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A Solivagant on the Inselberg
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Hallie
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Apr 12, 2019 05:40AM
How do you think the cell service after death is? I- I mean - Mum found two pictures of another cousin and me as really, really little kids (I'm not a day older than 4), and she thought it would be a good idea to put it up as a story on said cousin's birthday, but it's so cool because my birthday is on her birthday, so it's just cool if I do that. And awkward because I spent my entire childhood saying "Same to you" every time she called and wished happy birthday, but it never got any less awkward.
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I'm shaking. I'm literally shaking.
Strangle me at the same time, please!
Hallie wrote: "Strangle me at the same time, please!"Nope.
Fuck why didn't they tell us before? Why didn't I die before?
Are you going to tell what happened? Or is it personal? i'm here if you want to talk, alright?
I don't want to talk. I just want to drop dead.
And everybody ignore me - I'm freaking out and this is the only place I can think of where I can lose my mind.
Wow! The number of teenagers who have overdosed and died.... Just wow! That's a lot more names than I thought there would be.
I wonder what people will say about me when I die, though.
*sighs* I wanted to write a whole review on the book I was reading, but I just finished it, and all I can type is related to death even though the book isn't about that.
I’d miss you...Glad you’re alive.
You know what makes my friends here so much more special than anyone offline? The fact that you can see right through my "I'm fine".
That's no problem, Hallie. We'd do it any number of times for you :)
Which is weird considering you're doing it for me.
I don't mind doing it if I can get you to agree with it in the end.
Uh well, I am pretty obstinate myself (or so I'm told), so I doubt you could.
Huh. Interesting. I wonder how long that would last.
Oh and disclaimer: If I come here early morning saying stranger stuff than I always say, feel free to ignore me because then I'm definitely high.
Deepthi wrote: "Let's see then"*brings in popcorn* Sure! *offers popcorn*
Hallie wrote: "Deepthi wrote: "Let's see then"*brings in popcorn* Sure! *offers popcorn*"
No, thanks but sorry
On a different note, the weirdest thing that happened while I was destroying my life this past week was this one incident at home. Mum went out to buy something and after about an hour, I heard knocking and rushed to the door to look through the peephole. Well, she wasn't there. Two seconds later, I heard her footsteps so I stayed right there to confirm before opening the door even before she could knock. She didn't quite understand how I did that because she usually knocks forever and I fail to hear, but there I was like a psychic.
For all I know, I'm still the suicidal mess I was yesterday, so feel free to walk away.
Uh be prepared for another one.
At least I can say I saw one performance at Coachella before I died.
Ugh forget it. I know what you'll answer anyway. I was just thinking to myself :)
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