :-p
You should write a poem about knifes...maybe I will believe you... :-p
You know H, everytime you try to make ur self look bad/gangster...
You end sounding not so harmful....
I don't know, maybe ur using reverse psychology on me...lol...
Btw, there is some dumb girl with her feet on the dash, man, that annoys me, no respect these kids now a days...
You end sounding not so harmful....
I don't know, maybe ur using reverse psychology on me...lol...
Btw, there is some dumb girl with her feet on the dash, man, that annoys me, no respect these kids now a days...
As a matter of fact, I have written multiple poems and stories on knives. And I do carry knives with me everywhere and flash them at people at my own convenience. Since you haven't met me and haven't had a taste of that, you have no right to say that my friends and family are lying about me threatening and trying to hurt/kill them. Your clothes haven't been cut by me. You haven't seen someone stood there trying to grab it out of my hand. Ergo, your entire analysis is wrong and you can't reject how they suffered.
My brother went to work one day this whole week, and I want him to feel better soon so that I can mock him without making him cry.
Seriously, what is wrong with my face?
Me: This person is going to be so pissed if I do this. I shouldn't do it.Me: *does it*
Me: Gives me more reason to do it.
Crappy Poetry Time!
In this crumbling chaos
Amidst these burning emotions
I wonder
How I'm the one locked up
Imprisoned and kept in chains
When you were the thief that stole my heart
You were the delinquent that destroyed my soul
And trampled all over the pieces of my heart
That you broke with not a drop of concern
You were the terror that ripped down my dream
Do you not feel guilty?
Do you not resent?
Does it not haunt you?
Do you not wonder that we could have been happy?
Well, I suppose it was just me.
There is a Linkin Park tribute tomorrow, and I want to go.
Hallie wrote: "As a matter of fact, I have written multiple poems and stories on knives. And I do carry knives with me everywhere and flash them at people at my own convenience. Since you haven't met me and haven..."
So, now the question is, why do you carry a blade? I will tell afterwards why I have asked you this question.
So, now the question is, why do you carry a blade? I will tell afterwards why I have asked you this question.
Hallie wrote: "Crappy Poetry Time!
In this crumbling chaos
Amidst these burning emotions
I wonder
How I'm the one locked up
Imprisoned and kept in chains
When you were the thief that stole my heart
You were the..."
Wow, did you not say you can't write love poems?
In this crumbling chaos
Amidst these burning emotions
I wonder
How I'm the one locked up
Imprisoned and kept in chains
When you were the thief that stole my heart
You were the..."
Wow, did you not say you can't write love poems?
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "As a matter of fact, I have written multiple poems and stories on knives. And I do carry knives with me everywhere and flash them at people at my own convenience. Since you haven't m..."So that I can threaten people with it. That's how it started at least.
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Crappy Poetry Time!
In this crumbling chaos
Amidst these burning emotions
I wonder
How I'm the one locked up
Imprisoned and kept in chains
When you were the thief that stole my hea..."
I can't.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "As a matter of fact, I have written multiple poems and stories on knives. And I do carry knives with me everywhere and flash them at people at my own convenience. Sinc..."
And why do you want to threaten people?
And why do you want to threaten people?
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "As a matter of fact, I have written multiple poems and stories on knives. And I do carry knives with me everywhere and flash them at people at my own co..."I'm sadist. I like intimidating people. And I don't care to look for deeper reasons.
Okay, I have had 2 friends who have been stabbed, 1 survived (wrong place, wrong time, wrong hoodie = about 19 stab wounds) and the other died (5 stab wounds).
Thanks, that's the bad side East London for you, Yeh, the one who died was a top guy. he was telling some drug dealers to back away from recruiting his younger brother, and a fight broke out...45 mins later he died in the ambulance on the way to the hospital
Hallie wrote: "Oh..."
Yeah, its a been a few, his younger brother ended up becoming drug dealer, I think he stopped now but my mates death didn't change anything...
Yeah, its a been a few, his younger brother ended up becoming drug dealer, I think he stopped now but my mates death didn't change anything...
So, had those boys not had knifes on them, it would just been a fist fight, my friend would have got beaten up but would have still lived.
So I'm assuming you want me to stop taking it around with me?
Hallie wrote: "So I'm assuming you want me to stop taking it around with me?"
Dude, you are so brilliant and clever, only you can make that decision, you already know how I feel about it...
Dude, you are so brilliant and clever, only you can make that decision, you already know how I feel about it...
If you think I'm that "brilliant and clever", do you think I haven't thought of ways to not get caught as well as ways to get out if I do?
Hallie wrote: "If you think I'm that "brilliant and clever", do you think I haven't thought of ways to not get caught as well as ways to get out if I do?"
As brilliant as you are, one day you will get caught, its only a matter of time...
As brilliant as you are, one day you will get caught, its only a matter of time...
Once again, I don't care, and neither should you.
Hallie wrote: "Once again, I don't care, and neither should you."
Some of us were born to care...
Some of us were born to care...
Hallie wrote: "Doesn't matter."
Perhaps not to some, but to others it does...
Perhaps not to some, but to others it does...
It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either.
Hallie wrote: "It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either."
Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the police, the coroner in case of death, hospitals, ambulance service, solicitors and the family of the victims...finally the prison and probation service...
Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the police, the coroner in case of death, hospitals, ambulance service, solicitors and the family of the victims...finally the prison and probation service...
"She's talking to angels, counting the stars
Making a wish on a passing car
She's dancing with strangers, falling apart
Waiting for Superman to pick her up
In his arms yeah, in his arms yeah
Waiting for Superman."
~ Waiting for Superman, Chris Daughtry
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either."Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the police, the coroner in case of death, hospitals, ..."
That also depends on the situation, and until then, it's not anyone's business.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either."
Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the police, the coroner in case of dea..."
It is if you are carrying a concealed weapon, than it becomes the community's business, because in a good society there should be no reason to carry a weapon...
And finally, there is a sense of self responsibility, I don't want other people to carry knifes that may hurt those I care for so I won't carry a knife,
Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the police, the coroner in case of dea..."
It is if you are carrying a concealed weapon, than it becomes the community's business, because in a good society there should be no reason to carry a weapon...
And finally, there is a sense of self responsibility, I don't want other people to carry knifes that may hurt those I care for so I won't carry a knife,
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either."Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the police, the coroner..."
I'm sure it's obvious, but I'm not going to do anything about it; only adds to what I had to say yesterday.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either."
Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the poli..."
Dude, you have said what you have said, but I am from a different generation to you, I have witness hate (racist, all types), violence and crime...I don't want that in my life and society...I have also traveled around the world, some of the people I have met are no longer a live due to war etc. some are in camps being tortured, some of them have seen their family members raped and killed in front of them, so I prefer to care for the world...
Whose business, that depends...on the other people around you, the poli..."
Dude, you have said what you have said, but I am from a different generation to you, I have witness hate (racist, all types), violence and crime...I don't want that in my life and society...I have also traveled around the world, some of the people I have met are no longer a live due to war etc. some are in camps being tortured, some of them have seen their family members raped and killed in front of them, so I prefer to care for the world...
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "It doesn't matter to anyone. It isn't anyone's business either."Whose business, that depends...on the other people aroun..."
If you care about the world, come over and kill me. Perhaps then you'll be at ease.
Rest assured, I don't intend to go on a killing spree. I also have a legitimate reason for having it.
But this conversation isn't going to change your mind and you know it. So don't bother. If you want to do something, do as suggested above.
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Still nope.