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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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May 05, 2019 08:44AM
Well, I hope that's the case :)
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You know how to do, how to do it so greatYou know how to fly and you do it with ease
You know how to leave the haters in the dust
Yeah you know, yeah you know, yeah you know oh oh.
You know how to leave your mark in the world
You know how to fight with no guns just speak
You know how to make this team look complete
Yeah you know, yeah you know, yeah you know oh oh.
We could stay back, enjoy a little, a little more,
In dream land, dream on a little, a little more,
Go crazy, just a little, a little more,
'Cause every second's gonna count a little more.
We could beat 'em, those rules a little, a little more,
In unison, we'll go a little, a little more,
And ace 'em, we gotta work just a little more
'Cause every second's gonna count a little more.
This is how pathetic H's song is, and her birthday is in three days -_-
Robert wrote: "Hallie wrote: "I took a quiz for which mental disorders are you here for fun, and I ended up getting depression, which is... True."I got depression also....."
I'm sorry. That sucks :/
Hallie wrote: "You know how to do, how to do it so greatYou know how to fly and you do it with ease
You know how to leave the haters in the dust
Yeah you know, yeah you know, yeah you know oh oh.
You know how t..."
Screw this. I'll get her a card.
Hallie wrote: "You know how to do, how to do it so greatYou know how to fly and you do it with ease
You know how to leave the haters in the dust
Yeah you know, yeah you know, yeah you know oh oh.
You know how t..."
Can I express my opinion as a poetry and song lover, and not as your friend?
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Hallie wrote: "I took a quiz for which mental disorders are you here for fun, and I ended up getting depression, which is... True."I got anxiety
Well, I already know it sucks and I should probably work on it a lot to make it acceptable, so go ahead!
Hallie wrote: "Well, I already know it sucks and I should probably work on it a lot to make it acceptable, so go ahead!"It's pretty good. Just work on some finishing touches, and I bet it'll be great :)
Hallie wrote: "I took a quiz for which mental disorders are you here for fun, and I ended up getting depression, which is... True."OCD *confused*
But it sounds terrible, so not really. And I still have another verse, pre chorus and a bridge to add lyrics to, so it's probably going to turn more bad.About the quiz, remember it's not a diagnostic test. It's just for fun.
Hallie wrote: "But it sounds terrible, so not really. And I still have another verse, pre chorus and a bridge to add lyrics to, so it's probably going to turn more bad.About the quiz, remember it's not a diagno..."
I told you my opinion... it's for you to choose :)
Yeah :)
I was just confused as to why i got OCD xD
It's just not right....Haha xD One of my nicknames is OCD (which is weird), so I understand why it would be confusing.
I mean the song. I'll just get her a card or something.H and S believe I have OCD, but I don't. It's weird because that disorder is probably the last thing I would have, but yet that was the name my birthday cake had last year xD *shrugs*
"If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
I failed and lost this fight
Never fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright."
~ The Light Behind Your Eyes, My Chemical Romance
Could i ask for a return favour..? Please...
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Tumblr
1. Is there a certain place or store you especially hate going to?
I do hate going to school because it's so far and I have to deal with some annoying people there.
2. When was the last time you made plans with someone?
I don't remember. Knowing me, probably never. Someone must have literally dragged me out of my house.
3. How long do leftovers usually sit in your fridge?
Well, we don't have a fridge anymore and I don't remember life before very well, but I doubt they would stay for more than 48 hours - depending upon what exactly it is.
4. What is something you do for other people that shows you care for them?
Nothing, because I don't.
5. What was the last animal/pet that you met?
Uhhhhh..... Some guy was walking his dog and I walked away from it. Does that count?
6. Is there anyone in your life with whom your opinion changes on frequently?
My brother. My parents as well recently, but my basic opinion remains the same - they are simply hypocrites and think they are omniscient while everyone else in the world are ignorant dumbheads.
7. Do you ever look up set lists for concerts?
No.
8. Have you ever woken up thinking that the dream you had was real?
Yes. The most significant one would be the one in which I dreamt that my brother was trying to kill me with a feather. I was about three or four, so I got scared thinking it was real, and ran away from him every time he came close to me.
9. Have you ever kept a journal? Do you currently keep one?
Uh this one. I can't maintain a physical one because my household does not value privacy and gives me no time to write, nor place to store without them prying.
10. Is there a certain song or band who remind you of specific people?
Well, Linkin Park reminds me of Linkin Park; Ariana Grande reminds me of Ariana Grande; Without Me reminds me of Without Me.
11. Would you prefer to take a picture of yourself, or have someone else take it for you?
Candidly, I hate taking/having pictures of me taken. I'm just plain ugly, so I simply hate them. However, between the two choices, I'd rather have someone else take it because usually they don't say and show that I'm ugly, but when I take it myself, it just makes me want to puke.
12. How often do you style your hair differently from how you normally style it?
Uh almost never. It's always a high ponytail and under certain circumstances left open.
