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message 22801: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Oh shit! That was meant as a response to your first post. I hadn't realized you had posted another after that.


message 22802: by [deleted user] (last edited Jul 18, 2019 02:55AM) (new)

Hallie wrote: "Oh shit! That was meant as a response to your first post. I hadn't realized you had posted another after that."

This is the first time, I have seen you use a swear word...

Okay, cool, but I see what you mean though...but only when you have aged can you tell whether you ability to express in peom or prose has improved or not...


message 22803: by Hallie (last edited Jul 18, 2019 03:00AM) (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I'll give you proof that you just didn't notice me swear before.

Not in my case. I'll never be able to tell.


message 22804: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "I'll give you proof that you just didn't notice me swear before.

Not in my case. I'll never be able to tell."


The odd swear word doesn't mean anything, but I thought I would point it out, because I know you as an intellectual are above using such words and can come up with better ways of expression...


message 22805: by Hallie (last edited Jul 18, 2019 03:19AM) (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I know it doesn't; I'm just saying that you just overlooked previously that I do swear. Also, I do not believe there is a "better way" to express myself in my own space. Nor is there a worse way. It is what it is. It's just my thoughts and feelings, raw and unpolished, and if I were to make it sound more posh, I would be lying to myself and bottling up the things that bother me. I'm not "above using such words". I personally don't believe it's a bad thing to swear. To me, it's not a big deal, but I can understand if people are uncomfortable with profanity; I know exactly how they feel because I used to be the same. That's why I actually don't swear in front of people who I know won't like it. Offline, I usually swear under my breath, and it's because I know the people I hang out with might find it shocking.

But this is my space. It's a bit like the inside of my brain. That's why you might see a string of random, irrational, jejune and nonsensical comments. If I censor what's bothering me inside my head, who knows where it will come out? I keep it out of any professional setting and like you, no one who knows me in real life, knows me to swear - except Coffee Boy. But how do I manage it? That's where this thread comes into play.


message 22806: by [deleted user] (new)

Ok, fair enough, you make a valid and convincing argument although I may disagree with some aspects


message 22807: by [deleted user] (new)

I hope you didn't swear at CB, just in front of him...


message 22808: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments I can understand.


message 22809: by Hallie (last edited Jul 18, 2019 03:26AM) (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "I hope you didn't swear at CB, just in front of him..."

Now this is a problematic statement. And based on what happened, hilarious as well.


message 22810: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "I hope you didn't swear at CB, just in front of him..."

Now this is a problematic statement. And based on what happened, hilarious as well."


lol, did you swear at CB, poor guy, why?


message 22811: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "I can understand."

:-)


message 22812: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "I hope you didn't swear at CB, just in front of him..."

Now this is a problematic statement. And based on what happened, hilarious as well."

lol, did you swear at CB..."


Dude, he was the one who kept swearing throughout our verbal conversation. And once he texted asking why he had never heard me swear even though I had told him that I was fine with him swearing.


message 22813: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "I hope you didn't swear at CB, just in front of him..."

Now this is a problematic statement. And based on what happened, hilarious as well."

lol, did ..."


Ah, I see, I don't think I am a big fan of CB now...right, forget CB, you need to find TB...Tea Boy...lol...


message 22814: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments *sighs* It's my decision to make.


message 22815: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "*sighs* It's my decision to make."

I am only joking dude...I don' think anything I write actually influences you in any way...


message 22816: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Can we please skip Friday and jump to Saturday?


message 22817: by [deleted user] (new)

*rolls eyes*

:-p


message 22818: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*sighs* It's my decision to make."

I am only joking dude...I don' think anything I write actually influences you in any way..."


Of course it doesn't, but best to draw a line sometimes.


message 22819: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Can we please skip Friday and jump to Saturday?"

I wish I could, I am dying at work...btw, today is Thursday...


message 22820: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "*sighs* It's my decision to make."

I am only joking dude...I don' think anything I write actually influences you in any way..."

Of course it doesn't, but best to dra..."


Okay, cool, no more talking about CB/TB or anyone on your radar...


message 22821: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments This damned acne just popped when I was sleeping, and I didn't realize until now. I'd love for that refrigerator to come on Saturday so that I can finally get some ice.


message 22822: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "This damned acne just popped when I was sleeping, and I didn't realize until now. I'd love for that refrigerator to come on Saturday so that I can finally get some ice."

At least the pain is gone...


message 22823: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Says who?


message 22824: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Says who?"

Apply honey?


message 22825: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Didn't help.


message 22826: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Didn't help."

Mmm...what about something like sudo cream?


message 22827: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Don't have anything like that.


message 22828: by [deleted user] (new)

Ah, well sorry to hear that, I suppose grin and bear it, occupy yourself to forget the pain, write some poetry...lol...


message 22829: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able to see each other till Christmas, but since I'm sure she is going to be a great person, I'm happy for her.


message 22830: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments H is going to do great as well. I'm the only one who's a disappointing failure here.


message 22831: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able to see each other till Christmas, but since I'm sure she is going to be a g..."

Is the same person who had economics as her back up plan? well done to S...is she ur bestie?


message 22832: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "H is going to do great as well. I'm the only one who's a disappointing failure here."

You are gonna be great in whatever you do, you have a good attitude, seem to be humble yet ambitious...


message 22833: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able to see each other till Christmas, but since I'm sure she is ..."

