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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Let's not go there."
Fair enough...its your journal..you create the path the conversation walks on..."
I know.
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You are more than welcome to continue this particular thread of conversation on my journal...
Fair enough...its your journal..you create the path the conversation walks on..."
I know.
"
You are more than welcome to continue this particular thread of conversation on my journal...
To-do List
• Finish Memoirs of a Geisha
• Finish and review The Song of Achilles
• Review What Happened That Night
• Find more books
• Update Tumblr
• Find online writing contents
• Make August bullet journal spread
• Create reading challenge for D.E.A.R
• Study about subliminals
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Let's not go there."Fair enough...its your journal..you create the path the conversation walks on..."
I know.
"
You are more than welcome to continu..."
Well, if I wanted to, I would have continued it here, but since I didn't....
@Hallie, u r porbaby aware, but Jupiter is visible in the night sky, it's the bright 🔆 on the right side of the moon, almost horizontal with the moon...
Btw, there is a partial lunar eclipse tonight too
I know. I knew I wouldn't be able to watch it, so I stayed away from everything that reminds me of it so that I wouldn't be too upset.But don't apologize right now :)
The Eclipse was visible from around 10pm onwards, there was a blood moon first and than the eclipse...
Okay, shush! I don't want to hear anything about astronomical phenomena I did not get to see.
In other news, we're finally getting a refrigerator and vacuum cleaner :)
I'm just happy because now we can finally buy larger boxes of ice cream :P And I want to make ice cubes because I'm 5 years ago old mentally.
Bodrul wrote: "Really? Er...congrats"Er thanks?
Hallie wrote: "Awkward...."
lol...sorry...
lol...sorry...
Hallie wrote: "Oh no, it's fine! xD"
Cool...
Cool...
And now I'm going to start overthinking about how disastrous it's going to be trying to decide whether or not to wish Iz on her birthday along with the consequences of both even though her birthday is two weeks away.
Flip a coin...make a firm decisive choice based on the outcome and whatever happens, happens...what do you think?
No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to.
Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to."
Cool, sounds very serious, all this thought to wish someone HBD, is it coffee boy's BD?
Cool, sounds very serious, all this thought to wish someone HBD, is it coffee boy's BD?
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to."Cool, sounds very serious, all this thought to wish someon..."
Nope, not his. I don't know even when his birthday is. This is one of my *friends* from school, and the story behind them is so complicated that I need to thread carefully to prevent getting hurt again.
Wait, yesterday was Tuesday? Not sure why, but my brain kept thinking that it was Monday.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to."
Cool, sounds very serious, all this thought..."
Ah, wow, that sounds serious, er...good luck with that.
Btw, you need to add finding CB's BD to your list of things to do for August :-p...
Cool, sounds very serious, all this thought..."
Ah, wow, that sounds serious, er...good luck with that.
Btw, you need to add finding CB's BD to your list of things to do for August :-p...
Hallie wrote: "Wait, yesterday was Tuesday? Not sure why, but my brain kept thinking that it was Monday."
Yep, today is Wednesday the 17th of July 2019... 12.05 pm
Yep, today is Wednesday the 17th of July 2019... 12.05 pm
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to."Cool, sounds very serious, a..."
Candidly, it's asinine, but yeah... Thanks!
Oh, that's not my to-do list for August. It's my to-do list for this week :P Although I don't see why and how I should find it his birthday...
Weird... Seems like I missed a day but I didn't.
So that means prime day was over yesterday?! I kept thinking we ordered that refrigerator and vacuum cleaner on the first day!
Hallie wrote: "So that means prime day was over yesterday?! I kept thinking we ordered that refrigerator and vacuum cleaner on the first day!"
Its a new fridge and vcumm right? not first ever...
Its a new fridge and vcumm right? not first ever...
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to."
Cool, sounds ..."
I thought CB was the future love of ur life...lol...
As an excuse, ask him his birthday to find out who is older, you or him...
Cool, sounds ..."
I thought CB was the future love of ur life...lol...
As an excuse, ask him his birthday to find out who is older, you or him...
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "So that means prime day was over yesterday?! I kept thinking we ordered that refrigerator and vacuum cleaner on the first day!"Its a new fridge and vcumm right? not first ever..."
I meant that I thought we ordered it on the first day of Amazon Prime.
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I still need to...."Now why on earth did you think that?
But I already know who's older because he told me which year he was born in.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am right now, but I..."
Well, u mentioned him a few times (seemed to me you were excited/happy), but he actually asked u out so he clearly interested,.
CB's BD, if you ask him then he will think you are interested in him...
Well, u mentioned him a few times (seemed to me you were excited/happy), but he actually asked u out so he clearly interested,.
CB's BD, if you ask him then he will think you are interested in him...
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as much as I am r..."Yes, because he is the only one who ever asked me out offline, but I'm sure he won't be interested when he meets more people in London.