13. What was the last thing to really surprise you?
I don't remember exactly, but off the top of my head, H coming to the dentist I go to.
14. What did you do this past weekend?
I rewatched a couple of episodes of Hyouka, cried, tried to read, freaked out and did some other stuff.
15. Is there something in particular you always seem to forget?
Let's see.... In particular, I would say people's appearances? I can't remember anyone's appearance as soon as I look away, so not only does it take me some time to register some features to identify them (which works pretty well), but also prevents me from being able to describe someone because I don't have a mental picture of them. Apparently that's not how it works in some other people's minds, so I'm not sure if it's normal or not.
16. Have you ever found out that you have been sleep walking?
No.
17. What’s the last thing you promised yourself?
I think it was I promise to never stop trying to kill/hurt myself or something along these same lines.
18. Have you ever tried making something from one of those short cooking videos? How did it turn out?
Nope.
19. When was the last time you had to wait in line for longer than a few minutes?
I don't remember.
20. Have you ever written a review for a product you bought online?
No.
21. Would you rather go out somewhere with your friends or stay at home and hang out with them instead?
Stay at home and hang out with them.
22. Do you ever interact with any brands/companies online?
No.
23. How happy are you with your current job? If you don’t have a job, what’s something you think you think you would dislike about working?
Since I don't have one, I suppose I'd dislike having to open my mouth and talk to strangers or anyone.
24. Is there anything you seem especially sensitive to, such as sounds, smells, etc?
Uhhh well, I don't know. I want to say sounds because of a lot of incidents, but I don't actually think I am sensitive to sounds.
25. What was the last board game you played?
Chess.
Deepthi, yes, of course! What's wrong?
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi, yes, of course! What's wrong?"One of my best friends on Wattpad's leaving.... :'(
Oh no :( Is there no other way you can talk to them?
Is there anything that can be done about it?
Nope, but i just found out something... *small smile*He won't be leaving forever, but he won't be online that often, that's it :)
So how that Ramadan has begun, there will be weird food in the house every evening.
Personal Survey Time!
Stolen from Tumblr
1. What is you middle name?
Aurora.
2. How old are you?
17.
3. When is your birthday?
August 9th.
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Leo.
5. What is your favourite colour?
Purple.
6. What’s your lucky number?
I don't have a lucky number. I used to think 9 was my lucky number, but it's not.
7. Do you have any pets?
Yes - an older brother. Don't know what species or how he came in our house, but he was there when my parents brought me back from the hospital.
8. Where are you from?
Uh UK.
9. How tall are you?
5'6 I think.
10. What shoe size are you?
I forgot xD
11. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
One.
12. What was your last dream about?
The last one that I remember is being rejected by uni.
13. What talents do you have?
None.
14. Are you psychic in any way?
Nah!
15. Favourite song?
You can't possibly ask me to list!
16. Favourite movie?
The Shawshank Redemption.
17. Who would be your ideal partner?
I need to think about this, but there is no way such a person could exist in the real world, so who cares.
18. Do you want children?
No!
19. Do you want a church wedding?
Nope.
20. Are you religious?
Nope.
21. Have you ever been to the hospital?
Yes.
22. Have you ever got in trouble with the law?
Not yet.
23. Have you ever met any celebrities?
Yes.
24. Baths or showers?
Baths.
25. What colour socks are you wearing?
I'm not wearing any right now.
26. Have you ever been famous?
No.
27. Would you like to be a big celebrity?
I have mixed feelings about this. Yes, I do, but I also would not love the spotlight on me.
28. What type of music do you like?
Pop, hip hop, electronic, rock - basically a mixture of almost everything.
29. Have you ever been skinny dipping?
No.
30. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two.
31. What position do you usually sleep in?
Usually on my sides.
32. How big is your house?
It's pretty small. Two bedrooms, one hall, one kitchen, two bathrooms, one balcony. It's pretty cramped up.
33. What do you typically have for breakfast?
It changes everyday.
34. Have you ever fired a gun?
No, but I want to!
35. Have you ever tried archery?
No, but I'd love to!
36. Favourite clean word?
Insouciance.
37. Favourite swear word?
I don't have a favourite.
38. What’s the longest you’ve ever gone without sleep?
I lose count, so I don't know.
39. Do you have any scars?
Ha plenty!
40. Have you ever had a secret admirer?
Nope.
41. Are you a good liar?
I think :)
42. Are you a good judge of character?
No.
43. Can you do any other accents other than your own?
Nope. I just can't. I've even tried doing a Welsh accent and I failed in spite of the fact that I'm actually Welsh.
44. Do you have a strong accent?
I don't think so.
45. What is your favourite accent?
British, duh.
46. What is your personality type?
INTJ.
47. What is your most expensive piece of clothing?
Probably the gown I got for a party at my old school.
48. Can you curl your tongue?
No.
49. Are you an innie or an outie?
Innie.
50. Left or right handed?
Right handed.