Yes. Well, she's one of my best friends.


message 22834: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "H is going to do great as well. I'm the only one who's a disappointing failure here."

You are gonna be great in whatever you do, you have a good attitude, seem to be humble yet ambi..."


No, I won't.


message 22835: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able to see each other till Christmas, but since I..."

Well, that gives you an excuse to travel up north to visit her, there is a saying, distance makes the heart grow fonder...


message 22836: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "H is going to do great as well. I'm the only one who's a disappointing failure here."

You are gonna be great in whatever you do, you have a good attitude, seem to be ..."


Its this fighting (feisty) spirit of yours which will make you great...


message 22837: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able to see each other till Christm..."

Uh well, firstly, I wouldn't want to travel. Knowing me, both my friends would actually tell me to not travel. Secondly, that excuse wouldn't work.

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "H is going to do great as well. I'm the only one who's a disappointing failure here."

You are gonna be great in whatever you do, you have a good attitu..."


Oh no, this feistiness does not exist everywhere. Only online. So no, I won't.


message 22838: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able to see each oth..."

Why wouldn't the excuse work? And secondly, you could always face-time or Skype...or use any of those other apps which allow for face to face comms...

Maybe you can do a job that is online and be brilliant at it..although, I suspect under all this lack of confidence is an amazing orator/teacher/genius just waiting for the right platform...


message 22839: by [deleted user] (new)

This is why I think you will be do well...

Appreciated, every thing marvelous,
Marvelous, the word to describe,
To describe the world,
The world in which we live



message 22840: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we won't be able ..."

You haven't met my parents. We don't need face to face communication.

No, I want to be an investigative journalist. And no, your suspicion is wrong.


message 22841: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Bodrul wrote: "This is why I think you will be do well...

Appreciated, every thing marvelous,
Marvelous, the word to describe,
To describe the world,
The world in which we live"


I hated that poem the second I finished writing it. I still hate it.


message 22842: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Me: Hell!
Me: *o!
H: Smh
S: Why are you like this?
H: When will you stop?
Me: Let me see... Today's Thursday... Never!
S and H: 😑😒

^ Every single conversation we have.


message 22843: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments It's old, but I don't care.


message 22844: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments It's also why they hate me, but I'm evil.


message 22845: by Deepthi (new)

Deepthi (d-star) | 6848 comments Hallie wrote: "Bodrul, I have very limited resources. And uh, like Sarah said, humans suffer more than animals. The former get killed more than the latter.

Deepthi, yep! Can't believe we're still talking about t..."


Nope!
And this is going to continue till you accept it xD


message 22846: by [deleted user] (last edited Jul 18, 2019 06:01AM) (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. So I suppose we..."

Wow, your parents sound very strict...too strict for welsh folk...but sometimes strict is good in this crazy world...

Funnily enough you can be an on-line investigative journalist...lol...


message 22847: by [deleted user] (new)

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "This is why I think you will be do well...

Appreciated, every thing marvelous,
Marvelous, the word to describe,
To describe the world,
The world in which we live"

I hated that poem..."


but you did feel like that for a second...


message 22848: by [deleted user] (last edited Jul 18, 2019 05:42AM) (new)

Hallie wrote: "Me: Hell!
Me: *o!
H: Smh
S: Why are you like this?
H: When will you stop?
Me: Let me see... Today's Thursday... Never!
S and H: 😑😒

^ Every single conversation we have."


Mmm....this still doesn't convince me


message 22849: by [deleted user] (last edited Jul 18, 2019 05:42AM) (new)

Hallie wrote: "It's also why they hate me, but I'm evil."

Evil people never actually claim they are evil...they think their acts of fiendishism are normal/acceptable or they are entitled to those those acts...

Therefore you simply aren't evil...


message 22850: by Hallie (new)

Hallie (inkyhallie) | 16412 comments Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul, I have very limited resources. And uh, like Sarah said, humans suffer more than animals. The former get killed more than the latter.

Deepthi, yep! Can't believe we're still ..."


Well, you know that ain't happening, so yep! Yep! Yepity yep!

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "By the way, not sure if I mentioned before, but S is going to that law school in the north. ..."

Oh, they aren't strict. They are just crazy and hypocritical. Although, please don't try looking at me with Welsh stereotypes because we're very different. Besides, we arrange even purely Welsh.

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "This is why I think you will be do well...

Appreciated, every thing marvelous,
Marvelous, the word to describe,
To describe the world,
The world in which we live"

I ..."


You mean I fabricated all that crap for the sake of a stupid poem when I was bored in French class back in 2013.

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Me: Hell!
Me: *o!
H: Smh
S: Why are you like this?
H: When will you stop?
Me: Let me see... Today's Thursday... Never!
S and H: 😑😒

^ Every single conversation we have."

Mmm....this..."


Once again, that's foolishness. H and S would gladly come over here to elucidate on how many times I've threaten to kill them, how many times I've chased them around the school with a knife to kill them, and how no one dared to mess with me because they were all scared. (I don't believe the last is true, but the other two are definitely true.)

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "It's also why they hate me, but I'm evil."

Evil people never actually claim they are evil...they think their acts of fiendishism are normal/acceptable or they are entitled to those ..."


This sounds like a very poor argument to me, and I don't think it holds good to all evil people. Besides, your false beliefs about me would not change the truth.


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