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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Jul 10, 2019 03:29AM
Alright, July 10th is officially in the list of extremely horrible days of 2019.
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Hallie wrote: "Hey Deepthi!"Hey..
What're you doing?
Thinking of all the different ways I can die.
I have an appointment today; I don't think I'll be able to get there in time and I'm feeling really sick. I don't want to throw up there again...
Hallie wrote: "Thinking of all the different ways I can die.":(
I'd love to rant, but I'm super exhausted, and I'm sure there are more to come, so I could just consolidate everything and write it tomorrow.
@Haille death by meeting is horrible, I am stuck in a 2 day training session, on top of that I have a deadline to meet...I am like aaaaaggghhhhh!
Uh it's going to take more to kill me.Sorry about that, though!
Oh right, tomorrow is my dad's birthday!
But according to all his records, his birthday was in April, so if he asks for a gift, I'm bringing out the, "What do you mean? Your birthday gift over. What you mean it's not your real birthday? Why on earth do you have a fake birthday? Father, I was born in the summer too, but I don't have a fake birthday like two people in this household," card.Quite a long name, I know, but it's the best I can come up with.
You could walk round the block and pick a random item, wrap with newspaper, instant birthday gift
Hallie wrote: "I'd love to rant, but I'm super exhausted, and I'm sure there are more to come, so I could just consolidate everything and write it tomorrow."*nods*
Np then.
Just know that I'm here if you want to talk, yeah?
Bodrul wrote: "You could walk round the block and pick a random item, wrap with newspaper, instant birthday gift"I couldn't.
Deepthi wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I'd love to rant, but I'm super exhausted, and I'm sure there are more to come, so I could just consolidate everything and write it tomorrow."
*nods*
Np then.
Just know that I'm her..."
Yeah. Thanks.
@Hailie I would offer my support same as Deephi but I don't know you well enough and vice versa, so apologies
Well, thanks anyway. It's not like I would use it.
It's birthday season. Now I'm so confused when my mum mentions birthday because whose?This morning, she said my dad told her to bring me to the birthday [birthday], and I was so confused because it's Dad's birthday. Like um, what? Turns out she meant my relative's birthday tomorrow, but I don't really want to go. He is 2 years old and won't even remember if his whatever the fuck I am to him came. And I hate his grandmother, who will most definitely be there, from the bottom of my heart, and I've only met her once. So low-key hoping I'll develop a fever by tomorrow.
Coincidentally, it's also J's birthday today. I actually had the courage to wish her this morning; not many people from our bus would since she did do some screwed up stuff during the one year she came with us, but she didn't really do anything to me, so I have no reason to dislike her.
Oh, and I was pretty late for my dentist appointment yesterday evening. She almost left, but fortunately I reached just in time. Since I had a legitimate reason, she tried to make my next appointments a little late, but not sure how it will go.She also said that my teeth are aligning pretty well, so next month, I'm most likely going to get some uncomfortable thing behind my teeth, so I need to mentally prepare myself for that. Here's the joke, though: She said my dental hygiene is good 😂😂😂 I was so late I legit brushed my teeth for five seconds before running to the clinic, and when she said that, I tried not to laugh because 😂😂😂😂😂
I thought I'd be fine, but my legs do hurt so much, and I didn't realize until now that I can barely walk.
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Mykie
When talking on the phone, do you place it against your left or right ear?
Right ear.
Do you use college or wide rule lined notebook paper?
They have names??? I just use those normal ones.
Have you ever been into a greenhouse?
I think.
Who’s older?
Who's older as in? If boyfriend/crush/whatever, don't have one.
Who was interested first?
Uh.... Um don't have a boyfriend, but Coffee Boy was the one who sounded interested. I don't think he counts, though.
Have you ever been in your kitchen naked?
Noooo....
Do you have any idea how to make cotton candy?
Nope.
Would you rather go a week without showering or brushing your teeth?
Showering.
You’re pregnant, who’s the other parent?
Nice question. I'd wonder the same.
What’s your favorite number?
9.
The last thing you drank?
Water.
Do you have bad anxiety? If so, do you take any kind of medications for it?
Yes. No.
Who was the last person you felt you were wasting your time on?
Hallie.
One thing you’ve experienced that you thought you never would have?
Suicidal thoughts.
Honestly, who are you talking to?
Nobody.
Was your last kiss sober?
I haven't kissed anyone.
What is something that you realized today?
That I'm the one destroying myself these days.
One dream you've had recently?
I don't remember much, but I was solving a bunch of crime cases.
When is/was the first football game at your school for the season?
I don't remember. We had football at school?
Are you ever picked on by teachers?
Well, one of my Chemistry teachers used to.
How well do you memorize things?
Depends on what the material is and my mental state, but usually fine.
Do you get nervous before “meeting the parents”?
Never met the parents, but you bet I would.
What do you think of your friends?
What are friends?
What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Tea.
Have you met the last person you kissed’s parents?
Never kissed anyone.
Who is the first person you see in the mornings?
My brother. We share the room.
When was the last time a member of the opposite sex hugged you?
I don't remember.
If you could move (and SERIOUSLY think about this) where would you move?