Well, it's weird to randomly ask him since our conversations always die out after a few standard texts. There is a less weird way, which he has been asking for months now, but I can't do it just yet.
Besides, I'd try to extinguish his interest in me with all rational reasons why he should forget me and find someone better.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "No, I can't gamble on it. I really need to think it through - probably not as..."
Ah, well, maybe other guys have wanted to ask you out but were too shy.
So CB isn't from London. Well, attraction isn't always about looks, sometimes a person's intellect and personality become more appealing over other things.
And why not use his BD as a convo starter.
Ah, well, maybe other guys have wanted to ask you out but were too shy.
So CB isn't from London. Well, attraction isn't always about looks, sometimes a person's intellect and personality become more appealing over other things.
And why not use his BD as a convo starter.
Hallie wrote: "Besides, I'd try to extinguish his interest in me with all rational reasons why he should forget me and find someone better."
Maybe you are better than most girls?
Maybe you are better than most girls?
And what's the less weird way he mentioned? maybe try that?
Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare group that doesn't care about looks, there are thousands better than me he will like. I don't really have a good personality.
That's weird (for me).
Bodrul wrote: "And what's the less weird way he mentioned? maybe try that?"That's meeting up, but I just can't do it right now. The one day I was able to, he wasn't free, and I'm yet to find the next best chance.
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Besides, I'd try to extinguish his interest in me with all rational reasons why he should forget me and find someone better."
Maybe you are better than most girls?"
Most girls are better than me.
Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.
Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare group that doesn't care about looks, there a..."
The guys were so shy you didn't notice them?
And your online personality is nice, you don't swear, and the nice group isn't that rare.
In terms of looks, everyone has something attractive about them, someone will will that thing attractive.
Some girls have good looks but act immature or are just simply bimbos or drink/smoke too much, use foul language etc. So tbh, you don't know what he finds attractive in you (just a disclaimer, consider everything as long as your parents/upbrining/norms are okay with the idea).
Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare group that doesn't care about looks, there a..."
The guys were so shy you didn't notice them?
And your online personality is nice, you don't swear, and the nice group isn't that rare.
In terms of looks, everyone has something attractive about them, someone will will that thing attractive.
Some girls have good looks but act immature or are just simply bimbos or drink/smoke too much, use foul language etc. So tbh, you don't know what he finds attractive in you (just a disclaimer, consider everything as long as your parents/upbrining/norms are okay with the idea).
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "And what's the less weird way he mentioned? maybe try that?"
That's meeting up, but I just can't do it right now. The one day I was able to, he wasn't free, and I'm yet to find the ..."
Er...really? Fair enough, I don't know you but you are very polite and decent (in written text) for 18/19/20 year old.
That's meeting up, but I just can't do it right now. The one day I was able to, he wasn't free, and I'm yet to find the ..."
Er...really? Fair enough, I don't know you but you are very polite and decent (in written text) for 18/19/20 year old.
Meeting up with him, more opportunities will come, so don't worry.
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare group that doesn't care about..."
Nope. It can't happen because there's no way I didn't notice them.
Uh, I do swear, actually.
And I am one of those bimbos, which he won't mind, but I have qualities no one will like, and I refuse to change them anyway.
Either way, it just won't work.
Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.
Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare group that doe..."
Dude, unless you got eyes at the back of ur head, you won't notice everyone noticing you...
And u don't sound like a bimbo, you write well and use a high diversity of terminology to describe yourself.
But if you feel it won't work out, fair enough.
Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare group that doe..."
Dude, unless you got eyes at the back of ur head, you won't notice everyone noticing you...
And u don't sound like a bimbo, you write well and use a high diversity of terminology to describe yourself.
But if you feel it won't work out, fair enough.
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "And what's the less weird way he mentioned? maybe try that?"That's meeting up, but I just can't do it right now. The one day I was able to, he wasn't free, and I'm y..."
Really? 17 and 11 months xD I actually think I'm too rude for my own good, so strange to hear that.
Bodrul wrote: "Meeting up with him, more opportunities will come, so don't worry."
😅
Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Bodrul wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Lol no! There was never a "shy" guy I knew.Nope. Well, for starters, a lot of guys now usually go for good looks, but even if he is in that nice, rare..."
You don't know how my life is and has been, so I don't think you'd understand.
The kind that swears/smokes/drinks - that's moi. I'm just good at hiding it from everyone else.
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Fair enough...its your journal..you create the path the conversation walks on..."
I know.
Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase is a legend~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: " Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase is a legend~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: " Alex ~They/them~ ~Annabeth Chase is a legend~ wrote: "Hallie wrote: "Alex!!!!!!!!!!"
Hallie!!!!"
How are you?..."
Yikes, that's sad :( If it's different from the movies and stays with the books, it deserves more.