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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "And what's the less weird way he mentioned? maybe try that?"

That's meeting up, but I just can't do it right now. The one day I was able to, he wasn't ..."

Slightly abrupt maybe, but those things polish over time as long you use your please and thank yous

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in ..."

U don't come across the smoking/drinking/swearing type...cos u haven't mentioned any of those things...plus, yep I don't know a lot about you (and probably will never meet you in real life).

But I imagine you as a nice polite intelligible person...I don't know your ethnicity etc., so I imagine as you words, e.g. polite, nice, nerd, writer...lol...

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but ev..."

I did mention them before, but probably not after you joined this group. But then, everyone who knows me in real life would actually agree with you, so I suppose I'm just good at getting away with it.

Gosh, that is wrong in so many ways! xD

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for goo..."

lol...maybe you are good at hiding things, but why do those things you feel you need to hide. But I think my assessment of you is quite good/accurate, you are a good person with a slight dark side.

I can't figure out whether you British Indian or British white, but I am pretty sure you are not some rude gal from South London...

[Hallie]

Funny, I was thinking about how everyone at my old school turned to look back at me when one of my teachers was talking about honesty, and I was legit lying to the entire class at that time.

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Hallie wrote: "Funny, I was thinking about how everyone at my old school turned to look back at me when one of my teachers was talking about honesty, and I was legit lying to the entire class at that time."

lol...did u get caght?

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usu..."

The truth is I'm a dark person with nothing good.

Uh, I'm actually Welsh born in London.

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Funny, I was thinking about how everyone at my old school turned to look back at me when one of my teachers was talking about honesty, and I was legit lying to the entire class at th..."

By one person, but we had a pact. I nearly got exposed by the teacher in front of everyone, so when only one guy found out, it was easy to shut him up with a half baked truth.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

Nope. Well, for starters, a lot ..."

OMG, ur welsh, man, I should have started with the sheep jokes earlier....lol...

Whats is goodness? Do dark thoughts nullify goodness? You seem like a good person to me, as long as your actions are good, you are a good person...thoughts cannot be measured...so do they really count for anything?

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Funny, I was thinking about how everyone at my old school turned to look back at me when one of my teachers was talking about honesty, and I was legit lying to the ent..."

lol...

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

Nope. Well, for s..."

Oh good thing you didn't. I wouldn't have understood because I was raised British.

That's where you are mistaken. I actually implement my dark thoughts, so my actions are more on the dark side than good.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.

No..."

how so, don't tell you are the person who use to torture the school hamster?

Look, there was a friend of of mine who use to self harm, he has stopped now but that was because he was having some serious issues in his life, he just need to direct his stress in more positive ways, but that one action of his, it didn't have any effect on his niceness/goodness.

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" ..."

I'm the person who kills the hamsters and tortures the human beings.

That's not really my case.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was..."

OMG....

Only joking, come on dude...thoughts/dreams about murder does you make you a bad person.

[Hallie]

No I'm serious. I've done stuff like that.

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Hallie wrote: "No I'm serious. I've done stuff like that."

You have killed hamsters? You haven't been caught? Have people have you tortured? Physically?

I simply can't believe that.

[Hallie]

Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or not you do, it's not going to change anything.

[Hallie]

The whole nightmare dressed like a day dream concept.

[Hallie]

I know I've said this a 100 times, but YG is soooo screwed.

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or not you do, it's not going to change anything."

Well, not hamsters, but tell me a long story short,
I have a feeling its not gonna be what I thought.

So thanks to you truly, organisms have died and suffered?
But don’t remember, seeing in the news, it being covered.


It's not your job to get me to believe
But it’s my job to be intellectually free.

Whether or not you did, won’t change anything.
What I think of you good, not one but everyhting

The nightmare concept dressed like day dreams,
The night terrors becomes reality so it seems.

I can see the light of goodness in your heart and mind,
So Hallie, what I see, I really hope you are able to find.

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Hallie wrote: "I know I've said this a 100 times, but YG is soooo screwed."

YG?

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or not you do, it's not going to..."

I'm not revealing my secrets here just yet. All I can say in nut shell is that I'm not a good person, and if you would like to believe otherwise, you're a fool for believing in something so false and ludicrous.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or not you do, it..."

I prefer my foolishness over thinking that you are bad or evil...

