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A Solivagant on the Inselberg

Still bored?"
Of course...."
hey

Still bored?"
hi"
Hey"
what's up?

Still bored?"
Of course...."
Oof...

Still bored?"
hi"
Hey"
what's up?"
The ceiling ;)
xD
Doing homework rn, hbu?

Still bored?"
hi"
Hey"
what's up?"
The ceiling ;)
xD
Doing homework rn, hbu?"
lol. writing more to a story.


i.. i know that...
sorry...
i'm gonna go now. if anybody needs me, pm me. i don't want to bother anybody anymore.

*hugs*

i.. i know that...
sorry...
i'm gonna go now. if anybody needs me, pm me. i don't want to bother anybody anymore."
Oh, I didn't mean to imply that my current situation is more unsettling than yours; I just wanted to point out that they were different, hence not sure if I managed to get across my point right. Sorry if I sounded condescending or something, but you're not a bother, and forgive me if I did because I honestly did not mean to.


ur so not crappy, Hallie.

Everyone knows I am, so save the bluffs for something else.

why are you beating yourself up? I'm sure that someone thinks that you're an amazing girl, and talented, smart, beautiful, and maybe, just maybe, they want to help no matter what. maybe they want you to be happy.

Even if someone thinks that - well, they thought wrong, because I'm none of those, and them thinking that I am won't change the fact that I'm not. So ultimately, it's pointless.

So going back to him - I want to know if he's really planning on not going to uni this year.

*shakes my head* i was talking about me and you know i think ALL of those things are TRUE. you are everything i said even though you don't feel like you are, you are. i never said i wanted you to change. you're perfect just the way you are. and no it's not pointless.

Well, you think wrong about this. Like I said before, you thinking won't make any of it true, so yes, it is pointless to think that way. The thing is I do need to change so much because there is nothing about me that is actually perfect. The reason why I'm not a good person is because I'm not willing to change. So no, I'm not who you said I am. Sorry.

i.. i know that...
sorry...
i'm gonna go now. i..."
no it's fine... i'm just having a mental breakdown from finals. your situation is worse than mine.
i thought my problem was valid too and shit... but it's not. sorry for wasting your time.

*sighs* you know i am trying my hardest not to get upset right now. but i know you're not trying to crush my help so i'm just going to move past that. just because you say there is nothing perfect about doesn't mean it's true. i like everything about you. and why do you think i am here? i care about you, Hallie. a lot, actually. but you keep pushing me away when i'm trying to help. you also know that i liked you. why do you keep shooting me down? i'm not trying to hurt you. i just want to help and if you don't want my help then i guess i will leave GoodReads. Again.

Again..?

yes again. i tried to leave before.

i.. i know that...
sorry...
i'm ..."
Noooooo mine isn't any worse than yours. To be honest, you're under more stress than me. I'm literally bored out of my brains with nothing to do here. I just can't go home and curl up in my own bed, eat what little I want and am allowed to eat, and pretend to enjoy my summer break. My break has already started whereas you're still having finals, so technically, yours is worse than mine and you have no reason to be sorry! They are just different in a very frustrating way (for me, and that's not your fault; it's mine), because you are a more hardworking and better student than I am, and I'd be lying if I said I'm not jealous of you at this point.

The reason why I refuse your help is because you don't understand. You don't understand and I came make you understand without destroying my friendship with you or everyone else on this website. And if that situation arises, I'm the one who would be forced to leave Goodreads forever. So I know me, and I know what I'm talking about better than you. Besides, I find it an asinine reason for you to leave Goodreads because of me; you have other better friends here, and it makes no sense to leave.

Although person experienced in criminology - we've got to talk. I love that stuff!
And hi Deepthi and Alex!!!!!"
i haven't been coming on here that often lately, so hi, i'm here now
it's pride month!!!

ha you're funny. i'm not hardworking. i wish i was home and could sleep, but nope, finals.
sorry. i'm just a tiny bit stressed. just the smallest amount. totally not freaking out cause of finals. nope, not at all.

Quinnie, doesn't everyone want a break from the stress at some point? Although I'm sure you'll do great! :) When do they get over?

Although person experienced in criminology - we've got to talk. I love that stuff!
And hi Deepthi and Alex!!!!!"
yo we did talk, didn'..."
Well yes! xD

Quinnie, doesn't everyone want a break from the stress at some point? Although I'm sure you'll do great! :) When do they get over?"
yay!! i have my display name on twitter as f- panphobes and aphobes because i've seen some panphobia, aphobia, and transphobia on my timeline the past few days, tho mostly panphobia, and panphobes and aphobes piss me off, so i'm keeping my name like this until pride month is over

im sorry, Hallie.

Quinnie, doesn't everyone want a break from the stress at some point? Although I'm sure you'll do great! :) When do they get over?"
tomorrow, thankfully
ugh i should work on my japanese but i don't want to
also i think a lot of people hate me right now so that's great

Alex - Ohhh cool!!! I wanted to do something for pride month too, but I don't know what. Ugh it sucks that some people are against certain identities :( Some of the aphobes, transphobes and panphobes are even part of the LGBT+ community themselves, and that is simply pathetic. It's 2019 people! It's time to accept everyone for who they are!
Nathan - Please don't apologize.
Hey Shine!!!!
Quinnie - Then it's over today then :) Good luck! *gasps* Japanese! I wish I could learn Japanese! Also, why do you think people hate you?

Alex - Ohhh cool!!! I wanted to do something for pride month too, but I don't know what. Ugh it sucks that some people are against certain identities :( Some of the apho..."
why do u want me to not apologize?

Alex - Ohhh cool!!! I wanted to do something for pride month too, but I don't know what. Ugh it sucks that some people are against certain identities :( Some of the apho..."
yeah :( and tbh it pisses me off so much
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