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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Apr 29, 2019 03:13AM
I am so crushed right now :(
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Why is everything going wrong? Why does everything I touch turn into crap?
I never should have listened to my parents.
Literally everything.Although I'm just ranting because I'm upset, so you can always ignore me if it's annoying you.
Alright, but you're not annoying. What did your parents say?
It's a long, long story that I've probably told before, so I'm sorry, but I'm too exhausted to repeat it again.
It's okay. Do you need anything rn?
Why does it have to be poison?
Because I think that would be more effective than the other stuff I ingested.
You're making yourself suffer though,
Hey, Hallie! *hugs*How're things at home?? :/
Hey, Allerglance! :)
Figuratively. The other would be literal and a more permanent solution to ending the suffering.
If I die, it's one less headache for my parents.
Deepthi wrote: "Hey, Hallie! *hugs*How're things at home?? :/
Hey, Allerglance! :)"
Hi Deepthi :)
Hallie wrote: "If I die, it's one less headache for my parents."That's true, but they'll have something worse than a headache
Peace isn't worse than a headache, so no.
What peace will be made if you break their hearts with your death?
Break their hearts? Don't make me laugh!
Well, first of all, mood. Why do you say so?
For starters, they don't really care. It would be more like good riddance to bad rubbish.
:/ Maybe, you sure your parents really think you're a waste?
Is this because you failed for that uni?
Oh, well, what did you want to learn for your future?
Well, I mean, what did you hope to become in the future? Like dream job or something?
I actually meant it along the lines of "I have no future", but leaving that aside, journalism or writer or both.
Hallie wrote: "I actually meant it along the lines of "I have no future", but leaving that aside, journalism or writer or both."We're not really sure about the future, so what's the point in hoping for it. Anyways, that's cool, curios though, what would you write about, apart from being a journalist?
Not really what I meant. How would I know? I could write about anything I feel like I want to write.
Yeah, I was just curious if you have a solid story in mind :)
May I hear some, plez? :D
*nods*Curious, do you write them in wattpad or archive?
Nope, I don't write them on Wattpad. Some of them are on profile here, though.
Oh, I'll try to check them out later. What's the title?
There are different stories there and I don't remember which I deleted, and I'm really not in the mood to go check. Besides, they suck, so I would advise against reading them anyway.
Hallie wrote: "There are different stories there and I don't remember which I deleted, and I'm really not in the mood to go check. Besides, they suck, so I would advise against reading them anyway."It's alright. And, nah, I mean, I gotta give it a try though first :P They probably suck for you, but I still yet to decide for me
I know, I just seem to like some of it
Now it's all my fault because I don't know anything and he knows everything.
I'm glad this is here, I finally have somewhere to talk about my pain. I know in other places I sound happy, but actually i'm really depressed and sad..
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