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or not you do, it's not going to change anything."

I want to hear the long version...

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or..."

And that's what gets you killed in my world.

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me, but whether or not you do, it's not going to..."

You don't always get what you want.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you to believe me,..."

That I don't deny, you do best with what you have...but I am hoping you will tell the long version soon...

[Hallie]

Anyway, I need to think of a new topic for Tumblr. My scheduled posts have all been posted, so now I need some creative person to lend me their brain so that I can use it to think.

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Hallie wrote: "Anyway, I need to think of a new topic for Tumblr. My scheduled posts have all been posted, so now I need some creative person to lend me their brain so that I can use it to think."

I can lend u mine for a bit but I ain't really creative tbh...

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my job to get you..."

It's more of a story I'd like to take to my grave, so most likely you never will hear it.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours truly.

It's not my..."

Mmmm...no confessing your crime with your last breathe?

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thanks to yours trul..."

Nope.

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Well, not hamsters, but long story short - organisms have died/suffered thank..."

No closure for the relatives of the victims? I am pretty sure Hamster Mom is still thinking about who killed her baby...

[[deleted user]]

What about telling CB your dark secrets?

[Hallie]

Does it seem to you that I care?

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Does it seem to you that I care?"

I am thinking about Mrs. Hamster's tears...about how much she cried at the hamster funeral...

[[deleted user]]

But on a serious note I know you care about things and about people...the other day you supported someone in this very same thread...

[Hallie]

Poor Mrs. Hamster, right? They didn't even find her baby's body. They don't even know whether her poor baby is dead.

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "But on a serious note I know you care about things and about people...the other day you supported someone in this very same thread..."

I pretend to care about people for my own gain; the motive nullifies the act itself, but people don't realise it, so they think I'm nice or whatever. Misconception.

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Poor Mrs. Hamster, right? They didn't even find her baby's body. They don't even know whether her poor baby is dead."

Where did u hide the body?

[[deleted user]]

Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "But on a serious note I know you care about things and about people...the other day you supported someone in this very same thread..."

I pretend to care about people for my own gain..."

The mouth says different words to what the heart feels, I think the person supported is a stranger who you have never met, the fact that you gave the person time and words of support/advice, shows you have feelings, your real act of pretense is to say you don't care...not sure why...but your secret is safe with me...

[Hallie]

Like I said, I'm not revealing my secrets here.

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Hallie wrote: "Like I said, I'm not revealing my secrets here."

Feel free to use my journal...I can rename it the chronicles of the Hamster Killer...

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "But on a serious note I know you care about things and about people...the other day you supported someone in this very same thread..."

I pretend to care about people ..."

This rationalising, my friend, is stupid, but carry on. Live in that illusion that I'm a nice person for a while. It won't last, I promise.

[Hallie]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Like I said, I'm not revealing my secrets here."

Feel free to use my journal...I can rename it the chronicles of the Hamster Killer..."

Here as in on Goodreads.

[Hallie]

To-do List

• Finish Memoirs of a Geisha
• Finish and review The Song of Achilles
• Review What Happened That Night
• Request new books on Netgalley
• Find more books
• Update Tumblr
• Find online writing contents
• Make August bullet journal spread
• Create reading challenge for D.E.A.R
• Study about subliminals

[Sαяαн]

Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Poor Mrs. Hamster, right? They didn't even find her baby's body. They don't even know whether her poor baby is dead."

Where did u hide the body?"

drop it! drop it! u don't have to die so soon by asking questions u don't want to know the answers to!

[Hallie]

Wait, isn't that my line?

[Sαяαн]

😓 plz dont kill me!

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Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "But on a serious note I know you care about things and about people...the other day you supported someone in this very same thread..."

I pretend to car..."

This rationalising, my friend, is stupid, you say.
Rationalising, but you called me friend today.

but carry on. Live in that illusion
I hope in your life I ain’t an intrusion

I believe that you are a nice person for a while,
Had you been other, I would have ran a mile.

It won't last, you promise.
But the truth is upon us.

I would simply just like to mention,
Your actions betray your intention.

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Sαяαн wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Poor Mrs. Hamster, right? They didn't even find her baby's body. They don't even know whether her poor baby is dead."

Where did u hide the body?"

drop it! drop it! u..."

You don't have to die to be dead, losing hope totally is to be the living dead...