I'd like to stay in London forever please. Although, if I need to answer, I think Bristol.
Why would you go there?
It's one of my favourite places in England.
How many members, including yourself, are in your immediate family?
4.
How do you dress when you’re not at work?
I don't work, but at home, it's a t-shirt and pajamas.
What is your favorite thing about yourself?
Nothing.
Tell me about the shirt you’re wearing?
It's grey with pictures of three cupcakes on it and 'Life is a cupcake' written on it.
What was the first thing you thought this morning?
I want die.
What era do you think is the most romanticized? What era do you romanticize the most?
Uh 90's? And um, this one.
When’s the last time you went against your eating habits or religion (ex. Eating beef when you’re Muslim)?
I don't know because I don't care.
When’s the last time you either signed a petition or gave money to a cause? What was the petition or cause about?
During the cyclone in Wales.
How nice can you be in five words or less?
I will kill you :)
What would you do if Reddit was down for a month?
I wouldn't care.
What’s the raunchiest thing you’ve ever stumbled upon?
Uh...
Is this you dreaming about solving a bunch of crime cases or Myke?
I'm not sure if I understood your question right, but I think the answer should be me.
I'm supposed to take a cab back home, which costs a fortune, so that I can go to a fucking birthday party of some kid my dad is related to -_- This is insane.
Oh, wow, you saw the dream about solving cases - sounds really vivid.
Birthday Party - is this the one for that 2 year old kid? with the grandma you hate?
Birthday Party - is this the one for that 2 year old kid? with the grandma you hate?
Well, you are lucky with your dreams, the only dreams I really remember are the ones where I am at work...
Uh not at all. Usually I have nightmares that wake me up multiple. This one woke me up as well, but I chose to pretend that ending never happened because the beginning was so cool.
My brother isn't coming with us, so I'm not sure what I'm supposed to do there. Stare at the walls? Someone would suggest singing the happy birthday song, but I'm too sick to speak, let alone sing. However, my cousin is coming with that niece of mine, so maybe she will be some sort of entertainment?
Damn on them nightmares, what kinda dreams do you see?
Birthday party means free food, if you don't like singing at least you can enjoy the food at the party. Plus you might get involved in an interesting conversation.
Birthday party means free food, if you don't like singing at least you can enjoy the food at the party. Plus you might get involved in an interesting conversation.
I'd rather not revisit those.Ummmm those are more reasons why I shouldn't be there.
I don't get it. My brother works in the same area, so why exactly am I, the one who was nowhere close and is in no way interesting to the people there, going?
Fair enough about the dreams.
I am guessing your brother is older and had the perks of getting out of most things.
I am guessing your brother is older and had the perks of getting out of most things.
Well, he is older, but the rest is complicated. Personally, I think I have better luck staying out of things I don't want to do than he is, except in this situation.
Ah, better luck next time dude
By the way, I'm bored here, and damnit this woman is here exaggerating how little I was the last time she saw me and how much I've grown -_- Uh, with all due respect, Ma'am, you're lying. The only change is I've been stretched out vertically and there are tons of acne and acne scars all over my face, but other than that, I'm pretty much the same.
Lol, try to enjoy it, if not go for the food, what happened to your niece?
I hate kids and nieces and food and parties, so hell no - I did not enjoy it whatsoever.
What doesnt kill you, can only make you stronger...
I personally believe that statement is one of the most ridiculous statements people say.
Your probably, biologically one will probably end up weaker long term...but I would it say it's more sensible than 'don't come running to me when you break your leg', well, the party sounded nice, depending on your ethnicity it could have been worst, I think South Asian parties where the parents compare their kids is the worst...
I'm a bit confused because it looks like you missed a few words by accident, but love how you simply assumed that it sounded nice without actually being there or hearing what exactly happened, and that you automatically believed it could have been worse if something had happened, without, once again, not being there or hearing from me that said something did actually happen.
Anyway, my phone is at the repair store, so I'm using my mum's. There are things I want to write here, but first I need to check if I broke something in that temper tantrum of mine.
Nah, you did make it sound horrible, I was trying to lighten the experience by presenting a possible worst scenario...but I guess it didn't work.
You broke your phone in a temper tantrum?
You broke your phone in a temper tantrum?
Well, it didn't because the "possible worst scenario" was the scenario there. However, what I disagree with is this "possible worst scenario". It's not up to you or anyone to assert that one situation is less stressful or worse than another. It depends on one person's preferences, experiences, personality and so on, so saying that it could have been worse by presenting something else is undermining that person's feelings. Maybe the situation you give would actually not bother that person as much as it bothers you, so while you think it's the worst, it isn't to them.Uh no. My power button came off months ago. I didn't break anything fortunately.
Okay, fair point, but our experiences are based on something that is comparative, in the sense that we feel better or worse based on what we perceive ought to be the equilibrium of any state, henceforth I always try tonhave an emphatic approach to the downfalls in the life, I admit that my example of a worse case scenario isn't the best but by reducing my personal state as measure of an equilibrium without a holistic and comparative outlook just reduces and at times makes one subservient to the human emotion felt at one particular time, what do you think?
it's personal
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