51. Are you scared of spiders?
Yes.
52. Favourite food?
Uhhh ice cream? French fries.
53. Favourite foreign food?
Ummmm noodles?
54. Are you a clean or messy person?
I am simultaneously both a clean and a messy person.
55. Most used phrased?
"I'm not sure."
56. Most used word?
"Uh."
57. How long does it take for you to get ready?
I don't know. I'm not slow, so no one points out, and I don't actually care.
58. Do you have much of an ego?
Do I?
59. Do you suck or bite lollipops?
I used to bite them, but owing to these braces, I can only suck them now.
60. Do you talk to yourself?
All the time!
61. Do you sing to yourself?
All the time! I sing to myself even in an exam hall.
62. Are you a good singer?
Nope. I'm horrible.
63. Biggest Fear?
The future.
64. Are you a gossip?
Not really.
65. Best dramatic movie you’ve seen?
The Shawshank Redemption.
66. Do you like long or short hair?
Short.
67. Can you name all 50 states of America?
No.
68. Favourite school subject?
English.
69. Extrovert or Introvert?
Introvert.
70. Have you ever been scuba diving?
No.
71. What makes you nervous?
Literally everything.
72. Are you scared of the dark?
Sort of.
73. Do you correct people when they make mistakes?
I fight to resist the urge to.
74. Are you ticklish?
Well, I am, but I don't react at all, so it makes everyone believe that I'm not.
75. Have you ever started a rumor?
No.
76. Have you ever been in a position of authority?
Yeah.
77. Have you ever drank underage?
Skip question.
78. Have you ever done drugs?
Next question.
79. Who was your first real crush?
Never had one.
80. How many piercings do you have?
Two.
81. Can you roll your Rs?”
I think yes.
82. How fast can you type?
Pretty fast.
83. How fast can you run?
About 50 km in 9.8 seconds.
84. What colour is your hair?
Black.
85. What colour is your eyes?
Brown.
86. What are you allergic to?
The outdoors. Society. I mean, nothing.
87. Do you keep a journal?
Yes, this.
88. What do your parents do?Act weird.My dad makes parts for other companies and my mum stays at home to deal with me.
89. Do you like your age?
I'll like it more in three months and two days.
90. What makes you angry?
Literally everything.
91. Do you like your own name?
Yes!
92. Have you already thought of baby names, and if so what are they?
No....
93. Do you want a boy or a girl for a child?
Neither.
94. What are you strengths?
None.
95. What are your weaknesses?
Oh, this is a huge list, but basically almost every attribute I have is a weakness.
96. How did you get your name?
Well, my parents wanted to name me with something that started with H so that it matches with my brother's name. My brother, on the other hand, insisted that there has to be an H and an A, so after a bunch of suggestions, they ended up naming me what all three of them agreed.
97. Were your ancestors royalty?
No.I wish.
98. Do you have any scars?
Plenty! Hey, haven't I answered this before in the same survey?
99. Colour of your bedspread?
Blue.
100. Colour of your room?
Probably yellow? Or cream. I can't make out because the lighting sucks.
"When will the voices stop making trouble inside?
If I look in the mirror will I see through their eyes?
When will the voices in my head just stop and let me rest?
I can’t take it (take it)
Here come the voices again."
~ Voices, Against The Current
Robert wrote: "Personal Survey Time!
1. What is you middle name?
Joseph.
2. How old are you?
17
3. When is your birthday?
October 16th
4. What is your zodiac sign?
Libra.
5. What is your favourite colour?
B..."
You know what would be better? If you posted it in your own journal.
Tomorrow is H's birthday, so I probably should not kill myself right now.
But Saturday would be perfect. I hate dying on birthdays of people I know, but K and B's birthday is just the perfect death day for me.
I want to kill myself just so that it would kill their reputation in the society. So that no one will take them seriously when they try to offer their ridiculous advice. When they say, "Always compare your children to others so that they get inspired" to someone, the receiving end would think or hopefully say, "Oh really? How did that do well for your dead daughter?"
Believe it or not, my mum actually did advice another mother to compare her kid to others better than them so that the kid would get "inspired" and "motivated".
I hate them. I fucking hate them so much.
I hope they never get to sleep with my voice playing in their head over and over again reminding them the horrors. I hope they spend every second of their lives blaming themselves. I hope they walk around everywhere forcing back tears so that they don't come out in public. I hope they learn to live like that. Like I did.
Hallie wrote: "Believe it or not, my mum actually did advice another mother to compare her kid to others better than them so that the kid would get "inspired" and "motivated"."Wth??
Yeah.... Even though I literally cried in front of her begging her to stop comparing me to others prior to that, she still went ahead and decided that she is best mother of the 20th and 21st century and that her methods of parenting are the best. My dad isn't much different either.
Your mom is..... twisted sorta...No offence.
Deepthi - I know. I agree so much. But all my friends who have met her think she is super sweet and nice and is the best mother out there.... Robert - It's okay.
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